Hi I wrote a new poem its dedicated to Kai Hiwatari too as was my last one. I would've given it, its own place but I reserve those for stories, besides I have enough poems filling up my Bio.

Anywise, This poem deals with a five year old traumatized Kai… I wrote this as what I think he would've gone through after the whole Bio-volt incident; When he destroyed it all and was left with shattered memories.

Open Arms!

Where am I now?

Darkness surrounds me

My body is cold

I can't seem to wake up

My clothes are tattered

My body is worn

Why do I feel so scared?

I don't want to be alone

But its hard when you don't know

Why is my soul screaming

Why is my heart sleeping

Are my memories are fading?

Is this who I am suppose to be?

Then why do I feel something's gone

I want to remember

But then I don't

Just push it all aside

walking deep in the night

I feel so lost

I am alone

But then...

My eyes open

I start to shutter

You're coming closer

You look so cruel

But I see

there's an empty part

Deep in your soul

Kneeling before me

You smile at me

Who am I?

I don't know

I lost it so long ago

or did I?

I will never know

Take me in your arms

I am so scared now

But it all seemed to fade

All my pain subsides

My soul is screaming

My heart is sleeping

My memories fading

Do I know you?

Nope

But then somehow I know

This is home....

I am not alone.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~ Cold-Heritage

I hope you all like this. I know this probably doesn't sound like Kai- But I believe Kai wasn't the way he is now when he was five.

~ Okay I am going to explain this further ( I want everyone to understand) Kai had just blown up the Bio-Volt lair and was so scared by it he became traumatized. In here he is walking down the street in the middle of the night. He is scared because he doesn't know himself anymore and doesn't want to be alone. After a while of walking he come into contact with another person. Becoming scared by the fact that he didn't know him, he begins to freak. The man smiles at him. Kai as an innocent child can see the man for who he really is, a man needing to be healed and is taken into the safety of his arms. ( And by the way, he is the old leader of the Blade Sharks.)