BEYOND LOVE AND HATE Chapter 2

Madam Pomfrey gasped with surprise as she saw Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy enter the hospital wing, Harry's arm around Draco's waist. She noticed that the blonde boy had been crying and this surprised her, the Malfoy's didn't usually express their emotions openly.

"What's going on?" She addressed Harry because he seemed more controlled.

Harry glanced at Draco and Draco nodded.

"Mal – I mean Draco's mother has died and I thought you could give him some dreamless sleep potion like you gave me when Ced.. Well at the end of the fourth year." Harry trailed off but Madam Pomfrey understood. She turned to face Malfoy and speaking softly she said. "I shall have to inform the headmaster of these events but rest assured neither he nor myself will tell anyone else if you don't want us to. I'll have the potion ready in a couple of minutes." She turned to Harry, who was standing next to the bed looking uncertain. "You can go now Potter, thank you for bringing Malfoy here, he'll be all right once he's had the potion." Harry moved towards the door but suddenly Draco spoke, "please can Harry stay until I fall asleep?" Madam Pomfrey looked at Harry who looked surprised but nodded.

"Very well, I'll just go and contact Professor Dumbledore and I'll get the potion."

She bustled off leaving Harry alone with Draco.

"I don't understand, I thought you wanted me to go?" Malfoy nodded but didn't look at Harry. "I changed my mind." He said simply, Harry decided he would leave his other questions until Draco had slept.

Harry sat by Draco's bedside watching as Draco's tense expression relaxed as the potion began to kick in. He reached over and took Draco's hand in his own, holding it as he watched Draco fall asleep, clutching Harry's hand. When Draco had finally fallen asleep, Harry bent down and kissed him on the cheek before making his way out of the hospital wing.

When he finally arrived back in Gryffindor tower it was almost dawn. After he had left the hospital wing he had gone for a walk in the grounds to think about the evening's events. He wandered around for hours in an attempt to organise his thoughts but they were far too confused so he gave up and went to bed.

Lying in his four poster unable to sleep he felt a confusing mixture of emotions, sexual frustration was there certainly, after all his meeting with Malfoy had not turned out the way he had expected, but he was also experiencing other emotions which were new to him. He had realised tonight that he cared a lot more for Malfoy than he had thought. This was perhaps the most confusing emotion of all – was he becoming fond of Malfoy?

The next morning Harry clambered out of bed feeling decidedly worn out, he had spent the night tossing and turning – unable to sleep.

He walked blearily down into the common room, rubbing his eyes as he went.

On his arrival he spotted Ginny Weasley sitting in an armchair by the fire, reading a book. He walked over and sat down next to her, she looked up as he sat down.

"Hiya Harry, you look a little tired – you didn't have any nightmares did you?" She looked at him, her eyes full of concern. Harry blushed,

"No I just couldn't sleep."

"A lot on your mind, hey?" Ginny asked. Harry nodded.

"Well if you want to talk about it, I'm here for you." Ginny smiled making Harry's heart flip.

"Thanks I'll remember that and the same goes for you too." Ginny reached over and took Harry's hand in her own; they sat together for a few moments just enjoying each other's company.

Just then Ron came in through the portrait hole, he approached the corner where Harry and Ginny were sitting, grinning happily.

"Malfoy's in the hospital wing, I hope he's really ill." Harry grimaced, he didn't know whether to tell Ron what was wrong with Malfoy but then he would have to explain to Ron how he knew and he didn't want to do that just yet.

"Are we going for breakfast then?" he asked, getting up and holding out his hand to pull Ginny to her feet.

"Hold on, where's Hermione?" Ginny asked, looking around for the other girl.

"She's in the library, she said she had something she wanted to look up." Ron told them, neither Ginny nor Harry looked surprised.

"Doesn't she want any breakfast?" Harry asked. Ron shook his head.

"She said she would go and get something from the kitchens later if she felt like it."

They headed out of the common room and down to the Great Hall. Harry didn't really feel like eating, what he really wanted to do was go and see how Malfoy was.

Ginny leaned over and whispered in his ear.

"Are you worried about Malfoy?" Harry looked at her surprised, she grinned.

"I'm a lot more observant than my brother, I've seen the way you and Malfoy look at each other." Harry blushed unsure of what to say, he didn't want to lie to Ginny but he didn't want to ruin his chances with her either.

"I…" But Ginny stopped him, placing a hand over his mouth; on impulse Harry kissed her fingers. She smiled and took her hand away.

"Go up to the hospital wing and see Malfoy. I'll be in the common room when you get back, we can talk later." She squeezed his hand and kissed him on the cheek.

"You're right." Smiling gratefully at Ginny, Harry got up and left the room.