This is
the real Chapter 10 – I'm sorry about accidentally posting Chapter 9 twice but
it was when ff.net was down and I didn't think either post had worked.
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Later
that afternoon, Harry stood by the stone gargoyle that guarded the entrance to
Dumbledore's office, he was reluctant to mutter the password he had been given,
he was reluctant to mount the stone escalator and enter the beautiful, circular
room but he knew he had to, he had faced worse fates surely. His found himself
thinking back almost three years to that terrible night in the graveyard, the
night that had spawned so many nightmares. He thought of his last encounter
with Voldemort and shuddered when he thought once again how narrow his escape
had been.
Then
without warning, the gargoyle sprang apart and Harry found his legs were
carrying him forward, up the stone escalator and then all too soon he was
outside Dumbledore's door, his fist raised about to knock. The door opened and
Dumbledore beckoned him inside.
Harry
entered the office, stomach churning with horrible anticipation. He had been
dreading visiting Dumbledore since Dumbledore had requested that he come and
see him following the events of the last hour. He wasn't sure why he was so
concerned about what Dumbledore might say, maybe it was because he both liked
and respected Dumbledore and he wanted Dumbledore to approve of his decision to
be with Draco and he feared that Dumbledore would not approve.
Dumbledore
indicated that Harry should sit and then steepled his fingers, staring at Harry
over the top of them, his penetrating light blue gaze making Harry feel that
Dumbledore could see right into his soul.
"So,
Harry I expect you are wondering about that circle of light that formed around
you and Mr Malfoy earlier today, when you were under attack by some of the
members of Slytherin house. Mr Malfoy is fine by the way and you will of course
be permitted to visit him once we have finished our business here."
Harry
nodded but did not speak; Dumbledore subjected him to yet another searching
look before continuing.
"I was
not surprised when I heard what had happened when yourself and Mr Malfoy were
attacked. In fact I had been expecting something of this nature to occur for
some time."
Harry's
surprise must have shown on his face because Dumbledore smiled and patted his
arm before continuing.
"Your
relationship with Draco Malfoy has invoked a special kind of protection spell,
it does not need to be performed as such, it simply appears in certain
circumstances. It is very old magic Harry; it has to do with the thin line
between love and hate. You and Mr Malfoy believed that you hated each other and
indeed you did but that did not stop you becoming attracted to each other,
Harry felt himself blushing but Dumbledore seemed not to notice and continued
unabated.
When
your attraction became love the spell was invoked and when you declared your
mutual love in the face of attack and opposition, the spell was activated as a
shield to defend you. This protection is somewhat similar to the spell that
your mother activated the night she died." At that point Dumbledore paused to
give Harry the opportunity to grasp the information and to collect himself.
Harry
felt his eyes growing a little moist but again did not say anything and after a
few moments silence, Dumbledore continued.
"The
magic that took place this afternoon ensured that neither yourself nor Mr
Malfoy could be harmed by the attackers. However, the protection will only
occur when you are together, and in physical contact with each other. This is
why the remnants of the spell disappeared when your contact was broken. You
were unable to leave the safety of the spell's shield until the danger had
passed.
However,
as I have already stated the protection will only be present when you are
together, so if your foes try to attack you separately you will be just as
vulnerable as before, with the added factor that damage to one of you may have
an adverse effect on the other. Indeed if one of you is killed the other may
well die as a result. The bond between you is now so strong that any attempts
to break it could have tragic and devastating consequences. I understand that
this news is rather overwhelming and I will endeavour to discover whether there
are any spells that can be performed to lessen the hold of the magic you have
invoked. However, I must warn you that I am not confident of finding any such
spells and therefore you must be prepared to accept the reality of the
situation and indeed the commitment you and Mr Malfoy will have to make to each
other, in order to protect your life and his."
Harry
opened his mouth to ask the headmaster something but he found himself unable to
speak. The enormity of what had just occurred was only now beginning to sink in
and he realised the full impact of Dumbledore's words. He had to be sure that
he really wanted to be with Draco because any slip up on his part could put his
and Draco's lives in danger. At the age of 17 he had to be ready to commit to
Draco for the rest of his life. It seemed as though the right to choose his own
path had been taken away from him the moment that he had taken Draco's hand to
pull him away from his attackers, when the force shield had been
activated. Not that he really minded
being bonded with Draco, he knew that Draco was the one he truly loved, he had
decided that before the protection had been activated, in fact his decision had
probably triggered the force field into operation but he was still frightened
of the consequences of his actions. He knew that 17 year olds were not usually
the most devoted partners, what if he and Draco fell out of love, it could
happen surely. Not so long ago they had hated each other, Draco had been set to
join Voldemort when he left school but now? Now everything was very different.
"You
have a lot to take in Harry. I suggest that you return to Gryffindor tower
before you go and visit Draco, to give yourself time to mull the situation over
and try and come to terms with what has happened. In the meantime I will go and
visit Draco and explain what happened to him, Madam Pomfrey will have healed
his wounds now."
Harry
nodded his assent and rose from his chair, still unable to speak, his mind was
reeling and he felt oddly separated from reality, like he was watching the days
events on a video rather than actively participating in them. Suddenly a thought struck him.
"Professor
Dumbledore?" Dumbledore looked up from his desk where he had been sorting
through a sheaf of papers.
"Yes
Harry?" Dumbledore's blue eyes were alert and sharp as he looked over at Harry.
"Well I
was wondering, erm how did you know that Draco was being attacked and
that Draco and I managed to activate that spell?" Dumbledore did not reply
immediately, instead he looked at Harry appraisingly for a few moments; he
seemed to be considering his response.
"Well"
he said finally, his expression suddenly sombre. "Given the events that have occurred in the school over the last
few years, I thought it prudent to initiate some security measures. So after
careful deliberation I created a device to install in my office that alerts me
as to any significant events happening in the school. Especially anything out
of the ordinary or any activity that compromises the safety of the students. So
I was aware of your liaison with Draco Malfoy some time ago, ironically enough
as a result of your attempts to conceal the true nature of your relationship."
Dumbledore's eyes twinkled mischievously and Harry himself blush. "If the relationship had been conducted openly, my
attention to would not have been drawn to it. However, I understand the need for
secrecy, given Lucius Malfoy's close ties to Lord Voldemort." Seeing Harry's
expression, Dumbledore gave him a small smile before continuing. "Yes I am
perfectly aware that Lucius Malfoy is a death eater, however, I am not able to
prove it and can therefore do very little to see him brought to justice. I do
share your concerns with regard to the effect that your relationship will have
on Lucius and will seek to ensure that Draco will not be in any danger from his
father." Harry's relief must have shown on his face because Dumbledore smiled
warmly at him.
"I would
like to assure you that I do not use the device to spy on you and your
contemporaries, if I happen to witness any scenes that are clearly not for
my eyes then I do not continue to look. It is simply necessary for me to be
aware of situations that might require my presence or knowledge, like for
example the events of this afternoon.
Harry
nodded again; he was beginning to feel like a bit of an idiot, just nodding his
head dumbly in response to nearly everything that Dumbledore told him.
Finally
Harry got up to leave the office, his head buzzing with the information he had
received that day. First he had that conversation with Snape, then he had
managed to invoke some old and powerful magic and in doing so revealed his
relationship with Draco to several Slytherin's plus Ron, Hermione and Ginny.
Finally he knew that very soon whole school would know about him and Draco and
he would have to be prepared for some unpleasant reactions from people, possibly
including his friends.
He and
Draco did not have an easy path ahead of them, Draco's father was a close
supporter of Voldemort and Harry's only living relations were as anti-magic as
it was possible to be. Plus Harry couldn't help wondering what Ron and Hermione
were going to say when he saw them later. After all they had witnessed the
events of the afternoon and he couldn't avoid talking to them about it forever.
They were going to be angry, they were going to ask him why he hadn't trusted
them enough to tell them about him and Draco. Harry swallowed hard suddenly
realising that Ron might want to punch him for hurting his little sister.
He
pondered for a moment about Sirius' reaction when he told him, he thought
perhaps that Sirius would be supportive of his choice of partner even if no one
else was – after all Sirius' relationship wasn't exactly conventional – his
lover was a werewolf. He was used to the unpleasant reactions of others when
they had discovered his relationship with Remus Lupin. In fact the more he thought about it the
more he realised that Sirius might be just the person he needed to speak to at
the moment – Sirius always helped him get his head straight when something was
bothering him. Feeling somewhat better after deciding to write to Sirius, Harry
made his way to the Owlery to find Hedwig.