Of course like any other final fantasy story,..I don't own nothing of
squaresoft or disney in this case.
There's VERY little spoilers on kingdom hearts and FFVIII,(if you haven't
reached disk 3) but its really nothing, like what happen to the ffVIII
world and few cute things i heard.
I DON'T OWN ANYTHING.
Basically, its my personal thought on WHY Squall changed his name, and whatever happen to the lionhart who couldn't complete his quest back at home...
Dedicated to my sweet Liony ^.^.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 1, Space Scene~~~~~~~~~~~
Squall breathes against his suited helmit, free floating.reaching out towards her,....the eternal darkness and endless stars was like an endless stage. She was spinning forward towards him like a shooting star, unable to control her self. He could picture her face within the glass helmet from where he was. Squall reaches out desperately with his tight space suited arms towards her, in what seemed like eternity in zero gravity....
(come on,...you can do it,.....)
He could almost imagine the impact of colliding into her if he could just lunge himself towards her. Wanting to sacrifice everything in that moment for her, he pushes him self forward, focusing his last words to Ellone moments before in the launch.....
~~minutes before~~
"PLEASE!!......" swinging his arms out,..... " I've never felt this way in all my life! Send me to the past!' , feeling his life clinging from his voice...
~~~~~~~~~~
Now he knew she was everything to him,.........
(come on ,.......Rinoa.....) Grunts a bit as he swims forward in space seeing her closer,....so close to having her safe in his arms again....to keep her close......
.A sudden slow bright light engulfs behind him, interrupting his progress. An endless explosion is felt behind him, pushing him way out,...way out of reach of Rinoa who lunges forward in to space even more,...
(NOOO!)
He tries to move forward, not caring what just happen to the world behind him, ....but to faith's mishap...something more was about to happen. .... He feels gravity behind pulling him in towards a void. Struggling in mid space, he grunts trying to swim away,........... but it was too late. The black hole pulls him in.,...making him spin and fall within a dark void. Falling forward at high speed down a tunneling white light threw what seemed like a doorway. In only question of seconds he lands harsh against solid soil stirring sand and pebbles around him. As he grunts hitting the floor, his space suit hisses from the burning wrath he felt traveling at such high speed. Squall growls in pain in his deep voice, feeling his front helmet crack before him, seething in oxygen .... He struggles as he takes a minute to catch his breath, wondering what the hell just happened to him. Calming a bit, breathing against his helmit Squall senses air outside his suit. He sits up pushing off his arms, and sits on his knees. He struggles as he pulls out the helmet in desperation,..
"Grft! "
Squall throws the helmet in front of him hearing it land on stones ahead. He snaps his head up and stands up flipping his rebellious hair behind him and glances around with widen blue eyes.
Gasps, " What the?!...,"
Turning around noticing he's in the middle of some valley; grass and stained dirt before him and tons of boulders, no visual life seen anywhere. He was alone, and in another world. He heart sinks in fear when it just occurred to him....
"Rinoa?!....."
Squall looks around the area in hopes she fell in the same void. He begins to shove the space suit off, kicking the suit off his feet, revealing his leather boots and his belts that rattle at his every move. Pulling away the white space sleeves off his shoulders, it puffs his wolf fur off his jacket collar. He shoves the suit against the ground with anxiety and looks around for a response. He heaves a bit as he aches slightly whipping around desperately searching the area.
No answer except an endless echo. The scenery of a greenery valley, mountains and forests surrounding him like any other area he has traveled on earth.
"RINOA!!!".
He phants in disbelief, sapphire eyes widen with fear,...... he's alone, and he lost her.
Clenches his eyes shut, Squall sinks his head with a beating heart, trembling in ways he couldn't understand. (I failed....) He lands on his knees unable to understand what just happen. He takes a deep breath clenching his gloved hands shut, crying out in anger harder then he ever did to Cid,..... To Ellone...to Seifer.........to anyone else he's ever confronted.....
"RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIII--NNNNNNNNOOOOOAAAAAOA!".
His Echoing voice ringing around him, some birds stirring ahead in some trees.
His deep cry was agonizing. She wasn't there,.... she was gone,. and it was his fault. If Squall would have caught her, he would have hugged her,..and pull her with him to this world....
Squall sinks his head down in failure, eyes shut in pain. He sits on his knees, griping his leather gloved hands against his thighs. Gripping onto the belts strapped above his knees to control him self. He breaths in and lets out what seemed like his first cry of help from his heart. He trembled in pain and sobbed for what seemed like eternity...
-hours later-
He's still in the same place but calmed down and seated before a boulder. Hes head and eyes hurt from all the harsh uncontrollable crying he never felt. Depression hangs on his face like his hair, he takes a moment and glances at the unrecognizable space suit across from him, hissing for some reason...
The once white space suit is now melting from so many bullet holes,....it's been shot at so much in rage it's beyond recognition. His gunblade near by is stabbed into the earth in front of him glowing red hot from over use for the first time. It has never occurred to him to slash stone so hard in all his life, he glances over his shoulders; the boulder is nothing but pebbles now. The gunblade before him is burning soil near by, glowing to a red to a semi violet cooling down to it's original blue aura.
He clenches his blue eyes tightly in pain, and rubs his temples across his head. His gloved fingertips brushed his strands of hair in-between his skull...Unable to think without remembering his failure.
Everything hurt, his back from falling, his head from thinking, his eyes from sobbing,.... and his heart. It all hurt. Everything hurt, and nothing mattered anymore. ..
The world he once knew probably cease to exist anymore, and he was glad he can't return, nothing would remind him of his failure to Rinoa. Going around the world and remembering all the memories he had with her, like how they argued in Timber, ...... or how they danced in the ballroom, ........ .or how she opened him up in Fisherman's Horizon........ ..or how she looked in the Infirmitory when she was in a coma............ ....or how cute she was when she tryed to cheer him up..............
......or......
He grunts a bit trying to hold in the pain clenching his fist tightly...wanting to burn tears for his anguish. How he regrets for not opening up to her sooner...... ".......Rinoa..."
He slides his back aagainst the stone he rest on, feeling the fur up to his cheeks, and the sounds of his belts rattle against his waist. Squall sits across the ground feeling the sand stir under his boots, he pats the thick boots across the pebble sand, and sinks his head....
He lost his life, the one he loved, his friends, his career, and his world....
(I've lost everything,.................everything.......)
His cold blue eyes fixes on the stars above, not knowing where he is anymore.
"....."
~~~~~~~~~End of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What you guys think? ^.^ Please email me and tell me what you thought was bad/good/funny/horrible/dramtic..I don't care. I accept critiques as long it makes sence, no dumb ones or fires please.
Basically, its my personal thought on WHY Squall changed his name, and whatever happen to the lionhart who couldn't complete his quest back at home...
Dedicated to my sweet Liony ^.^.
~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 1, Space Scene~~~~~~~~~~~
Squall breathes against his suited helmit, free floating.reaching out towards her,....the eternal darkness and endless stars was like an endless stage. She was spinning forward towards him like a shooting star, unable to control her self. He could picture her face within the glass helmet from where he was. Squall reaches out desperately with his tight space suited arms towards her, in what seemed like eternity in zero gravity....
(come on,...you can do it,.....)
He could almost imagine the impact of colliding into her if he could just lunge himself towards her. Wanting to sacrifice everything in that moment for her, he pushes him self forward, focusing his last words to Ellone moments before in the launch.....
~~minutes before~~
"PLEASE!!......" swinging his arms out,..... " I've never felt this way in all my life! Send me to the past!' , feeling his life clinging from his voice...
~~~~~~~~~~
Now he knew she was everything to him,.........
(come on ,.......Rinoa.....) Grunts a bit as he swims forward in space seeing her closer,....so close to having her safe in his arms again....to keep her close......
.A sudden slow bright light engulfs behind him, interrupting his progress. An endless explosion is felt behind him, pushing him way out,...way out of reach of Rinoa who lunges forward in to space even more,...
(NOOO!)
He tries to move forward, not caring what just happen to the world behind him, ....but to faith's mishap...something more was about to happen. .... He feels gravity behind pulling him in towards a void. Struggling in mid space, he grunts trying to swim away,........... but it was too late. The black hole pulls him in.,...making him spin and fall within a dark void. Falling forward at high speed down a tunneling white light threw what seemed like a doorway. In only question of seconds he lands harsh against solid soil stirring sand and pebbles around him. As he grunts hitting the floor, his space suit hisses from the burning wrath he felt traveling at such high speed. Squall growls in pain in his deep voice, feeling his front helmet crack before him, seething in oxygen .... He struggles as he takes a minute to catch his breath, wondering what the hell just happened to him. Calming a bit, breathing against his helmit Squall senses air outside his suit. He sits up pushing off his arms, and sits on his knees. He struggles as he pulls out the helmet in desperation,..
"Grft! "
Squall throws the helmet in front of him hearing it land on stones ahead. He snaps his head up and stands up flipping his rebellious hair behind him and glances around with widen blue eyes.
Gasps, " What the?!...,"
Turning around noticing he's in the middle of some valley; grass and stained dirt before him and tons of boulders, no visual life seen anywhere. He was alone, and in another world. He heart sinks in fear when it just occurred to him....
"Rinoa?!....."
Squall looks around the area in hopes she fell in the same void. He begins to shove the space suit off, kicking the suit off his feet, revealing his leather boots and his belts that rattle at his every move. Pulling away the white space sleeves off his shoulders, it puffs his wolf fur off his jacket collar. He shoves the suit against the ground with anxiety and looks around for a response. He heaves a bit as he aches slightly whipping around desperately searching the area.
No answer except an endless echo. The scenery of a greenery valley, mountains and forests surrounding him like any other area he has traveled on earth.
"RINOA!!!".
He phants in disbelief, sapphire eyes widen with fear,...... he's alone, and he lost her.
Clenches his eyes shut, Squall sinks his head with a beating heart, trembling in ways he couldn't understand. (I failed....) He lands on his knees unable to understand what just happen. He takes a deep breath clenching his gloved hands shut, crying out in anger harder then he ever did to Cid,..... To Ellone...to Seifer.........to anyone else he's ever confronted.....
"RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIII--NNNNNNNNOOOOOAAAAAOA!".
His Echoing voice ringing around him, some birds stirring ahead in some trees.
His deep cry was agonizing. She wasn't there,.... she was gone,. and it was his fault. If Squall would have caught her, he would have hugged her,..and pull her with him to this world....
Squall sinks his head down in failure, eyes shut in pain. He sits on his knees, griping his leather gloved hands against his thighs. Gripping onto the belts strapped above his knees to control him self. He breaths in and lets out what seemed like his first cry of help from his heart. He trembled in pain and sobbed for what seemed like eternity...
-hours later-
He's still in the same place but calmed down and seated before a boulder. Hes head and eyes hurt from all the harsh uncontrollable crying he never felt. Depression hangs on his face like his hair, he takes a moment and glances at the unrecognizable space suit across from him, hissing for some reason...
The once white space suit is now melting from so many bullet holes,....it's been shot at so much in rage it's beyond recognition. His gunblade near by is stabbed into the earth in front of him glowing red hot from over use for the first time. It has never occurred to him to slash stone so hard in all his life, he glances over his shoulders; the boulder is nothing but pebbles now. The gunblade before him is burning soil near by, glowing to a red to a semi violet cooling down to it's original blue aura.
He clenches his blue eyes tightly in pain, and rubs his temples across his head. His gloved fingertips brushed his strands of hair in-between his skull...Unable to think without remembering his failure.
Everything hurt, his back from falling, his head from thinking, his eyes from sobbing,.... and his heart. It all hurt. Everything hurt, and nothing mattered anymore. ..
The world he once knew probably cease to exist anymore, and he was glad he can't return, nothing would remind him of his failure to Rinoa. Going around the world and remembering all the memories he had with her, like how they argued in Timber, ...... or how they danced in the ballroom, ........ .or how she opened him up in Fisherman's Horizon........ ..or how she looked in the Infirmitory when she was in a coma............ ....or how cute she was when she tryed to cheer him up..............
......or......
He grunts a bit trying to hold in the pain clenching his fist tightly...wanting to burn tears for his anguish. How he regrets for not opening up to her sooner...... ".......Rinoa..."
He slides his back aagainst the stone he rest on, feeling the fur up to his cheeks, and the sounds of his belts rattle against his waist. Squall sits across the ground feeling the sand stir under his boots, he pats the thick boots across the pebble sand, and sinks his head....
He lost his life, the one he loved, his friends, his career, and his world....
(I've lost everything,.................everything.......)
His cold blue eyes fixes on the stars above, not knowing where he is anymore.
"....."
~~~~~~~~~End of Chapter 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What you guys think? ^.^ Please email me and tell me what you thought was bad/good/funny/horrible/dramtic..I don't care. I accept critiques as long it makes sence, no dumb ones or fires please.