Author: BabyBlue

Summary: Set in the R-season during the Break-up. Evolves into a Vamp fic later.

Rating: PG

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Recap:

As the school bell rang I slowly picked up my books and made my way to the door. The girls were waiting for me but I told them to hurry on ahead and I would meet them at the Arcade. The truth was I needed to be my by myself. I decided to take a walk in the park. As I walked I was again bombarded with the feeling of being watched but I knew who it was now so I was not scared. But I was puzzled, why would he be following me. Could he still care for me? If he did why did he break up with me?

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Present:

That day as I walked in the park I pondered over what to change first my self or my alter ego.

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As I walked it slowly started to drizzle. I was unable to feel the cold as heart was all ready colder than my skin could every feel. When I came around a bend in the path I realized my traitorous feet had led my to our bench. It over looked the rose garden and it always soothed me. It always used to soothe me. Not anymore I needed to be by myself. I kept on walking.

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I could always feel his emotions and him mine, when I kept walking that day I felt immense sadness and regret.

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All of a sudden I felt his rush of sadness I knew was not mine. I had ceased to feel sad anymore all I felt was cold dead inside I considered my self to be unable tio feel any real emotion in ages ever since that day when HE broke my heart.

Finally I stopped at a bench a bench over looking the lake. I felt him stop also. It is funny how you can break someone's heart and then feel it is acceptable to stalk them.

I sat down and began to think. Why did he leave my heart to shatter in a million pieces. What should d I do to change What should I change First. So many things rushed in my mind at once. I was faintly aware that it was getting dark and still raining but I didn't mind. I just kept sitting their. It wasn't till I fell some one lay a jacket around my shoulders that I finally looked away from the lake.

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