It hurts inside. Watching you, hold onto her, embrace her as if I wasn't even there. I don't understand why it hurts so much. This pain.. is like something I've never felt before. My heart aches. The look on your face makes the pain 10 times worse.. such a gentle look. A happy expression that I've never seen - and probably will never see. i know you never stop thinking about her, never stop dreaming of her, for she is always there.

haunting you.

I wish I could make her stop, make her leave you alone. Yet I can't, for you allow her to follow you, like a second shadow. Turning, I close my eyes, and take off running, tears flowing down my cheeks. i keep thinking - things I don't want to think... yet I can't stop thinking them.

Is there no way to make the pain inside me end forever?

[a/n]

AH. this was such an old fic. X_x;. So awful . I really don't like It much.. o_o;. oh well. Tiny ficclet, again. Sorry about that.. _. I'll make a longer one, I promise. 3. Oh.. and this is Kagome's point of view. O_-