Love Lost Forever?
Skittle star25
Skittle star: Hey what's up? So so so sorry that it's been a million years since I've updated, but I've been sick and busy and stupid school! *drops A- bomb on top of school and watches it implode* Bwahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! So when I last updated, which was like a million years ago and again I'm sorry, Inuyasha was screaming Kagome's name as she went back home through the well. We're going to pick up here.
Amber Myst: Are you sure people still even wanna read this crap? I mean I know I don't.
Skittle star: Well, if you're not reading it then why are you in it?
Amber Myst: O_o;
Skittle star: That's what I thought. ^_^ Okay well, on with the fic! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Inuyasha watched as Kagome disappeared into the well. He turned to Kikyo who picked herself up with a smirk on her face.
Kikyo: Well, at least she won't stop us from being together any more. Now I guess you don't even need to kill her. Her being gone is good enough. As long as she doesn't interfere I'm happy.
Inuyasha: Kikyo was this your doing?!? Did you make Kagome fight with you?!?
Kikyo: *sticks out her tongue* I'm not tellin!
Inuyasha: You......you.....you......BITCH!
Kikyo: *looking stunned* Wha.....wha...what did you just call me!!!
Inuyasha: You heard me correct Kikyo. You're a bitch and I think that I've decided that you're not worth chasing after. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kagome: *tears sliding down her cheeks* Why do I always seem to screw everything up? But this time it wasn't my fault. I was injured as well, but he still goes to her side. What am I doing wrong? I love him so much, but he doesn't understand. All he can think about is Kikyo this or Kikyo that or I love Kikyo. Damn it, I hate him for that. Regardless I still love him. Even if he does feel for another, my compassion will forever be strong. I swear one way or another I'm going to get Inuyasha.
She gets up from her bed and changes into her pj's. As soon as she hits the bed, she is asleep. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kikyo: Okay, well I'm outta here. I have souls to collect so I guess I'll see you later baby. *winks*
Inuyasha: Hmmph. *mumbles under his breath* Fat chance.
As Kikyo disappears into the distance, Inuyasha quickly dashes to the well. He looks inside and starts to jump in, but stops himself.
Inuyasha: What am I doing? I know that I want her to come back, but I mean I never apologize. Not even to Kikyo. I bet you she'll be back tomorrow crawling back to me. Knowing that what she did was wrong and she'll be begging for my forgiveness. Yeah one night, that oughta do it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
BRRRRRRINGGGGG!!!!!
Kagome smacks the alarm clock until she finds the off button.
Kagome: *rubbing her eyes and looking at the clock* Yikes! I'm late!
Kagome: *running to get to school on time* Come on Kagome you can make it before the *RING!* (-_-) bell.
As she's running to get inside before she's locked out, she ran into a familiar face.
Kagome: *slamming into a hot guy* (A/N I think we all know who this is!) Oh, I'm so- Hojo?
Hojo: Hey, Kagome it's been a while! What's up? *he embraces her*
Kagome: *blushing* Oh, nothing much how have you been?
Hojo: *letting her go* I've been fine, but I'm better now that you're here. Let's go before we're both locked out.
Kagome: Okay, good idea.
He smiled at her and she smiled back as they both ran into the school. It's been so long since she's seen Hojo and he has matured VERY nicely. (Tee Hee) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Sango: So, where's Kagome?
Miroku: Yeah, I haven't seen her since yesterday.
Shippo: I haven't seen Kagome either. I hope she's okay. Hey! Inuyasha might know where Kagome is. Do u Inuyasha? Do u know where she is??
Inuyasha: Hmmph. Who cares.
Sango: Oh, here we go AGAIN. Inuyasha bring her back. You and Kagome need to stop fighting like children.
Miroku: Yeah, we need Kagome regardless of whether you want her here or not. She has all the shards, so do us all a favor and bring her back.
Inuyasha: *fuming* LOOK WHO CARES WHERE STUPID KAGOME IS! IT'S HER FAULT SHE LEFT ANYWAY! *mumbling* If only she left Kikyo alone.
Everyone: O_O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Shippo: Wait did you say Kikyo?
Sango: Yeah, I thought I heard it too.
Inuyasha glares at Shippo and then hits him when no one's looking.
Miroku: *watches Sango comfort Shippo because he's crying hysterically* So this does have something to do with Kikyo.
Inuyasha: So what! *walks away from everyone*
Sango: He needs to sort out his priorities. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*RING!*
The lunch bell goes off and Kagome rushes out of class. Running to catch up with her is Hojo.
Hojo: *huffing and puffing*1040 Ka-Ka-Kagome! Wait!
She turns around to see an out of breath Hojo.
Kagome: *smiling sweetly at him* Ooops! Sorry Hojo. I didn't realize that you were following me. I'll slow down if you want.
Hojo: Thanks. *blushing*
They both walked down the hall to the lunch room. They found a table and sat together. Kagome's friends eyed them suspiciously. They were wondering what was going on with Kagome and Hojo.
Hojo: So where have you been lately?
Kagome: Oh! *surprised* Well, you know here and there.
Hojo: I was wondering, if you weren't doing anything this weekend, if you'd like to go see a movie with me.
Kagome: Hojo that's very sweet, but I don't know. I haven't been home in a while and it'd be nice to spend some time with my family.
Hojo: Awe come on Kagome. You always turn me down. You know that I like you so the least you can do is go to a movie with me.
Kagome was speechless. This isn't the quiet, shy, cautious Hojo that she use to know. He was different. Still, she felt bad for him.
Kagome: Okay Hojo, I'll go to the movies with you this weekend.
Hojo: ^_^ Really?! Great! I'll pick you up at 8 on saturday okay?
Kagome: Okay, see ya then.
Hojo: Bye!!
Kagome finished up the day and went home. When she got there a surprise was waiting for her.
Kagome: Oh my gosh! But who left these?
Sitting on Kagome's step were a dozen red roses. She picked them up and brought them inside. After she placed them in cool water she read who it was from.
Kagome: 'Roses are Red, Violets are Blue, You are so sweet and Your love is so true' Sincerely, *gasp* Hojo? Awe he's so sweet. I'm kinda glad that I'm going with him to the movies. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Inuyasha was pacing back and forth waiting for Kagome. He knew that she would be back, but he didn't think it would take this long.
Inuyasha: Damn, what the hell is keeping her? I thought she wouldn've been here hours ago. School ended a long time ago and she still hasn't showed up. *sitting on the edge of the well* Man, *sighs* I wish she would come back.
Sango, Shippo, Keylala, and Miroku were hiding in the bushes and watching Inuyasha.
Shippo: It's too bad Inuyasha is so stubborn. If he wasn't then Kagome would be here with him.
Sango: Well, we can't do anything about that Shippo, Inuyasha has to make his own decisions and when he does I know that Kagome will be back.
Miroku: Yeah, don't worry Kagome will be back really soon. If I know Inuyasha then I know that he's going to get tired of waiting and he's going to get her himself. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kagome was very exhausted. She needed her rest for tomorrow night. She had a good feeling about this date with Hojo. Even though she loved Inuyasha, he was being a real jerk right now so she was going to have a good time nonetheless.
Kagome was just about to shut her eyes when she heard singing. She looked out her window to see Hojo playing his guitar. (A/N pretty pathetic I know, but I can't help, but fall for a guy with a guitar that sings to you. Ahhhh.) She smiled when she saw him.
Hojo continued singing a song that Kagome had never heard before. It went a little something like this. (A/N Some of you might not like this song, but I felt that it fit pretty well. If you disagree and can think of a better song then put it in a review. Tanks) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
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Kagome was speechless. She had never had anyone sing to her so beautifully before. She tried to hold back her tears, but she couldn't. It was a happy cry. Hojo noticed her crying and tried to comfort her.
Hojo: *looking worried* Kagome what's wrong? I sing you a beautiful song and I make you cry. I'm sorry.
Kagome: *tears welled in her eyes dying to come out* Hojo no it's not that. *sniffing* That was the most romantic thing that anyone has ever done for me. I'm crying because I'm happy that you care about me that much. *pulling herself together* Now, would you like to come upstairs? It must be freezing outside.
Hojo: Sure, it is pretty nippy out here.
Kagome ran down the stairs and opened the door. Hojo was shivering a lot. She hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He blushed and followed her into the house.
Kagome: I'm going to put on some hot chocolate. Maybe that'll warm you up some more.
Hojo: Thanks a lot Kagome. You know I only did this because I well...
Kagome: Oh! I have a great idea. I'm going to get you some warm clothes and then I'm going to find the warmest blanket in my house. I'm a very good hostess! ^_^
Hojo: *sighing* If you say so. *watching Kagome walk away* Kagome, why must it be so hard for me to tell you how I feel. This feeling is just waiting to burst out of me. I don't know if I can hold it in much longer.
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Skittle star: Sorry to cut you short! So what did you think of this chapter? I tried to make it pretty long. It took me a while to come up with some of the things, but I try my best. I hope you liked this chapter. If you have any ideas or think that anything should be changed or want something to happen then send me a review. I love reading them! Thanks I hope to get my next chapter out as soon as possible!
Skittle star25
Skittle star: Hey what's up? So so so sorry that it's been a million years since I've updated, but I've been sick and busy and stupid school! *drops A- bomb on top of school and watches it implode* Bwahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! So when I last updated, which was like a million years ago and again I'm sorry, Inuyasha was screaming Kagome's name as she went back home through the well. We're going to pick up here.
Amber Myst: Are you sure people still even wanna read this crap? I mean I know I don't.
Skittle star: Well, if you're not reading it then why are you in it?
Amber Myst: O_o;
Skittle star: That's what I thought. ^_^ Okay well, on with the fic! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Inuyasha watched as Kagome disappeared into the well. He turned to Kikyo who picked herself up with a smirk on her face.
Kikyo: Well, at least she won't stop us from being together any more. Now I guess you don't even need to kill her. Her being gone is good enough. As long as she doesn't interfere I'm happy.
Inuyasha: Kikyo was this your doing?!? Did you make Kagome fight with you?!?
Kikyo: *sticks out her tongue* I'm not tellin!
Inuyasha: You......you.....you......BITCH!
Kikyo: *looking stunned* Wha.....wha...what did you just call me!!!
Inuyasha: You heard me correct Kikyo. You're a bitch and I think that I've decided that you're not worth chasing after. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kagome: *tears sliding down her cheeks* Why do I always seem to screw everything up? But this time it wasn't my fault. I was injured as well, but he still goes to her side. What am I doing wrong? I love him so much, but he doesn't understand. All he can think about is Kikyo this or Kikyo that or I love Kikyo. Damn it, I hate him for that. Regardless I still love him. Even if he does feel for another, my compassion will forever be strong. I swear one way or another I'm going to get Inuyasha.
She gets up from her bed and changes into her pj's. As soon as she hits the bed, she is asleep. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kikyo: Okay, well I'm outta here. I have souls to collect so I guess I'll see you later baby. *winks*
Inuyasha: Hmmph. *mumbles under his breath* Fat chance.
As Kikyo disappears into the distance, Inuyasha quickly dashes to the well. He looks inside and starts to jump in, but stops himself.
Inuyasha: What am I doing? I know that I want her to come back, but I mean I never apologize. Not even to Kikyo. I bet you she'll be back tomorrow crawling back to me. Knowing that what she did was wrong and she'll be begging for my forgiveness. Yeah one night, that oughta do it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
BRRRRRRINGGGGG!!!!!
Kagome smacks the alarm clock until she finds the off button.
Kagome: *rubbing her eyes and looking at the clock* Yikes! I'm late!
Kagome: *running to get to school on time* Come on Kagome you can make it before the *RING!* (-_-) bell.
As she's running to get inside before she's locked out, she ran into a familiar face.
Kagome: *slamming into a hot guy* (A/N I think we all know who this is!) Oh, I'm so- Hojo?
Hojo: Hey, Kagome it's been a while! What's up? *he embraces her*
Kagome: *blushing* Oh, nothing much how have you been?
Hojo: *letting her go* I've been fine, but I'm better now that you're here. Let's go before we're both locked out.
Kagome: Okay, good idea.
He smiled at her and she smiled back as they both ran into the school. It's been so long since she's seen Hojo and he has matured VERY nicely. (Tee Hee) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Sango: So, where's Kagome?
Miroku: Yeah, I haven't seen her since yesterday.
Shippo: I haven't seen Kagome either. I hope she's okay. Hey! Inuyasha might know where Kagome is. Do u Inuyasha? Do u know where she is??
Inuyasha: Hmmph. Who cares.
Sango: Oh, here we go AGAIN. Inuyasha bring her back. You and Kagome need to stop fighting like children.
Miroku: Yeah, we need Kagome regardless of whether you want her here or not. She has all the shards, so do us all a favor and bring her back.
Inuyasha: *fuming* LOOK WHO CARES WHERE STUPID KAGOME IS! IT'S HER FAULT SHE LEFT ANYWAY! *mumbling* If only she left Kikyo alone.
Everyone: O_O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Shippo: Wait did you say Kikyo?
Sango: Yeah, I thought I heard it too.
Inuyasha glares at Shippo and then hits him when no one's looking.
Miroku: *watches Sango comfort Shippo because he's crying hysterically* So this does have something to do with Kikyo.
Inuyasha: So what! *walks away from everyone*
Sango: He needs to sort out his priorities. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*RING!*
The lunch bell goes off and Kagome rushes out of class. Running to catch up with her is Hojo.
Hojo: *huffing and puffing*1040 Ka-Ka-Kagome! Wait!
She turns around to see an out of breath Hojo.
Kagome: *smiling sweetly at him* Ooops! Sorry Hojo. I didn't realize that you were following me. I'll slow down if you want.
Hojo: Thanks. *blushing*
They both walked down the hall to the lunch room. They found a table and sat together. Kagome's friends eyed them suspiciously. They were wondering what was going on with Kagome and Hojo.
Hojo: So where have you been lately?
Kagome: Oh! *surprised* Well, you know here and there.
Hojo: I was wondering, if you weren't doing anything this weekend, if you'd like to go see a movie with me.
Kagome: Hojo that's very sweet, but I don't know. I haven't been home in a while and it'd be nice to spend some time with my family.
Hojo: Awe come on Kagome. You always turn me down. You know that I like you so the least you can do is go to a movie with me.
Kagome was speechless. This isn't the quiet, shy, cautious Hojo that she use to know. He was different. Still, she felt bad for him.
Kagome: Okay Hojo, I'll go to the movies with you this weekend.
Hojo: ^_^ Really?! Great! I'll pick you up at 8 on saturday okay?
Kagome: Okay, see ya then.
Hojo: Bye!!
Kagome finished up the day and went home. When she got there a surprise was waiting for her.
Kagome: Oh my gosh! But who left these?
Sitting on Kagome's step were a dozen red roses. She picked them up and brought them inside. After she placed them in cool water she read who it was from.
Kagome: 'Roses are Red, Violets are Blue, You are so sweet and Your love is so true' Sincerely, *gasp* Hojo? Awe he's so sweet. I'm kinda glad that I'm going with him to the movies. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Inuyasha was pacing back and forth waiting for Kagome. He knew that she would be back, but he didn't think it would take this long.
Inuyasha: Damn, what the hell is keeping her? I thought she wouldn've been here hours ago. School ended a long time ago and she still hasn't showed up. *sitting on the edge of the well* Man, *sighs* I wish she would come back.
Sango, Shippo, Keylala, and Miroku were hiding in the bushes and watching Inuyasha.
Shippo: It's too bad Inuyasha is so stubborn. If he wasn't then Kagome would be here with him.
Sango: Well, we can't do anything about that Shippo, Inuyasha has to make his own decisions and when he does I know that Kagome will be back.
Miroku: Yeah, don't worry Kagome will be back really soon. If I know Inuyasha then I know that he's going to get tired of waiting and he's going to get her himself. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kagome was very exhausted. She needed her rest for tomorrow night. She had a good feeling about this date with Hojo. Even though she loved Inuyasha, he was being a real jerk right now so she was going to have a good time nonetheless.
Kagome was just about to shut her eyes when she heard singing. She looked out her window to see Hojo playing his guitar. (A/N pretty pathetic I know, but I can't help, but fall for a guy with a guitar that sings to you. Ahhhh.) She smiled when she saw him.
Hojo continued singing a song that Kagome had never heard before. It went a little something like this. (A/N Some of you might not like this song, but I felt that it fit pretty well. If you disagree and can think of a better song then put it in a review. Tanks) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw your face in the crowd
I called out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life
[Chorus]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...
[Repeat Chorus]
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Kagome was speechless. She had never had anyone sing to her so beautifully before. She tried to hold back her tears, but she couldn't. It was a happy cry. Hojo noticed her crying and tried to comfort her.
Hojo: *looking worried* Kagome what's wrong? I sing you a beautiful song and I make you cry. I'm sorry.
Kagome: *tears welled in her eyes dying to come out* Hojo no it's not that. *sniffing* That was the most romantic thing that anyone has ever done for me. I'm crying because I'm happy that you care about me that much. *pulling herself together* Now, would you like to come upstairs? It must be freezing outside.
Hojo: Sure, it is pretty nippy out here.
Kagome ran down the stairs and opened the door. Hojo was shivering a lot. She hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He blushed and followed her into the house.
Kagome: I'm going to put on some hot chocolate. Maybe that'll warm you up some more.
Hojo: Thanks a lot Kagome. You know I only did this because I well...
Kagome: Oh! I have a great idea. I'm going to get you some warm clothes and then I'm going to find the warmest blanket in my house. I'm a very good hostess! ^_^
Hojo: *sighing* If you say so. *watching Kagome walk away* Kagome, why must it be so hard for me to tell you how I feel. This feeling is just waiting to burst out of me. I don't know if I can hold it in much longer.
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Skittle star: Sorry to cut you short! So what did you think of this chapter? I tried to make it pretty long. It took me a while to come up with some of the things, but I try my best. I hope you liked this chapter. If you have any ideas or think that anything should be changed or want something to happen then send me a review. I love reading them! Thanks I hope to get my next chapter out as soon as possible!