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Authors Note: I feel incredibly Smart. A friend told me how to do the bolds and such. Now I can do normal thoughts in italics! YAY! Go me! (And Jess - Who hasn't reviewed, tsk tsk!)
Chapter Seven-- Grief & Fear
An aching dread formed in Draco's heart. What did he think he was doing? Kissing Potter! He had known for a long time that he wasn't attracted only to the other sex, but for gods sake! This was Potter! Pulling away, Draco mumbled his apologies.
Harry just stared at him, and the dread inside him of what he had just done grew and grew until Harry spoke. "I.. I.. What the hell is wrong with you?"
"I'm sorry.."
Harry's eyes studied Draco closely. A pink tinge was forming in Draco's cheeks, that seemed darker then it really was as it was highlighted by the moonlight.
Draco turned forward, and studied the moon intently. He wanted to ask Harry if he liked him, if he cared. But Draco wasn't even sure if he cared.
Neither of them talked. Draco closed his eyes, leaning his head against the trunk again. Everything was just going to fast..
Before Draco could apologize again, and try to explain his behavior to Harry, Harry stood. Draco looked up at the raven-haired boy.
"I've.. Uh.. Sorry.. But I've uh.. Gotta go. 'Night." Harry's voice was nervous, and he was repeatedly shuffling his feet in the dirt. He quickly turned, and Harry watched sadly as he left. After he was by himself, Draco licked his lips. He could taste Harry.. Who tasted like toothpaste. Draco continued to watch the moon for a moment longer as he thought silently to himself.
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Quick Authors Note: That was from Draco's point of view, and showed his thoughts. This part, however will show Harry's.
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Harry's thoughts had temporarily ceased. This was the last thing he had expected when he had came to look for his chisel.. Draco Malfoy kissing him! Harry was surprised when he found himself thinking that he didn't want the kiss to end. However, to his displeasure, Draco pulled away.
Harry spoke the first thing that came to his head. Afterwards, he immediately regretted it. "I.. I.. What the hell is wrong with you?" In truth, Harry was going to ask what the hell was wrong with him. But his mouth got the better of him.
"I'm sorry.."
Harry's eyes studied Draco closely. A pink tinge was forming in Draco's cheeks, that seemed darker then it really was as it was highlighted by the moonlight. He looks like an angel.. Harry slapped himself mentally, he was so confused. This was Malfoy for gods sake!
Draco turned forward, and studied the moon intently only to have Harry do the same to him. Harry licked his lips nervously, and turned his vision to the lake. He could taste Pumpkin juice.. He could taste Draco.
Suddenly Harry found himself getting lost in his own mind. He was glad that Draco didn't say anything, as this situation was to much for him already. To many things are happening in one day.. Thought Harry. Especially when just this-mornin' I was feeling nothing but emptiness.. Harry's thoughts trailed off and he stood. He looked down at Draco and stuttered an apology for leaving.
"I've.. Uh.. Sorry.. But I've uh.. Gotta go. 'Night." Harry was aware that his voice came out nervous, and that he was shuffling his feet in the dirt. His eyes darted up to Draco momentarily and their eyes meant momentarily. He could feel himself being drawn closer..
Quickly, Harry turned and ran to the castle. He just needed to be alone.. So he could hear his own thoughts..
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Authors Note: I put a lot of these little buggers in this chapter eh? Well anyway.. Hope you like! I'll try to update again by Saturday as long as I get one or two reviews when I get home from school. And if you read this chapter, and Don't review - well that's just not going to be acceptable! I'll stalk you down and sick the demon llama's on you if you do that! :=P
Teaser--
Harry tightly closed his eyes, and knew Hermoine was waiting. Taking a deep breath, Harry found himself spitting it out.
"I think I fancy Boys. One boy in particular.."