Smallville- Sorry
Summary: Post-Shattered. I know it's kind of late, but I was working on another Fanfiction. Even though Lana told Clark to stay away from her, he comes back to visit her once more, and talks to her while she sleeps. However, he doesn't know that she is actually listening to everything he says about himself, including his feelings toward her. Lana decides whether or not she should take back what she said earlier.
Author's Note: Still kind of new in writing Fanfictions, so please review. Thanks!
Disclaimer: I do not own any characters from Smallville. I just enjoy picturing what should happen.
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Clark's POV:
I can't believe Lana told me to stay away from me. I know I've hurt her before, many times, but never once would I have imagined the girl of my dreams hating me forever. Still, it's not like I can do anything anymore. It makes me want to go back to where I was this summer, with the ring. Not good. I didn't even get a change to tell her how I felt. I could always go back though, preferably while she's sleeping because how do I know she won't say even worse things to me. Anyways, she doesn't even want to see my face. I guess I'll go back tomorrow morning.
Lana's POV:
Telling Clark to stay away from me has got to be the hardest thing I've ever done. True, I still love him a lot, but yet again, his secrets still bug me, especially with this Lex situation. I guess it is better to stay away from him. God, I already miss him and he just left minutes ago. How can I live without him for the rest of my life? I mean, everyone left me, my parents, Nell, Whitney, and one time Clark. He's the only one still here and I tell him to stay away. I'm such an idiot. But it's too late. What's done is done, even though it's breaking my heart. Now I'm all lonely again, just like before.
Morning after Lana tells Clark to stay away from her:
Clark was afraid as he woke early to go back to talk to Lana. He knew he shouldn't, but if she was still sleeping, then it would work out. Leaving the farm, he headed toward the hospital. He knew immediately where to find Lana and opened the door, shutting it softly, with his back turned to her as he closed it.
Lana had an unpleasant dream last night, how helpless she'll be now. But then she heard the door open, a guy facing towards the door as he closed it gently. From the back, she could tell it was Clark. Not knowing what he was doing there when she told him to stay away, she closed her eye, pretending to sleep, as he walked over.
"Hi Lana," Clark said quietly. "I know, you told me to stay away from you, but it's so hard, even though it's been only a day. I'm really sorry that you got hurt. Makes me feel responsible." Lana heard all of this, listening to each word intently. He was the one who always saved her, but this time, he wasn't there, even though it wasn't his fault any of the times. Then, Clark continued to talk.
"I wish I could have been there for you. Why did I have to be such an idiot to leave you with Lex? Lex was going crazy! I feel so bad. I still want you in my life. Always have. ever since the day I met you.
"I left this summer because I couldn't stand it. Such perfect timing because everything was starting to go great between us. I've waited so long, and I've blown all my chances. When I left, you were right though, I was acting like a completely different person. That was because of the red kryptonite ring.
"And then there's another thing. why I've always been so secretive to you. I never had a choice, and even then, if I had told you I'm different, you'd hate me. probably even more than you do right now. It doesn't really make a difference now, while you sleep. I'm not who you think I really am. I'm not from around here.
"I'm sorry. It's so hard for me to tell you everything, and now. I'm still confused. The only thing I'm not confused about is the way I feel about you. I love you, but you don't think that's enough because I never shared my secrets with you. I'm sorry. Not that you're like this, I regret all those happy times I could have had with you. I just wanted to see you one more time before leaving your life forever. I love you Lana, but I guess that's not enough."
After saying the last couple sentences, it was hard for Clark to get it all out, saddened, with tears starting to form. He looked at her a little longer before getting up and started to go toward the door.
"Clark?" Lana said softly. 'Oh god,' Clark thought, 'she heard everything. Do I leave or stay?' He walked a couple steps further, trying to be quiet, be instead, did the opposite. She opened her eyes and saw him. Lana spoke again, as he was about to leave.
"Clark, don't go. Don't leave me."
To be continued. or not?
Author's Note: Please review. Your opinions are greatly appreciated. By the way, I'm working on another story, so I might switch off a little, but they're both Clana happy Smallville FanFictions.
Summary: Post-Shattered. I know it's kind of late, but I was working on another Fanfiction. Even though Lana told Clark to stay away from her, he comes back to visit her once more, and talks to her while she sleeps. However, he doesn't know that she is actually listening to everything he says about himself, including his feelings toward her. Lana decides whether or not she should take back what she said earlier.
Author's Note: Still kind of new in writing Fanfictions, so please review. Thanks!
Disclaimer: I do not own any characters from Smallville. I just enjoy picturing what should happen.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*
Clark's POV:
I can't believe Lana told me to stay away from me. I know I've hurt her before, many times, but never once would I have imagined the girl of my dreams hating me forever. Still, it's not like I can do anything anymore. It makes me want to go back to where I was this summer, with the ring. Not good. I didn't even get a change to tell her how I felt. I could always go back though, preferably while she's sleeping because how do I know she won't say even worse things to me. Anyways, she doesn't even want to see my face. I guess I'll go back tomorrow morning.
Lana's POV:
Telling Clark to stay away from me has got to be the hardest thing I've ever done. True, I still love him a lot, but yet again, his secrets still bug me, especially with this Lex situation. I guess it is better to stay away from him. God, I already miss him and he just left minutes ago. How can I live without him for the rest of my life? I mean, everyone left me, my parents, Nell, Whitney, and one time Clark. He's the only one still here and I tell him to stay away. I'm such an idiot. But it's too late. What's done is done, even though it's breaking my heart. Now I'm all lonely again, just like before.
Morning after Lana tells Clark to stay away from her:
Clark was afraid as he woke early to go back to talk to Lana. He knew he shouldn't, but if she was still sleeping, then it would work out. Leaving the farm, he headed toward the hospital. He knew immediately where to find Lana and opened the door, shutting it softly, with his back turned to her as he closed it.
Lana had an unpleasant dream last night, how helpless she'll be now. But then she heard the door open, a guy facing towards the door as he closed it gently. From the back, she could tell it was Clark. Not knowing what he was doing there when she told him to stay away, she closed her eye, pretending to sleep, as he walked over.
"Hi Lana," Clark said quietly. "I know, you told me to stay away from you, but it's so hard, even though it's been only a day. I'm really sorry that you got hurt. Makes me feel responsible." Lana heard all of this, listening to each word intently. He was the one who always saved her, but this time, he wasn't there, even though it wasn't his fault any of the times. Then, Clark continued to talk.
"I wish I could have been there for you. Why did I have to be such an idiot to leave you with Lex? Lex was going crazy! I feel so bad. I still want you in my life. Always have. ever since the day I met you.
"I left this summer because I couldn't stand it. Such perfect timing because everything was starting to go great between us. I've waited so long, and I've blown all my chances. When I left, you were right though, I was acting like a completely different person. That was because of the red kryptonite ring.
"And then there's another thing. why I've always been so secretive to you. I never had a choice, and even then, if I had told you I'm different, you'd hate me. probably even more than you do right now. It doesn't really make a difference now, while you sleep. I'm not who you think I really am. I'm not from around here.
"I'm sorry. It's so hard for me to tell you everything, and now. I'm still confused. The only thing I'm not confused about is the way I feel about you. I love you, but you don't think that's enough because I never shared my secrets with you. I'm sorry. Not that you're like this, I regret all those happy times I could have had with you. I just wanted to see you one more time before leaving your life forever. I love you Lana, but I guess that's not enough."
After saying the last couple sentences, it was hard for Clark to get it all out, saddened, with tears starting to form. He looked at her a little longer before getting up and started to go toward the door.
"Clark?" Lana said softly. 'Oh god,' Clark thought, 'she heard everything. Do I leave or stay?' He walked a couple steps further, trying to be quiet, be instead, did the opposite. She opened her eyes and saw him. Lana spoke again, as he was about to leave.
"Clark, don't go. Don't leave me."
To be continued. or not?
Author's Note: Please review. Your opinions are greatly appreciated. By the way, I'm working on another story, so I might switch off a little, but they're both Clana happy Smallville FanFictions.