Before I start this chapter I'd like you all to know that...I hate my english teacher!!! I have no clue what importance that has to my story, maybe because I used him as insperation to work on this and not my hmwk for his class...hehe
Thank you all that reviewed, and those of u who read and don't review, shame on u!!!
I'd like to thank windedlove, Lisa Oceans Potter, Venursia, starbright soraNmatt. I feel so loved because you guys put me on your face authors' lists. Thank you soooo much!!! Now on to the disclaimer....
Himeko and Ryu: She doesn't own digimon, just us and the plot...
Himeko: Can we get our icecream now?
Ryu: Vanilla and Rockyroad!!!
Yama-Sama: hehehe, silly, delisional children...read the story while I make them some icecream. hehe
CH7
"Mom, are we going to meet Dad?" Sora smiled at the little girl. She couldn't believe that she was actually doing this. She was going to introduce Yamato to his future daughter. The little arrogant angel that Sora had already found out she could be.
"Yep. What do you think he'll say when he sees me with you?" Sora asked in all truth. Himeko smiled up at Sora.
"If it's young Dad, he'll be really surprised, but if it's my real Dad he might be mad." Himeko looked up at Sora, her blue eyes saddened by what ever she was thinking of. "Mom, promise me you won't fight with Dad. I hate to see you guys fight." Sora nodded and smiled.
I have no reason what so ever to fight with Yamato. The two of us will just need to talk about the reason this little girl- our future daughter- had wished we were here.
"OW!" Sora looked up suddenly, she had just walked into somebody. She looked up, confused when she saw the blonde man before her, rubbing his arm.
"Dad!" Himeko cried as she leapt into the blonde man's arms. The man smiled at the girl and kissed her cheek.
"What are you doing out at 10 in the night, Himeko?!" The man demanded. Himeko looked at Sora and then back at her father.
"I found Mom!" Sora saw all color drain from his face. The already dead eyes seemed to die all over again at Himeko's claim. The man held Himeko close to him and sniffled back any tears that might be trying to escape.
"Ko-chan, Mommy's not coming home. She left with Uncle Sotaru, because she loves him more then me." Himeko frowned and patted her father's head.
"Dad, I know Sotaru hurt Mom a lot, but I made a wish on your guys' star and it came true." The man squeezed Himeko and ran his hand over her hair and back.
"What was that wish, Ko?" Sora felt her stomach knotting as she watched the father and daughter converse.
So, this is what Yama will look like when I leave. A complete wreck. What will I do to him. He's seems so dead. Like a shell of a human, praying to be taken from the horrible torments of earth, but bound to it because of our children.
"I'm so sorry, Yama." Sora cried as she placed her hands over her mouth. "So sorry. I never want to hurt you like this." The man looked at Sora, his eyes seemed to flicker with a dense light. He put Himeko on the ground and approached Sora as if she was a deer that might flee if he moved too fast.
"Sora?" Matt said, his voice unbelieving of what he saw. "How...How did you get here?" Sora looked down at Himeko.
"Your daughter made a wish and we were transported here when we were going to the Digiworld." Matt stared at Sora, cupping his hand over Sora's cheek he smiled at her.
"How old are you? 17?" Matt asked as he put his hand on Sora's shoulder.
"I'm 18." Matt nodded.
"Have I asked you out yet?" Sora shook her head. Matt nodded and sighed before continuing. "I need you to do me a favor. Say no. I don't want to have you go through the pain of sneaking around with Sotaru, when you want to be with him more then me." Sora and Himeko stared at Matt in shock.
"Chicken!" A voice cried from the shadows. The three turned their heads in the direction the voice had come from. "How dare you ask that of her! Do the memories you have cause that much pain, that you would ask that?" Sora stared at the shadow forming as it approached them. "How many nights do you think I've cried myself to sleep wishing I could make things right between us? How many times I wanted to return, but couldn't because of the lie I had formed? How many times do you think I cringed at your touch, because I felt I was too filthy for you- you a cleansing, loving angel of a man- to be with, but then how many other times did I willingly give myself to you knowing that you were the only man I ever wanted to be with? I love you, Yamato! How about the times we said that to one another? Damnit! Why wish for all of those memories to be stolen from us?" Aya stepped out of the shadows, her cheeks soaked in tears, her hair still short, but a dull, lifeless red. "Why wish for our children never to have a chance to be born?"
"Aya?" Himeko cried in confusion. She looked at her dad, her eyes begging to be told what was transpiring before her.
"I love you, Yamato. I never stopped loving you. Even when that bastard defiled me over and over again, I never stopped loving you. I only thought that you would stop loving me." Aya's eyes were brimming with tears as she stared at Matt.
"Aya, why are you here?" Sora asked calmly. Aya looked at Sora and smiled.
"When I saw you sitting on that couch with Himeko asleep on your lap, I couldn't stop thinking about my life I had before. I was so ready to ask you to refuse Yamato when he asked you out, but Himeko came running up and I felt my heart shove all ideas out of my mind, because if you did as I asked, I would never have my arrogant, stubborn, blonde angels or my litttle, fiery angel. I never want to lose them. I went through that already, and I can't stand not having them in my world. They mean way too much to me." Sora smiled at Aya, who was holding her hand out to Himeko.
"That's why you allowed Sotaru to do that to you?" Aya nodded as Matt walked up to her and pulled her into his arms.
"I love you, Sora! I never stopped and never will stop, either!" Matt cried as tears poured from his eyes, splashing on Aya's cheek. "I became a mess as soon as I caught Sotaru molesting Hikari. Himeko even said that you had been afraid of Sotaru. I'm going to kill him, Sora, just for you, Hikari and Takeru." Aya stared up at Matt's eyes. Both seemed to be rejuvinated as they held eachother. Sora smiled and started to walk over to Himeko when her cell went off with Yamato's tune.
"Yama?" Sora asked happily.
"You better get your beautiful body over here, Sora. If you don't, your blondie's going to get it...Or should I get rid of the red head first?" All color drained from Sora's face. She stared at the ground as the voice whispered how he would slowly and unmercifully slaughter Yamato and the little boy with him.
"...no..." Sora murmured in disbelief.
"Oh, yes, Sora. Do you want to hear them? Ishida!!" Sora brushed a tear from her cheek as she heard a little boy's voice.
"Uncle Sotaru, what are you doing to Daddy!? Daddy!" Sora winced as she heard Yamato's hellish, agony filled, and yet, ironically musical scream block out the child's cries of confusion and betrayl. Something inside of her seemed to die and then start to burn in rage as soon as Yamato screamed again.
"STOP IT! YOU'RE KILLING HIM!" Sora screamed and fell to her knees. Her hands over her face as she started to cry uncontrollably.
"Sora?" Matt knelt besides his wife's teenage self. "What's wrong?" Sora looked up at Matt, her eyes suddenly went blank of all emotion. The tears stopped. Sora stood up and threw the phone against the wall, shattering it into a milion and a half pieces.
"Stop it!" Sora said in an unfamiliar tone. Himeko and Matt stared at her in astonishment. Aya grabbed Sora's arms and stared at the teenager.
"Sora, talk to me! What's wrong?" Sora looked at her future self, her tears, sweeling in her eyes. What was she supposed to do? How was she supposed to react?
"Mom?" Himeko looked at Sora curiously. "I thought we were going to go find Dad and Ryu." Sora stared at Himeko, how should she tell the little girl that she can't go, because they might be dead?
"I'm going to find them, you stay here." Sora said calmly, pulling herself together. She wouldn't let herself be dragged down now. She had actually gone through a lot more then she thought, and if she didn't stop Sotaru she would never have a chance to speak to Yamato or any of her friends again.
"If you go, Sora, you might change everyhting you've discovered in the last day. Becareful of what you allow to happen." Sora looked at the man that would be her future husband. She smiled and nodded, somehow his eyes were full of an emotion, Sora had never seen before, but the way that his eyes glistened as he stared at her made Sora's heart beats break the speed limit set for any normal emotion.
"I know. Thank you." Sora started to walk away, but stopped as Himeko ran up and embraced Sora's midsection.
"Arigato, Oka-san" Himeko whispered and pulled away from Sora, turned and ran into Aya's arms. "I missed you so much, Mom!"
"Hey, what about your Dad? Was Uncle Takeru better then me?" Himeko laughed and ran to her father's puppy dog expression. Sora smiled to herself as she walked away from the group. She didn't want to think about what might be happening to Yamato, but slowly little images of Yamato in pain flashed through Sora's mind. Every image more disturbing then the one before. The last image that flashed in Sora's mind lingered longer then the others. Sora's eyes filled with tears, her heart was grasped by an uncontrolable icy grip and her legs broke into a run as the image reappeared in her mind's eye over and over again.
Big blue eyes filled with love and caring smiling at her, suddenly cold and emotionless, but still living. As if somebody had ripped the soul from the holder of the eyes.
Sora's feet stopped as a scream sounded from the building before her. Sora stared up at the building and gulped. She started to walk towards it and opened the front door. The familliar feeling the building held was still there, she just couldn't recognize where it came from. Sora looked around, a feeling of fear knotting in her stomach.
"Irrashimasu, Sora-koi, to Odaiba High, your love's final resting place- if you can't stop me that is." Sora's insides twisted as she listened to Sotaru's gleeful voice. "Run, Koi, you don't want to lose the blonde ope, do you?" Sora broke into another run and started towards the computer room.
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Wow, I'm so close to the end...do you guys want a sequel or anything, because I actually just finished the last chapter last night...I mean u can wait till I give u guys the final chapter then tell me, but I've got so many ideas running through my head...hehe...R&R please!!!
Thank you all that reviewed, and those of u who read and don't review, shame on u!!!
I'd like to thank windedlove, Lisa Oceans Potter, Venursia, starbright soraNmatt. I feel so loved because you guys put me on your face authors' lists. Thank you soooo much!!! Now on to the disclaimer....
Himeko and Ryu: She doesn't own digimon, just us and the plot...
Himeko: Can we get our icecream now?
Ryu: Vanilla and Rockyroad!!!
Yama-Sama: hehehe, silly, delisional children...read the story while I make them some icecream. hehe
CH7
"Mom, are we going to meet Dad?" Sora smiled at the little girl. She couldn't believe that she was actually doing this. She was going to introduce Yamato to his future daughter. The little arrogant angel that Sora had already found out she could be.
"Yep. What do you think he'll say when he sees me with you?" Sora asked in all truth. Himeko smiled up at Sora.
"If it's young Dad, he'll be really surprised, but if it's my real Dad he might be mad." Himeko looked up at Sora, her blue eyes saddened by what ever she was thinking of. "Mom, promise me you won't fight with Dad. I hate to see you guys fight." Sora nodded and smiled.
I have no reason what so ever to fight with Yamato. The two of us will just need to talk about the reason this little girl- our future daughter- had wished we were here.
"OW!" Sora looked up suddenly, she had just walked into somebody. She looked up, confused when she saw the blonde man before her, rubbing his arm.
"Dad!" Himeko cried as she leapt into the blonde man's arms. The man smiled at the girl and kissed her cheek.
"What are you doing out at 10 in the night, Himeko?!" The man demanded. Himeko looked at Sora and then back at her father.
"I found Mom!" Sora saw all color drain from his face. The already dead eyes seemed to die all over again at Himeko's claim. The man held Himeko close to him and sniffled back any tears that might be trying to escape.
"Ko-chan, Mommy's not coming home. She left with Uncle Sotaru, because she loves him more then me." Himeko frowned and patted her father's head.
"Dad, I know Sotaru hurt Mom a lot, but I made a wish on your guys' star and it came true." The man squeezed Himeko and ran his hand over her hair and back.
"What was that wish, Ko?" Sora felt her stomach knotting as she watched the father and daughter converse.
So, this is what Yama will look like when I leave. A complete wreck. What will I do to him. He's seems so dead. Like a shell of a human, praying to be taken from the horrible torments of earth, but bound to it because of our children.
"I'm so sorry, Yama." Sora cried as she placed her hands over her mouth. "So sorry. I never want to hurt you like this." The man looked at Sora, his eyes seemed to flicker with a dense light. He put Himeko on the ground and approached Sora as if she was a deer that might flee if he moved too fast.
"Sora?" Matt said, his voice unbelieving of what he saw. "How...How did you get here?" Sora looked down at Himeko.
"Your daughter made a wish and we were transported here when we were going to the Digiworld." Matt stared at Sora, cupping his hand over Sora's cheek he smiled at her.
"How old are you? 17?" Matt asked as he put his hand on Sora's shoulder.
"I'm 18." Matt nodded.
"Have I asked you out yet?" Sora shook her head. Matt nodded and sighed before continuing. "I need you to do me a favor. Say no. I don't want to have you go through the pain of sneaking around with Sotaru, when you want to be with him more then me." Sora and Himeko stared at Matt in shock.
"Chicken!" A voice cried from the shadows. The three turned their heads in the direction the voice had come from. "How dare you ask that of her! Do the memories you have cause that much pain, that you would ask that?" Sora stared at the shadow forming as it approached them. "How many nights do you think I've cried myself to sleep wishing I could make things right between us? How many times I wanted to return, but couldn't because of the lie I had formed? How many times do you think I cringed at your touch, because I felt I was too filthy for you- you a cleansing, loving angel of a man- to be with, but then how many other times did I willingly give myself to you knowing that you were the only man I ever wanted to be with? I love you, Yamato! How about the times we said that to one another? Damnit! Why wish for all of those memories to be stolen from us?" Aya stepped out of the shadows, her cheeks soaked in tears, her hair still short, but a dull, lifeless red. "Why wish for our children never to have a chance to be born?"
"Aya?" Himeko cried in confusion. She looked at her dad, her eyes begging to be told what was transpiring before her.
"I love you, Yamato. I never stopped loving you. Even when that bastard defiled me over and over again, I never stopped loving you. I only thought that you would stop loving me." Aya's eyes were brimming with tears as she stared at Matt.
"Aya, why are you here?" Sora asked calmly. Aya looked at Sora and smiled.
"When I saw you sitting on that couch with Himeko asleep on your lap, I couldn't stop thinking about my life I had before. I was so ready to ask you to refuse Yamato when he asked you out, but Himeko came running up and I felt my heart shove all ideas out of my mind, because if you did as I asked, I would never have my arrogant, stubborn, blonde angels or my litttle, fiery angel. I never want to lose them. I went through that already, and I can't stand not having them in my world. They mean way too much to me." Sora smiled at Aya, who was holding her hand out to Himeko.
"That's why you allowed Sotaru to do that to you?" Aya nodded as Matt walked up to her and pulled her into his arms.
"I love you, Sora! I never stopped and never will stop, either!" Matt cried as tears poured from his eyes, splashing on Aya's cheek. "I became a mess as soon as I caught Sotaru molesting Hikari. Himeko even said that you had been afraid of Sotaru. I'm going to kill him, Sora, just for you, Hikari and Takeru." Aya stared up at Matt's eyes. Both seemed to be rejuvinated as they held eachother. Sora smiled and started to walk over to Himeko when her cell went off with Yamato's tune.
"Yama?" Sora asked happily.
"You better get your beautiful body over here, Sora. If you don't, your blondie's going to get it...Or should I get rid of the red head first?" All color drained from Sora's face. She stared at the ground as the voice whispered how he would slowly and unmercifully slaughter Yamato and the little boy with him.
"...no..." Sora murmured in disbelief.
"Oh, yes, Sora. Do you want to hear them? Ishida!!" Sora brushed a tear from her cheek as she heard a little boy's voice.
"Uncle Sotaru, what are you doing to Daddy!? Daddy!" Sora winced as she heard Yamato's hellish, agony filled, and yet, ironically musical scream block out the child's cries of confusion and betrayl. Something inside of her seemed to die and then start to burn in rage as soon as Yamato screamed again.
"STOP IT! YOU'RE KILLING HIM!" Sora screamed and fell to her knees. Her hands over her face as she started to cry uncontrollably.
"Sora?" Matt knelt besides his wife's teenage self. "What's wrong?" Sora looked up at Matt, her eyes suddenly went blank of all emotion. The tears stopped. Sora stood up and threw the phone against the wall, shattering it into a milion and a half pieces.
"Stop it!" Sora said in an unfamiliar tone. Himeko and Matt stared at her in astonishment. Aya grabbed Sora's arms and stared at the teenager.
"Sora, talk to me! What's wrong?" Sora looked at her future self, her tears, sweeling in her eyes. What was she supposed to do? How was she supposed to react?
"Mom?" Himeko looked at Sora curiously. "I thought we were going to go find Dad and Ryu." Sora stared at Himeko, how should she tell the little girl that she can't go, because they might be dead?
"I'm going to find them, you stay here." Sora said calmly, pulling herself together. She wouldn't let herself be dragged down now. She had actually gone through a lot more then she thought, and if she didn't stop Sotaru she would never have a chance to speak to Yamato or any of her friends again.
"If you go, Sora, you might change everyhting you've discovered in the last day. Becareful of what you allow to happen." Sora looked at the man that would be her future husband. She smiled and nodded, somehow his eyes were full of an emotion, Sora had never seen before, but the way that his eyes glistened as he stared at her made Sora's heart beats break the speed limit set for any normal emotion.
"I know. Thank you." Sora started to walk away, but stopped as Himeko ran up and embraced Sora's midsection.
"Arigato, Oka-san" Himeko whispered and pulled away from Sora, turned and ran into Aya's arms. "I missed you so much, Mom!"
"Hey, what about your Dad? Was Uncle Takeru better then me?" Himeko laughed and ran to her father's puppy dog expression. Sora smiled to herself as she walked away from the group. She didn't want to think about what might be happening to Yamato, but slowly little images of Yamato in pain flashed through Sora's mind. Every image more disturbing then the one before. The last image that flashed in Sora's mind lingered longer then the others. Sora's eyes filled with tears, her heart was grasped by an uncontrolable icy grip and her legs broke into a run as the image reappeared in her mind's eye over and over again.
Big blue eyes filled with love and caring smiling at her, suddenly cold and emotionless, but still living. As if somebody had ripped the soul from the holder of the eyes.
Sora's feet stopped as a scream sounded from the building before her. Sora stared up at the building and gulped. She started to walk towards it and opened the front door. The familliar feeling the building held was still there, she just couldn't recognize where it came from. Sora looked around, a feeling of fear knotting in her stomach.
"Irrashimasu, Sora-koi, to Odaiba High, your love's final resting place- if you can't stop me that is." Sora's insides twisted as she listened to Sotaru's gleeful voice. "Run, Koi, you don't want to lose the blonde ope, do you?" Sora broke into another run and started towards the computer room.
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Wow, I'm so close to the end...do you guys want a sequel or anything, because I actually just finished the last chapter last night...I mean u can wait till I give u guys the final chapter then tell me, but I've got so many ideas running through my head...hehe...R&R please!!!