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Parings: R/B

Warning: Yaoi means guyxguy thing don't like don't read.

A/N: Okay here's the next chapter for those of you who wanted it oh thanks for the reviews you guys are awesome.

A soft sigh escapes the silver haired boys lips as he looks at the clock besides his bed on the night stand and he notices it's already twelve. He closes his eyes knowing he is not going to fall asleep, not until Bakura gets home.

Ryou opens his eyes again looking at the empty spot next to his side and feels a lump for in his throat. It hurts him it hurts him that Bakura isn't there next to him. He knows Bakura loves him and what he does with other people really has nothing to do with emotional affection. Knowing that still doesn't keep the ache he feels in his heart every time Bakura goes out.

Turning on his back he stares up at the ceiling unblinking thinking about the relationship he has with his Yami. It's strange that's the best way he can think of explaining it. It wasn't long ago Bakura had admitted his love for him. Ryou of course had been overjoyed thinking he could finally be with Bakura and not hide how he felt for him.

For awhile everything had been fine almost perfect unfortunately for Ryou Murphy's law had to come into play. Though thankfully not before he and Bakura had form a very strong bond one he doubted even Yugi had with his Yami. Bakura had shared so much of his life with him he had told him all of the hardship he had endured back in Egypt all the things he had gone through just to stay alive. He had opened up completely to him leaving himself vulnerable exposed and what Ryou saw was not the cruel man Bakura portrayed he saw a lost person who had over come many obstacles and grew up to be a strong yet very lonely person.

Ryou had been overwhelmed by everything Bakura had willingly shared with him, he had felt honored Bakura would share all his hidden feelings with him. To him that meant more than Bakura would ever understand. That was why when Bakura decided to take him he had allowed him, he felt like his body was a small compensation compare to what Bakura had shared with him. Unfortunately he hadn't been ready he was petrified and though he knew he wanted no other than Bakura to have him in that way he was not ready. Bakura had been so understanding and Ryou had cried wondering how he could just give him so much and demand nothing in return.

Two months later Bakura had told him he had slept with another person and Ryou felt his world crumbling down burying him in a dark place he thought he would never be able to escape. Than he looked at the destroyed face of Bakura and he understood. He knew it was okay, because though he had given his body to another he had given his heart his soul to him and that meant everything. After all how could the meaningless touch of the skin compare to the soul bond they shared? He realized no one could ever come between them and he also knew that when they join physically it would solidify their bond forever so until he was ready to do that he would have to endure Bakura's needs.

Knowing all that still didn't help the ache he felt when Bakura wasn't there with him. He knew in his heart that if he asked Bakura to stop he would. But he wouldn't, he couldn't be selfish. The way he saw it Bakura had shared his soul his feeling his love with him selflessly willingly and all he wanted in return was something Ryou wasn't ready to give him. He couldn't bring himself to take away something from Bakura that he himself couldn't give at least not yet. He just hoped Bakura wouldn't get too impatient though in his heart he knew Bakura would never hurt him physically.

The sound of the front door opening and closing snapped him out of his thoughts and he glanced at the clock again noticing it is now two thirty and Bakura just walked into the house. He let a sigh of relief escape his lips before closing his eyes and feigning sleep.

He lies still and waits for Bakura to get in the room, the carpet over the stairs though muffling his steps does not prevent Ryou from hearing him climb up. He makes himself relax and breathe deeply so Bakura thinks he's asleep and won't worry about him being awake. And of course he's awake he always is until Bakura is next to him.

Bakura stands leaning on the door frame Ryou can't see him but he knows he's there he always does that before he steps into the room. He hears him walking closer but he stops a few feet short of the foot of the bed. He feels the light from the hall get obscured by Bakura's shadow falling over him.

A shiver runs down his spine not seeing or feeling but sensing Bakura caressing his cheek with the shadow of his hand. Ryou is not sure how he knows this but he figures its because of the bond between them. Finally Bakura walks across the room and walks into the bathroom closing the door behind him.

Ryou sigh's softly again, Bakura never gets in bed with him unless he has showered and he knows why. Bakura wants to wash away the traces of strange hands on him and for that Ryou is grateful. At least its another night he doesn't have to wait for Bakura to get home. He knows one day he'll no longer have to wait for Bakura because Bakura will be there with him always but until then the ache in his heart has dulled for the night until it repeats again. Tomorrow night? Or perhaps the night after that?

Hearing the shower turn off he relaxes again and a few minutes later he hears Bakura walk out of the bathroom and rummage through his drawers most likely lookig for his boxers. He feels a weight on the bed as Bakura lies next to him and pulls him close spooning with him. Ryou smiles feeling those strong arms wrap protectively around him and he knows Bakura will always be his. He turns in Bakuras arms and finally feeling extremely sleepy he looks at Bakura through sleepy eyes and smiles, as Bakura kisses his forehead with lips he knows he reserves only for him and he snuggles closer to Bakura. Ryou places one hand over on his toned chest wanting to feel the steady rhythm of his heart and he whispers slowly.

"Hmm you're home"

And he feels Bakura tighten his grip around him before replying with a smile that he can't see but senses.

"Yes I'm home"

The way he says that so final makes Ryou believe he's not leaving again and he falls asleep with the steady rhythm of Bakura's heart lulling him and a content smile on his lips.

Jin: That was not angsty

Cardel: (shurgs) I liked it though. and in case anyone is wondering

Jin: Doubful

Cardel: Shut up in case anyone is wondering where this is going you'll see.

Jin: You have no idea do you?

Cardel: Of course I do. This was meant to be a one shot by the way but seeing you guys wanted more I got inspired thanks a bunch to the reviewers don't forget to review and let me know what you think.

Jin: (sight) Right

Cardel: (glares at Jin) And you help me find Demak you made her angry. Err Demak's my smut muse by the way. Jin there does angst.

Jin: Do we really have to find her?

Cardel: Yes now lets go. Ja-ne and review