A/N: First off, I want to apologies for not updating that frequently. Ok
its been nearly a MONTH of so since I updated, I am sorry. The creative
juices for Not Enough have just not been flowing, but I am willing to
combat it (Charlie's Angel's style) with a little help from the support of
my reviewers.
2nd:..103!!!! I know, I know, you where probably waiting for another "100 reviews" rant, but I HAVE to do this!!!
I have heaps of people to thank
Jeff's NC Baby Gurl: Chica, what would I DO without you? You have been so nice to me, through everything, and you really helped me out when Jeff left. It has been such an honour getting to know you, I wish only the best for you in all your endeavours in the future. You are one in a million, Mrs Hardy. Thank you
Lally: I am a HUGE fan of you and your fics and I hope that you forgive me for taking your critisism the wrong way. I know now how helpful it has been. It has been great talking to you and reading all your emotionally touching fics. Please keep up the good work, and thanks!! P.S Hope I am not acting too "fishy" review wise anymore, please tell me if I am!!!
Princess Muse: Thank you for being so honest about my story. It has really helped me put things into perspective. You where one of the original "Not Enough'ers" thanks for sticking by me, you reviews always make me smile!!
Xtremelybold: Another original "Not Enough'er" thank you for review and stick with me on this one. You always have something nice to say, and you suspence with the story helped me to keep writing.
Hearts Desire: Thanks for all you news on Jeffy leaving, without you I wouldn't have known for AGES! Always supportive and a great writer, you deserve a hand!!! Lilmizxtreme: Always positive, ever loving, that touches me! (
Jess: For letting me use your "character" Thanks a million F'ie! Shawn is WATCHING! MUHAHAHAHA! *runs away as fast as legs will carry her * *Shawn glomps Jess passionately *cough cough * get a ROOM! LOL LOL!!!!! *Jeffy *
Those are my main thank you's (I use the word THANKS too much ^ ^! Haha) Other thanks go to: Xtreme Jewell, Diva Xtreme, XxsarahxX, Beth, Cat Lea Taker's Dark One, xtreme angel (sibing galore, right? Excellent chapters you have going!) Emmasj, jerichosbabe, Casey, Landy, Devina 1980, Lady Hardy 1, Torn Rain 1, Sweetie Pie1, (do I sense a pattern here or o people just like 1's?) Julie, Jennifer, Nene4Kane, SweetCherryLove, Joanne 4, RuBis, Lilyoda, Sarah (Darkangelforu@aol.com), Caitlin 714,sapphire espeon (Ten! See ya in P.C!!!) Jeff Hardy's Gal, Hodges and Court (you girls ROCK!!!) skittle are #1 aka Raibow Bright Skittle, Kylarane, Kassie6, Elizabeth McLeod, Peroxwhy?gen (nice name BTW! Good choice!) devilangelchick (PEACE!) k'tanaqui (you rock grrl, you are an angel.dark, but an angel! ^ ^!) iccess America (it must have taken A LOT to read a fic your opposed too! Thanks for trying Not Enough out!) and anyone else who has EVER read Not Enough!!!! Sorry for my ranting, but 103 reviews is a BIG thing for me!!! I love each and every one of you, thank you all of ya so much! Thanks for sticking through this and I hope you love the next chapter of Not Enough!!!!
Disclaimer: I own not.
It all flooded back to him. Him and Matt sitting patiently by the hospital bed, Jeff stepping up when it was his turn and stroking her hand affectionately, tears welling in his green eyes. "Mummy, it's Jeff, I love you, please get well" Matt stood silently next to him and their father had his head bowed, hands clasped together tightly, his knuckles white.
"Mummy?" It came out as a gasp when Jeff felt his mother's hand squeeze his one, final time before it dropped to the bedside. "Mommy" The tears flowed freely now as Jeff was pulled along with his brother into his father's arms, all of them sobbing. "Wake up Mummy, please" Jeff had loosened himself from his father's arms and ran back to the bedside, taking his mother's hand and whispering, praying more than anything that she would give him that warm smile and caress his cheek. "She's gone Jeffrey' His father's voice was stiff and broken from sobbing, and he was still cradling Matt gently we have to pick up and move on. That's what she would have wanted"
Jeff felt himself being spun around and didn't fight Matt's arms as he was draw into the strongly. "It OK Jeff, I know how you feel about hospitals' Matt said gently, I hate them to after.that" His voice trailed off as he was lost in his own memories. "It's more than that' Jeff whispered, releasing himself from Matt's grip, that was the hospital where.where my daughter was born"
Matt nodded silently. "What's so bad about that?" Matt asked timidly, not sure of where Jeff was coming from. "It's also the hospital where. forget it" Jeff mumbled awkwardly, turning and jogging back inside.
"Hey!' Matt called, following him back into the living room, and what?" Amy looked confused, as did Shannon and Shane. "Huh?' Amy asked again, look Jeff, I am sorry about the hospital thing, I should have remembered it was an anti-Hardy zone" Jeff just nodded as Matt said, frustrated "Your daughter was born there and what?" "That's where Trish.left me," Jeff said, sinking down onto the bed.
"Left you!" Amy yelled, half angrily, half in shock, as Matt stood there with his mouth open. Jeff nodded, holding his head in his hands. "Why?" "She said it was for my own good or some bullshit like that, I wasn't paying attention" Jeff said quietly, knowing all to well what she had said, but not wanting to admit it to himself. "Ha! More like SHE wasn't committed!' Amy yelled, her temper firing up at the thought of her rival hurting one of her best friends, I am gonna rip that bleach blonde BITCH'S hair out of her scalp! And that's the nicest part!"
"Don't!" Jeff's look at Amy was pleading, battering his eyelashes hard to keep from crying. "What do you MEAN don't!' Amy cried, appalled, don't tell me you still have FEELINGS for her.after what she did!" Jeff nodded meekly and whimpered as Amy stared at him.
"We still don't know the full story' Shannon said, trying to come to Jeff's aid but failing as he saw the shocked look on Jeff's face, I mean." "Yes Jeff, we are DYING to know the full story," Matt said folding his arms over his chest and looking dead at his brother. "Story?" Jeff whimpered. "Why you "slept" with her' Amy shuddered at the word, all of it. Out with it Hardy"
Shane and Shannon looked at Jeff sympathetically, and Jeff still felt like the whole room was ganging up on him. "OK' He whimpered, well, we had been going out for a while, in secret" He winced at his last word as Matt's gaze hardened at his little brother's disobedience. "And well' Jeff took a deep breath, this is how it happened.
*Flash back*
Jeff smiled at his girlfriend as he watched her resting her head on the window ledge of his black Corvette. Right now, he wasn't bothered that he had lied to Matt and said he was going out to do some painting out in Raleigh, when he was really taking Trish out, now all he cared about was Trish. He vaguely remembered the warning Amy had given him, but shunned the thought. She only hated Trish because she was just another obstacle in the way of the Women's Championship. "Sometimes Amy thinks of gold WAY too much" Jeff thought as he shook his head.
He glanced out the window and frowned, watching the dark clouds lingering in the sky. "Storm" He thought. And just their luck, when they pulled up outside the house, it started pouring IN BUCKETS!
"Oh no!" Trish wailed as lightning flashed in the hills, her eyes desperate as she looked around wildly. "Don't worry, there's no lightning or anything' Jeff assured her, it's only camera-flash anyway, it cant hurt you" "Lightning, ha! My outfit!" Trish gestured down her body, and Jeff let his eyes wander down over her tight fitting top and short skirt, accompanied by leopard print cat heels and a long pink trench coat. "Oh' Jeff mumbled, well, gee you can." "Thanks honey, I knew you'd understand" Trish said with a smile, yanking Jeff's jacket of the back of his seat where it had rested and pulling it over her petite shoulder. Jeff was a bit dumbstruck and was about to speak his mind, but decided against it and pulled his umbrella up and stepped outside, only half sharing it with Trish.
By the time they got inside, Jeff was soaked and Trish whined "Oh great. Look at the mud on these boots! Oh well, I'll have them dry cleaned' She looked at Jeff, hon., are you OK? Your shivering" "Yeah fine' Jeff mumbled, wrapping his arms around his shoulders, I think I am gonna go take a shower" "How about I join you? I'm feeling a little cold' Trish said girlishly, pressing herself against Jeff, can you help warm me up?" Jeff only grinned and lead Trish to the shower.
When they got out, Trish asked, "Oh, I didn't bring anything else to change into, can I borrow this bathrobe?" She asked, pointing at a dark black robe on a hook. "Actually that's." Jeff began. "Thanks!" She said with a pearly smile, tying the bathrobe loosely around her, making sure that her cleavage showed. "Matt's" Jeff said flatly, deciding to ignore it.
"Look Jeffy' Trish pressed up to Jeff and ran her hand along the length of his body, I really want to take things to the next level with you, so how about it?" Jeff was caught off guard by how comfortable she sounded and then said "You don't see that as a.big deal?" "No- Of course I do' Trish said, bitting her tongue and holding back the truth, I love you so much, and I know you would NEVER hurt me, would you Jeffy?" She looked up at him with wide, innocent look brown eyes. "No" Jeff said tightly. "I trust you Jeffy' Trish said, not sounding at all innocent as she nibbled seductively on one of Jeff's elfish ears, and I know that you want this as much as I do. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, plus' She said with a sexy smile, pulling gently at Jeff robe revealing his stomach, I think that this belly button ring looks like fun to play with" She ran her tongue down Jeff's chest to his stomach.
His mind was racing, thinking off all of his beliefs. "Sex after marriage, or before?" His mind was racing with all the thought, of how committed he was willing to be in this relationship, as Trish undid his robe, letting her tongue stroll lower and lower, a smile forming on her lips and knowing she had him just where she wanted him.
"I don't know" Jeff gasped, all rational thoughts disappearing slowly from his head as he relished in the feeling of her hungry lips on his skin. "Come on" She said, so casually that it started to worry Jeff. He lead her to his room, shutting the door tightly behind him and hopping Liger didn't find his way in. "Oh.my gosh, what IS that!" He heard Trish cry in disgust. Turning, he saw that the object of her disapproval. "Oh, um. that is" "Disgusting!' Trish cried, walking over and prodding it, what the HELL is that?" With a flick of her hand she pushed it into the table bin.
Jeff rushed forward and felt anger well up in him. "I am glad you HATE it' Jeff said angrily, cause I worked really HARD on it" He placed the alumminomic statue on the table, trying his hardest to ignore the damages. It really hurt that she could go and be so cruel about something he had worked so hard on, his own idea.
"Oh Jeff! I'm so sorry!' Trish cried, bringing her hands to her pouty pink lips, I didn't know, please forgive me!" "You would have said it anyway, wether it was mine or not" Jeff thought grudgingly. He knew Trish didn't approve of his hair die, or painted nails or fishnet clothes, but she was going to have to live with it.
"It's OK', He said through gritted teeth, forget it, but Trish I can't, I love you but I'm a." "Inexperienced?' Trish finished for him as Jeff nodded rather embarrassedly, don't worry" Jeff sat down ridged on the bed as Trish whispered with a victorious grin "Maybe a little drink with help you decided" twirling a bottle in her manicured hand .
"And that's it" Jeff didn't want to look up from the comfortable, safe looking spot on the floor, and at the others. He finally did. Amy eyes where cold and hard, hiding how appalled she was that Trish had acted so childishly. Shane and Shannon still looked sympathetic, and Matt. "That's it' Matt was grinning almost insanely now, nodding his head with his fists clenched, THAT'S IT HUH?" He yelled, slamming his fist down on the table, just because SHE gave you a sweet act, you went and gave yourself to her?" "I thought' Jeff knew Shane and Shannon weren't brave enough to interfere and Amy was probably on Matt's side, so he would just have to defend himself, I thought."
"YOU DIDN'T THINK JEFF!' Matt yelled, starting to cough again and stopping himself quickly, you didn't THINK Jeff, or you WOULDN'T HAVE A DAUGHTER UPSTAIRS!" Matt didn't know how to cope; this was NOT where he expected his baby brother to be at 23 years of age, not by a long shot.
"Ok, Matt, Jeff, you two need to sort this out' Amy's voice was wary and she looked about on the verge of tears, you can't' she stopped, swallowing hard to stop the tears, you two.this HAS to stop, here.' her voice was firm as she said, now, both of you, go take a walk or, or SOMETHING and sort it out" Both Hardy Boyz went to object as Amy said "Please. For all of us"
Shane and Shannon nodded as the brother's looked at them for support, and Matt and Jeff noticed how tired they look. So much older, and weather worn. Jeff nodded and Matt followed him as he led out the front door.
Once they where outside, Jeff yelled, "What is your problem!" "My problem? MY PROBLEM? YOU!" Matt screamed back, as both brother's stepped closer, until they where almost touching. "HOW YOU JUST WENT AND GAVE YOURSELF TO THAT SLUT!' Matt scoffed, and don't think for ONE SECOND that I pity you Jeff Hardy, you got yourself into this mess." "Matt, I KNOW I AM A SCREW UP OK? SO STOP REMINDING ME!' Matt was silenced at the honesty in his baby brother's voice and found himself instantly softening, I KNOW I was stupid' Jeff was near tears but held them in, I know what I did was wrong, but man.she SPIKED THE DRINK!' Matt tried to keep the shock off his face and in his head as Jeff continued, I didn't know what I was doing, damn I want to DIE!"
"Jeff, no you don't. Look at me!' Matt forced Jeff's eyes to look into his own, Jeff; I am just as shocked as you are. This.this isn't what I wanted for you, you are 23 fucking years old, and you have a kid' Matt let his tears tumble unbridled down his cheeks and new ones form in his eyes, I am angry because I care. I know it sounds stupid, but I don't want you tied down, I wanted you to be able to live the way YOU want to"
Jeff nodded, sniffing a bit as he wiped his teary eyes down his sleeves as Matt wiped his own, and they had a long hard hug. "I am going to kill Trish' Matt murmured near Jeff's ear as they rocked gently back and forth, for playing you like that, and using you." "Look don't please, it was my fault" Jeff pleaded to Matt's astonishment. "No Jeff, it wasn't' He looked at the anxious look in Jeff's eyes, forget that for now, let's go inside, I want to see this daughter of yours"
Jeff smiled and let go of his brother, leading Matt up to his room where Amy had told him his daughter was. They crept in quietly and found the baby was awake. Matt fell in love with her instantly, hard and fast when he saw the beautiful baby.
"Look at her eyes!" Matt gasped. Jeff looked, and to his shock, saw his own emerald green eyes staring straight back at him. "Wow' Jeff murmured, sweeping the baby off the bed and into his arms, how you doing baby? I missed you" He hugged the baby gently, smiling at her as she giggled in delight.
"Oh don't worry, AMY has been taking GREAT care of her while you where gone!" Jeff turned at the sound of Shane's voice as an embarrassed looking Amy nudged him hard in the ribs as he laughed. She blushed fervently and said, "Well, she is a lot like her father" making Jeff smile warmly and appreciatively back.
"Say hello to your Uncle Matty!" Jeff said with a smile, handing the infant to his older brother. Matt was a bit stiff at first, but held the baby correctly and couldn't help but grin as she smiled toothlessly at him. "Uncle Matt, huh?' Matt said softly, so only the baby could hear, I never thought of that"
"She is beautiful", Shannon said as Jeff blushed and smiled proudly. "Just like her daddy!" Shane cooed warmly as Jeff ribbed him gently. "Guess southerners are just too irresistible, right Matt?" Jeff said, putting a hand to his forehead dramatically. "You DIDN'T!" Shane's eyes where wide and full of laughter as Jeff chased him around the room, with the baby having been passed on (a little reluctantly) Shannon and Amy and Matt shaking their heads at the childish pair.
"Jeff, by the way, you CAN'T just keep calling her baby' Shannon reminded, tickling the baby with a grin, she needs a name!" "How about Amy?" Matt said, as Amy blushed with a shake of her head. "How about Sarah?" "Jessica, like your doctor?" "Janet" "Rachel"
"Sorry guys, I already have a name for her' Jeff said, releasing Shane from the headlock he had him and striding over to the baby, cuddling her affectionately, welcome to the family Katy Alexus Hardy"
Well, the baby FINALLY has a name! Princess Muse, sorry for the long, antagonizing wait! Reviews are appreciated (see that little button to the left side of your screen?) and so is constructive critisism. I want to know how I can do better as a write, and respectable critisism is very much appreciated!!!!
~Thanks~
~Jeff's Favourite Skittle~
2nd:..103!!!! I know, I know, you where probably waiting for another "100 reviews" rant, but I HAVE to do this!!!
I have heaps of people to thank
Jeff's NC Baby Gurl: Chica, what would I DO without you? You have been so nice to me, through everything, and you really helped me out when Jeff left. It has been such an honour getting to know you, I wish only the best for you in all your endeavours in the future. You are one in a million, Mrs Hardy. Thank you
Lally: I am a HUGE fan of you and your fics and I hope that you forgive me for taking your critisism the wrong way. I know now how helpful it has been. It has been great talking to you and reading all your emotionally touching fics. Please keep up the good work, and thanks!! P.S Hope I am not acting too "fishy" review wise anymore, please tell me if I am!!!
Princess Muse: Thank you for being so honest about my story. It has really helped me put things into perspective. You where one of the original "Not Enough'ers" thanks for sticking by me, you reviews always make me smile!!
Xtremelybold: Another original "Not Enough'er" thank you for review and stick with me on this one. You always have something nice to say, and you suspence with the story helped me to keep writing.
Hearts Desire: Thanks for all you news on Jeffy leaving, without you I wouldn't have known for AGES! Always supportive and a great writer, you deserve a hand!!! Lilmizxtreme: Always positive, ever loving, that touches me! (
Jess: For letting me use your "character" Thanks a million F'ie! Shawn is WATCHING! MUHAHAHAHA! *runs away as fast as legs will carry her * *Shawn glomps Jess passionately *cough cough * get a ROOM! LOL LOL!!!!! *Jeffy *
Those are my main thank you's (I use the word THANKS too much ^ ^! Haha) Other thanks go to: Xtreme Jewell, Diva Xtreme, XxsarahxX, Beth, Cat Lea Taker's Dark One, xtreme angel (sibing galore, right? Excellent chapters you have going!) Emmasj, jerichosbabe, Casey, Landy, Devina 1980, Lady Hardy 1, Torn Rain 1, Sweetie Pie1, (do I sense a pattern here or o people just like 1's?) Julie, Jennifer, Nene4Kane, SweetCherryLove, Joanne 4, RuBis, Lilyoda, Sarah (Darkangelforu@aol.com), Caitlin 714,sapphire espeon (Ten! See ya in P.C!!!) Jeff Hardy's Gal, Hodges and Court (you girls ROCK!!!) skittle are #1 aka Raibow Bright Skittle, Kylarane, Kassie6, Elizabeth McLeod, Peroxwhy?gen (nice name BTW! Good choice!) devilangelchick (PEACE!) k'tanaqui (you rock grrl, you are an angel.dark, but an angel! ^ ^!) iccess America (it must have taken A LOT to read a fic your opposed too! Thanks for trying Not Enough out!) and anyone else who has EVER read Not Enough!!!! Sorry for my ranting, but 103 reviews is a BIG thing for me!!! I love each and every one of you, thank you all of ya so much! Thanks for sticking through this and I hope you love the next chapter of Not Enough!!!!
Disclaimer: I own not.
It all flooded back to him. Him and Matt sitting patiently by the hospital bed, Jeff stepping up when it was his turn and stroking her hand affectionately, tears welling in his green eyes. "Mummy, it's Jeff, I love you, please get well" Matt stood silently next to him and their father had his head bowed, hands clasped together tightly, his knuckles white.
"Mummy?" It came out as a gasp when Jeff felt his mother's hand squeeze his one, final time before it dropped to the bedside. "Mommy" The tears flowed freely now as Jeff was pulled along with his brother into his father's arms, all of them sobbing. "Wake up Mummy, please" Jeff had loosened himself from his father's arms and ran back to the bedside, taking his mother's hand and whispering, praying more than anything that she would give him that warm smile and caress his cheek. "She's gone Jeffrey' His father's voice was stiff and broken from sobbing, and he was still cradling Matt gently we have to pick up and move on. That's what she would have wanted"
Jeff felt himself being spun around and didn't fight Matt's arms as he was draw into the strongly. "It OK Jeff, I know how you feel about hospitals' Matt said gently, I hate them to after.that" His voice trailed off as he was lost in his own memories. "It's more than that' Jeff whispered, releasing himself from Matt's grip, that was the hospital where.where my daughter was born"
Matt nodded silently. "What's so bad about that?" Matt asked timidly, not sure of where Jeff was coming from. "It's also the hospital where. forget it" Jeff mumbled awkwardly, turning and jogging back inside.
"Hey!' Matt called, following him back into the living room, and what?" Amy looked confused, as did Shannon and Shane. "Huh?' Amy asked again, look Jeff, I am sorry about the hospital thing, I should have remembered it was an anti-Hardy zone" Jeff just nodded as Matt said, frustrated "Your daughter was born there and what?" "That's where Trish.left me," Jeff said, sinking down onto the bed.
"Left you!" Amy yelled, half angrily, half in shock, as Matt stood there with his mouth open. Jeff nodded, holding his head in his hands. "Why?" "She said it was for my own good or some bullshit like that, I wasn't paying attention" Jeff said quietly, knowing all to well what she had said, but not wanting to admit it to himself. "Ha! More like SHE wasn't committed!' Amy yelled, her temper firing up at the thought of her rival hurting one of her best friends, I am gonna rip that bleach blonde BITCH'S hair out of her scalp! And that's the nicest part!"
"Don't!" Jeff's look at Amy was pleading, battering his eyelashes hard to keep from crying. "What do you MEAN don't!' Amy cried, appalled, don't tell me you still have FEELINGS for her.after what she did!" Jeff nodded meekly and whimpered as Amy stared at him.
"We still don't know the full story' Shannon said, trying to come to Jeff's aid but failing as he saw the shocked look on Jeff's face, I mean." "Yes Jeff, we are DYING to know the full story," Matt said folding his arms over his chest and looking dead at his brother. "Story?" Jeff whimpered. "Why you "slept" with her' Amy shuddered at the word, all of it. Out with it Hardy"
Shane and Shannon looked at Jeff sympathetically, and Jeff still felt like the whole room was ganging up on him. "OK' He whimpered, well, we had been going out for a while, in secret" He winced at his last word as Matt's gaze hardened at his little brother's disobedience. "And well' Jeff took a deep breath, this is how it happened.
*Flash back*
Jeff smiled at his girlfriend as he watched her resting her head on the window ledge of his black Corvette. Right now, he wasn't bothered that he had lied to Matt and said he was going out to do some painting out in Raleigh, when he was really taking Trish out, now all he cared about was Trish. He vaguely remembered the warning Amy had given him, but shunned the thought. She only hated Trish because she was just another obstacle in the way of the Women's Championship. "Sometimes Amy thinks of gold WAY too much" Jeff thought as he shook his head.
He glanced out the window and frowned, watching the dark clouds lingering in the sky. "Storm" He thought. And just their luck, when they pulled up outside the house, it started pouring IN BUCKETS!
"Oh no!" Trish wailed as lightning flashed in the hills, her eyes desperate as she looked around wildly. "Don't worry, there's no lightning or anything' Jeff assured her, it's only camera-flash anyway, it cant hurt you" "Lightning, ha! My outfit!" Trish gestured down her body, and Jeff let his eyes wander down over her tight fitting top and short skirt, accompanied by leopard print cat heels and a long pink trench coat. "Oh' Jeff mumbled, well, gee you can." "Thanks honey, I knew you'd understand" Trish said with a smile, yanking Jeff's jacket of the back of his seat where it had rested and pulling it over her petite shoulder. Jeff was a bit dumbstruck and was about to speak his mind, but decided against it and pulled his umbrella up and stepped outside, only half sharing it with Trish.
By the time they got inside, Jeff was soaked and Trish whined "Oh great. Look at the mud on these boots! Oh well, I'll have them dry cleaned' She looked at Jeff, hon., are you OK? Your shivering" "Yeah fine' Jeff mumbled, wrapping his arms around his shoulders, I think I am gonna go take a shower" "How about I join you? I'm feeling a little cold' Trish said girlishly, pressing herself against Jeff, can you help warm me up?" Jeff only grinned and lead Trish to the shower.
When they got out, Trish asked, "Oh, I didn't bring anything else to change into, can I borrow this bathrobe?" She asked, pointing at a dark black robe on a hook. "Actually that's." Jeff began. "Thanks!" She said with a pearly smile, tying the bathrobe loosely around her, making sure that her cleavage showed. "Matt's" Jeff said flatly, deciding to ignore it.
"Look Jeffy' Trish pressed up to Jeff and ran her hand along the length of his body, I really want to take things to the next level with you, so how about it?" Jeff was caught off guard by how comfortable she sounded and then said "You don't see that as a.big deal?" "No- Of course I do' Trish said, bitting her tongue and holding back the truth, I love you so much, and I know you would NEVER hurt me, would you Jeffy?" She looked up at him with wide, innocent look brown eyes. "No" Jeff said tightly. "I trust you Jeffy' Trish said, not sounding at all innocent as she nibbled seductively on one of Jeff's elfish ears, and I know that you want this as much as I do. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, plus' She said with a sexy smile, pulling gently at Jeff robe revealing his stomach, I think that this belly button ring looks like fun to play with" She ran her tongue down Jeff's chest to his stomach.
His mind was racing, thinking off all of his beliefs. "Sex after marriage, or before?" His mind was racing with all the thought, of how committed he was willing to be in this relationship, as Trish undid his robe, letting her tongue stroll lower and lower, a smile forming on her lips and knowing she had him just where she wanted him.
"I don't know" Jeff gasped, all rational thoughts disappearing slowly from his head as he relished in the feeling of her hungry lips on his skin. "Come on" She said, so casually that it started to worry Jeff. He lead her to his room, shutting the door tightly behind him and hopping Liger didn't find his way in. "Oh.my gosh, what IS that!" He heard Trish cry in disgust. Turning, he saw that the object of her disapproval. "Oh, um. that is" "Disgusting!' Trish cried, walking over and prodding it, what the HELL is that?" With a flick of her hand she pushed it into the table bin.
Jeff rushed forward and felt anger well up in him. "I am glad you HATE it' Jeff said angrily, cause I worked really HARD on it" He placed the alumminomic statue on the table, trying his hardest to ignore the damages. It really hurt that she could go and be so cruel about something he had worked so hard on, his own idea.
"Oh Jeff! I'm so sorry!' Trish cried, bringing her hands to her pouty pink lips, I didn't know, please forgive me!" "You would have said it anyway, wether it was mine or not" Jeff thought grudgingly. He knew Trish didn't approve of his hair die, or painted nails or fishnet clothes, but she was going to have to live with it.
"It's OK', He said through gritted teeth, forget it, but Trish I can't, I love you but I'm a." "Inexperienced?' Trish finished for him as Jeff nodded rather embarrassedly, don't worry" Jeff sat down ridged on the bed as Trish whispered with a victorious grin "Maybe a little drink with help you decided" twirling a bottle in her manicured hand .
"And that's it" Jeff didn't want to look up from the comfortable, safe looking spot on the floor, and at the others. He finally did. Amy eyes where cold and hard, hiding how appalled she was that Trish had acted so childishly. Shane and Shannon still looked sympathetic, and Matt. "That's it' Matt was grinning almost insanely now, nodding his head with his fists clenched, THAT'S IT HUH?" He yelled, slamming his fist down on the table, just because SHE gave you a sweet act, you went and gave yourself to her?" "I thought' Jeff knew Shane and Shannon weren't brave enough to interfere and Amy was probably on Matt's side, so he would just have to defend himself, I thought."
"YOU DIDN'T THINK JEFF!' Matt yelled, starting to cough again and stopping himself quickly, you didn't THINK Jeff, or you WOULDN'T HAVE A DAUGHTER UPSTAIRS!" Matt didn't know how to cope; this was NOT where he expected his baby brother to be at 23 years of age, not by a long shot.
"Ok, Matt, Jeff, you two need to sort this out' Amy's voice was wary and she looked about on the verge of tears, you can't' she stopped, swallowing hard to stop the tears, you two.this HAS to stop, here.' her voice was firm as she said, now, both of you, go take a walk or, or SOMETHING and sort it out" Both Hardy Boyz went to object as Amy said "Please. For all of us"
Shane and Shannon nodded as the brother's looked at them for support, and Matt and Jeff noticed how tired they look. So much older, and weather worn. Jeff nodded and Matt followed him as he led out the front door.
Once they where outside, Jeff yelled, "What is your problem!" "My problem? MY PROBLEM? YOU!" Matt screamed back, as both brother's stepped closer, until they where almost touching. "HOW YOU JUST WENT AND GAVE YOURSELF TO THAT SLUT!' Matt scoffed, and don't think for ONE SECOND that I pity you Jeff Hardy, you got yourself into this mess." "Matt, I KNOW I AM A SCREW UP OK? SO STOP REMINDING ME!' Matt was silenced at the honesty in his baby brother's voice and found himself instantly softening, I KNOW I was stupid' Jeff was near tears but held them in, I know what I did was wrong, but man.she SPIKED THE DRINK!' Matt tried to keep the shock off his face and in his head as Jeff continued, I didn't know what I was doing, damn I want to DIE!"
"Jeff, no you don't. Look at me!' Matt forced Jeff's eyes to look into his own, Jeff; I am just as shocked as you are. This.this isn't what I wanted for you, you are 23 fucking years old, and you have a kid' Matt let his tears tumble unbridled down his cheeks and new ones form in his eyes, I am angry because I care. I know it sounds stupid, but I don't want you tied down, I wanted you to be able to live the way YOU want to"
Jeff nodded, sniffing a bit as he wiped his teary eyes down his sleeves as Matt wiped his own, and they had a long hard hug. "I am going to kill Trish' Matt murmured near Jeff's ear as they rocked gently back and forth, for playing you like that, and using you." "Look don't please, it was my fault" Jeff pleaded to Matt's astonishment. "No Jeff, it wasn't' He looked at the anxious look in Jeff's eyes, forget that for now, let's go inside, I want to see this daughter of yours"
Jeff smiled and let go of his brother, leading Matt up to his room where Amy had told him his daughter was. They crept in quietly and found the baby was awake. Matt fell in love with her instantly, hard and fast when he saw the beautiful baby.
"Look at her eyes!" Matt gasped. Jeff looked, and to his shock, saw his own emerald green eyes staring straight back at him. "Wow' Jeff murmured, sweeping the baby off the bed and into his arms, how you doing baby? I missed you" He hugged the baby gently, smiling at her as she giggled in delight.
"Oh don't worry, AMY has been taking GREAT care of her while you where gone!" Jeff turned at the sound of Shane's voice as an embarrassed looking Amy nudged him hard in the ribs as he laughed. She blushed fervently and said, "Well, she is a lot like her father" making Jeff smile warmly and appreciatively back.
"Say hello to your Uncle Matty!" Jeff said with a smile, handing the infant to his older brother. Matt was a bit stiff at first, but held the baby correctly and couldn't help but grin as she smiled toothlessly at him. "Uncle Matt, huh?' Matt said softly, so only the baby could hear, I never thought of that"
"She is beautiful", Shannon said as Jeff blushed and smiled proudly. "Just like her daddy!" Shane cooed warmly as Jeff ribbed him gently. "Guess southerners are just too irresistible, right Matt?" Jeff said, putting a hand to his forehead dramatically. "You DIDN'T!" Shane's eyes where wide and full of laughter as Jeff chased him around the room, with the baby having been passed on (a little reluctantly) Shannon and Amy and Matt shaking their heads at the childish pair.
"Jeff, by the way, you CAN'T just keep calling her baby' Shannon reminded, tickling the baby with a grin, she needs a name!" "How about Amy?" Matt said, as Amy blushed with a shake of her head. "How about Sarah?" "Jessica, like your doctor?" "Janet" "Rachel"
"Sorry guys, I already have a name for her' Jeff said, releasing Shane from the headlock he had him and striding over to the baby, cuddling her affectionately, welcome to the family Katy Alexus Hardy"
Well, the baby FINALLY has a name! Princess Muse, sorry for the long, antagonizing wait! Reviews are appreciated (see that little button to the left side of your screen?) and so is constructive critisism. I want to know how I can do better as a write, and respectable critisism is very much appreciated!!!!
~Thanks~
~Jeff's Favourite Skittle~