GiGi - My first Inuyasha fic! ^_______^
Inuyasha - Grrrrr…. I hate you
GiGi - =*( W-w-w-w-what? WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-….
Kagome - Real smart….
GiGi - -…. HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Inuyasha - Oh and I suppose you know how to make her shut up EH?
Kagome - Oh shut up baka!
Inuyasha and Kagome - *arguing in the background*
Sango - Geez…. This is embarassing….
GiGi - -____-U Roll the fic….
Shippo - GiGi own nothing…. Not the characters…. Not the song that belongs to Avril Lavigne…. But she can still own her obsessioness for Inuyasha!
GiGi - *faints when she sees him* XD
Miroku - Well…. Even I'm not that corrupted….
Kagome - You touched my butt!
Miroku - Minor details, my lady
Inuyasha - O.o
Kagome - O.o
Sango - O.o
Shippo - O.o
GiGi - O.o
Blah blah blah = flashbacks
Blah blah blah = the song
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CHAPTER 1
Things I'll Never Say Pt. 1
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A ray of moonlight entered the dark room. All was still, except for the pair of brown eyes that were staring into space.
"Kagome…. You smell kinda good…." The half-demon muttered.
"W-w-what? But you said before you couldn't stand my smell!" The teenage girl shot back.
"I know…. But I lied…."
"Did he really mean that?" Kagome asked herself. "Was he hallucinating before….?"
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
Sure, that was already a long, long, long time ago, but those moments kept repeating over and over in Kagome's mind.
"But then again…. He only thinks of me as a jewel detector…." Kagome sighed.
It was no use…. She would not be able to sleep if she kept thinking of him…. Of the half-demon…. Of…. Inuyasha….
"Grrrrrr…. Stop thinking of him girl…. You already have a boyfriend…. Sorta…." Kagome thought to herself.
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
She slipped into her fuzzy bunny slippers and terry-cloth robe and padded down the hall. She stopped in front of the bathroom and decided to take a shower…. She had nothing else to do anyways…. Sleep was out of the question….
The warm water comforted the puzzled girl but nothing could get her mind off a certain half-demon.
She pounded her fist into the bathroom wall and tears started to run down her already wet cheeks.
"He already has someone…. He has Kikyo…."
(A/N: Yes I know Kikyo's dead…. But the reincarnated one isn't…. buahahahahahahahahaha!)
Kagome was told that the reincarnated Kikyo fell off a cliff but she could somehow feel her presence still.
She sighed and turned off the water. Nothing would be able to help ease her heart.
She walked back to her bedroom after blow-drying her hair. She noticed the jewel on her desk and grasped it. She grabbed a pillow and put in on the loveseat in front of her window.
She stared outside, at the stars and watched a shooting star fall.
She felt it was stupid but she still made a wish. "I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight…. I wish I could forget Inuyasha…. I still love him…. But I don't want to hurt anymore…. Please…."
And with that, Kagome's eyes started to droop and she fell into a deep sleep.
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
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The sounds of a fire crackling, crickets chirping and Miroku's snores filled the night's sky. Shippo, Sango, Miroku and Myoga were all asleep…. Except for Inuyasha….
"Kagome…." He whispered as he stared into the night sky from his tree branch.
"Is it right for me to like Kagome…. And Kikyo? I know Kikyo's dead…. But she was my first love…. I'll never forget her…. But Kagome…. Well she's like nothing else…." Inuyasha pondered.
"Well said…." A small voice spoke up.
"Myoga!!!!!!!!! What are you doing!!!!!!!!!" Inuyasha exclaimed as he noticed the small flea on his shoulder.
"Well I'd say…. I'm helping you solve your problem." Myoga replied.
Inuyasha cheeks were still red from embarrassment and he desperately tried to hide them.
"Master…. Just tell the girl how you feel" The flea advised.
Inuyasha was still trying to cover his flaming cheeks quickly jumped off the tree branch.
"Where are you going Master?" The small voice called out.
"Leave me alone!" He tried to ignore the flea…. "What did Myoga know about love? Hmmmm? Nothing! Ha!"
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It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
Kagome was walking into a forest…. In fact she recalled…. It was the Forest Of Inuyasha…. The same place where the two met.
She sat down on the one of the huge roots from the Thousand Year Old Tree. She stared to feel emptiness and sadness and started to weep silently.
Just then a hand lifted up her cheeks. And that hand belonged to Inuyasha….
"Inuyasha?" Kagome whispered.
He nodded and started to caress her cheek.
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
Kagome was speechless. This could not be happening…. This couldn't be happening. Just then she thought of something and gathered up enough strength to ask him.
"But what about Kikyo?"
"There's no one else…. No one else in my heart…. Except you…." He simply replied.
Kagome felt her knees start to buckle and her heart start to pulse.
He then lifted her head towards his…. their lips just millimetres away…. Until….
"BING! BING! BING!" An alarm sounded, waking Kagome from her dream.
She touched her cheek and sighed. She got dressed into her regular school uniform and walked down for breakfast. But what she didn't notice was that the jewel that she was wearing, was glowing…. And a ghost grinning with its face in her window….
GiGi - Woohoo! First chapter done! I decided to split this fic into 2 chapters cuz then it would have been a bazillion pages long….
Miroku - Bazillion?
GiGi - *glaring* YES! BAZILLION!
Miroku - O.o Meep!
Kagome - Review please….