Sirius sat up in his bed breathing heavily. He could still feel her kiss on
his lips. He touched them with his shaking fingers. He let out a sigh and
drew his knees up to his chest. Why had he been dreaming of her? Of all
people he'd dreamt of Lily Evans, the one girl he loathed. Sure she was
beautiful, but she was conservative book-worm, and she hated him. He ran
his hand through his dark hair pull at it slightly. He knew it had just
been a dream but it had seemed so real. He closed his eyes at the memory of
the electricity that had pulsed through him as she touched her lips onto
his. He threw his legs over the edge of his bed and with a groan he pulled
himself to his feet. Behind the hangings, moonlight was washing over his
dark dormitory. He smiled as he looked at the almost full moon thinking of
the fun he and his friends would have. It would be Remus's first
transformation of the year, this coming weekend.
"Padfoot?" Peter asked quietly from his bed.
"I'm okay Peter," Sirius replied softly, "I'm just hungry,"
With that he got up and made his way down to the kitchens.
Lily opened her eyes and pushed James away, breaking their steamy kiss. They looked at each other awkwardly for a moment. Lily averted her eyes,
"Lily that was..."
But she never heard what IT was, because she gasped and ran out of his room, into her own. She slammed the door shut and fell against it sinking down the wall. She couldn't believe what had just happened. She hadn't meant to, at first she'd kissed James because she'd felt something towards him, but as soon as she had closed her eyes her mind had opened up and targeted Sirius. What was worse is even after she'd realized it she let it go on. The kiss had felt so familiar, just what she needed most. She closed her eyes feeling guilt wash over her. She had used James to get into Sirius's mind but feel a physical response. She was such a bitch. She sat their on her floor, her knees drawn up and her head buried thinking back on what she'd over heard James telling Remus back before the summer began on the way home from sixth year. She knew that conversation probably didn't exist anymore, but she wondered if his feelings did. She knew that she was going to have to stay away from James for a while, until she got over Sirius no matter what Dumbledore had asked. How could she get over Sirius if every time she was with James she felt him.
'But do I really want to get over him?' she thought, and she knew in her heart she didn't.
James stood in his room for only a moment, deeply confused by why Lily would have pushed him away so suddenly. He realized that he hadn't talked or perused her in quite some time, but she seemed so into the kiss. He still wasn't sure how it had happened, but he'd felt so much feeling on her end. He'd never had a kiss like he'd experienced just then. It was as if all his dreams were coming true. He knew that he and Lily Evans were meant to be together the moment he saw her. He'd even heard her voice as he lay on his death bed. She was his angel, and maybe she was starting to realize that. James decided to clear his clogged head with some food from the kitchens and made his way down.
"James?" Sirius asked as he ran towards James in the empty corridor.
"Sirius!" James cried waiting for Sirius to catch up. James was still in his robes. Sirius crinkled his forehead in question,
"Still haven't gone to bed?"
"Nope,"
"Hey I gotta talk to you about something," Sirius told him as they found the picture with the bowl of fruit and tickled the pear.
"Yea me too, but let me go first!" James cried excitedly.
"Okay," Sirius said holding up his hands, "You look like Christmas just came early, did you get in bed with some bimbo?"
"No better!" James grinned.
Sirius's face fell, he couldn't have possibly....Sirius knew that there were only two things better than sex to James; Quidditch and Lily.
"You talked to Lily?" Sirius said looking impressed, "And what? She didn't run away?"
"Even better," James's grin grew wider, "She kissed me,"
Sirius's eyes grew wide in surprise as he stepped into the kitchen, "That's kind of funny because I was having this dream about-"
"And God Padfoot, she did this thing where she let her hands run up my neck and into my hair," James interrupted him, "It was soo sexy,"
Sirius dropped the cup of pumpkin juice a houself had just given him.
"You're joking," Sirius blushed as the houself stooped to clean the mess, "sorry,"
"No isn't that great?" James cried reaching for the nearest pumpkin pastry.
"Yea," Sirius muttered. In his dream, Lily had ran her hands up his neck and into his hair in the most sexiest way. It had seemed so familiar, so natural to him.
"That's cool man, "Sirius replied looking at James's disappointed look, "So why aren't you up there, you know finishing the job?"
James smirked at him, "Actually she kinda gasped and pushed me away after a few minutes," he sat down heavily on a nearby chair.
"She was probably just confused," Sirius comforted him, but inside his mind was going wild.
"She's confused Ha!" he laughed, "I think I'm still gonna ask her to go to Hogsmede with me though..."
Sirius looked at him,
"Oh we were planning a Hogsmede trip this weekend," James told him, eating another pastry.
"This weekend's no good James, check out the moon," Sirius explained.
James got up at looked out the window that faced the Quidditch Pitch, sure enough the moon that had risen was quite full.
"He already looks, shall I say off color," Sirius laughed.
"Well I'll work it out somehow, but I gotta be with her, I think I finally have a chance," James said happily, "So why are you up?"
"Bad dream," Sirius muttered.
James nodded and grabbed a few more tarts and then made his way to the door, "I'm gonna head back upstairs though, it's getting late, goodnight Sirius,"
"I'd wish you one too, but seems you've already had one," Sirius smiled grabbing his own tarts.
********
Lily rolled around her large bed restlessly.
"Well?" A cruel voice asked.
"They..." a small voice trailed.
"Tell me, you owe everything you know to the great DARK LORD!" the cruel voice hissed, "It is a privilege to stand before me,"
"I...I know my Lord," The voice faltered, "They are in Godrics Hallow, she is pregnant."
"How cute, the perfect little couple, in their perfect protected world, and now she is pregnant," The cruel voice laughed.
"You have done well Wormtail, but I still must remind you to speak quicker in the future," The Dark Lord smiled.
"No, please, My Lord!" Wormtail pleaded.
"Crucio,"
Peter Pettigrew's screams filled Lily's mind as she slept on restlessly.
"Padfoot?" Peter asked quietly from his bed.
"I'm okay Peter," Sirius replied softly, "I'm just hungry,"
With that he got up and made his way down to the kitchens.
Lily opened her eyes and pushed James away, breaking their steamy kiss. They looked at each other awkwardly for a moment. Lily averted her eyes,
"Lily that was..."
But she never heard what IT was, because she gasped and ran out of his room, into her own. She slammed the door shut and fell against it sinking down the wall. She couldn't believe what had just happened. She hadn't meant to, at first she'd kissed James because she'd felt something towards him, but as soon as she had closed her eyes her mind had opened up and targeted Sirius. What was worse is even after she'd realized it she let it go on. The kiss had felt so familiar, just what she needed most. She closed her eyes feeling guilt wash over her. She had used James to get into Sirius's mind but feel a physical response. She was such a bitch. She sat their on her floor, her knees drawn up and her head buried thinking back on what she'd over heard James telling Remus back before the summer began on the way home from sixth year. She knew that conversation probably didn't exist anymore, but she wondered if his feelings did. She knew that she was going to have to stay away from James for a while, until she got over Sirius no matter what Dumbledore had asked. How could she get over Sirius if every time she was with James she felt him.
'But do I really want to get over him?' she thought, and she knew in her heart she didn't.
James stood in his room for only a moment, deeply confused by why Lily would have pushed him away so suddenly. He realized that he hadn't talked or perused her in quite some time, but she seemed so into the kiss. He still wasn't sure how it had happened, but he'd felt so much feeling on her end. He'd never had a kiss like he'd experienced just then. It was as if all his dreams were coming true. He knew that he and Lily Evans were meant to be together the moment he saw her. He'd even heard her voice as he lay on his death bed. She was his angel, and maybe she was starting to realize that. James decided to clear his clogged head with some food from the kitchens and made his way down.
"James?" Sirius asked as he ran towards James in the empty corridor.
"Sirius!" James cried waiting for Sirius to catch up. James was still in his robes. Sirius crinkled his forehead in question,
"Still haven't gone to bed?"
"Nope,"
"Hey I gotta talk to you about something," Sirius told him as they found the picture with the bowl of fruit and tickled the pear.
"Yea me too, but let me go first!" James cried excitedly.
"Okay," Sirius said holding up his hands, "You look like Christmas just came early, did you get in bed with some bimbo?"
"No better!" James grinned.
Sirius's face fell, he couldn't have possibly....Sirius knew that there were only two things better than sex to James; Quidditch and Lily.
"You talked to Lily?" Sirius said looking impressed, "And what? She didn't run away?"
"Even better," James's grin grew wider, "She kissed me,"
Sirius's eyes grew wide in surprise as he stepped into the kitchen, "That's kind of funny because I was having this dream about-"
"And God Padfoot, she did this thing where she let her hands run up my neck and into my hair," James interrupted him, "It was soo sexy,"
Sirius dropped the cup of pumpkin juice a houself had just given him.
"You're joking," Sirius blushed as the houself stooped to clean the mess, "sorry,"
"No isn't that great?" James cried reaching for the nearest pumpkin pastry.
"Yea," Sirius muttered. In his dream, Lily had ran her hands up his neck and into his hair in the most sexiest way. It had seemed so familiar, so natural to him.
"That's cool man, "Sirius replied looking at James's disappointed look, "So why aren't you up there, you know finishing the job?"
James smirked at him, "Actually she kinda gasped and pushed me away after a few minutes," he sat down heavily on a nearby chair.
"She was probably just confused," Sirius comforted him, but inside his mind was going wild.
"She's confused Ha!" he laughed, "I think I'm still gonna ask her to go to Hogsmede with me though..."
Sirius looked at him,
"Oh we were planning a Hogsmede trip this weekend," James told him, eating another pastry.
"This weekend's no good James, check out the moon," Sirius explained.
James got up at looked out the window that faced the Quidditch Pitch, sure enough the moon that had risen was quite full.
"He already looks, shall I say off color," Sirius laughed.
"Well I'll work it out somehow, but I gotta be with her, I think I finally have a chance," James said happily, "So why are you up?"
"Bad dream," Sirius muttered.
James nodded and grabbed a few more tarts and then made his way to the door, "I'm gonna head back upstairs though, it's getting late, goodnight Sirius,"
"I'd wish you one too, but seems you've already had one," Sirius smiled grabbing his own tarts.
********
Lily rolled around her large bed restlessly.
"Well?" A cruel voice asked.
"They..." a small voice trailed.
"Tell me, you owe everything you know to the great DARK LORD!" the cruel voice hissed, "It is a privilege to stand before me,"
"I...I know my Lord," The voice faltered, "They are in Godrics Hallow, she is pregnant."
"How cute, the perfect little couple, in their perfect protected world, and now she is pregnant," The cruel voice laughed.
"You have done well Wormtail, but I still must remind you to speak quicker in the future," The Dark Lord smiled.
"No, please, My Lord!" Wormtail pleaded.
"Crucio,"
Peter Pettigrew's screams filled Lily's mind as she slept on restlessly.