Haya pep's here's chapter nineteen I hope u all enjoy! And please review this chapter!

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CHAPTER NINETEEN - THE CRAZZY DREAM

I opened my eyes to see darkness . . .nothing. I stood up and looked around to see a dessert, the same desert that myself and my friends had ended up in when they fort Ultimecia, time compression.

"Hello?" no answer,

"Is there anyone there?" No one was there; my worst fear had come true.

I was alone.

"You're not alone!" I turned around it was Seifer.

"Seifer." I through my arms around him but as I did he vanished, "Seifer?"

"Yes?" I turned around he was smiling

"Seifer where are we?" he laughed, "What's so funny?"

"Nothing!"

"Then why where you laughing?"

"It's just I was thinking, what would of happened if we didn't get back to Garden!"

"But we did."

"Did we?" I watched him laugh again then disappear

"Don't go!"

"He'll be back."

"Irvine?"

"I know what your thinking, what's going on?" He smiled,

"Well I don't know, but why don't we find out why you went to the Secret place." The next thing I know I'm watching me run past Seifer.

"I know this, this is when I got attacked by something."

"Ok, but you didn't get attacked straight away..."

"I went to the secret place first."

"Right."

"Ok so what, you're like the ghost of the past or something." I laughed. It's official I'm going mad

"You're not going mad and no I'm not, your dreaming this, your doing this." Me?

"Yes you."

"Would you stop listing to my thoughts?"

"Sorry. Ok could we get back to what we where doing."

"Yeah, sorry." In a split second I was in the secret area, but Irvine was gone, "Irvine?"

"No it's Zell. Hi!"

"...Hi?"

"Yeah so, you watching or what?" I turned to see me run and a few seconds later Seifer run in behind me.

"Selphie, are you ok?" He put a hand on my shoulder, "Selphie?"

"Ye-No, I'm far from ok, I just wish I could forget any of this had ever happened."

"Why do you say that?"

"It doesn't matter."

"It matter's to me. . ." I turned around and looked up at him into his eyes and kissed him. Then quickly pulled make.

"I'm sorry Seifer, I don't know what happened."

"It's o-"

I didn't let him finish I run off.

"Why didn't he tell me I did that?"

"Probably because you didn't remember . . . I don't know?" Then I found myself on a roof of a really, really, really, tall building.

"But we do." It was Rinoa and Quistis

"Yes we do."

"Why?" They started going round and round

"And round." Rinoa continued my thought.

"And round." They both laughed then Seifer, Zell and Irvine came back going round and round. Like a...

"Like a Merry-go-round." Seifer finished my thought

"STOP IT!" I shouted turning round and round

"Stop what?"

"SPINNING ROUND, LISTENING TO MY THOUGHTS, STOP IT!" They all laughed then disappeared. I was breathing heavily and looking around.

"No one..."

"I wouldn't say that!" Squall aped in front of me walking closer and closer making me walk backwards.

"I'm here." I kept walking back then suddenly the edge.

"Sssshhh." He put his finger on my lips then pushed me making me fall from the building. . . .

Fall forever . . .

Seeing faces . . .

Memories . . .

Everything . . . .

My life . . .

My Sweet Memories

Well there's chapter 19 hope u liked I'll update soon^_^