Author's Note: Hey guys! I'm so sorry that it took so long to update! I have been so busy lately since school started and have had barely any extra time. Sorry it's so short, but I just wanted to get something done for you people. This chapter is going to be longer the next time I update, so be sure to check back on this chapter. I already started the next part, so maybe I'll have it up later tonight. Hope you like it. Tell me what you think.
Goodbye To You
The night was dark and dreary, making her even more depressed. The windshield wipers removed the raindrops as they fell from the dark, stormy sky. Tears fell down her tearstained face as she stared blankly at the road while she drove. It was as if she wasn't even driving, but the car instead.
So many thoughts swarmed through Sam's head, but they all had to do with the same thing: John. She wasn't supposed to say goodbye to him. Walking away from him was one of the hardest things she had to do.
She would have been better off if she never had talked to him before she left. Maybe she wouldn't feel this way. Maybe she wouldn't feel so broken up. Maybe she wouldn't feel like her heart had been ripped out and left behind with John. How was she supposed to move on with a part of her still stuck in her past? How could she let go when it wouldn't let go of her?
She was on a journey to find herself. To find who she was, who she wanted to be. How could she do that at a place where there were so many memories? Her old life was there, and if she didn't leave, she would be still living it. She didn't want to be living that life.
But then there was John. She wanted to be with him. He would be the only person that could help her deal with her past and she needed to do that. He understood her. She needed somebody to understand her. Somebody that reminded her she wasn't alone. Somebody to remind her she wasn't the only one.
The argument continued in her brain.
Why did this have to be so damn hard?
She had lost two loves in her life already. She couldn't lose another.
Sam quickly turned her car around and started to head back to where she just came from: John.