Authors Note- A short very sexual tension filled chapter! It doesn't have much relevance to the story, other then their wanting/ needing to have sex, its just a little bit of release from all the other things going on in their lives. PLease read and review!
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Two Am, I swear I have watched the clock tick along, since eleven o'clock. I wrap Carters arms around me tighter, just needing to be close to him right now. I could really use some action though. All the stress, anger, hate... Love, I have pent up really needs to be released. I feel his warm breath on my neck and it makes me smile. I feel so safe, comfortable right now. Bryce is sleeping in his bed now, also safe. It's been an emotional night for everyone. I sigh loudly and notice Carter is starting to move. I turn to look at him, my back against his chest. "Hi." He says groggily. "Hi." I murmur. He blinks and smiles at me, planting a soft kiss on my shoulder. "Don't worry baby, he's safe now." He says slowly kissing my shoulder then making his way up to my neck. "I know." I say rolling over onto my back, as he makes his way on top of me. "I'm glad he's here, I will win tomorrow, Richard will never touch him again." I say matter-of-factly. Carter stops kissing me and looks me in the eye. "I know you will. You deserve your son, not that sorry excuse for a father." He spits. I pull him in closer to me, we kiss softly at first. I don't even know why we started doing this in the first place, we both know it will end the same way it does every other time...Both of us taking cold showers. He starts to go up my shirt, god this feels great. I really just need sex. But I guess if we do, have sex tonight it will just be fucking, not making love like it should be. Hell we can 'make love' later, tonight I just want hot sweaty animal sex. I run my fingers through his short brown hair as he slips me the tongue. I open my mouth and it starts to get increasingly hot in my room...and my pants. I can feel Carter on me, I am ready for this, so is he. Trust me. His hand moves down to my sweat pants, he slips them down. "Oh sorry." We both look over and see Bryce's shadowing moving away from the door. Carter gets off of me, and my sweat pants are now back where they belong, and unfortunately that's not on my bedroom floor. "Bryce. Baby get back here." He walks towards the door, I can tell Carter's about ready for that cold shower. "I just couldn't sleep." He says walking into my room. He sits on the end of the bed probably afraid to walk any further. "You want to sleep in here, Carter can take the couch." I offer. Carter laughs wiping his forehead.
"No- I'm going to watch television in my room." He says standing up.
"Come here you, I want a hug." I say smiling. He walks over to my side of the bed hugging me tightly. "Night Carter." He calls on his way out.
"Good Night." He calls back. He leans over kissing me some more, but softer this time, and slower. "You know-" He starts. "I- uh... I don't know what ever came over me when I first met you, but- I feel like this was meant to be, you know you and me. Bryce, you and me." He swallows hard, not breaking eye contact. His hand still on the back of my neck tracing small circles. I smile nervously curious as to where this is going. "I just- I really don't want to loose you. Either of you. I can't go a day without seeing you anymore. I could be happy man for the rest of my life just lying here with you." I smile at his sweet little blurb. "I just wanted you to know that. Oh and how did I ever life without you?" He leans in for a small, tender kiss.
"I ask my self the same question every night." I respond. He kisses my neck, slow at first, then moves down to my chest. My shirt goes up and over my head, he traces small kisses over my naval. I sigh, oh god. This is it. He comes back up to my mouth and I nod at him. "I want you." He whispers into my ear. I laugh at him.
"You know if we do this it's just going to be fucking." I say smiling seductively. "A meaningless fuck." I laugh.
"No fuck could ever be meaningless with you." He say in all serious ness.
"You say that now," I pull him in for a kiss. I know my son is in the next room, god I hope Carter is quiet in bed, cause I need this bad and nothing will stop me now, a damn marching band could come in here, and I still want to do this. I pull his shirt over his head and start to kiss his chest, his nipples become erect as I kiss around them, I move my hands down to his pants, and yank them down. I bring myself back up to face him. He smiles and we kiss again, this time his hands go down on me. I feel the elastic of my pants making a snap noise. My pants are then discarded and lying on my bedroom floor. FINALLY! Soon my underwear follows, as does his. Our kisses deepen and his hands are going everywhere, well mainly where I want them to go. I reach into my dresser draw, I know I had a condom from a couple months ago, when I had a meaningless fuck, with a friend/co-worker, you know one of those things that just happens. He starts kissing my neck and I can tell its a now or never type of thing. I feel around in my bed side table drawer, no condom. I flick the light on. Carter winces at the sudden brightness. "FUCK!" I say angrily. "Are you kidding me?" Carter asks. I shake my head. I am not on birth control, cause up until now I had no reason to be. "AH!" He says bring his hands up to his face and collapsing on the bed. Well so much for that.
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Two Am, I swear I have watched the clock tick along, since eleven o'clock. I wrap Carters arms around me tighter, just needing to be close to him right now. I could really use some action though. All the stress, anger, hate... Love, I have pent up really needs to be released. I feel his warm breath on my neck and it makes me smile. I feel so safe, comfortable right now. Bryce is sleeping in his bed now, also safe. It's been an emotional night for everyone. I sigh loudly and notice Carter is starting to move. I turn to look at him, my back against his chest. "Hi." He says groggily. "Hi." I murmur. He blinks and smiles at me, planting a soft kiss on my shoulder. "Don't worry baby, he's safe now." He says slowly kissing my shoulder then making his way up to my neck. "I know." I say rolling over onto my back, as he makes his way on top of me. "I'm glad he's here, I will win tomorrow, Richard will never touch him again." I say matter-of-factly. Carter stops kissing me and looks me in the eye. "I know you will. You deserve your son, not that sorry excuse for a father." He spits. I pull him in closer to me, we kiss softly at first. I don't even know why we started doing this in the first place, we both know it will end the same way it does every other time...Both of us taking cold showers. He starts to go up my shirt, god this feels great. I really just need sex. But I guess if we do, have sex tonight it will just be fucking, not making love like it should be. Hell we can 'make love' later, tonight I just want hot sweaty animal sex. I run my fingers through his short brown hair as he slips me the tongue. I open my mouth and it starts to get increasingly hot in my room...and my pants. I can feel Carter on me, I am ready for this, so is he. Trust me. His hand moves down to my sweat pants, he slips them down. "Oh sorry." We both look over and see Bryce's shadowing moving away from the door. Carter gets off of me, and my sweat pants are now back where they belong, and unfortunately that's not on my bedroom floor. "Bryce. Baby get back here." He walks towards the door, I can tell Carter's about ready for that cold shower. "I just couldn't sleep." He says walking into my room. He sits on the end of the bed probably afraid to walk any further. "You want to sleep in here, Carter can take the couch." I offer. Carter laughs wiping his forehead.
"No- I'm going to watch television in my room." He says standing up.
"Come here you, I want a hug." I say smiling. He walks over to my side of the bed hugging me tightly. "Night Carter." He calls on his way out.
"Good Night." He calls back. He leans over kissing me some more, but softer this time, and slower. "You know-" He starts. "I- uh... I don't know what ever came over me when I first met you, but- I feel like this was meant to be, you know you and me. Bryce, you and me." He swallows hard, not breaking eye contact. His hand still on the back of my neck tracing small circles. I smile nervously curious as to where this is going. "I just- I really don't want to loose you. Either of you. I can't go a day without seeing you anymore. I could be happy man for the rest of my life just lying here with you." I smile at his sweet little blurb. "I just wanted you to know that. Oh and how did I ever life without you?" He leans in for a small, tender kiss.
"I ask my self the same question every night." I respond. He kisses my neck, slow at first, then moves down to my chest. My shirt goes up and over my head, he traces small kisses over my naval. I sigh, oh god. This is it. He comes back up to my mouth and I nod at him. "I want you." He whispers into my ear. I laugh at him.
"You know if we do this it's just going to be fucking." I say smiling seductively. "A meaningless fuck." I laugh.
"No fuck could ever be meaningless with you." He say in all serious ness.
"You say that now," I pull him in for a kiss. I know my son is in the next room, god I hope Carter is quiet in bed, cause I need this bad and nothing will stop me now, a damn marching band could come in here, and I still want to do this. I pull his shirt over his head and start to kiss his chest, his nipples become erect as I kiss around them, I move my hands down to his pants, and yank them down. I bring myself back up to face him. He smiles and we kiss again, this time his hands go down on me. I feel the elastic of my pants making a snap noise. My pants are then discarded and lying on my bedroom floor. FINALLY! Soon my underwear follows, as does his. Our kisses deepen and his hands are going everywhere, well mainly where I want them to go. I reach into my dresser draw, I know I had a condom from a couple months ago, when I had a meaningless fuck, with a friend/co-worker, you know one of those things that just happens. He starts kissing my neck and I can tell its a now or never type of thing. I feel around in my bed side table drawer, no condom. I flick the light on. Carter winces at the sudden brightness. "FUCK!" I say angrily. "Are you kidding me?" Carter asks. I shake my head. I am not on birth control, cause up until now I had no reason to be. "AH!" He says bring his hands up to his face and collapsing on the bed. Well so much for that.