Authors Note: Hey, I'm baaaack! @.@ sorry, still dizzy from last chapter.
Oh, to those who are wondering Kaiba and Joey are still virgins, well, gay
virgins. What they did is for you guys to imagine and me to not. Also, this
has been unedited .
AND A HUGE SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! I HAD THIS CHAPTER DONE BUT MY EDITOR FORGOT ABOUT ME AND I UNDERSTAND SO I JUST FORGOT. SORRIES!
Plus, my life kinda went weird over the summer. So, I'm sorry.
Disclaimer: I disclaim my self of ever owning anything, this computer isn't mine. I borrowed it from Pinkie who is standing right next to me wondering if she could ever get to use the computer.
Forgiving Desire
Chapter 4 To Be Together
*Second Day 5:00 p.m.*
Kaiba awoke to the sound of someone knocking on the door, 'Oh, crap! No one could see me like this! I mean if anybody found out the cold heartless CEO was in love with a little puppy, I wouldn't be treated like a boss anymore.'
"Who is it?"
"It's Yugi, hey Kaiba open the door."
Kaiba looked around and quickly fixed up the room. Him and Joey still didn't have there clothes on, he grabbed at all the articles of clothing stuffing them on the bed, then he spread the blanket over Joey making sure nothing was showing. Then he got a towel and wrapped it around his waist.
Kaiba opened the door giving Yugi a cold look, "What do you want?"
Yugi gave a cheerful smile showing just how innocent he was, "Ummm, I want to see Joey."
"No, he's asleep."
"Oh well, at least how is he?"
Kaiba took a deep breath feeling a slight blush come across his face, "He's fine, look Yugi, get out of here. He needs his rest."
"Oh, okay."
Kaiba closed the door and felt himself go in nervous laughter, something he never did in public. Kaiba just shrugged it off still feeling a slight smile on his face. He stepped into the shower and let whatever temperature water flow down his body, 'Joey, how is it I could care for someone so much, to love one person this much shouldn't be possible. But, I feel like I just used him for... No, I refuse to do anything with him until I get to know him better. Seto Kaiba, you always respected yourself for being able to handle a situation. Today though, you lost control, over one man, one boy.'
Kaiba continued to scold himself as he stepped outside the mini bathroom and was brought aback at the sight of Joey sitting at the side of his bed and having his clothes on. Kaiba unsure on what to do picked up another set of clothes (without a trench coat o.0) and changed into them. When he got his clothes on he sat next to Joey and put his arm around his shoulders. Kaiba then found himself leaning his head against Joey's left shoulder. When Kaiba felt himself about to close his eyes something shocked him. An arm pushed him to the floor making Kaiba land with an oof.
Kaiba looked at Joey with betrayed eyes, "Joey?"
Joey looked down at someone he told himself he deeply cared about all the time and said, "What we did was wrong. I mean, I hate you! I hate you and I could never stand of ever being with you. I don't know why I did what I did, I'm sorry Kaiba. You have to understand I'm sorry for ever messing with your feelings. "
Joey fought back tears but found it pointless and decided to let it fall freely, 'Joey, what the fuck are doing! I mean you always wanted him, you always desired him, and you now have him! But, what are you doing, what are you doing? Your telling him you don't want him and never wanted him!"
Kaiba stared at Joey trying to find something on his face that showed he didn't mean what he said, 'He can't mean it, he couldn't have meant that. I mean what we did has to mean something! He couldn't have done all that with me and I not mean anything with him.'
Kaiba just continued to tell himself this but then a new feeling came in him, he clenched his fist and found himself talking through also clenched teeth, "You weak bastared! I mean damn you."
Joey looked up with pleading eyes, "I'm sorry-"
Kaiba felt blood rushing through his body and yelled back, "Your sorry, that's all you have to say to me, your sorry!" Kaiba felt even madder but felt his voice get a little more caring, "Your sorry? I mean, Joey.... how could you even do something like that? I really do love you..."
"Well, I don't!" Joey felt an emotion he couldn't describe, something that he wished he couldn't feel, "Look, I wont tell anyone okay."
Kaiba want sure on what to do. During this whole argument all his lover or ex-lover did was sit on that same spot.
Kaiba walked over towards the door and yelled, "I'm going to dinner."
*Second Day 5:30 p.m.*
~Cafeteria~
Kaiba sat at one of the benches that no one sat at and silently ate to himself, 'How could he? How could he? I did something, I showed him myself but he just rejected me! So, this is why I've always been so scared to open up to people. The feeling of rejection is....'
Kaiba quickly jumped out of the cafeteria and ran to an empty corner and there cried to himself praying no one found him but a little blond puppy. Still though, he hoped his blond puppy didn't come and he would never have to see him again.
~Cabin~
Joey still sat at the same spot on the bed having a mental argument with himself, 'Is what I did right, telling Kaiba all those things. Yeah, I guess, I mean what we did was wrong but, how come it felt so right? If I did make the right choice how come I told Kaiba those things about me hating him?'
Before Joey was able to ask himself another set of questions Kaiba walked in. Also to Joey's surprise Kaiba sat right next to him and said, "Joey look at me and answer these questions."
Joey turned his head and stared at Kaiba's red puffy eyes as he asked him his first question, "Why did you tell me to look you in the eye and tell you how I felt about you?"
Joey looked down but felt Kaiba's strong hands force him to look back up but they way he was forced seemed more gentle then forceful, "Kaiba, I don't know. I had this feeling that ya liked me and all but I didn't think all too much about it."
Kaiba nodded still looking Joey in the eye and said, "Then why did you let me do that to you?"
Joey tried to look down but felt Kaiba's hands under his chin , "I don't know. But what we did was wrong!"
"Everything seems wrong at one point."
Joey looked at Kaiba trying to find same way to respond and only found one, "Whata bout one plus one. Wont it always equal two?"
"Sure, I mean even though math has been logged into our brain I guess one plus one won't seem to equal up, but I'm talking about us."
"Two is us."
Kaiba looked at Joey trying to find an answer to all of this but said, "Maybe, but things sometimes will always feel wrong. If two is us, then it is right. No matter how you look at it, it will always be right."
Kaiba watched Joey hoping he would give him a response and when he didn't Kaiba said, "I'm going to bed."
Kaiba grabbed his clothes and changed into his pajama's. After he finished changing he stepped into his bed not turning off the lights waiting for Joey.
As he started to drift off to sleep he heard the sounds of shuffling clothes and then the lights went out, 'At least Joey turned them off, it was making it harder to sleep."
After the lights were turned off he felt someone crawl into the bed with him. At first Kaiba was too shocked to say anything but smiled as he felt arms making his arms wrap around a warm blond puppy. Kaiba continued to smile to himself as he muttered a name, "Joey."
To his surprise the person in his arms responded, "I'm not Joey, I'm Yugi."
Authors Note: Kay, your all like wtf, right? Well, I'm joking ^_^v, let's all just go back to the part where Kaiba mutters Joey's name.
Kaiba continued to smile to himself as he muttered a name, "Joey."
To his surprise the person in his arm's responded, "Yeah?"
"Why did you change your mind?"
"I thought about it and figured that what you said was right, about things always feeling wrong at one point."
Kaiba gave a small smile and kissed his puppy and said, "Thank you."
Authors Note: Sorry about that little joke. Couldn't resist. Please review, and yeah, go ahead and yell at me, just review. Thankies! Please review!
AND A HUGE SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! I HAD THIS CHAPTER DONE BUT MY EDITOR FORGOT ABOUT ME AND I UNDERSTAND SO I JUST FORGOT. SORRIES!
Plus, my life kinda went weird over the summer. So, I'm sorry.
Disclaimer: I disclaim my self of ever owning anything, this computer isn't mine. I borrowed it from Pinkie who is standing right next to me wondering if she could ever get to use the computer.
Forgiving Desire
Chapter 4 To Be Together
*Second Day 5:00 p.m.*
Kaiba awoke to the sound of someone knocking on the door, 'Oh, crap! No one could see me like this! I mean if anybody found out the cold heartless CEO was in love with a little puppy, I wouldn't be treated like a boss anymore.'
"Who is it?"
"It's Yugi, hey Kaiba open the door."
Kaiba looked around and quickly fixed up the room. Him and Joey still didn't have there clothes on, he grabbed at all the articles of clothing stuffing them on the bed, then he spread the blanket over Joey making sure nothing was showing. Then he got a towel and wrapped it around his waist.
Kaiba opened the door giving Yugi a cold look, "What do you want?"
Yugi gave a cheerful smile showing just how innocent he was, "Ummm, I want to see Joey."
"No, he's asleep."
"Oh well, at least how is he?"
Kaiba took a deep breath feeling a slight blush come across his face, "He's fine, look Yugi, get out of here. He needs his rest."
"Oh, okay."
Kaiba closed the door and felt himself go in nervous laughter, something he never did in public. Kaiba just shrugged it off still feeling a slight smile on his face. He stepped into the shower and let whatever temperature water flow down his body, 'Joey, how is it I could care for someone so much, to love one person this much shouldn't be possible. But, I feel like I just used him for... No, I refuse to do anything with him until I get to know him better. Seto Kaiba, you always respected yourself for being able to handle a situation. Today though, you lost control, over one man, one boy.'
Kaiba continued to scold himself as he stepped outside the mini bathroom and was brought aback at the sight of Joey sitting at the side of his bed and having his clothes on. Kaiba unsure on what to do picked up another set of clothes (without a trench coat o.0) and changed into them. When he got his clothes on he sat next to Joey and put his arm around his shoulders. Kaiba then found himself leaning his head against Joey's left shoulder. When Kaiba felt himself about to close his eyes something shocked him. An arm pushed him to the floor making Kaiba land with an oof.
Kaiba looked at Joey with betrayed eyes, "Joey?"
Joey looked down at someone he told himself he deeply cared about all the time and said, "What we did was wrong. I mean, I hate you! I hate you and I could never stand of ever being with you. I don't know why I did what I did, I'm sorry Kaiba. You have to understand I'm sorry for ever messing with your feelings. "
Joey fought back tears but found it pointless and decided to let it fall freely, 'Joey, what the fuck are doing! I mean you always wanted him, you always desired him, and you now have him! But, what are you doing, what are you doing? Your telling him you don't want him and never wanted him!"
Kaiba stared at Joey trying to find something on his face that showed he didn't mean what he said, 'He can't mean it, he couldn't have meant that. I mean what we did has to mean something! He couldn't have done all that with me and I not mean anything with him.'
Kaiba just continued to tell himself this but then a new feeling came in him, he clenched his fist and found himself talking through also clenched teeth, "You weak bastared! I mean damn you."
Joey looked up with pleading eyes, "I'm sorry-"
Kaiba felt blood rushing through his body and yelled back, "Your sorry, that's all you have to say to me, your sorry!" Kaiba felt even madder but felt his voice get a little more caring, "Your sorry? I mean, Joey.... how could you even do something like that? I really do love you..."
"Well, I don't!" Joey felt an emotion he couldn't describe, something that he wished he couldn't feel, "Look, I wont tell anyone okay."
Kaiba want sure on what to do. During this whole argument all his lover or ex-lover did was sit on that same spot.
Kaiba walked over towards the door and yelled, "I'm going to dinner."
*Second Day 5:30 p.m.*
~Cafeteria~
Kaiba sat at one of the benches that no one sat at and silently ate to himself, 'How could he? How could he? I did something, I showed him myself but he just rejected me! So, this is why I've always been so scared to open up to people. The feeling of rejection is....'
Kaiba quickly jumped out of the cafeteria and ran to an empty corner and there cried to himself praying no one found him but a little blond puppy. Still though, he hoped his blond puppy didn't come and he would never have to see him again.
~Cabin~
Joey still sat at the same spot on the bed having a mental argument with himself, 'Is what I did right, telling Kaiba all those things. Yeah, I guess, I mean what we did was wrong but, how come it felt so right? If I did make the right choice how come I told Kaiba those things about me hating him?'
Before Joey was able to ask himself another set of questions Kaiba walked in. Also to Joey's surprise Kaiba sat right next to him and said, "Joey look at me and answer these questions."
Joey turned his head and stared at Kaiba's red puffy eyes as he asked him his first question, "Why did you tell me to look you in the eye and tell you how I felt about you?"
Joey looked down but felt Kaiba's strong hands force him to look back up but they way he was forced seemed more gentle then forceful, "Kaiba, I don't know. I had this feeling that ya liked me and all but I didn't think all too much about it."
Kaiba nodded still looking Joey in the eye and said, "Then why did you let me do that to you?"
Joey tried to look down but felt Kaiba's hands under his chin , "I don't know. But what we did was wrong!"
"Everything seems wrong at one point."
Joey looked at Kaiba trying to find same way to respond and only found one, "Whata bout one plus one. Wont it always equal two?"
"Sure, I mean even though math has been logged into our brain I guess one plus one won't seem to equal up, but I'm talking about us."
"Two is us."
Kaiba looked at Joey trying to find an answer to all of this but said, "Maybe, but things sometimes will always feel wrong. If two is us, then it is right. No matter how you look at it, it will always be right."
Kaiba watched Joey hoping he would give him a response and when he didn't Kaiba said, "I'm going to bed."
Kaiba grabbed his clothes and changed into his pajama's. After he finished changing he stepped into his bed not turning off the lights waiting for Joey.
As he started to drift off to sleep he heard the sounds of shuffling clothes and then the lights went out, 'At least Joey turned them off, it was making it harder to sleep."
After the lights were turned off he felt someone crawl into the bed with him. At first Kaiba was too shocked to say anything but smiled as he felt arms making his arms wrap around a warm blond puppy. Kaiba continued to smile to himself as he muttered a name, "Joey."
To his surprise the person in his arms responded, "I'm not Joey, I'm Yugi."
Authors Note: Kay, your all like wtf, right? Well, I'm joking ^_^v, let's all just go back to the part where Kaiba mutters Joey's name.
Kaiba continued to smile to himself as he muttered a name, "Joey."
To his surprise the person in his arm's responded, "Yeah?"
"Why did you change your mind?"
"I thought about it and figured that what you said was right, about things always feeling wrong at one point."
Kaiba gave a small smile and kissed his puppy and said, "Thank you."
Authors Note: Sorry about that little joke. Couldn't resist. Please review, and yeah, go ahead and yell at me, just review. Thankies! Please review!