Authors Note- Sorry I have not updated in a while, I had a busy new years eve which left me with being tired and getting ready for new years eve and not having time to update this fic... I did try yesterday but ff.net was being weird and wouldn't let me update I don't know what was going on there but its happened a few times before anyways, after two days without posting I am finally posting. I will probably post a few more times today as a treat for neglecting my updating! Thanks for reading I hope you all had a great new years eve and happy NEW YEARS!!! 2004 here we come... Hopefully carby will be married by the end of it:D!
"Oh god, I don't know what the hell has happened to me." I look up at John pushing my hair out of my face, he sits back against the couch, I do the same. His arm flops around me, I lean into him resting my head on his shoulder. "I just- you-" He shakes his head, "I can't believe you kissed someone" He pushes his hair back sighing.
"Carter, I didn't." I look over at him.
"Yes you did." He shakes his head.
"No, he kissed me. He didn't even hit my mouth, it wasn't reciprocated. It was disgusting, I spent the whole night worrying about you. I thought it would come to this and I got so depressed I decided to drink. Drink all my unhappiness away." He looks at me, a bit unsure. "Why are you telling me all this?" His voice quiet.
"Because I love you. I love you more then any one, or anything." Tears keep streaming down my face, he wraps his arm around me tighter, pulling me onto his lap. "I love you too. I am sorry I didn't tell you about not wanting to go to Susan's. I just needed to get away from everything for one night, you know all the hiding from each other." He kisses my neck. "I won't hide from you, I just need sometime I guess." I push my hair back and lean my head onto Carter's shoulder, looking at the bedroom door. "We are hurting him as much as we are hurting each other." I sigh.
"Yeah, sometimes I wonder if its worth all the pain we are causing, then I remember it is you, and you are worth anything. I just wish we could leave him out of it." He wraps his arms tighter around my waist. "Maybe we should." I state.
"What?"
"We, could uh- well make a deal, any fight we have, that's about us. Your drinking, or you kissing another guy, or whatever the case may be. We talk about it you and I, and we leave his name out of everything." I explain.
"Deal!" He kisses my cheek. "We should go talk to him."
"I know, we are destroying him." I get up, and Carter follows.
Walking into the bedroom Bryce is covered from head to toe in blankets. "Go away." His tiny voice says. I walk over to the side of the bed, lifting the covers off of him to see his tear stained face. "Not feeling good baby?" I rub his cheek. He flinches at my touch. "Bryce, honey." I sit down on his bed, and he looks at me. "I am sorry you had to hear that."
"You shouldn't be sorry about that, you should be sorry that you cheated on Carter and are an alcoholic again." He spits at me.
"Hey, hey." Carter interjects, sitting down behind me. "She didn't cheat on me Bryce. A man kissed your mother, more forced himself on her." This was the truth, I felt so dirty after, and I'd much rather my ten year old not know this, but I think he has to in this case. "Why would he do that?" He asks quite disgusted.
"Some men are just like that, when a women won't give them what they want they force themselves on them." Carter explains.
"Like rape?" Bryce answers.
"Something like that, but less traumatizing." I add. Bryce looks at me, a little gleam of hope in his eyes. "Are you okay?" He grabs my hand and yawns. "Yes I am sweetie." I lean down and kiss his hot forehead. "Jesus, you are hot Bryce." I say moving away. Carter reaches forward and feels nodding in agreement. "So you are drinking again?" He has to bring this up, this wouldn't have happened if we had put Bryce in his bed instead of ours, yes I said ours. "Once. I am going to go to meetings though. I am not sick anymore." I rub the back of his hand soothingly. "But, I am going to go get some help to make sure I don't get sick again." I reassure him. He smiles at me, He has had a tough day, being sick and then hearing us fight. "I am tired, I just want to sleep." He is dosing in out of sleep. "Okay, we will go and let you sleep." Carter says grabbing me around the waist and lifting me out of the room. He laughs watching us go.
We get out of the room and he pins me up against the wall planting kisses along my neck. "I never want to fight with you like this again." He says in between kisses.
"I agree." I wrap my arms around his waist, pulling him in closer to me. His lips make there way up to my mouth, planting soft, tender kisses on my lips. He pulls away slowly sucking on my bottom lip. "My beds taken." I sigh.
"The kitchen table isn't." He smiles seductively, and leads me by the hand over to the fridge, he grabs my ass and pins me up against the fridge, the kisses, running down lower then my neck now. He runs his fingers around my waist and slowly lifts my shirt up, tracing small patterns on my stomach with his fingers as he does so. His lips finding mine. Every second my shirt is lifted a bit higher, his hands reaching up underneath, slowly moving up to my breasts, his right hand massaging, his left on my ass. I slowly kiss his neck and he responds with a soft moan, I look him in the eye, he smiles, and I know this will definitely be happening. My shirt goes over my head, and he makes his way down my chest, leaving a trail of kisses along the way. My bra is slowly un hooked and dropped to the floor as my nipple are caressed by his tongue, I reach down and un buckle his belt, then move my hands up to rip his shirt from his body. He lifts his arms up and off the shirt comes. I run my hands up and down his chest as he goes back to working on my nipples. I move my hands back down to his belt buckle, and roughly unbuckle it. "OH MY GOD." We both stop and look at a shocked Bryce. His face red with embarrassment, as he high tails it to his own room this time. "AHHH!" He screams. We both look at each other out of breath, and horny, but with a ten year old whose sex life is probably ruined because of this. "I can never go back in that room, god knows how many times you've done it there!" He screeches from his bedroom. "Now the kitchen? I eat there. The only pure place in this house is ruined." Carter starts to laugh, and I lean against his chest. Poor Bryce. I wanted that pretty badly too. Carter leans down picking up our clothes and handing mine to me. We put them on, on the way too his room. Carter opens the door, his face is in his pillow. "Bryce." I whisper.
"I can't believe that." He whispers. "Ah- I didn't-" He can't even finish his sentence. "Bryce, Look." Carter starts. He rolls over and looks at us.
"Well, I'm glad you decided to put clothes on. I'm sorry I just wanted some water, I'm glad your not fighting, I hoped you would make up, not make out, on my fridge." He shakes his head. "Go back to your- I guess business."
"Bryce-" I start.
"I'm fine mom." He rolls onto his side and closes his eyes, I'm sure the image is burned into his mind though. Carter grabs my hand and off we go, back to the bedroom.
***REVIEW RESPONSES***
honeybear1- Thank you, we work hard at the fighint- making up thing.
Amanda- hehehe i know and we didnt even have any plans like this when we first started out. We just had the basics like Abby would start her residency at county, carter and she would not get along, and Bryce would love Carter, they would eventually hook up and that would be that. But it turned into this big eleborate fic lol, that we love writing.
hyperpiper91- Thank you- yeah Abby isn't drinking in that chapter, Carter hes a man if he wasnt a jerk from time to time i would really be concerned lol... wheres the dude?
MrsWyle- heh. somtimes abby can be hard to pity lol.
Nat- I wouild like to tell you the angst stops, but I don't want to lie to you
HardcoreCarbyFan- hehe I know holdinghands is cute
ER-Carby-Luva- thank you... I think this will be the only update today :(... don't worry everything will be okay, maybe not right away, but it will. We are ending the fic soon though, because we want to end it while we still like it. (don't we are at like chapter 97)
carbylobsterandavrilfan- don't worry this chapter and the next should make you feel better.
Allie- I really don't think that words in her vocabulary at the moment
Tilde8884- Don't worry it will be okay soon. Fuzz rocks
Carterbabe- hehehehe
CamilaC- awww thats so sweet... she really knows how to write doesn't she... (I write odd chapters, Sylvia writes even)
Tilde8884 (CHP 51)- awww angst can be good though... its neat to see them work it out...Yeah it was crazy not to tell him about the kiss, it was probably hard though.
hyperpiper91 (CHP 51)- Dude, hows it going? I'm sorry I made you cry, it wasn't my intention, okay maybe it was, a little lol. Fuzzy Carter might be able to be arranged, but I am warning it could take a while before he's back in full throtle.
carbylobsterandavrilfan (CHP 51) - Yeah he has some reason to be upset, but yeah know men they can be weird sometimes.
Amanda (CHAP 51)- Yup, yup, yup!
Lucy- haha yeah she is a little crazy right now, but we all have those moments.
CamilaC- me too ugly things need to be tlaked about... thanks we try to make it as realistic as possible.
Mickey- If they were happy all of the time it would not be very realistic cause no one is always happy. I know Abby is kind of hateable right hnow, but 'how the tables can turn' Don't worry the Carby love is coming.
JanBry- Haha you are so right lol, you can't take sides they are both dicking aorund, I guess yuo could take Bryce's side, he's sorta getting the crappy end of the stick,
CARBYforever- lol thanks I am soooooo glad you love our story so much, unfortunetly all good things must end :(
IDontWriteIJustRead- hey you, I was wondering where you went to, I am so use to your reviews, you might have told me you were oging away but I forgot :( I'm sorry so many ppl going away. Yeah the drinkning came into play a bit, yeah I find Carter needs to get off his high horse sometimes in the show too... Yeah well the kiss thing, he is a man and well they do over react, wow thats sexist of me, lol, anyways yah I guess he was a little peeved I don't think he is all that sur ehow much Abby loves him, he is a little insecure in that feel.
kate- Hey I'm glad you still love the story :D... i am sorry that i haven't posted in a while... busy last couple of days this usually doesn't happen to me, I tried posting new years eve but ff.net was being funny for me and I couldnt get it up. :(
Caitlin015- yah sometimes grown ups need to grow up lol.
Ashley- Thanks! Don't worry we have a really long one coming up soon.
***PREVIEW***
"Well, Dr. Carter, I'm all yours."
That's my cue. Okay so I promised to be gentle. I will be. Maybe next time. Right now I need her. Hard. Fast. Crazy.
I start to kiss around her nipple. "Well I promise not to hurt you."
She starts to laugh. "Get on with it, honey, I'm horny and tired."
"Oh god, I don't know what the hell has happened to me." I look up at John pushing my hair out of my face, he sits back against the couch, I do the same. His arm flops around me, I lean into him resting my head on his shoulder. "I just- you-" He shakes his head, "I can't believe you kissed someone" He pushes his hair back sighing.
"Carter, I didn't." I look over at him.
"Yes you did." He shakes his head.
"No, he kissed me. He didn't even hit my mouth, it wasn't reciprocated. It was disgusting, I spent the whole night worrying about you. I thought it would come to this and I got so depressed I decided to drink. Drink all my unhappiness away." He looks at me, a bit unsure. "Why are you telling me all this?" His voice quiet.
"Because I love you. I love you more then any one, or anything." Tears keep streaming down my face, he wraps his arm around me tighter, pulling me onto his lap. "I love you too. I am sorry I didn't tell you about not wanting to go to Susan's. I just needed to get away from everything for one night, you know all the hiding from each other." He kisses my neck. "I won't hide from you, I just need sometime I guess." I push my hair back and lean my head onto Carter's shoulder, looking at the bedroom door. "We are hurting him as much as we are hurting each other." I sigh.
"Yeah, sometimes I wonder if its worth all the pain we are causing, then I remember it is you, and you are worth anything. I just wish we could leave him out of it." He wraps his arms tighter around my waist. "Maybe we should." I state.
"What?"
"We, could uh- well make a deal, any fight we have, that's about us. Your drinking, or you kissing another guy, or whatever the case may be. We talk about it you and I, and we leave his name out of everything." I explain.
"Deal!" He kisses my cheek. "We should go talk to him."
"I know, we are destroying him." I get up, and Carter follows.
Walking into the bedroom Bryce is covered from head to toe in blankets. "Go away." His tiny voice says. I walk over to the side of the bed, lifting the covers off of him to see his tear stained face. "Not feeling good baby?" I rub his cheek. He flinches at my touch. "Bryce, honey." I sit down on his bed, and he looks at me. "I am sorry you had to hear that."
"You shouldn't be sorry about that, you should be sorry that you cheated on Carter and are an alcoholic again." He spits at me.
"Hey, hey." Carter interjects, sitting down behind me. "She didn't cheat on me Bryce. A man kissed your mother, more forced himself on her." This was the truth, I felt so dirty after, and I'd much rather my ten year old not know this, but I think he has to in this case. "Why would he do that?" He asks quite disgusted.
"Some men are just like that, when a women won't give them what they want they force themselves on them." Carter explains.
"Like rape?" Bryce answers.
"Something like that, but less traumatizing." I add. Bryce looks at me, a little gleam of hope in his eyes. "Are you okay?" He grabs my hand and yawns. "Yes I am sweetie." I lean down and kiss his hot forehead. "Jesus, you are hot Bryce." I say moving away. Carter reaches forward and feels nodding in agreement. "So you are drinking again?" He has to bring this up, this wouldn't have happened if we had put Bryce in his bed instead of ours, yes I said ours. "Once. I am going to go to meetings though. I am not sick anymore." I rub the back of his hand soothingly. "But, I am going to go get some help to make sure I don't get sick again." I reassure him. He smiles at me, He has had a tough day, being sick and then hearing us fight. "I am tired, I just want to sleep." He is dosing in out of sleep. "Okay, we will go and let you sleep." Carter says grabbing me around the waist and lifting me out of the room. He laughs watching us go.
We get out of the room and he pins me up against the wall planting kisses along my neck. "I never want to fight with you like this again." He says in between kisses.
"I agree." I wrap my arms around his waist, pulling him in closer to me. His lips make there way up to my mouth, planting soft, tender kisses on my lips. He pulls away slowly sucking on my bottom lip. "My beds taken." I sigh.
"The kitchen table isn't." He smiles seductively, and leads me by the hand over to the fridge, he grabs my ass and pins me up against the fridge, the kisses, running down lower then my neck now. He runs his fingers around my waist and slowly lifts my shirt up, tracing small patterns on my stomach with his fingers as he does so. His lips finding mine. Every second my shirt is lifted a bit higher, his hands reaching up underneath, slowly moving up to my breasts, his right hand massaging, his left on my ass. I slowly kiss his neck and he responds with a soft moan, I look him in the eye, he smiles, and I know this will definitely be happening. My shirt goes over my head, and he makes his way down my chest, leaving a trail of kisses along the way. My bra is slowly un hooked and dropped to the floor as my nipple are caressed by his tongue, I reach down and un buckle his belt, then move my hands up to rip his shirt from his body. He lifts his arms up and off the shirt comes. I run my hands up and down his chest as he goes back to working on my nipples. I move my hands back down to his belt buckle, and roughly unbuckle it. "OH MY GOD." We both stop and look at a shocked Bryce. His face red with embarrassment, as he high tails it to his own room this time. "AHHH!" He screams. We both look at each other out of breath, and horny, but with a ten year old whose sex life is probably ruined because of this. "I can never go back in that room, god knows how many times you've done it there!" He screeches from his bedroom. "Now the kitchen? I eat there. The only pure place in this house is ruined." Carter starts to laugh, and I lean against his chest. Poor Bryce. I wanted that pretty badly too. Carter leans down picking up our clothes and handing mine to me. We put them on, on the way too his room. Carter opens the door, his face is in his pillow. "Bryce." I whisper.
"I can't believe that." He whispers. "Ah- I didn't-" He can't even finish his sentence. "Bryce, Look." Carter starts. He rolls over and looks at us.
"Well, I'm glad you decided to put clothes on. I'm sorry I just wanted some water, I'm glad your not fighting, I hoped you would make up, not make out, on my fridge." He shakes his head. "Go back to your- I guess business."
"Bryce-" I start.
"I'm fine mom." He rolls onto his side and closes his eyes, I'm sure the image is burned into his mind though. Carter grabs my hand and off we go, back to the bedroom.
***REVIEW RESPONSES***
honeybear1- Thank you, we work hard at the fighint- making up thing.
Amanda- hehehe i know and we didnt even have any plans like this when we first started out. We just had the basics like Abby would start her residency at county, carter and she would not get along, and Bryce would love Carter, they would eventually hook up and that would be that. But it turned into this big eleborate fic lol, that we love writing.
hyperpiper91- Thank you- yeah Abby isn't drinking in that chapter, Carter hes a man if he wasnt a jerk from time to time i would really be concerned lol... wheres the dude?
MrsWyle- heh. somtimes abby can be hard to pity lol.
Nat- I wouild like to tell you the angst stops, but I don't want to lie to you
HardcoreCarbyFan- hehe I know holdinghands is cute
ER-Carby-Luva- thank you... I think this will be the only update today :(... don't worry everything will be okay, maybe not right away, but it will. We are ending the fic soon though, because we want to end it while we still like it. (don't we are at like chapter 97)
carbylobsterandavrilfan- don't worry this chapter and the next should make you feel better.
Allie- I really don't think that words in her vocabulary at the moment
Tilde8884- Don't worry it will be okay soon. Fuzz rocks
Carterbabe- hehehehe
CamilaC- awww thats so sweet... she really knows how to write doesn't she... (I write odd chapters, Sylvia writes even)
Tilde8884 (CHP 51)- awww angst can be good though... its neat to see them work it out...Yeah it was crazy not to tell him about the kiss, it was probably hard though.
hyperpiper91 (CHP 51)- Dude, hows it going? I'm sorry I made you cry, it wasn't my intention, okay maybe it was, a little lol. Fuzzy Carter might be able to be arranged, but I am warning it could take a while before he's back in full throtle.
carbylobsterandavrilfan (CHP 51) - Yeah he has some reason to be upset, but yeah know men they can be weird sometimes.
Amanda (CHAP 51)- Yup, yup, yup!
Lucy- haha yeah she is a little crazy right now, but we all have those moments.
CamilaC- me too ugly things need to be tlaked about... thanks we try to make it as realistic as possible.
Mickey- If they were happy all of the time it would not be very realistic cause no one is always happy. I know Abby is kind of hateable right hnow, but 'how the tables can turn' Don't worry the Carby love is coming.
JanBry- Haha you are so right lol, you can't take sides they are both dicking aorund, I guess yuo could take Bryce's side, he's sorta getting the crappy end of the stick,
CARBYforever- lol thanks I am soooooo glad you love our story so much, unfortunetly all good things must end :(
IDontWriteIJustRead- hey you, I was wondering where you went to, I am so use to your reviews, you might have told me you were oging away but I forgot :( I'm sorry so many ppl going away. Yeah the drinkning came into play a bit, yeah I find Carter needs to get off his high horse sometimes in the show too... Yeah well the kiss thing, he is a man and well they do over react, wow thats sexist of me, lol, anyways yah I guess he was a little peeved I don't think he is all that sur ehow much Abby loves him, he is a little insecure in that feel.
kate- Hey I'm glad you still love the story :D... i am sorry that i haven't posted in a while... busy last couple of days this usually doesn't happen to me, I tried posting new years eve but ff.net was being funny for me and I couldnt get it up. :(
Caitlin015- yah sometimes grown ups need to grow up lol.
Ashley- Thanks! Don't worry we have a really long one coming up soon.
***PREVIEW***
"Well, Dr. Carter, I'm all yours."
That's my cue. Okay so I promised to be gentle. I will be. Maybe next time. Right now I need her. Hard. Fast. Crazy.
I start to kiss around her nipple. "Well I promise not to hurt you."
She starts to laugh. "Get on with it, honey, I'm horny and tired."