crzymagic8ball()- Yeah, I have no clue why I did that... Maybe I'll figure it out while writing this chapter. Thanks for your review.

Wolfgirl333- What language was that compliment in? French? Wouldn't it be awful? Due to the fact that he constantly feels guilty. Actually the story is going to end in probably less than seven chapters unless I get a brainwave. Thank you for you reveiw.

Mithros- I take it that your not a Relena fan. She is indeed Relena. Actually Heero probably won't kill Relena. In fact she probably won't die. Yes, poor Heero, I think we all agree that I've really tortured Heero. Thanks for your review.

Sakura123- Oh. Yeah I've seen Endless Waltz, I actually own the dvd, so I have both the OAV and Movie Versions. Baronet? Yes, they left Noin to die a horrible and gruesome death. I know I'm evil. To find out about Noin, read this chapter. Happy New Year to you too (I'm a day late, so what). I like the quote. Thanks for reviewing.

Chapter 18

I remember the day this started...

It wasn't the day I stood watching the crowds celebrate the end of the war...

Nor the day the soldiers started being killed...

Nor the day the SFF (Secret Fighter Finders) were founded...

It was the day that the police were killed...

The day they were lined up in their crisp blue uniforms and shot down...

The day the streets ran with the world's protectors blood...

The day that started this police action is the day that the police died...

How ironic...

How sad...

Duo's God has a twisted sense of humor if he's truly real.

I'm starting to believe that He is...

Otherwise there would be more chaos...

More death...

More destruction...

This had to have been planned by a higher being...

One with a very warped sense of humor...

Or am I lying to myself?

Have I fallen into the age old trap of wanting to believe that I can be forgiven?

I found out why they kept Noin, and what has happened to her since the semi-successful escape attempt.

She was kept, as they were trying to get her to spy for them...

Trying to see if there was a rebellion left...

And if so how, when, and where we were going to attack...

Trying to get her to sabotage us from the inside...

And at the same time hurt us mentally after we were caught by knowing we were betrayed by one of us.

Noin is dead...

They overdosed on the amount of drugs she was suppose to have...

It wouldn't normally have been deadly, but combined with her wounds...

It was fatal...

Zechs is in despair...

He blames himself...

It's taking all of Quatre's empathic efforts combined with Sally's sedatives...

He's wrong...

But he won't listen...

Who is truly at fault?

Is it anyone's fault?

I don't think history will ever know...

I know...

But I'll never tell.