Note to my readers,
Sorry but this is not another chapter. I figured I'd tell you all a few things. I am a young girl being trained, ironically enough, to be an High school English Teacher.
Now many of you have noticed in either this or G.G. that I often use the wrong spelling of a word, and I think it's time you know why. I have a learning disability and thus can not differentiate the dynamics of letters and how they work together to make a particular sound. I MUST sound everything out and the fact that I have a distinct portages accent, having been born their, doesn't help. Although I have quite a large vocabulary I can not and may never be able to spell. I do have some hope I am taking special classes designed for people in my situation. (needless to say spelling WON'T be a factor when I'm a teacher)
Look I don't want sympathy nor do I need it, but I have been teased and taunted all my life for these reasons and it has caused me to become VERY emotionally withdrawn. (I literally hide in corners) It took a lot for me to take the risk and start these and I appreciate you letting me know when you catch one of my errors. But, PLEASE, I beg you, don't be cruel!!! I can take you bashing my story line but I can't take it if you bash my intelligence, because no matter how hard I try that is something I CAN'T control.
I am listening to your suggestions and will try to make things more realistic, If I choose to continue which at this point is highly questionable, because I well... I'm scared.
Sorry for wasting your time and thank you for your support.
Signed,
Heather
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