Chaos: ehhehhhe....... Yea.....

Angel: WOW!!!! you actualy typed my idea?

Aaries: yep, cause i liked it.

Angel: thank you soooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!

Disclamer ~PR: wedunownathingsonowsewing.

Aaries: thats sueing, now sewing.

Ryou sat staring out the window in his room, watching the moon rise and waiting. With a sigh he lay down to sleep. Still he tossed and turned, unable to sleep. Upon hearing the door open down stairs, he tensed up a little. It was his Yami.....

Contrary to popular belief Ryou did not hate his dark, far from it infact. Ryou was afraid of him though, and with good reason because Bakura was violent and tempermental about the slightest things and would often hit his light for no reason what so ever.

The footseps on the stairs found Ryou curling his knees to himself. He was afraid of his yami, so verry afraid.

The door of his room creaking open...... Then Bakura was there, near him. Ryou felt no fear in him now, feeling through their link that Bakura was drunk, and probably would sleep it off here and be gone in the morning as usual. Most people would asume Bakura would be a mean drunk, but he wasnt. He was a calm drunk who would sometimes be happy, but usualy verry sad. Whenever Bakura drank enough to get drunk something was bothering him, that much Ryou knew. Bakura never told Ryou what had ever gotten him upset, but Ryou wouldnt ask.

Bakura lay down on the bed by Ryou, not bothering to get undressed. without a sound Ryou made room in his small bed for his fiend, his dark. Bakura, baisically asleep, pulled Ryou closser to him mumbling something that sounded suspiciously like "mine" before surrendering completely to the darkness of his drunken sleep. When Bakura was fully submerged in the land of oblivion Ryou let his mind wander in speculation of what had bakura so upset as to drink himself into oblivion and decided that it must have been some lover in the past.

Ryou didnt like that speculation, but it was the only explaination that had bakura holding him in his sleep. Bakura seemed to hate Ryou just on principal, and cursed the smaller boy every chance he got calling him weak and stupid. Ryou hated it but there was nothing he could do about it, and not much that he wanted to do about it. It would be nice if Bakura didnt hate him, and didnt beat on him every chance he got, but that was the best Ryou knew he would ever be able to hope for.

Bakura mumbled something about a lover in his sleep, pulling Ryou closer protectively and it was more than Ryou could take so he started to cry silently releasing all the tears that he had held inside for so ling.. He was just a fill in for who ever Bakura's lover was, and he couldnt stand it. HE loved Bakura, and it wasnt fair that Bakura was using him as a fill in for whoever he realy wanted. Ryou gently cried himself out and fell asleep, held tight by his Yami.

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When Ryou awoke in the morning it was as he predictded, and his Fiend was gone leaving him alone again. i so verry close.../i Ryou thought getting up and getting ready for school and putting the Millenium Ring on i... and yet so verry far./i

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Aaries: there, chapter one done!

Angel: chapter one? it was supposed to be a one shot....

Aaries: and it may well be. If anyone likes this thing I'll write another chapter with Bakuras POV.

Angel: ok, but if it turns into a series you have to put POV's for the rest of the Yami/Hikari pairs.

Aaries: *sigh* whatever.....

PR: pleaseohpleasepleasepleasereview, itwouldmakeusallsoverryverryverryverryhappyifyouwouldreview.