Year Five: 1971
2 September, 1971
I'm ready to write these memories down and forget them forever. It was late that night, the Yule Ball was slowing down. Lucius asked me to walk with him towards the lake where it would be more quiet. I did, and we sat down and he asked me to lay back with him to look up at the moon. I was mesmerized and remembering things I remember Astronomy when he reached over and grabbed my chest. I was shocked when he did that, and when I looked up to tell him to stop he kissed me. I pushed him off of me and tried to get up. He pulled me by my hair and dragged me off, I screamed but he took out his wand and casted the silencing charm so that no one would hear my cries. I tried hitting him to make him get away from me, but he was stronger. I was shocked. I was scared out of my mind, what was he going to do. I wasn't ready to move forward with him like this. He pinned me down and kissed me and eventually he raped me. He left me there after he finished and apologized for what he did. He told me he loved me. I begged him to let me go back to my chambers. He agreed and let me go but made me promise not to tell anyone. I told Molly, she was shocked, but I told her ot keep this to herself, or her life would be in danger. His family was powerful and the last thing I wanted to do was get her involved. She helped me soothe my soul by giving me a heart to heart with me. Woman to Woman. I thank Molly for her friendship and kindness over these past years. I am now done with Lucius. I no longer talk to him and I avoid him at all costs. I stay in Ravenclaw common room as much as I can. Never wanting to come out. I am happier now knowing that my cousin is here.
Shockingly next to me being sorted into Ravenclaw, Sirius was sorted into Gryffindor. My mom and my aunt and uncle were shocked and embarrassed. My aunt removed Sirius from the family tree. I'm so glad my mother never got that negative with me. Bella of course, to no surprise, was sorted into Slytherin. My mom sent her a congratulations card and a brand new broom, a Clean Sweep, because my parents want her to join the quidditch team. I'm happy for her. -sigh-
15 November, 1971
WOW! Bella rocks on that broom of hers! She's a chaser on the Slytherin team. They won against the Ravenclaw. Which wasn't shocking. The play Gryffindor soon. Sirius is on the quidditch team there. He's made some new friends so I don't hang out with him so much as before. One of his friend's Remus Lupin is very nice and gentlemen like. Considering my horrible experience with guys. Remus asked me if I was dating anyone, but I told him I wasn't and I didn't want to for a long time. He blushed slightly. James Potter is one of Sirius mischievous friends. He's always picking on this poor girl Lily. I tutored Lily for Transfiguration and she told me she hated this boy. I told her I didn't blame her, he was a complete menace. Peter Pettigrew is another one of Sirius friends, well Sirius says Peter mostly just hangs out with them. Well until next time.
21 December, 1971
I'm writing to you from Lily Evan's home. She invited me to come visit her during vacation. I met her parents who were happy to meet me, and I met her quiet and shy sister Petunia. I told Lily that I noticed her parents named them both after what muggles call flowers. She kindly acknowledge this. I noticed Petunia always giving me dirty looks and such, and Lily broke to me the news that both of her parents suspect that Petunia will never be accepted to Hogwarts. She has no talent and she's now considered a muggle like her father. Lily didn't care, she didn't like her sister much, she was too clean and too nitpicky. Lily's family was very nice and her mother was very affectionate. I love the Evans family.
13 March, 1972
Gryffindor beats Slytherin! WOW! Gryffindor hasn't won anything is the longest time. James is an awesome seeker! They won an award with all their names on it and Professor Dumbledore placed it in front of all the trophies in the trophy case. I couldn't be anymore happier for Sirius, He deserves some goodness after every Howler his parents sent him. Now they are preparing Regulus for his entrance into Hogwarts. They practically brainwashed him to believe he was related to Salazar Slytherin. We all know that our great great great grandfather was a headmaster at Hogwarts and he came from the house of Slytherin. He always still hugs me. I'm so happy for him. O.W.L.s! I've got to study! I haven't had the time since I spend all of it with Remus! Damn him for keeping him so interested in nature. Weird he always disappears 3 times a month. Wonder what he does. I met this greasy hair boy named Severus today. He came to me and told me today that Lucius sends his regards and handed me a love letter from him. I quickly read it and gave it back to Severus and told him to burn it and to tell Lucius to rot in hell. I hope I know what I'm doing, and I hope he gets the idea.
12 June, 1972
I've done it! I've finished O.W.L.s! I don't know if I did well, but I finished it! Even though me and Remus spent 45% of the time in each other's arms, I DID IT! I'm so happy, my parents have congratulated me. I've been commended by Professor Dumbledore and rumor has it that he's being promoted to Headmaster next year! Professor McGonagall secretly told me the plans. I'm so excited and happy for him. Dumbledore set up a trip to Italy to study muggles particularly. Arthur and Molly are joining me. My parents have been informed and they know it's for study purposes so they don't mind. I hope I have a great time. He's told me to watch a Television and cook bread in a Toaster. I'm happy and excited. Molly said she hasn't seen me smile so much since the incident. But now with Remus in my life and going to Italy, things will be great! Ciao!
2 September, 1971
I'm ready to write these memories down and forget them forever. It was late that night, the Yule Ball was slowing down. Lucius asked me to walk with him towards the lake where it would be more quiet. I did, and we sat down and he asked me to lay back with him to look up at the moon. I was mesmerized and remembering things I remember Astronomy when he reached over and grabbed my chest. I was shocked when he did that, and when I looked up to tell him to stop he kissed me. I pushed him off of me and tried to get up. He pulled me by my hair and dragged me off, I screamed but he took out his wand and casted the silencing charm so that no one would hear my cries. I tried hitting him to make him get away from me, but he was stronger. I was shocked. I was scared out of my mind, what was he going to do. I wasn't ready to move forward with him like this. He pinned me down and kissed me and eventually he raped me. He left me there after he finished and apologized for what he did. He told me he loved me. I begged him to let me go back to my chambers. He agreed and let me go but made me promise not to tell anyone. I told Molly, she was shocked, but I told her ot keep this to herself, or her life would be in danger. His family was powerful and the last thing I wanted to do was get her involved. She helped me soothe my soul by giving me a heart to heart with me. Woman to Woman. I thank Molly for her friendship and kindness over these past years. I am now done with Lucius. I no longer talk to him and I avoid him at all costs. I stay in Ravenclaw common room as much as I can. Never wanting to come out. I am happier now knowing that my cousin is here.
Shockingly next to me being sorted into Ravenclaw, Sirius was sorted into Gryffindor. My mom and my aunt and uncle were shocked and embarrassed. My aunt removed Sirius from the family tree. I'm so glad my mother never got that negative with me. Bella of course, to no surprise, was sorted into Slytherin. My mom sent her a congratulations card and a brand new broom, a Clean Sweep, because my parents want her to join the quidditch team. I'm happy for her. -sigh-
15 November, 1971
WOW! Bella rocks on that broom of hers! She's a chaser on the Slytherin team. They won against the Ravenclaw. Which wasn't shocking. The play Gryffindor soon. Sirius is on the quidditch team there. He's made some new friends so I don't hang out with him so much as before. One of his friend's Remus Lupin is very nice and gentlemen like. Considering my horrible experience with guys. Remus asked me if I was dating anyone, but I told him I wasn't and I didn't want to for a long time. He blushed slightly. James Potter is one of Sirius mischievous friends. He's always picking on this poor girl Lily. I tutored Lily for Transfiguration and she told me she hated this boy. I told her I didn't blame her, he was a complete menace. Peter Pettigrew is another one of Sirius friends, well Sirius says Peter mostly just hangs out with them. Well until next time.
21 December, 1971
I'm writing to you from Lily Evan's home. She invited me to come visit her during vacation. I met her parents who were happy to meet me, and I met her quiet and shy sister Petunia. I told Lily that I noticed her parents named them both after what muggles call flowers. She kindly acknowledge this. I noticed Petunia always giving me dirty looks and such, and Lily broke to me the news that both of her parents suspect that Petunia will never be accepted to Hogwarts. She has no talent and she's now considered a muggle like her father. Lily didn't care, she didn't like her sister much, she was too clean and too nitpicky. Lily's family was very nice and her mother was very affectionate. I love the Evans family.
13 March, 1972
Gryffindor beats Slytherin! WOW! Gryffindor hasn't won anything is the longest time. James is an awesome seeker! They won an award with all their names on it and Professor Dumbledore placed it in front of all the trophies in the trophy case. I couldn't be anymore happier for Sirius, He deserves some goodness after every Howler his parents sent him. Now they are preparing Regulus for his entrance into Hogwarts. They practically brainwashed him to believe he was related to Salazar Slytherin. We all know that our great great great grandfather was a headmaster at Hogwarts and he came from the house of Slytherin. He always still hugs me. I'm so happy for him. O.W.L.s! I've got to study! I haven't had the time since I spend all of it with Remus! Damn him for keeping him so interested in nature. Weird he always disappears 3 times a month. Wonder what he does. I met this greasy hair boy named Severus today. He came to me and told me today that Lucius sends his regards and handed me a love letter from him. I quickly read it and gave it back to Severus and told him to burn it and to tell Lucius to rot in hell. I hope I know what I'm doing, and I hope he gets the idea.
12 June, 1972
I've done it! I've finished O.W.L.s! I don't know if I did well, but I finished it! Even though me and Remus spent 45% of the time in each other's arms, I DID IT! I'm so happy, my parents have congratulated me. I've been commended by Professor Dumbledore and rumor has it that he's being promoted to Headmaster next year! Professor McGonagall secretly told me the plans. I'm so excited and happy for him. Dumbledore set up a trip to Italy to study muggles particularly. Arthur and Molly are joining me. My parents have been informed and they know it's for study purposes so they don't mind. I hope I have a great time. He's told me to watch a Television and cook bread in a Toaster. I'm happy and excited. Molly said she hasn't seen me smile so much since the incident. But now with Remus in my life and going to Italy, things will be great! Ciao!