Chapter 2

"Wha-what did you just say?" Ladybug couldn't believe her ears. Cat Noir had just spoken the last words she uttered in their dreamscape to save themselves in the fight with Dark Owl.

She didn't even know why she said it in the first place to him. Maybe it was because he was so distraught. Maybe it was because she couldn't bear to see him so sad to leave such a perfect life behind. More pressing is that the answer was most likely because she needed to know that he was living this deep dream as badly as she was but the sad truth was that it was just a dream.

Suddenly, Cat Noir realized what it was that he was asking and knew that what happened in the desire was most likely not going to happen in the real world again. He wasn't going to push for something like that, especially with as hard as he's worked to gain Ladybug's trust in him. He didn't want her to think that just because of this that he was going to suddenly start parading after her like he has in the past.

His gaze dropped and his hand with it. "I'm sorry, forgive me M'Lady."

Ladybug didn't know what came over her, all she knew is that Cat Noir didn't deserve to have his heartbroken like this twice in one day. "Cat Noir…"

"Don't worry about it. It was just nice to even get a taste of a life like that." He solemnly answered.

She raised an eyebrow at him, "What do you mean?"

Cat Noir adjusted himself so he was no longer facing her in case his partner had decided she'd had enough of him. "I've never really known what it's like to have a family like that. A family that was just in each other's lives. I don't get that in real life." He looked up to the sky. "And I know that none of it was real, I do, but it all felt so real and the amount of love I felt, I've never had before."

Ladybug began to feel her eyes swell. She never knew how lonely he felt in his everyday life. They've never asked about each other's lives for fear of discovering each other's identities, but now she felt horrible for how much he had been holding back. Nobody deserves that. Ever.

"I mean, I always wanted a family, and even though I've never actually dove into who I would marry or who I would have children with, it was nice that the comfort of the whole desire was that," he paused taking in his emotions, "it was with you." Finally, he smiled up at Ladybug just hoping that she wouldn't hit him or book it as far from him as possible for confessing something so personal to her.

His eyes were full of happiness in that moment while telling her all this, that she's never seen such a look in them before. Cat Noir doesn't get to have the luxury of a close family and for a moment he got a taste of it. No wonder he didn't want to leave that dream life behind.

"Cat Noir…"

He sighed after hearing the tone of his name leaving her lips. "I know, I'm sorry. We shouldn't share such personal stuff like this. But, that dream makes it hard not to talk about. Especially, because Tikki said that Monarch couldn't have changed how we viewed the desire."

The black cat stood up and looked out over the city of Paris that was peacefully asleep. It's hard to believe that the city could be so quiet sometimes knowing full well that at any moment Monarch could cause chaos at the snap of a finger. They were in charge of protecting them; the Parisians. They were relied upon to make sure that everyone was safe and that Monarch didn't get his hands on their Miraculous.

Ladybug slowly got up, watching him the whole time. How could he be so optimistic sometimes? It was this very place that he promised her that they would get every Miraculous back. He was concerned with her well being after her love for Adrien had blinded her against the job as Guardian. All the while not knowing how miniscule her problems seemed after hearing how truly lonely Cat Noir feels day in and day out.

He truly cares for her. And she has done nothing but push those feelings away as far as she could because of Adrien.

Her body moved on its own accord towards him, reaching out. She pulled him into an embrace that was long overdue on her part. This time, it was her turn to comfort him. Cat Noir was taken back by the gesture as it was the last thing he thought she'd do. His arms wrapped around her small frame noting the size difference between the two of them. How had he not noticed how dainty she was? His body practically swallowed hers. The sweetness of her natural scent wafted it's way into his senses sending him into a realm of serenity. Everything about her was calming to him. Her presence; her embrace; her voice. He could live a thousand lives and still never tire of this effect she has on him.

Ladybug laid her head against his chest. She was close enough to him to hear his steady heartbeat. It was strong just like him. His breathing was so steady that she could almost go straight to sleep on his masculine chest. She always thought that Cat Noir would smell like some overpowering cologne, the ones that can sometimes make you gag with just a whiff. But it was strange; his was subtly sweet and reminded her of roses and honey.

She had wrapped her arms around his torso bringing their bodies as close as possible. His arms were around her shoulders as he rested his head atop hers. She hadn't even realized that his belt tail had snaked around her back. That tail seemed to have a mind of it's own sometimes and she had always wondered if it just reacted off of Cat Noir's subconscious or if he figured out how to make it work like an actual tail. When she was Lady Noir, she didn't have the chance to actually test it out herself to achieve the answer but had always thought about asking him.

Cat Noir had pulled his upper body away from hers and she almost objected to the motion. He was staring down at her but his gaze was so much deeper than she could describe. Those green slitted eyes were staring into her soul like they were looking for something. Approval maybe? But for what, she couldn't quite tell.

Ladybug had finally gotten this urge to kiss him. She looked up at him wondering if that was what he was waiting for. The words he had repeated to her from their desire harshly ran through her memory. Not a word was uttered but it was like he knew what she was trying to tell him.

Cat Noir took his hands and cupped both sides of her face then leaned in. Their lips met once again. However, this time was different. This time it wasn't a dream and they were both here and there wasn't a current threat to break them from these feelings. His lips were so soft against hers. Something that she hadn't really noticed in the dream. She wanted this with him after all. Her arms slowly moved up his sculpted back, memorizing the planes of muscles under his suit. They were so firm and well defined. The motion brought their bodies closer and Cat Noir moved his left hand to the middle of her back like he was holding her in case she fell. The other hand moved up to the back of her neck where her hairline met her suit. He was careful not to scratch her head with his razor sharp claws while doing so. Doing so deepened their kiss from a mere peck to now having their lips fully melded together.

She suddenly felt her lips moving against his wanting more. Cat Noir obliged and answered her request by parting his lips forcing an even deeper kiss. He was shocked when her tongue grazed against his bottom lip but didn't protest it and answered with his own tongue brushing against hers.

Ladybug broke the kiss abruptly and stepped back from him. Cat Noir's tail retreated from it's claim on her back while he dropped both his hands from their positions. Instinctively, his ears lowered knowing what had happened.

Dammit. Too far. Too far.

"I'm sorry, M'Lady." He closed his eyes recounting everything that had just gone wrong. What was he thinking? He had worked so hard not to push himself on her and here he is making out with her. Internally, he was tearing himself apart for doing something so stupid. "I shouldn't have-"

He was cut short when Ladybug had grabbed the sides of his face pulling him back to her and meshing their lips together. Cat Noir enveloped her waist and brought their bodies close together again, this time letting her take the lead. He didn't know what happened to cause her to break the kiss in the first place but she was returning everything ten fold. Her arms snaked themselves around the back of his neck as her lips parted once again to deepen their kiss. This time, it was her tongue entering his mouth running across his bottom teeth. Instinctively he let out a low growl from his throat showing his pleasure in the caress. He took his own tongue to find hers. Now, there was a battle brewing in his mouth as her tongue was fighting for dominance. Hormones were now skyrocketing and the urge to not listen to his body was getting harder to ignore.

She was pulling him as close to her as possible, she wanted so much of this feeling right now. Cat Noir was slowly lowering himself down and was almost to her height. Then she felt his hands traveling from her hips down to her legs and she was wondering what exactly it was he was doing until she felt him firmly grasp her thighs allowing for his claws to leave little indents in her suit. It was a silent request from him to which she wholeheartedly obliged. She gave a little hop trying to not break their passionate kiss and in one swift move he hiked up her legs to wrap around his torso. Once she was seated he then moved one of his hands to the small of her back to keep her from falling. She used her leverage around his neck to bring her body to his.

Suddenly, Cat Noir started moving his feet and she was silently wondering exactly where he was going with her until her back met the cold face of a brick wall. Once they were on a solid surface Cat Noir used his whole whole body to push her against the wall to hold her in place. He didn't know what was taking over him or where any of this was coming from the both of them, but he wasn't about ready to stop. His hands grabbed each of her butt cheeks while he pushed himself further in between her legs.

Ladybug moaned into his mouth as she felt Cat Noir start to lose himself in this true desire they were both having. The grasp of her butt from his hands while she was pinned against the wall was almost maddening. How could such a motion send her into a thousand feelings that had her hungry for more? Suddenly she felt his demeanor change and he was quickly fighting for dominance in her mouth. He grazed against her top teeth with his tongue before retracting and using her shock as an opportunity to bite her bottom lip making sure not to hurt her. This enticed another moan from her and he could feel her all but melt in his grip.

He looked at her with half lidded eyes to try and read her expression and see how far she was letting him go. At this point he was running on hormones and instinct. She was utterly enjoying his torture against her so he decided to try a different area. He released her lip and began kissing up the bottom of her jaw line towards her ear before descending down to the side of her neck. She answered his motion by leaning away from him to give better access to what he wanted. He smiled against her skin before giving it a little love bite. Her suit came pretty far up her neck, but where he was marking was such a sensitive area that he didn't care. He licked the bite mark he had just made then proceeded to wrap his lips around it and suckle delicately.

Ladybug ran one of her hands up his neck and into his hair, she remarked at how soft it was. With the tasseled way he always had his hair, she just assumed that it was either ratty or had lots of product in it.

His actions were setting all of her nerve endings on fire. It was hard for her to believe that he could have such an effect on her, and he was hardly doing anything to her! His body against hers felt indescribable and all she knew was she wanted more. She wanted him closer. She wanted…

Her legs pulled at his waist harder as he began suckling against her neck more. It made her very aware that she could feel all of him. His sculpted body had her pinned up against the brick wall with him nested very comfortably between her legs. The thing running through her mind though, was that it all felt right and not out of place. Like they belonged like this. With her pull. Cat Noir pushed his hips into her becoming aware of the fact that his suit was doing nothing to hide a very private part of him that was being fueled by out of control teenage hormones. He didn't know what kind of response this would get and was waiting for her to tell him to stop. The last thing he thought she was going to do was answer with a grind of her hips on him. He growled against her neck at the sensation.

At this point they were both completely answering each other's calls to their requests. Ladybug couldn't believe what was happening but was in no position to want it to stop. His attack on her neck stopped as he reclaimed her lips once again, fighting for dominance in her mouth. Her hold on his hair allowed her to pull him back enough that she could finally change sides and now they were dancing in his mouth. She felt him grind into her again pushing himself up against her core. Ladybug was just hoping that she wasn't as wet down there as she thought she was. All of their actions were definitely exciting them both and she could only imagine the amount of scolding their Kwamis were going to give their holders once they transformed back.

Finally Cat Noir moved his hands from their spot on her toned ass to place them on either side of her head against the brick wall. He was probably trying to use it for leverage to separate them momentarily.

"Ladybug." He breathed trying to control himself. All of this was so new to him, yet seemed like he knew exactly what to do. He could thank Nino later for sharing some of his experiences with Alya that he was able to use on his suited up partner. "What are you wanting? Because, I don't know where this is going to end up going and I just want to make sure you are really wanting what you want. I don't want to ever make you uncomfortable." He looked her directly in her eyes as he spoke because he wanted every word to be crystal clear. He brought one of his hands up to her cheeks to gently stroke it and make sure she was still with him.

If she wanted to stop, then that's exactly what he would do. If she wanted to go further then they would keep riding the waves as they hit. But he wanted to make sure it was on her terms.

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This story is getting pretty exciting :) Yes, I have seen s5ep9 and am still screaming over it! I want the next episodes to come out so badly and am just going to absolutely die when the eng dub comes out. Honestly, at this point, I don't care about the other eps being turned into eng dub...I just want this one done and aired already *sobs*

I'm also probably going to bring the *events* of that episode into this story and am slowly figuring out how to do that so it you haven't seen it, I highly suggest you do.

Incase you didn't notice, we're going to start getting into the nitty gritty about their love for one another, so if there's ever a scene you don't like...I'm apologizing in advanced but this is my writing style...and taste in romantic expressions :)

As always, reviews helps fill my ego. M'kay bye!