AN: OK, So I know what you are thinking, YES I'm starting a new story. And before y'all say anything else I know I have fifteen hundred I need to finish. And I WILL. Lol But this has been in my head for a long time. I have to explain why I'm starting a new story. So if you want to skip this and read what I wrote you can. I won't be offended. Thank you for the support. :)
As some of you who read my stories know my brother passed away and I have been devastated by this. And I have been trying to think of ways to honor his memory. And I think I finally found it. My brother loved when I talked about Glee and my writing and I loved telling him about it. So I thought of this story for a while now.
I have to explain a few things before I get ahead of myself. This story is about Blaine. Its not really a love story involving anyone else. Although I haven't made my mind up yet if I want Blaine involved in a relationship. We will see...
Kurt and Dave will be in this because I absolutely adore both of them but as far as relationships go... Again we'll see. But for now everyone is just friends.
Blaine is 27 and lives with Quinn in a apartment in New York. She will be mentioned later.
The song is "God Only Knows" by The Beach Boys. That is where half the title of this story comes from. I don't own Glee.
If my brother were alive today he would've LOVED this story. My story although sad, is a celebration of life and everything that comes with it. This is something I want to help not only me but everyone who has gone through losing someone. This is a dedication to him. I miss him very much.
With that I hope you like this. Its not beta'd but I tried to catch my mistakes. If you want me to continue please review, please be kind. I think that's all I wanted to say. Have a good day!-ILOVESMESOMEGLEEX3
God Only Knows (Who We Are)
Chapter 1
I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I'd be without you
If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
If you should ever leave me
Well life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
That was the only thing Blaine Anderson could remember hearing before he woke up in a cold vacant hospital room. The blaring florsecent light shone in his eyes, he blinked a few times just to get his bearing and to look around but he realized he couldn't move. At all. He tried everything but his whole body felt like it had been hit by a ton of bricks.
That is when a flash of run on thoughts came rushing in like a title wave.
I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I'd be without you
If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
If you should ever leave me
Well life would still go on believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
Blaine was suddenly afraid. Very afraid. He remembered! He remembered everything!
(Whoosh)
Another memory.
It was a Sunday morning and he was headed off to work for the New York Times. He was a reporter and it should've been his dream job but it wasn't. But he had no time for regrets. He was running late as it was. So with that Blaine bolted out of the door of his New York apartment and got on his bike to rush to work. Blaine didn't like to drive because New York traffic was already hell and he was a already shitty driver, so his trusty bike would have to do. Despite being late he was feeling good, the wind blowing in his perfectly curled gelled up hair and headphones in listening to the Beach Boys was a morning ritual Blaine loved doing. He felt alive! No feeling like it. It was peaceful until it wasn't...
BAM!
He should've been paying attention. He should've gotten on the subway. HE SHOULD'VE CHOSE SINGING AS A CAREER!
Blaine had a lot of regrets but as he was being thrown off of his bike and landing face first on the cold hard pavement, Blaine couldn't think any at all. It all happened so fast! One minute he was on top of the world, the next he was bloody and unconscious from the truck that him.
So yeah Blaine had regrets but happened next was just a beginning of a lot of new ones.
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows
God only knows what I'd be without you
AN: If you want me to continue again please let me know. I know its short but as with my other stories it will get longer IF y'all want me to continue. Thank you.- ILOVESMESOMEGLEEX3