Heloooo! My sixth chapter finished O_O
I cannot believe it at all! But Im so glad it is! In this chapter you may
recognise some of the old Raven, we know and love! But remember throughout,
she is having a crisis in her head, so she isnt like the normal controlled
Raven we know.
Just a reminder! Thanks for the reviews! *weeps* you are sooo kind!
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Chapter six. - Rage.
Raven was still sitting on the bed at 2 am the next morning.
She looked at the clock, in a sudden pause from her thoughts.
She did a double take. Her eyes widened.
'I have been sitting here for 6 hours' she silently thought in shock.
'What am I thinking?' she scolded.
Sighing, she got up, about to get into bed, then glanced out of the window.
She gasped.
The light was amazing. Moonlight shone onto Jump city making it look like the twilight zone.
But Raven savoured every second.
She walked over, uncontrollably. She had to look out!
'Beast boy would love this.' she told herself.
Her eyes widened, her head straightened in fear.
'What did I just say?!' she asked in a worried frame of mind.
She swallowed, rubbing her temples.
'I didnt just think about beast boy, I didnt just think about beast boy....'she chanted softly.
"I need air," she said out loud.
Pulling her cloak on, she silently glided like a shadow, upstairs, to the top of Titan tower.
The cold wind hit her face as she stepped out.
"Ahhhhh." she sighed gently.
Then her eyes got used to the darkness. And she saw a figure in the half light.
Frozen to the spot, she looked carefully.
It was hopeless. It was too dark to see.
The "person" was standing..no...leaning on the balcony.
Tall and slim. Long hair blowing in the wind.
'Its got to be Starfire.' thought Raven taking one step closer. Then she froze again.
'Hold on,' she thought. 'It could be Blackfire,there so similar, being sisters, and I cant see the hair colour from here. Her face is turned away too!'
Raven breathed shallowly, so as not to attract the 'persons' attention.
She closed her eyes.
Poking the mind gently, she realised, with great relief that it was only Star after all.
'So, now what?' said a voice.
Raven ignored it and walked forwards, towards the alien girl.
"Cant sleep?" said Raven, gently, causing Starfire to jump and summon a Star bolt instinctivly.
"Oh, Raven, it is only you." she sighed, collapsing on the floor.
"Something on your mind?" said an emotionless Raven from under her hood.
"No!" said Star "everything is wonderful and..."
A withering look from Raven later, the Tamaranian changed her tone.
"Everything is not wonderful. Everything is confusing." sobbed Star, sadly.
"Ah." said Raven gently. "Robin?"
Breifly, Starfire sniffed and looked up. "How did you-"
"I just know." droned Raven, looking out over the moonlit water.
"Time for another girl talk?"
Starfire leant against the railings, her head in her hands. (A/N: I cant remember if titan tower has railings on the roof, but for the purpose of my story it does! thanks!)
"Robin..." she sighed softly. "I...do not know how to say what I feel for him. He is my best friend and.."
Starfire stopped awkwardly.
She could feel the colour rising in her cheeks.
Raven carried on for her.
"You are feeling..." Raven said in a monotone voice "...Love." She stated.
Starfire looked at Raven and smiled. "Do you think so? Truly?" Raven nodded.
"Well," said Starfire, more brightly "I suppose you must know the feeling."
Raven turned sharply, breathing quickly.
"What does that mean?" she said menicingly.
Starfire blinked, realising what she had just said.
"I...We...You..." she began,getting frightened by the look in Ravens eyes." B..B..east boy..."
"What do you mean, B-beast boy?" mocked Raven, starting to get really mad now.
"I thought Raven that you maybe liked him. A lot....loved him maybe..." Starfire said, realising she had made a huuuge mistake.
"Well you thought WRONG!" said Raven, her voice rising, her blood pounding in her ears.
Starfire realised she was in above her head.
Unwisely, she kept on struggling. "Are you sure Raven? It could be why you are having the problem..."
"Beast boy has nothing to do with anything." said a really angry Raven. Five windows smashed in a row. Raven looked at them, then turned and walked off.
"Raven...I..." began Starfire slowly.
"Leave me ALONE." shouted Raven. But Starfire, in her naivety ran after her and grabbed her arm. "Please Raven.."
"Azarath...Metrion...Zinthos." said Raven, and Starfire was pushed backwards by the black aura.
She landed unharmed, but she felt like her body was aching anyway, in sorrow.
The door slammed behind Raven, and Starfire got up slowly.
"I think..." she began "I will make some sadness pudding."
And sobbing, she ran down to the kitchen.
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Ravens had to really contain herself, to close her door quietly.
She didnt want to wake any of the other titans, the mood she was in. 'Oh, holy shit.' she said solemnly ' What did I do? Poor Star.'
She screamed.
She was trying to release the anger and agony inside her.
Luckily, her room was soundproof to those outside. (A/N: is this true? Im sure I read this somewhere...my apologies if it isnt!)
Something behind her exploded.
"Lightbulb." she sighed, feeling a bit better after yelling, but stupid at the same time.
She felt more depressed than ever as she scooped up the glass in her hands.
She felt too drained to use her powers.
Then, there beside the lightbulb, or what remained of it, was a smashed photoframe.
'Huh?' Raven said curiously.
She picked it up, and pushed away the shattered glass on the top.
She gasped. This picture was one she kept in the darkest corner of her room, save anyone seeing it EVER.
In the last few days, surprisingly, she had completely forgotton all about it.
It was a picture from the winter just passed.
It was the only one she had, of just her..and Beast boy. But noone ever knew..or remembered.
One night, something had kind of 'possesed' her.
Earlier that winters day, the winter photo prints had come through, and after looking through them, the titans left them on the side.
That night, possesed by herself..she walked down and took the picture.
Noone had said anything about it.
It was a photo of them both.
Beast boy had his back turned to her, and she to him.
Their faces, faced the camera.
He was smiling and raising an eyebrow, and she, save smiling, was doing the same. (A/N: Cheesy, but read on!!!)
She knew it looked stupid and cheesy, but they both looked so at peace.
And she always looked, hoping that some day she would tell him that..that...
The photo dropped out of her hands as if it were on fire.
'Tell him what?' she thought. She sat there quietly, floating in a dream world.
Eventually, she picked up the photo again.
Water hit the page. Then some more. Raven was gently crying at her thoughts.
'I can't deny this any longer' she sighed, wiping her eyes softly 'because I stopped that already.'
"I have to tell him" she said out loud, in determination.
And with that she got up and opened the door.
She closed it gently, and silently as she could, she glided down the corridors till she got to BeastBoy's bedroom.
Shaking, her hand reached for the door.
She jumped, as it was so cold.
'Cold as my heart without any love', she thought. 'His love.' she added.
Her hand tightened around the handle. "I'll go in." she said out loud.
Her grip loosened.
'I cant. She thought. ' I just cant.' A tear trickled down her cheek and hit the floor.
She looked up. 'But I have to,' she thought. And closing her eyes, she opened Beast boys door.
************************************************************************* I think that this chapter is slightly longer, but that is okay! I hope you enjoyed it!
Sorry about the Cliffhanger...but Review and I promise you it will be updated soon! I mean we cant leave Raven outside BB's Room now can we??
Hahah...ooh the joy. ^^ Im laughing cos I know what is happening next!
Hehe. I know I said this a million times but REVIEW! Bottom left! *smiles wider than Starfire*
Gracias! JA! ~*Chibi*~
ScreamingMonkeyDemons - you are so sweet! I really apreciate your words. ^_^
Sunset - thanks a lot, that was really sweet too, but I promise this is my first ever fic! Promise! ^_^ Im very flattered.
Courtney - *GLOMPS* OH my goodd! ^___^ that was a surprise! Thanks for the review! Your sweet!
S. Mark Gunther .;; I am not sure what you mean about HTML but i tryed to spread it out a bit more this time. Thanks for the support! ^^
Disclaimer : I dont own teen titans. (But then, you already knew that!!! ^_^)
Read, enjoy, then Review! ~*Chibi*~ **************************************************************************** *
Chapter six. - Rage.
Raven was still sitting on the bed at 2 am the next morning.
She looked at the clock, in a sudden pause from her thoughts.
She did a double take. Her eyes widened.
'I have been sitting here for 6 hours' she silently thought in shock.
'What am I thinking?' she scolded.
Sighing, she got up, about to get into bed, then glanced out of the window.
She gasped.
The light was amazing. Moonlight shone onto Jump city making it look like the twilight zone.
But Raven savoured every second.
She walked over, uncontrollably. She had to look out!
'Beast boy would love this.' she told herself.
Her eyes widened, her head straightened in fear.
'What did I just say?!' she asked in a worried frame of mind.
She swallowed, rubbing her temples.
'I didnt just think about beast boy, I didnt just think about beast boy....'she chanted softly.
"I need air," she said out loud.
Pulling her cloak on, she silently glided like a shadow, upstairs, to the top of Titan tower.
The cold wind hit her face as she stepped out.
"Ahhhhh." she sighed gently.
Then her eyes got used to the darkness. And she saw a figure in the half light.
Frozen to the spot, she looked carefully.
It was hopeless. It was too dark to see.
The "person" was standing..no...leaning on the balcony.
Tall and slim. Long hair blowing in the wind.
'Its got to be Starfire.' thought Raven taking one step closer. Then she froze again.
'Hold on,' she thought. 'It could be Blackfire,there so similar, being sisters, and I cant see the hair colour from here. Her face is turned away too!'
Raven breathed shallowly, so as not to attract the 'persons' attention.
She closed her eyes.
Poking the mind gently, she realised, with great relief that it was only Star after all.
'So, now what?' said a voice.
Raven ignored it and walked forwards, towards the alien girl.
"Cant sleep?" said Raven, gently, causing Starfire to jump and summon a Star bolt instinctivly.
"Oh, Raven, it is only you." she sighed, collapsing on the floor.
"Something on your mind?" said an emotionless Raven from under her hood.
"No!" said Star "everything is wonderful and..."
A withering look from Raven later, the Tamaranian changed her tone.
"Everything is not wonderful. Everything is confusing." sobbed Star, sadly.
"Ah." said Raven gently. "Robin?"
Breifly, Starfire sniffed and looked up. "How did you-"
"I just know." droned Raven, looking out over the moonlit water.
"Time for another girl talk?"
Starfire leant against the railings, her head in her hands. (A/N: I cant remember if titan tower has railings on the roof, but for the purpose of my story it does! thanks!)
"Robin..." she sighed softly. "I...do not know how to say what I feel for him. He is my best friend and.."
Starfire stopped awkwardly.
She could feel the colour rising in her cheeks.
Raven carried on for her.
"You are feeling..." Raven said in a monotone voice "...Love." She stated.
Starfire looked at Raven and smiled. "Do you think so? Truly?" Raven nodded.
"Well," said Starfire, more brightly "I suppose you must know the feeling."
Raven turned sharply, breathing quickly.
"What does that mean?" she said menicingly.
Starfire blinked, realising what she had just said.
"I...We...You..." she began,getting frightened by the look in Ravens eyes." B..B..east boy..."
"What do you mean, B-beast boy?" mocked Raven, starting to get really mad now.
"I thought Raven that you maybe liked him. A lot....loved him maybe..." Starfire said, realising she had made a huuuge mistake.
"Well you thought WRONG!" said Raven, her voice rising, her blood pounding in her ears.
Starfire realised she was in above her head.
Unwisely, she kept on struggling. "Are you sure Raven? It could be why you are having the problem..."
"Beast boy has nothing to do with anything." said a really angry Raven. Five windows smashed in a row. Raven looked at them, then turned and walked off.
"Raven...I..." began Starfire slowly.
"Leave me ALONE." shouted Raven. But Starfire, in her naivety ran after her and grabbed her arm. "Please Raven.."
"Azarath...Metrion...Zinthos." said Raven, and Starfire was pushed backwards by the black aura.
She landed unharmed, but she felt like her body was aching anyway, in sorrow.
The door slammed behind Raven, and Starfire got up slowly.
"I think..." she began "I will make some sadness pudding."
And sobbing, she ran down to the kitchen.
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Ravens had to really contain herself, to close her door quietly.
She didnt want to wake any of the other titans, the mood she was in. 'Oh, holy shit.' she said solemnly ' What did I do? Poor Star.'
She screamed.
She was trying to release the anger and agony inside her.
Luckily, her room was soundproof to those outside. (A/N: is this true? Im sure I read this somewhere...my apologies if it isnt!)
Something behind her exploded.
"Lightbulb." she sighed, feeling a bit better after yelling, but stupid at the same time.
She felt more depressed than ever as she scooped up the glass in her hands.
She felt too drained to use her powers.
Then, there beside the lightbulb, or what remained of it, was a smashed photoframe.
'Huh?' Raven said curiously.
She picked it up, and pushed away the shattered glass on the top.
She gasped. This picture was one she kept in the darkest corner of her room, save anyone seeing it EVER.
In the last few days, surprisingly, she had completely forgotton all about it.
It was a picture from the winter just passed.
It was the only one she had, of just her..and Beast boy. But noone ever knew..or remembered.
One night, something had kind of 'possesed' her.
Earlier that winters day, the winter photo prints had come through, and after looking through them, the titans left them on the side.
That night, possesed by herself..she walked down and took the picture.
Noone had said anything about it.
It was a photo of them both.
Beast boy had his back turned to her, and she to him.
Their faces, faced the camera.
He was smiling and raising an eyebrow, and she, save smiling, was doing the same. (A/N: Cheesy, but read on!!!)
She knew it looked stupid and cheesy, but they both looked so at peace.
And she always looked, hoping that some day she would tell him that..that...
The photo dropped out of her hands as if it were on fire.
'Tell him what?' she thought. She sat there quietly, floating in a dream world.
Eventually, she picked up the photo again.
Water hit the page. Then some more. Raven was gently crying at her thoughts.
'I can't deny this any longer' she sighed, wiping her eyes softly 'because I stopped that already.'
"I have to tell him" she said out loud, in determination.
And with that she got up and opened the door.
She closed it gently, and silently as she could, she glided down the corridors till she got to BeastBoy's bedroom.
Shaking, her hand reached for the door.
She jumped, as it was so cold.
'Cold as my heart without any love', she thought. 'His love.' she added.
Her hand tightened around the handle. "I'll go in." she said out loud.
Her grip loosened.
'I cant. She thought. ' I just cant.' A tear trickled down her cheek and hit the floor.
She looked up. 'But I have to,' she thought. And closing her eyes, she opened Beast boys door.
************************************************************************* I think that this chapter is slightly longer, but that is okay! I hope you enjoyed it!
Sorry about the Cliffhanger...but Review and I promise you it will be updated soon! I mean we cant leave Raven outside BB's Room now can we??
Hahah...ooh the joy. ^^ Im laughing cos I know what is happening next!
Hehe. I know I said this a million times but REVIEW! Bottom left! *smiles wider than Starfire*
Gracias! JA! ~*Chibi*~