A/N: Whoa, I never noticed I didn't add much of Gordo's thought process to
the story. I should have. It would've made a better story. But then again,
I don't know many guys who keep a diary.
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December 20, 2015
10:03 p.m.
dgordon3- hey.
dgordon3- you haven't been on for a long time.
strawberryblondie67- yeah, sorry i wasn't on today. i had stuff to do.
dgordon3- why did you try to get me and my ex back together?
strawberryblondie67- I didn't.
dgordon3- come on, stacy. you're bad at lying. you did try to get us together. i'm just asking why.
dgordon3- do you not like me?
strawberryblondie67- no, no, it's not that.
strawberryblondie67- i think you're great.
dgordon3- then what then?
strawberryblondie67- um.
strawberryblondie67- well, uh.
dgordon3- spit it out, mcintyre.
strawberryblondie67- i still love him.
dgordon3- love who?
strawberryblondie67- this guy.
strawberryblondie67- he doesn't love me, but i love him. a lot. and i've loved him ever since i met you, but i never had the guts to tell you.
dgordon3- oh.
strawberryblondie67- i'm really sorry, daniel, i just couldn't lead you on anymore. i couldn't let you think that. i really love him, and i'm so sorry because things could've worked between us, but really. someone says he's right here, in the same place as i am, but i'm not sure. i had to go look for him today. I really miss him, daniel, you have to understand. I can't live without him.
dgordon3- oh.
strawberryblondie67- i know you're hurt. i mean, first your ex two-times you, then i do. i'm so sorry!
dgordon3- no. it's okay.
dgordon3- truth is, i really love someone else too. and she's around here somewhere.
strawberryblondie67- really!?
dgordon3- yeah.
strawberryblondie67- omg, that is so weird!
strawberryblondie67- is girl you love jessie3827?
dgordon3- actually, no.
strawberryblondie67- then who?
dgordon3- you remember the one she and i were fighting about?
strawberryblondie67- how could i forget?
dgordon3- it's her.
strawberryblondie67- awwww how sweet.
dgordon3- yeah, yeah.
dgordon3- i gotta go now. good luck finding your love.
strawberryblondie67- you too!
strawberryblondie67- we'll still be friends after this, right?
dgordon3- why not?
strawberryblondie67- good. =) i can't afford to lose another guy friend.
strawberryblondie67- bye then.
dgordon3- bye.
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December 20, 2015
10:03 p.m.
dgordon3- hey.
dgordon3- you haven't been on for a long time.
strawberryblondie67- yeah, sorry i wasn't on today. i had stuff to do.
dgordon3- why did you try to get me and my ex back together?
strawberryblondie67- I didn't.
dgordon3- come on, stacy. you're bad at lying. you did try to get us together. i'm just asking why.
dgordon3- do you not like me?
strawberryblondie67- no, no, it's not that.
strawberryblondie67- i think you're great.
dgordon3- then what then?
strawberryblondie67- um.
strawberryblondie67- well, uh.
dgordon3- spit it out, mcintyre.
strawberryblondie67- i still love him.
dgordon3- love who?
strawberryblondie67- this guy.
strawberryblondie67- he doesn't love me, but i love him. a lot. and i've loved him ever since i met you, but i never had the guts to tell you.
dgordon3- oh.
strawberryblondie67- i'm really sorry, daniel, i just couldn't lead you on anymore. i couldn't let you think that. i really love him, and i'm so sorry because things could've worked between us, but really. someone says he's right here, in the same place as i am, but i'm not sure. i had to go look for him today. I really miss him, daniel, you have to understand. I can't live without him.
dgordon3- oh.
strawberryblondie67- i know you're hurt. i mean, first your ex two-times you, then i do. i'm so sorry!
dgordon3- no. it's okay.
dgordon3- truth is, i really love someone else too. and she's around here somewhere.
strawberryblondie67- really!?
dgordon3- yeah.
strawberryblondie67- omg, that is so weird!
strawberryblondie67- is girl you love jessie3827?
dgordon3- actually, no.
strawberryblondie67- then who?
dgordon3- you remember the one she and i were fighting about?
strawberryblondie67- how could i forget?
dgordon3- it's her.
strawberryblondie67- awwww how sweet.
dgordon3- yeah, yeah.
dgordon3- i gotta go now. good luck finding your love.
strawberryblondie67- you too!
strawberryblondie67- we'll still be friends after this, right?
dgordon3- why not?
strawberryblondie67- good. =) i can't afford to lose another guy friend.
strawberryblondie67- bye then.
dgordon3- bye.