It took me sooooooooooo long to update! Im so sorry!!! This is a sad
chapter.I'm sorry.
And to Ken Akamatsu,the writer of "Love Hina",Im soooo sorry for stealing
the diary scene!! Im sorry!!
Chapter 8: Confessions
It was a bleak day in Jump City. The town showed no movement whatsoever,not even a breath. The hospital was the only place you would hear anything at all. Beast Boy was finally being released from the clinic. His blood had been replaced and he was fit as a fiddle. *sorry 4 the cheesy saying.-_-* Before he could get out the door, He felt tugs and pulls on the bottom of his slacks. He turned around to see several children: no older than 5 at his feet. One had several bandages, one was on crutches, and one was in a wheelchair. They all looked terribly depressed and concerned. One of the small girls spoke to him: " Are you.leaving us, Mr.Green?" You could tell she was fighting back tears. The green boy 's face soften and he knelt down so he could she her eye-to-eye. The girl couldn't hold it back anylonger, and she started to cry. Beast Boy wrapped his long arms around the tiny girl and whispered in her ear: * I promise I'll come back. I'll bring you all sorts of things to play with.I promise. Ok?* The girl reluctantly let go of his soft neck. She was still frowning,but the tears had stopped. "Mr.Green" lightly planted a small kiss on her rosy cheek. Another girl and three boys stepped forward. On of the boy had several patches and a robotic arm. " Yo, BB! My plates come in on Thursday, and I get to pick the color. Can I get green ones, so I can be just like you?" He smiled. BB and the boy hit kuckles. " Sounds good." The boy ran back to the matron excidedly, and started talking to her as they walked back to the ward.
A dark girl with a cast and a boy in a wheelchair started saying farewell. " I wanna have another tea pawty wit-you, okie, Mr.Logan?" The girl held a plastic teapot. " Wouldn't miss it." The girl smiled, revealing a mouth with 2 teeth missing. The boy looked angry. ".I'm gonna beat you one day. So.so don't get too smiley,Green~!!" The boy started pouting. BB looked happy, but stern. ".Keep practicing. Maybe one day you WILL beat me.heh." He chuckled at this. The boy looked only somewhat happier. At long last, the green guy made it out of the hospital. He transformed into an eagle and started heading toward Titans Tower.
"Ok,everyone.ready?" Raven,Robin, Starfire and Cyborg were standing in front of the giant T, each on of them dressed nicely. Starfire was bouncing happily, Robin was trying to calm her down and Cyborg was checking his diagnostics to make sure nothing was wrong. Raven,however,was looking her finest. She was wearing her normal outfit,of course, but it was obvious that she had given her hair fine highlights. Her skin glew with happiness. She had a sincere smile on her lovely face.Her clock was eggshell white, as was her leotard. She looked simply gorgeous. For the 1st time in her life,she held a compact mirror and checked her face again and again. Finally, she and the rest of the team began to fly towards Beast Boy's hospital. Just as the 4 were fluttering off, a green eagle flew in through an open window of titans tower. Once inside, The bird changed back into the green man. He looked around the room. To his surprise, the room was very dark. There were lots of strange looking books on all the shelves. The only light came from a faded lantern on top of an old,mahogany desk.
It suddenly became frighteningly clear where he was:Ravens room.
.Meanwhile,at the hospital, the Titans were somewhat dumbfounded. The receptionist checked,checked and checked again. There was no "Beast Boy"currently in the hospital directory. "Well.maybe he left." Supposed Star. Raven shook her head. "No.he wouldn't leave without us." But her face expressed doubt. She was not only worried,but also a bit angry. " Why? Why did you leave? Ugh..this is so perfect." Finally,after a few minutes of waiting,Raven walked out of the clinic. The others followed her. Together,they thought the only places he would go were the pizza place, The arcade or.Titans Tower,though this seemed unlikely,since they had just come from there. " Star will search the Pizza Place. And Star.please.TRY not to get distracted." Starfire didn't respond. Raven finally looked up to find that she was staring at the sky. Raven gave her a push. "oh--? What?" Raven sighed. "Robin.you better go with her." Robin nodded silently,then blushed just a bit when he saw Stars beautiful face. Ok.Cyborg,you go to the arcade,and I'll go back to Titans tower in case he comes back. Got it?" Everyone understood. "Ok.um..Titans go,or whatever." Raven started levitating back to the huge T-shaped spire at a slow,sluggish speed,obviously crushed and spacey.
"Aw man.I gotta get out of here.she's gonna kill me." Beast Boy make a frantic dash for the door. In the process he knocked a few notebooks off Raven's nightstand. This attracted his attention. He saw one of them was violet with gold lace. It said on it:
Diary: 2003
Beast boy gulped. His hand started to reach for it when his conscience stopped him. " Beast Boy.BEAST BOY! What are you doing?? If you read that diary and Raven finds out,you'll be right back where you started- Raven thinking you're an immature jerk who can't sit still. You.can't lose that respect. " His hand pulled away. He quickly scooped it up and started to place it on the bookshelf. His fat fingers accidently got caught inbetween 2 thin pamphlets. He groaned,and tried to jostle them loose,accidently causing the diary to land on the ground with a thud. The pages fell apart from each other,revealing a short entry by Raven that she wrote the day after he had returned.. His conscience had nothing on his extreme curiosity. He lifted the book silently and started to read slowly.
8-12-2003 Diary-
Beast Boy came back today. I missed him a lot. But He's.not the same at all. In fact,It's like he's a whole other person. Its.almosts scary. And I don't know how I should feel. I still love him.? But.Do I need more? Maybe.do I want him to- The page ended. Beast Boy was already sweating like crazy,his heart racing like a child on his first doctors appointment. He reluctantly flipped the page.
marry me? Yes.that's what I want. But.He'll never love me that much. I guess.I should just give up.I guess I'll stop seeing him. I don't want to get hurt.not again. I know. I'll do it.once he gets out of the hospital. God,I cant stop crying,so I guess I'll go to bed. I don't want to get you wet.
-Raven
Beast Boy was the one who made the diary wet. It's hard to imagine a full grown ( ? ) man weeping over a girls diary. Especially a green one.
"What are you looking at?"
If Beast Boy could cry any harder,he would. He knew who was talking to him. He stood up and tried to collect himself. His eyes were still red from his sobbing. He stood face to face with the girl of his dreams. " You.Beast Boy.How could you..?" Raven looked sincerely crushed. Beast Boy looked like He might wring her neck. He held the page out to Raven. ".Whats this,Raven?" Raven recognized the page. Her eyes got narrow. "What is this?? What IS this??? How dare you.How DARE you! Why would you do this to me? My only place of secrecy.and you. You took that away? I don't understand!" Beast Boy showed no emotion. ".So,you never want to see me again?" Raven cringed. "I.I never said that!" She started getting closer to him. "You didn't have to. Its all here on this page." Raven took the diary and started re-introducing the concepts to her mind. When she was finished,she dropped the book like an anvil. "I.I was just confused. So I wrote it all down. Everything I felt. So now you know. Now you know everything. I hope your happy." Before Beast Boy could react,Raven's fragil hand smaked him across the face. The incredible inmpact sent him recoiling. He lay on the ground,clutching his wound. He sat up slowly,as if just struck by an arrow. He got to his feet and limped over to the purple haired girl. His face showed nothing at all. " You.make me sick." Beast Boy didn't touch Raven,but he couldn't think of a way he could have hurt her more. He staggered out of the dark room and down to his large dwelling. Raven stood,dumbstruck about what had just happened.
"I make him sick? I make him sick.sick. Of course. Everyone would admit I make them sick if they could. This is.all my fault. I had everything and I now have nothing. Nothing at all. Not even beautiful memories to visit. Her in the dark." She curled into a fetal position and sobbed herself to sleep.
SAD!!!!!!!!!! I know,short chapter,but hey,I'm a busy person!!! So,until next time.um,that'll be next time. Ok.
Chapter 8: Confessions
It was a bleak day in Jump City. The town showed no movement whatsoever,not even a breath. The hospital was the only place you would hear anything at all. Beast Boy was finally being released from the clinic. His blood had been replaced and he was fit as a fiddle. *sorry 4 the cheesy saying.-_-* Before he could get out the door, He felt tugs and pulls on the bottom of his slacks. He turned around to see several children: no older than 5 at his feet. One had several bandages, one was on crutches, and one was in a wheelchair. They all looked terribly depressed and concerned. One of the small girls spoke to him: " Are you.leaving us, Mr.Green?" You could tell she was fighting back tears. The green boy 's face soften and he knelt down so he could she her eye-to-eye. The girl couldn't hold it back anylonger, and she started to cry. Beast Boy wrapped his long arms around the tiny girl and whispered in her ear: * I promise I'll come back. I'll bring you all sorts of things to play with.I promise. Ok?* The girl reluctantly let go of his soft neck. She was still frowning,but the tears had stopped. "Mr.Green" lightly planted a small kiss on her rosy cheek. Another girl and three boys stepped forward. On of the boy had several patches and a robotic arm. " Yo, BB! My plates come in on Thursday, and I get to pick the color. Can I get green ones, so I can be just like you?" He smiled. BB and the boy hit kuckles. " Sounds good." The boy ran back to the matron excidedly, and started talking to her as they walked back to the ward.
A dark girl with a cast and a boy in a wheelchair started saying farewell. " I wanna have another tea pawty wit-you, okie, Mr.Logan?" The girl held a plastic teapot. " Wouldn't miss it." The girl smiled, revealing a mouth with 2 teeth missing. The boy looked angry. ".I'm gonna beat you one day. So.so don't get too smiley,Green~!!" The boy started pouting. BB looked happy, but stern. ".Keep practicing. Maybe one day you WILL beat me.heh." He chuckled at this. The boy looked only somewhat happier. At long last, the green guy made it out of the hospital. He transformed into an eagle and started heading toward Titans Tower.
"Ok,everyone.ready?" Raven,Robin, Starfire and Cyborg were standing in front of the giant T, each on of them dressed nicely. Starfire was bouncing happily, Robin was trying to calm her down and Cyborg was checking his diagnostics to make sure nothing was wrong. Raven,however,was looking her finest. She was wearing her normal outfit,of course, but it was obvious that she had given her hair fine highlights. Her skin glew with happiness. She had a sincere smile on her lovely face.Her clock was eggshell white, as was her leotard. She looked simply gorgeous. For the 1st time in her life,she held a compact mirror and checked her face again and again. Finally, she and the rest of the team began to fly towards Beast Boy's hospital. Just as the 4 were fluttering off, a green eagle flew in through an open window of titans tower. Once inside, The bird changed back into the green man. He looked around the room. To his surprise, the room was very dark. There were lots of strange looking books on all the shelves. The only light came from a faded lantern on top of an old,mahogany desk.
It suddenly became frighteningly clear where he was:Ravens room.
.Meanwhile,at the hospital, the Titans were somewhat dumbfounded. The receptionist checked,checked and checked again. There was no "Beast Boy"currently in the hospital directory. "Well.maybe he left." Supposed Star. Raven shook her head. "No.he wouldn't leave without us." But her face expressed doubt. She was not only worried,but also a bit angry. " Why? Why did you leave? Ugh..this is so perfect." Finally,after a few minutes of waiting,Raven walked out of the clinic. The others followed her. Together,they thought the only places he would go were the pizza place, The arcade or.Titans Tower,though this seemed unlikely,since they had just come from there. " Star will search the Pizza Place. And Star.please.TRY not to get distracted." Starfire didn't respond. Raven finally looked up to find that she was staring at the sky. Raven gave her a push. "oh--? What?" Raven sighed. "Robin.you better go with her." Robin nodded silently,then blushed just a bit when he saw Stars beautiful face. Ok.Cyborg,you go to the arcade,and I'll go back to Titans tower in case he comes back. Got it?" Everyone understood. "Ok.um..Titans go,or whatever." Raven started levitating back to the huge T-shaped spire at a slow,sluggish speed,obviously crushed and spacey.
"Aw man.I gotta get out of here.she's gonna kill me." Beast Boy make a frantic dash for the door. In the process he knocked a few notebooks off Raven's nightstand. This attracted his attention. He saw one of them was violet with gold lace. It said on it:
Diary: 2003
Beast boy gulped. His hand started to reach for it when his conscience stopped him. " Beast Boy.BEAST BOY! What are you doing?? If you read that diary and Raven finds out,you'll be right back where you started- Raven thinking you're an immature jerk who can't sit still. You.can't lose that respect. " His hand pulled away. He quickly scooped it up and started to place it on the bookshelf. His fat fingers accidently got caught inbetween 2 thin pamphlets. He groaned,and tried to jostle them loose,accidently causing the diary to land on the ground with a thud. The pages fell apart from each other,revealing a short entry by Raven that she wrote the day after he had returned.. His conscience had nothing on his extreme curiosity. He lifted the book silently and started to read slowly.
8-12-2003 Diary-
Beast Boy came back today. I missed him a lot. But He's.not the same at all. In fact,It's like he's a whole other person. Its.almosts scary. And I don't know how I should feel. I still love him.? But.Do I need more? Maybe.do I want him to- The page ended. Beast Boy was already sweating like crazy,his heart racing like a child on his first doctors appointment. He reluctantly flipped the page.
marry me? Yes.that's what I want. But.He'll never love me that much. I guess.I should just give up.I guess I'll stop seeing him. I don't want to get hurt.not again. I know. I'll do it.once he gets out of the hospital. God,I cant stop crying,so I guess I'll go to bed. I don't want to get you wet.
-Raven
Beast Boy was the one who made the diary wet. It's hard to imagine a full grown ( ? ) man weeping over a girls diary. Especially a green one.
"What are you looking at?"
If Beast Boy could cry any harder,he would. He knew who was talking to him. He stood up and tried to collect himself. His eyes were still red from his sobbing. He stood face to face with the girl of his dreams. " You.Beast Boy.How could you..?" Raven looked sincerely crushed. Beast Boy looked like He might wring her neck. He held the page out to Raven. ".Whats this,Raven?" Raven recognized the page. Her eyes got narrow. "What is this?? What IS this??? How dare you.How DARE you! Why would you do this to me? My only place of secrecy.and you. You took that away? I don't understand!" Beast Boy showed no emotion. ".So,you never want to see me again?" Raven cringed. "I.I never said that!" She started getting closer to him. "You didn't have to. Its all here on this page." Raven took the diary and started re-introducing the concepts to her mind. When she was finished,she dropped the book like an anvil. "I.I was just confused. So I wrote it all down. Everything I felt. So now you know. Now you know everything. I hope your happy." Before Beast Boy could react,Raven's fragil hand smaked him across the face. The incredible inmpact sent him recoiling. He lay on the ground,clutching his wound. He sat up slowly,as if just struck by an arrow. He got to his feet and limped over to the purple haired girl. His face showed nothing at all. " You.make me sick." Beast Boy didn't touch Raven,but he couldn't think of a way he could have hurt her more. He staggered out of the dark room and down to his large dwelling. Raven stood,dumbstruck about what had just happened.
"I make him sick? I make him sick.sick. Of course. Everyone would admit I make them sick if they could. This is.all my fault. I had everything and I now have nothing. Nothing at all. Not even beautiful memories to visit. Her in the dark." She curled into a fetal position and sobbed herself to sleep.
SAD!!!!!!!!!! I know,short chapter,but hey,I'm a busy person!!! So,until next time.um,that'll be next time. Ok.