Chapter 10 *really this time!!*- An ordinary world
Beast Boy felt rather strange.as if he had awoken from a deep sleep. He felt drained,sort of dry. As if he was a juice box a greedy little girl had sucked up in seconds. Drowsy and still tired he also felt: But Beast Boy felt something else: true. He felt clean, as If he had just taken a shower. All his memories of days past were sketchy and unclear: Like a lovely dream. All he could remember was Raven's concerned face: her silky skin and glittering eyes. He smiled at the thought of her wonderous presence. Before long, he noticed he was sitting up next to the girl with violet hair. He looked over at her, seeing that her face expressed little or nothing at all. She seemed content enough, but the green boy could'nt help but feel concerned. He finally lifted his arm to shake her awake, but noticed that it felt limp. He gave it a look, and to his surprise, it was no longer a large,muscular appendage, but rather what looked like a limp soup noodle. Not too worried, he lifted his shirt up, revealing something he never expected: flatness. Nothing but flatness. A boy's chest. A boy's tummy. Beast Boy was just a boy again.
He could feel a tear run down his chubby cheek. He whispered something under his breath, in a cracked,broken voice:".He's gone." Raven stirred in place. The small boy glanced over at the heavenly woman. She wore a happier expression that earlier. He forced himself to give off a weak smile. He began talking to himself,very quietly: " Why? Why did he leave me? I had it all.I,I.Raven.she'll never like me like this. Never. To her I'm just a scrawny little piece of nothing. Just a bug, waiting to be squashed. I've been like this for my entire life: Shunned by all, not just because of my green complexion, but my tiny size. Then, finally, I meet him. He finally made my dreams come true: I finally had a chance with her. . She could finally see me as something other than Beast Boy . She could see me as Gar. Who I really am! . But now, It's back to triangle 1." (A/N: like Square 1?) Raven had become restless, and slowly,gently,she sat up.
She glanced over to see her boy: Beast Boy." She thought. " He's.finally back." She scooched closer to him. He gave her an innocent,broken look. She placed her hand on his and spoke. ".I guess you want to know what happened here." Beast Boy was surprised Raven knew what was going on. " .What's going on,Raven?" His voice was young again. She looked around, and then lifted the slimy grey morstle. ".This is a Trigon Seed. It's how my father stays fresh. When My anger runs low, He starts starving. You would think this would eventually kill him, but It's not that easy. Without my knowledge, Tiny Seeds form all over my body,Mainly in places with large amounts of moisture. The seed.It doesn't exactly "brainwash" a person.But rather it speaks to the person's mind. It scourages through all of its thoughts, trying to find the thing that is most important to the person. Once it does, the seed controls the persons reason for love for that thing. If it's a person, obviously it causes the person to become someone who would make the person happy. This may seem like a wonderful thing,but this is only meant to build the hosts emotions up,making them stronger. That's when the seed starts truly working. It changes the powerful emotion into anger. With the trigon seed in control of that much anger, it can cause the person to do terrible things. If you had not realized what I was trying to do, the seed would have continued to grow, and would eventually take over your entire mind. . this is the HAPPY ending."
"No." Beast Boy finally spoke. " This isn't a happy ending. Now.now everything is lost." Raven kept picking at him. " What are you talking about? Your back to your old self!" That was a mistake. Beast Boy turned around, trying to conceal his anger. " Now,me and you.we don't have a chance." Raven was surprised. " Is.is this about the diary? I told you.I'm so sorry.I didn't mean-" " No. This isn't about that." Raven was both relieved and curious. "Then, what is it about?" She tried to hold his hand, but he pulled away. He turned to face her sad expression. He wore a frightleningly cocky expression. " Look at me! I'm Beast boy! Woo Hoo! No one takes me seriously! No one cares what I think! I'm just a distraction! I'm just for entertainment! No one knows how I feel!! All RIGHT!! Boo-ya!! Go Beast Boy.Go Beast-" He couldn't finish. He still wore his vain expression, but tears were pouring from his eyes. Raven couldn't stand to see him like this. " Beast Boy.Is that how you really feel?" He kept on smiling,but his eyes were shut tight from the rivers that poured from his red eyes. " Yeah. I do. I.I don't..I don't wanna be.your jester." He completely broke down. He was on the floor, weeping into the carpet.
Raven was scared,but she attempted to comfort him. She knelt down to the crying boy sweetly. A wonderful scene, If you were watching it from afar. "I don't think of you as a jester,Beast Boy. You're a funny guy.your sweet and your kind." He slowly lifted his tear-stained face to meet her tender one. ".But Raven.How do you feel about me?" Raven was taken aback. What a strange thing to ask. "I like you,Beast Boy." She said innocently. Beast Boy countered. ".But that's all. You only like me. You know why? Because I'm just an immature loser.But.With the trigon seed, I was something more. I had the power to enjoy tea! I had to power to talk politely! I had the power.to be something other than the Beast.I was.finally someone worth going out with.someone worth loving.not this."
His throat was scratchy, as if someone had scrapped a fork in it. He did not resume bawling. He looked at Raven truly. She was at a loss. " And you think I won't take you seriously,right?" The changeling was surprised she was so abrupt with this statement. He nodded in agreement. Raven's eyes glowed with love. She took the trembling boy into her kind arms. He continued shaking. She whispered into his pointed ear: " Beast Boy, I understand." And that was all. Beast Boy couldn't understand how she couold possibly understand, but he was still comforted by this. They continued their embrace for a long time, until Raven pulled away and spoke again: ".You wanted to be something better. You thought I would love you if you were more polite." Beast Boy added: ".And taller." He blushed. Raven gave him a cozy look. "Beast Boy.I love you. For you and you alone. I'd love you the same if you were 10 feet tall. It was nice when you were bigger and more mature.but not if it means you aren't true to yourself." She kissed his soft lips. "You'll grow up eventually. Trust me. And I'll still love you. I'll always love you.ok?" Beast Boy could see sincerity was seeping out of Raven's eyes. He held her close. She happily lay there,snug against his boyish chest. ".I love you,Gar. Forever and a day."
That's iT!!! Well,Almost. I'm still gonna write an epilogue. So you have SOMETHING to look forward to. Anyways.I hope you enjoyed it, and be sure to watch out for my 2nd BB/R fic later on: "Green is my favorite color." Thanks again to people like goldenhawk24 and amskitty for making kick ASS BB/R fics. I'm not worthy! Anyways,Hope you like it,and I'll see you all later!
Whitemetal 12-28-03
Beast Boy felt rather strange.as if he had awoken from a deep sleep. He felt drained,sort of dry. As if he was a juice box a greedy little girl had sucked up in seconds. Drowsy and still tired he also felt: But Beast Boy felt something else: true. He felt clean, as If he had just taken a shower. All his memories of days past were sketchy and unclear: Like a lovely dream. All he could remember was Raven's concerned face: her silky skin and glittering eyes. He smiled at the thought of her wonderous presence. Before long, he noticed he was sitting up next to the girl with violet hair. He looked over at her, seeing that her face expressed little or nothing at all. She seemed content enough, but the green boy could'nt help but feel concerned. He finally lifted his arm to shake her awake, but noticed that it felt limp. He gave it a look, and to his surprise, it was no longer a large,muscular appendage, but rather what looked like a limp soup noodle. Not too worried, he lifted his shirt up, revealing something he never expected: flatness. Nothing but flatness. A boy's chest. A boy's tummy. Beast Boy was just a boy again.
He could feel a tear run down his chubby cheek. He whispered something under his breath, in a cracked,broken voice:".He's gone." Raven stirred in place. The small boy glanced over at the heavenly woman. She wore a happier expression that earlier. He forced himself to give off a weak smile. He began talking to himself,very quietly: " Why? Why did he leave me? I had it all.I,I.Raven.she'll never like me like this. Never. To her I'm just a scrawny little piece of nothing. Just a bug, waiting to be squashed. I've been like this for my entire life: Shunned by all, not just because of my green complexion, but my tiny size. Then, finally, I meet him. He finally made my dreams come true: I finally had a chance with her. . She could finally see me as something other than Beast Boy . She could see me as Gar. Who I really am! . But now, It's back to triangle 1." (A/N: like Square 1?) Raven had become restless, and slowly,gently,she sat up.
She glanced over to see her boy: Beast Boy." She thought. " He's.finally back." She scooched closer to him. He gave her an innocent,broken look. She placed her hand on his and spoke. ".I guess you want to know what happened here." Beast Boy was surprised Raven knew what was going on. " .What's going on,Raven?" His voice was young again. She looked around, and then lifted the slimy grey morstle. ".This is a Trigon Seed. It's how my father stays fresh. When My anger runs low, He starts starving. You would think this would eventually kill him, but It's not that easy. Without my knowledge, Tiny Seeds form all over my body,Mainly in places with large amounts of moisture. The seed.It doesn't exactly "brainwash" a person.But rather it speaks to the person's mind. It scourages through all of its thoughts, trying to find the thing that is most important to the person. Once it does, the seed controls the persons reason for love for that thing. If it's a person, obviously it causes the person to become someone who would make the person happy. This may seem like a wonderful thing,but this is only meant to build the hosts emotions up,making them stronger. That's when the seed starts truly working. It changes the powerful emotion into anger. With the trigon seed in control of that much anger, it can cause the person to do terrible things. If you had not realized what I was trying to do, the seed would have continued to grow, and would eventually take over your entire mind. . this is the HAPPY ending."
"No." Beast Boy finally spoke. " This isn't a happy ending. Now.now everything is lost." Raven kept picking at him. " What are you talking about? Your back to your old self!" That was a mistake. Beast Boy turned around, trying to conceal his anger. " Now,me and you.we don't have a chance." Raven was surprised. " Is.is this about the diary? I told you.I'm so sorry.I didn't mean-" " No. This isn't about that." Raven was both relieved and curious. "Then, what is it about?" She tried to hold his hand, but he pulled away. He turned to face her sad expression. He wore a frightleningly cocky expression. " Look at me! I'm Beast boy! Woo Hoo! No one takes me seriously! No one cares what I think! I'm just a distraction! I'm just for entertainment! No one knows how I feel!! All RIGHT!! Boo-ya!! Go Beast Boy.Go Beast-" He couldn't finish. He still wore his vain expression, but tears were pouring from his eyes. Raven couldn't stand to see him like this. " Beast Boy.Is that how you really feel?" He kept on smiling,but his eyes were shut tight from the rivers that poured from his red eyes. " Yeah. I do. I.I don't..I don't wanna be.your jester." He completely broke down. He was on the floor, weeping into the carpet.
Raven was scared,but she attempted to comfort him. She knelt down to the crying boy sweetly. A wonderful scene, If you were watching it from afar. "I don't think of you as a jester,Beast Boy. You're a funny guy.your sweet and your kind." He slowly lifted his tear-stained face to meet her tender one. ".But Raven.How do you feel about me?" Raven was taken aback. What a strange thing to ask. "I like you,Beast Boy." She said innocently. Beast Boy countered. ".But that's all. You only like me. You know why? Because I'm just an immature loser.But.With the trigon seed, I was something more. I had the power to enjoy tea! I had to power to talk politely! I had the power.to be something other than the Beast.I was.finally someone worth going out with.someone worth loving.not this."
His throat was scratchy, as if someone had scrapped a fork in it. He did not resume bawling. He looked at Raven truly. She was at a loss. " And you think I won't take you seriously,right?" The changeling was surprised she was so abrupt with this statement. He nodded in agreement. Raven's eyes glowed with love. She took the trembling boy into her kind arms. He continued shaking. She whispered into his pointed ear: " Beast Boy, I understand." And that was all. Beast Boy couldn't understand how she couold possibly understand, but he was still comforted by this. They continued their embrace for a long time, until Raven pulled away and spoke again: ".You wanted to be something better. You thought I would love you if you were more polite." Beast Boy added: ".And taller." He blushed. Raven gave him a cozy look. "Beast Boy.I love you. For you and you alone. I'd love you the same if you were 10 feet tall. It was nice when you were bigger and more mature.but not if it means you aren't true to yourself." She kissed his soft lips. "You'll grow up eventually. Trust me. And I'll still love you. I'll always love you.ok?" Beast Boy could see sincerity was seeping out of Raven's eyes. He held her close. She happily lay there,snug against his boyish chest. ".I love you,Gar. Forever and a day."
That's iT!!! Well,Almost. I'm still gonna write an epilogue. So you have SOMETHING to look forward to. Anyways.I hope you enjoyed it, and be sure to watch out for my 2nd BB/R fic later on: "Green is my favorite color." Thanks again to people like goldenhawk24 and amskitty for making kick ASS BB/R fics. I'm not worthy! Anyways,Hope you like it,and I'll see you all later!
Whitemetal 12-28-03