AN:

I would like to thank all the people who waited for the update.......i know there isn't that many people, but yea

To the people who review

FREE NEWSIE CLONES PLUS A CHOCOLATE BAR

Spot: I don't think thats a good idea

Sami: Why not?

Spot: Youse remember when youse foirst got newsie clones and a chocolate bar?

Sami: Umm.....no

Spot: Youse were crazy, Me and Mush had ta get youse off the ceiling and strap ya to youse bed

Sami: I bet you enjoyed that part

Spot: *looks away*

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A couple of hours later I was walking down the road to the Lodging House when I saw................(sorry for the cliffhangers.....i enjoy watching you people suffer)

Two people making out by a lamp post. That could have been me and Spot. But no, I had to be stupid and get myself soaked. I really did miss Spot. I remember him kissing me and always holding me close to him. Making me feel safe and loved. But I didn't have that anymore. He was gone. He had gone to Merp. A pretty and skinny girl.

The two people broke apart and I saw my worst fears. I saw Spot and Merp making out. They looked so happy. I couldn't believe it. I felt like I had lost part of me to that girl. My eyes started to water and i knew I couldn't let anyone see how upset I was. So I continued to walk a little faster. I knew I couldn't make it to the Lodging House without having people see me cry. So I ran into an alley and bawled my eyes out.

"Why couldn't dey have just killed me?" I asked myself.

"Cause dat would have been da easy way out." I looked up to see a skinny girl who I recognized to be the Queens Leader. "Youse shouldn't be bawling yer eyes out. Spot aint dat good."

"Easy fer youse ta say Queenie. Youse two have known each odda fer years. What are ya doing here anyways?"

"My cousin from Midtown told SPot some stuff. So da leadas are having ourselves a meeting."

"Whats it about?"

"Dis." She held out her wrists. Her wrists were covered with cuts. I looked at her in complete shock. I stood up and shook my head.

"Youse shouldn't do dat."

"Oh yea." She said as she started to walk towards me while I was backing up. "Youse can't tell Queenie ta do anytin!" I soon found myself against the wall. "No ones gonna make me stop." She was yelling at me.

"Whats going on here?" I heard a voice from the streets yell.

"Nuttin Jackey boy. Talking ta Sweetz here." She patted my cheeks and smirked.

"Well Spot says he wants ta see ya before da meeting."

"Yea yea Ise going." As she left I slid down the wall and sat on the ground.

"Youse okay dere?" Hack said as he came and sat next to me.

"Yea I'm fine. Just gotta get used to being by meself again."

"Youse aint gonna be by yerself."

"Youse know what I mean."

"No Ise don't."

"I met yer new goil. Whyse didn't ya tell me?"

"It never came up."

"She's pretty."

"yea she is. Ise starting ta fall fer 'er too."

"What happened between you and Rocket?"

"Wese lost interest in each odder."

"Oh." I looked down at my worn out shoes. They were brown with a few blood spots. "Is Merp a nice goil?"

"Yea, she reminds me oh youse." I smiled sadly.

"Ise miss him Jack. Ise really do." Jack put one of his hands on my shoulder.

"Ise know. Youse just gotta be tough." I nodded and stood up and helping Jack to his feet.

"Ise got ta be going. Leaders having a meeting.

"I nodded." Jack quickly gave me a hug and left. I walked back to the Lodging House and fell asleep on the ground of the bunkroom. (And if your wondering where the newsies are, well its the afternoon edition, and most of them are either selling or with their girls.)