I am sorry that it took so long.this is a sad I went fast with this chapter
and yeah.please don't hurt me. LOL.
Chapter 12: Betrayed.
Morgan looked at her clock. She didn't know why. She should be in a mental clinic. taking Prozac and getting better. The hospital would be nice too. But she still felt something was wrong with Brock, and she wanted to know..before it was to late. But she realized that her life was something that she should think about. But how could she? She didn't know. ************************************************************************
"Brock I still think this is a really bad idea letting her come with us tonight.she really needs to go to the hospital. She needs help. Why can't we think about this?" Nicole was very worried about her. Brock knew this too. But he couldn't let her out of his sight.
"Stephanie said that she would have some of the wrestlers watch her.you know.to make sure she doesn't."
"Finish herself off." Nicole said. She looked down at the carpet. A million of questions were going though her mind. "Brock can we just.."
"I know you want her to go to the hospital. We just need talk to her about it.this really scares me." He was just confused as she was. But he didn't understand the pain. Nicole shed a tear. Brock got up and he brushed it away. He kissed her gently on the lips, and slowly pushing his tongue into her mouth. Nicole relaxed. Then she looked up to him. His eyes were blue and she loved it.
"You know when you do that.it makes me feel better." She said. She sniffled. Brock smiled. But he knew that she really wasn't that better. Brock was scared too.he to wanted Morgan to go.he just needed to talk to John and Kelly about this.but how?
"I know.because I love you, and we are going to fix's this." She hugged him. Nicole felt really safe in his arms. And she knew that he would never leave her side.
************************************************************************ Morgan was dressed in her usual clothing. She had on a black tank top, black guy shorts. Brock said that he canceled her match. She looked down at her wrist. It was all her fault. She messed it up.and she bet that Gail Kim was mad. She held on to her wrist. This was not how she planned it. She wanted death.but.nothing. She knew now, that people cared about her and saw what she really was inside. She smiled. She liked it. Morgan's muscles ached from working out so much. She flexed them. Then her door burst open. Brock stood there.
"Hey." His voice was soft and a little shaky.
"Hi." Morgan wanted to avoid his eyes. But they met anyways. She couldn't help it. Brock came over to her.
"How are you feeling?" Morgan looked up at him.
"Better." She put a smile on. Then Nicole came in.
"Oh baby, I am glad that you rare feeling better." She kissed her cheek. Morgan nodded.
"So am I still going to the arena or am I going to the hospital?" That was a shocker. He didn't know what he was going to do with her. Brock's face became soft.
"Morgan, sweet heart, I want you to tell me something." Morgan nodded. Oh boy.a lecture. "Nicole and I want you to be happy, and we want you to know, that what ever is bothering you, and you need to talk it out, just call us, do something. Please, killing yourself is not the answer. We are thinking about talking to your parents." Morgan's heart sank. No..not the parents.
"No.but.I know..damnit." Morgan didn't want to talk about it. Nicole wrapped her arms around her.
"Just go ahead and tell us." It took Morgan a few minutes to talk.
"I really should be put on the pills." Morgan knew it. And so didn't everyone else. They just nodded.
"We know.we know." Nicole said. She had never had a suicidal family member. She wanted it to stop.now. Brock looked at the clock.
"We better get going." Morgan nodded.
"Yeah." Morgan grabbed on to her wrist again. The pain was going all the way up into her arm. Brock walked to his room and grabbed his black hoody. He knew that Morgan needed it more then he did. He met them in the hall way. Morgan saw that he had it in his hands. He passed it to her. Morgan slipped it on and she covered her wrist. It was simple.and she silently said thank you to him. But Brock already knew that she said thank you.
************************************************************************ They arrived at the arena. Morgan felt bad about the match. But she had other things to worry about. Hospitals, people, death, crying..all the pain inside my head is blearing. Cant stop the pain that I keep ignoring. Pills, yelling, sadness...cant control this evil madness. All I want to do is kill this sadness.
"HEY MORE?!" Brock yelled. Morgan looked up from her thinking of a new poem. She looked at Nicole then at Brock.
"Sorry." she said. Brock looked at her
"What the hell was you doin?" Morgan noticed that they were still sitting in the car. Brock looked at her, his blue eyes not blinking.
"Just thinking.that's all." Brock hoped that she wasn't thinking about death. He cleared his throat and looked at the arena.
"Ok.well I was just checking come on." He got out of the car and they walked inside. Morgan hid behind Brock and Nicole so that no one would ask questions. Morgan was afraid that the booker writer would ask questions. But no one came. Morgan sat in the room.lookin at the TV while Brock and Nicole walked around getting ready. Then there was a knock on the door. Kurt popped in. He had a really sad face on. He came over to Morgan and gave her a hug.
"Sweet heart." Morgan was really getting annoyed with everyone feeling sorry for her. Hugs and stuff.there was too many of them. Morgan looked at Nicole, who just gave her a sad face. Kurt let her go.
"I will look after her don't worry." Brock said thank you and they started talking about her. Right there in the room. Fools, all of them. She thought.
"I don't know..tomorrow we will take her to a hospital. Its just tonight is wrestling and." Brock said
"Brock if you cared about her that much, I think you wouldn't be here and she would be getting better in a hospital and on medicine. Don't you see that?" Kurt said. He pointed to the girl sitting on the couch, who looked so scared and lonely and saddened. Brock had to look away. He couldn't stand to see her like that. Nicole had a tear come down her cheek. Brock brushed it away. And she went into his strong arms. Morgan looked at them. Why didn't she feel loved? She just knew she was, but didn't feel it. Something was wrong. Why? She looked down at her wrist. BAD MORGAN BAD! She screamed inside her head. Why did you do it? Look what you did! You fucked up your life! Now Brock and Nicole cannot trust you at all for what you are worth. She thought. Brock looked at Morgan and he walked to her. He bent down to her. He had tears swell up in his eyes.
"More.." He began. She knew what he was going to say. "Nicole and I have just figured out that you need to be in the hospital then here...is that alright" Morgan didn't want to go. They would put her in the sic ward. Not cool.it was scary. She didn't want to not now not ever.
"I don't know.it's scary..people screams at night and they.." Morgan began to cry. She knew that she needed to talk to some one.
"Hun, they are just going to ask you a few questions and get you on some happy pills." Morgan hated it when they called those pills 'happy pills'. He hugged her. Kurt and Nicole were hugging. It's heard to make a kid go though a hospital. They just can't let her go home with a slap on the wrist. Well.that might make the wrist worst..
"Ok.I will go.will you guys stay with me?" they all nodded. "Good." She said. And they all got up. Then the door came a knocking. They all froze. Kurt opened the door. There was Vince. He had a smile on his face.
"Well, well, well..I hear that our little miss kicks ass queen is having some problems..I am sorry to hear that my dear." Then came walking in Sable. Brock walked back. Nicole almost jumped that bitch. Morgan tried not to say anything. She was not in the mood. "Now sweet heart, if this is really bad, I can understand that you don't want to wrestle, but if it's not that serious."
"IT IS VINCE LEAVE HER THE HELL ALONE, WE ARE LEAVING!" Nicole blew up in his face, everyone was shocked.so wasn't Brock had never heard her yell like that. Brock didn't say anything. Sable came up to her.
"Go any louder?" She gave hear a smirk.
"Yes I can." And Nicole just came up and slapped her. Vince grabbed her and Kurt jumped him.
"COME ON MORGAN!" Brock grabbed her and he dragged her out of the room. Morgan didn't understand this whole mess.
"But what about.."
"COME ON!" Brock's grip got tighter on her wrist. Morgan wanted to scream. But didn't. They seemed to be going to the parking lot. But why in the hell was Brock doing this? She didn't get it. They were in the dark empty parking lot.
"Stay right here I will be right back." Brock left her and he ran in to the night. Morgan's heart was racing. What in the hell was he doing? She thought.wasn't the car parked some were else.like the other side of the building?
"BROCK.." There was a faint cry. Morgan could hear Nicole. She looked into the night.she didn't see him.then the cry came again.
"FUCK IT" and she can back in to the building. Morgan ran in side. Her wrist hurting, looking around.
"Kurt? Nikki?" they weren't in the locker room. The room was a mess. Then Morgan felt a sharp pain on the back of her head. She fell on the ground. She knew it wasn't a chair because a chair wouldn't hurt as much. She looked up and there was Gail Kim. She was smiling. Gail punched her in the face.oh boy another black eye for her. She came down with the pipe again, Morgan lifted her arm, and there was pain. This wasn't wrestling. This was real pain. Morgan screamed in pain. She broke her arm.
"How do you like it?" Gail was about to come down again when Morgan kicked her in the stomach with all of her might. Gail went down and Morgan got up and took off down the hall. This was getting personal.
"BROCK HELP! HELP KURT HELP ANYONE!" she screamed. Gail came out of the locker room. She was madder then hell. Where in the hell was everyone? Morgan thought. Then fear septet over her. She was a little girl again. Then she bumped into Mark. Literally. She bumped into him. She hit her broken arm, and pain. Mark looked down at her.
"What's wrong darlin'?" Morgan pointed to Gail. Who stopped. Mark looked at her. Gail stopped and she ran in the other direction. Mark walked over to Morgan. He helped her up. She yelled again.
"Your arm is broken hun.where is Brock and Nicole?" He said.
"I.OH MY GOD..I don't know.." The pain was too much for her. They walked the hall to the EMT's. There Morgan, and Mark saw Nicole out on a stretcher. She was out cold. The EMT's took a look at Morgan's arm. They were about to take her into the ambulance when A-Train came by knocked out Mark, and charged Morgan in to the ground. He slammed her into the ambulance, then into the ground. Then he power slammed her. Morgan laid life less on the ground. Her eyes were opened. Her body was in pain and she was so in shock that she could feel it. There she saw Brock, Vice and Sable over in the corner. Brock just had a straight face on. He didn't come over or anything. He just stood there. Morgan didn't know if he was smiling, crying or what. But all she knew.Brock Lesnar had betrayed her.
So what do you think? Do you think Brock really did that? Was she seeing? What's wrong with this? Man I feel awful. Really awful. LOL tell me what you think thanks more to come. ~*Brit*~
Chapter 12: Betrayed.
Morgan looked at her clock. She didn't know why. She should be in a mental clinic. taking Prozac and getting better. The hospital would be nice too. But she still felt something was wrong with Brock, and she wanted to know..before it was to late. But she realized that her life was something that she should think about. But how could she? She didn't know. ************************************************************************
"Brock I still think this is a really bad idea letting her come with us tonight.she really needs to go to the hospital. She needs help. Why can't we think about this?" Nicole was very worried about her. Brock knew this too. But he couldn't let her out of his sight.
"Stephanie said that she would have some of the wrestlers watch her.you know.to make sure she doesn't."
"Finish herself off." Nicole said. She looked down at the carpet. A million of questions were going though her mind. "Brock can we just.."
"I know you want her to go to the hospital. We just need talk to her about it.this really scares me." He was just confused as she was. But he didn't understand the pain. Nicole shed a tear. Brock got up and he brushed it away. He kissed her gently on the lips, and slowly pushing his tongue into her mouth. Nicole relaxed. Then she looked up to him. His eyes were blue and she loved it.
"You know when you do that.it makes me feel better." She said. She sniffled. Brock smiled. But he knew that she really wasn't that better. Brock was scared too.he to wanted Morgan to go.he just needed to talk to John and Kelly about this.but how?
"I know.because I love you, and we are going to fix's this." She hugged him. Nicole felt really safe in his arms. And she knew that he would never leave her side.
************************************************************************ Morgan was dressed in her usual clothing. She had on a black tank top, black guy shorts. Brock said that he canceled her match. She looked down at her wrist. It was all her fault. She messed it up.and she bet that Gail Kim was mad. She held on to her wrist. This was not how she planned it. She wanted death.but.nothing. She knew now, that people cared about her and saw what she really was inside. She smiled. She liked it. Morgan's muscles ached from working out so much. She flexed them. Then her door burst open. Brock stood there.
"Hey." His voice was soft and a little shaky.
"Hi." Morgan wanted to avoid his eyes. But they met anyways. She couldn't help it. Brock came over to her.
"How are you feeling?" Morgan looked up at him.
"Better." She put a smile on. Then Nicole came in.
"Oh baby, I am glad that you rare feeling better." She kissed her cheek. Morgan nodded.
"So am I still going to the arena or am I going to the hospital?" That was a shocker. He didn't know what he was going to do with her. Brock's face became soft.
"Morgan, sweet heart, I want you to tell me something." Morgan nodded. Oh boy.a lecture. "Nicole and I want you to be happy, and we want you to know, that what ever is bothering you, and you need to talk it out, just call us, do something. Please, killing yourself is not the answer. We are thinking about talking to your parents." Morgan's heart sank. No..not the parents.
"No.but.I know..damnit." Morgan didn't want to talk about it. Nicole wrapped her arms around her.
"Just go ahead and tell us." It took Morgan a few minutes to talk.
"I really should be put on the pills." Morgan knew it. And so didn't everyone else. They just nodded.
"We know.we know." Nicole said. She had never had a suicidal family member. She wanted it to stop.now. Brock looked at the clock.
"We better get going." Morgan nodded.
"Yeah." Morgan grabbed on to her wrist again. The pain was going all the way up into her arm. Brock walked to his room and grabbed his black hoody. He knew that Morgan needed it more then he did. He met them in the hall way. Morgan saw that he had it in his hands. He passed it to her. Morgan slipped it on and she covered her wrist. It was simple.and she silently said thank you to him. But Brock already knew that she said thank you.
************************************************************************ They arrived at the arena. Morgan felt bad about the match. But she had other things to worry about. Hospitals, people, death, crying..all the pain inside my head is blearing. Cant stop the pain that I keep ignoring. Pills, yelling, sadness...cant control this evil madness. All I want to do is kill this sadness.
"HEY MORE?!" Brock yelled. Morgan looked up from her thinking of a new poem. She looked at Nicole then at Brock.
"Sorry." she said. Brock looked at her
"What the hell was you doin?" Morgan noticed that they were still sitting in the car. Brock looked at her, his blue eyes not blinking.
"Just thinking.that's all." Brock hoped that she wasn't thinking about death. He cleared his throat and looked at the arena.
"Ok.well I was just checking come on." He got out of the car and they walked inside. Morgan hid behind Brock and Nicole so that no one would ask questions. Morgan was afraid that the booker writer would ask questions. But no one came. Morgan sat in the room.lookin at the TV while Brock and Nicole walked around getting ready. Then there was a knock on the door. Kurt popped in. He had a really sad face on. He came over to Morgan and gave her a hug.
"Sweet heart." Morgan was really getting annoyed with everyone feeling sorry for her. Hugs and stuff.there was too many of them. Morgan looked at Nicole, who just gave her a sad face. Kurt let her go.
"I will look after her don't worry." Brock said thank you and they started talking about her. Right there in the room. Fools, all of them. She thought.
"I don't know..tomorrow we will take her to a hospital. Its just tonight is wrestling and." Brock said
"Brock if you cared about her that much, I think you wouldn't be here and she would be getting better in a hospital and on medicine. Don't you see that?" Kurt said. He pointed to the girl sitting on the couch, who looked so scared and lonely and saddened. Brock had to look away. He couldn't stand to see her like that. Nicole had a tear come down her cheek. Brock brushed it away. And she went into his strong arms. Morgan looked at them. Why didn't she feel loved? She just knew she was, but didn't feel it. Something was wrong. Why? She looked down at her wrist. BAD MORGAN BAD! She screamed inside her head. Why did you do it? Look what you did! You fucked up your life! Now Brock and Nicole cannot trust you at all for what you are worth. She thought. Brock looked at Morgan and he walked to her. He bent down to her. He had tears swell up in his eyes.
"More.." He began. She knew what he was going to say. "Nicole and I have just figured out that you need to be in the hospital then here...is that alright" Morgan didn't want to go. They would put her in the sic ward. Not cool.it was scary. She didn't want to not now not ever.
"I don't know.it's scary..people screams at night and they.." Morgan began to cry. She knew that she needed to talk to some one.
"Hun, they are just going to ask you a few questions and get you on some happy pills." Morgan hated it when they called those pills 'happy pills'. He hugged her. Kurt and Nicole were hugging. It's heard to make a kid go though a hospital. They just can't let her go home with a slap on the wrist. Well.that might make the wrist worst..
"Ok.I will go.will you guys stay with me?" they all nodded. "Good." She said. And they all got up. Then the door came a knocking. They all froze. Kurt opened the door. There was Vince. He had a smile on his face.
"Well, well, well..I hear that our little miss kicks ass queen is having some problems..I am sorry to hear that my dear." Then came walking in Sable. Brock walked back. Nicole almost jumped that bitch. Morgan tried not to say anything. She was not in the mood. "Now sweet heart, if this is really bad, I can understand that you don't want to wrestle, but if it's not that serious."
"IT IS VINCE LEAVE HER THE HELL ALONE, WE ARE LEAVING!" Nicole blew up in his face, everyone was shocked.so wasn't Brock had never heard her yell like that. Brock didn't say anything. Sable came up to her.
"Go any louder?" She gave hear a smirk.
"Yes I can." And Nicole just came up and slapped her. Vince grabbed her and Kurt jumped him.
"COME ON MORGAN!" Brock grabbed her and he dragged her out of the room. Morgan didn't understand this whole mess.
"But what about.."
"COME ON!" Brock's grip got tighter on her wrist. Morgan wanted to scream. But didn't. They seemed to be going to the parking lot. But why in the hell was Brock doing this? She didn't get it. They were in the dark empty parking lot.
"Stay right here I will be right back." Brock left her and he ran in to the night. Morgan's heart was racing. What in the hell was he doing? She thought.wasn't the car parked some were else.like the other side of the building?
"BROCK.." There was a faint cry. Morgan could hear Nicole. She looked into the night.she didn't see him.then the cry came again.
"FUCK IT" and she can back in to the building. Morgan ran in side. Her wrist hurting, looking around.
"Kurt? Nikki?" they weren't in the locker room. The room was a mess. Then Morgan felt a sharp pain on the back of her head. She fell on the ground. She knew it wasn't a chair because a chair wouldn't hurt as much. She looked up and there was Gail Kim. She was smiling. Gail punched her in the face.oh boy another black eye for her. She came down with the pipe again, Morgan lifted her arm, and there was pain. This wasn't wrestling. This was real pain. Morgan screamed in pain. She broke her arm.
"How do you like it?" Gail was about to come down again when Morgan kicked her in the stomach with all of her might. Gail went down and Morgan got up and took off down the hall. This was getting personal.
"BROCK HELP! HELP KURT HELP ANYONE!" she screamed. Gail came out of the locker room. She was madder then hell. Where in the hell was everyone? Morgan thought. Then fear septet over her. She was a little girl again. Then she bumped into Mark. Literally. She bumped into him. She hit her broken arm, and pain. Mark looked down at her.
"What's wrong darlin'?" Morgan pointed to Gail. Who stopped. Mark looked at her. Gail stopped and she ran in the other direction. Mark walked over to Morgan. He helped her up. She yelled again.
"Your arm is broken hun.where is Brock and Nicole?" He said.
"I.OH MY GOD..I don't know.." The pain was too much for her. They walked the hall to the EMT's. There Morgan, and Mark saw Nicole out on a stretcher. She was out cold. The EMT's took a look at Morgan's arm. They were about to take her into the ambulance when A-Train came by knocked out Mark, and charged Morgan in to the ground. He slammed her into the ambulance, then into the ground. Then he power slammed her. Morgan laid life less on the ground. Her eyes were opened. Her body was in pain and she was so in shock that she could feel it. There she saw Brock, Vice and Sable over in the corner. Brock just had a straight face on. He didn't come over or anything. He just stood there. Morgan didn't know if he was smiling, crying or what. But all she knew.Brock Lesnar had betrayed her.
So what do you think? Do you think Brock really did that? Was she seeing? What's wrong with this? Man I feel awful. Really awful. LOL tell me what you think thanks more to come. ~*Brit*~