" Well sweetie um I wanted to talk to you about us." Hunter looks at me for
a second. He comes to sit on the bed next to me. "This sounds pretty
serious." I smile weakly at him and grab his hand. " I love you Hunter, I
need for you to know that." His hand tightens up around mine. " Are you
breaking up with me?" I look into his eyes and can see the fear in them. "
Oh god no, you're stuck with me for a very long time. It's just that lately
I've been having these thoughts and I wanted to talk to you about them." He
nods for me to go on. " Well you see I guess I'm feeling insecure. I know
everything that happened with Alexia wasn't your fault but I guess it still
bothers me that you slept with someone else. And then when I see all of the
female fans gushing over you I get scared you might leave me."
Hunter puts his finger on my lips so I stop talking. " I don't know where all of this is coming from but it stops now. I love you more than anything and anyone. I can't take back what happened with Alexia but if I could you sure as hell know I would. As for the fans, baby it's not easy for me seeing guys fawn all over you. And the signs I see out in the crowd saying the things they want to do to you that's pure hell for me. But you know what makes it all ok, that at the end of the night I know I get to hold you in my arms when we go to sleep. Sometimes I look at you and its like I can't speak because of the emotions that run through me. I look at you and think there is the woman I love, the woman that is going to become my wife and the mother of my children. I used to think I would never have that feeling about anyone then you came along and it's all I could think about. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
By now I'm crying and all I am able to do is nod. I try to get myself under control. " I don't deserve you. But I'm still going to keep you. I love you so much Hunter." I lean forward and kiss him. Hunter pulls me closer to him and I fall into his arms. As I lean back on the bed with him on top of me he stops kissing me and looks into my eyes. " Is there anything else you want to talk about or anything you need to tell me?" Do I tell him about JD? I decide to let it go for now. Instead of answering Hunter I pull his head down to mine.
The next morning we get up and get ready for our flight. Once we get to the airport I leave Hunter with the guys and go to get myself a book to read on the plane. As I'm standing on line I see Mark walk into the store. He heads over to me. " Is everything ok today?" I tell him that I spoke with Hunter last night but I didn't mention anything about JD. " Listen Jess, I am going to keep my eye on that little punk and if I hear anything out of line come out of his mouth I'm going to make sure he can't talk for a very long time. OK?" I smile at Mark's over protectiveness. " Ok you have my permission to beat him up happy now?" Mark throws his arm around my shoulder as we leave the store. " That's all I needed to hear darlin."
When we get back to the gate I see JD talking with Hunter and I feel sick to my stomach. Mark grabs my hand and walks over with me. " Hey guys, are you talking about anything interesting?" JD glances at Mark then at me. " Nope we're just shooting the breeze. Unless either one of you has something to say?" JD glares at me and I glare back. " No I have nothing to say. Come on Hunter the flights started to board." Hunter follows me onto the plane and we sit down. " What was that all about?" I buckle up my seat belt and look at him. "Whatever do you mean?" Hunter turns in his seat to fully look at me. "There was some kind of tension going on between you and JD. Is there something I should know about?" Ok Jessica this is the place where you tell him everything. Before I can open my mouth Vince calls Hunter over to sit with him to discuss some ideas for his storyline. Oh well there will be plenty of chances later on to tell him the truth.
Hunter puts his finger on my lips so I stop talking. " I don't know where all of this is coming from but it stops now. I love you more than anything and anyone. I can't take back what happened with Alexia but if I could you sure as hell know I would. As for the fans, baby it's not easy for me seeing guys fawn all over you. And the signs I see out in the crowd saying the things they want to do to you that's pure hell for me. But you know what makes it all ok, that at the end of the night I know I get to hold you in my arms when we go to sleep. Sometimes I look at you and its like I can't speak because of the emotions that run through me. I look at you and think there is the woman I love, the woman that is going to become my wife and the mother of my children. I used to think I would never have that feeling about anyone then you came along and it's all I could think about. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
By now I'm crying and all I am able to do is nod. I try to get myself under control. " I don't deserve you. But I'm still going to keep you. I love you so much Hunter." I lean forward and kiss him. Hunter pulls me closer to him and I fall into his arms. As I lean back on the bed with him on top of me he stops kissing me and looks into my eyes. " Is there anything else you want to talk about or anything you need to tell me?" Do I tell him about JD? I decide to let it go for now. Instead of answering Hunter I pull his head down to mine.
The next morning we get up and get ready for our flight. Once we get to the airport I leave Hunter with the guys and go to get myself a book to read on the plane. As I'm standing on line I see Mark walk into the store. He heads over to me. " Is everything ok today?" I tell him that I spoke with Hunter last night but I didn't mention anything about JD. " Listen Jess, I am going to keep my eye on that little punk and if I hear anything out of line come out of his mouth I'm going to make sure he can't talk for a very long time. OK?" I smile at Mark's over protectiveness. " Ok you have my permission to beat him up happy now?" Mark throws his arm around my shoulder as we leave the store. " That's all I needed to hear darlin."
When we get back to the gate I see JD talking with Hunter and I feel sick to my stomach. Mark grabs my hand and walks over with me. " Hey guys, are you talking about anything interesting?" JD glances at Mark then at me. " Nope we're just shooting the breeze. Unless either one of you has something to say?" JD glares at me and I glare back. " No I have nothing to say. Come on Hunter the flights started to board." Hunter follows me onto the plane and we sit down. " What was that all about?" I buckle up my seat belt and look at him. "Whatever do you mean?" Hunter turns in his seat to fully look at me. "There was some kind of tension going on between you and JD. Is there something I should know about?" Ok Jessica this is the place where you tell him everything. Before I can open my mouth Vince calls Hunter over to sit with him to discuss some ideas for his storyline. Oh well there will be plenty of chances later on to tell him the truth.