I felt as if I was weightless as Spot spun me around. I closed my eyes smelling him once again. Breathing in deeply as if I was never going to see him again. I soon felt his grip on me loosen, but not completely lost, as I slowly came to the ground. We both stood there looking each other in the eye, not remembering the last time where we actually we're lost in our own world. It has been two weeks since I've stared into those eyes and I wasn't ready to stop.
"What are youse doing here?" Spot asked completely shocked.
"My father let me go. I now have no where to go." I smiled as I heard some familiar footsteps on the stairs. I knew they were familiar because they sounded like high heeled shoes skipping on cobble stone. I looked towards the door, even though it meant looking away from Spot, and saw Rocket and Bambie coming in with big grins upon their faces.
"Sweetz!" I heard Rocket scream as she went on a full out sprint towards me. I stepped over so Spot wasn't in the way and let Rocket embrace me into a friendly hug. (What else was it suppose to be) I couldn't believe that I was seeing my best friend for the first time in months. We hugged for a moment or two and pulled apart, not knowing what to think of anything anymore.
"Oh my goodness Rocket. I've missed you so. " I looked at her with tears in my eyes. How I wanted to turn back time and go with her back to the Lodging House instead with my father. It was all my fault. How could I have done this to my friends? How could I have been so idiotic to not follow my friends advice?
"What's wit yer accent?" Rocket asked. "Its all proper and crap."
"Oh sorry." I said as my cheeks grew to a rosy red. "I've been talking like this for such awhile that I have no idea how else I'm suppose to talk."
"Oh, well hanging out wit us fer awhile will get yer accent up and going." She smiled. She soon felt a tap on her shoulder and looked at a Bambie who's face was so full of happiness.
"Bambie!" I ran to her and hugged her as if the world was going to end. I hadn't seen her for awhile so it was different. "Aren't you in school?"
"Yea but Ise dropped out. School isn't my thing. And plus, Ise missed ya too much." She grinned as we hugged once more.
"What happened to David?"
"Youse mean Davey?" I nodded. "He's 'round here somewhere. He decided to go to school somewhere by here where he's can see me and sell some papes." I wasn't paying attention to anything she just said because I looked over to the door and saw Queenie and Merp entering. "Youse paying attention?"
"Yes of course I am." I lied. "David's seeing papers here and selling you." I felt someone hit the back of my head. "What?" I turned around to see Spot. Yet again, I was mesmerized by his eyes. I didn't even care if people were surrounding us. Spot pulled me to him by grabbing onto my waist and pulling me into an electrifying kiss that I have never experienced before.
After a couple of minutes later I was pulled away from Queenie and Merps smiles. They pulled me to the other side of the room as Spot was taken to the other to talk to the guys. I smiled at them knowing what exactly happened between them and their supposed 'loved' ones.
"Ise missed ya kid." Queenie said as she messed up my hair. I only smiled at her still knowing that she could kick my ass.
"Same goes here. What's been going on? Wese hoird dat youse were at your old mans house." Merp asked.
"Yes I was with my father, but there are other things that I would like to talk about."
"And what would dat be?" Merp asked.
"How you and Spot broke up?" Then I turned to Queenie. "Or how you and Skittery have been doing?" I looked at them, their mouths opened wide, wondering on how I knew. "What? Do you honestly think that Spot would kiss me with his girlfriend by the door?"
"Well someone's got a brain." Queenie said as she flicked my head. I wanted to scream out 'ENOUGH WITH THE ABUSE!' but I knew better then to yell at her. "Skitts and I are togedda, and ever since youse been missing, wese been togedda. Ise guess youse missing made us tink bout what would happened if one of us went missing, and how we would end up like Spot."
"What do you mean? End up like Spot?"
"Well here's da ting. Da night youse went missing he showed up at me house trying to get me back. Well he finally got it dat youse and him were meant to be. So ever since dat day he's been looking fer youse. And one day, he said he talked wit yas, but all youse did was kick him out. He didn't understand, and ever since dat he's been da most depressed leader ever. More depressed den Queenie over here." Merp said as she nudged Queenie in the stomach.
"Oh. I swear, he had to leave. I didn't want him to go but his safety was at risk. I didn't want to see him get hurt. You have to believe me. I never wanted him to be sad and depressed, I wanted him to be safe. I would've ran away but my father really had me on lock down." I started to shake severely not knowing what was happening.
"Sweetz calm down goil. Didn't youse see da mans face? He's head over heels for you. Now go back ova dere and get yer man." Queenie said. I turned around to see Spot staring right back at me. He motioned towards the window to get to the roof and I nodded. He went up first to make it seem like he needed thinking space and then without getting noticed I went up too. I made my way up to the roof and went to the corner where Spot had first asked me out. I felt arms around my waist and I held my breath. It was too magical to be happening. It had to have been a dream. I turned my head to face him and I received a light but gentle kiss on the lips.
"I've missed you." I confessed.
"Ise missed youse too. And deres sometin Ise gotta get off me chest." Turning around to face him worrying if something was wrong. "Ise neva wanted us to end. And so I'm asking fer another chance wit yas."
"Sp-Spot. I've changed a little bit."
"If youse changed it must be fer da good. Deres no way an angel like youse could change fer da worse." I smiled at his compliment but it soon faded as I thought of my 'whore' nights with my fathers friends.
"No. Listen to me please." My voice grew shaky and quiet. "My father beat me up. And sometimes instead of beating me up he'd have me sleep with a few of his friends. It didn't mean anything. I just had to get away from the bruises and cuts for a couple of nights. They meant nothing to me, and now I regret not sleeping with you, cause Id rather lose everything to you then to one of my fathers friends."
"Youse know what Sweetz?" I looked into his eyes. "Ise don't care bout any of dat. All Ise want is to be wit youse, even if dat means no touching." I smiled at his efforts.
"Who said I didn't want any touching?" I said as I grabbed his face and brought his lips onto mine. It wasn't a kiss to show that I was a whore, it was to prove to him that he was the only one who could hurt me from now on. We pulled apart and we smiled at each other. Our eyes shared a hidden conversation that no one will know. (well except you readers!) His eyes shared a sense of comfort, with a touch of protection.
"Wese togedda now?"
"Yes, we're together. On one condition though." He looked at me confused.
"Whats dat?"
"Don't hoit me too bad." I said as I tried using the newsie lingo, but it didn't go as well. He smiled at me and said,
"Goil, youse don't hafta worry bout me hoiting youse." He leaned in and gave me a kiss that I knew was from his heart. I too, kissed him back showing him how much I cared for him, and how much I needed him as well. We both stayed on the roof in each others embrace, not caring what people were thinking. The only two people I have to think about and worry about are the people on this roof.
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Sucky ending I know. But it's the end. I'm sorry it sucks so bad…….oh well. Please review and tell me how bad it sucked. Wait a minute. Don't do that, I'll cry.
SpotMUSE:: She really will
Me: Yea I will, I worked a little bit on this so it better be good
SpotMUSE:: Try months on the story
Me: But two days on this chapter
SpotMUSE:: Yea, dats true
Me: So please review, cause I love reviews
SpotMUSE:: Don't stop reading yet, shes gonna threaten in 3.…2.……1.…
Me:: And if you don't, ill never write anything again
SpotMUSE:: Told ya
Me:: Shut up
Please review, please? :'( Review for the boys of New York City~!
3 SaMi~!
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To my regular's:
Thanks for reading it, it must've been torcher. I would thank you individually but my hands are numb and my dad's trying to sleep……sorry
"What are youse doing here?" Spot asked completely shocked.
"My father let me go. I now have no where to go." I smiled as I heard some familiar footsteps on the stairs. I knew they were familiar because they sounded like high heeled shoes skipping on cobble stone. I looked towards the door, even though it meant looking away from Spot, and saw Rocket and Bambie coming in with big grins upon their faces.
"Sweetz!" I heard Rocket scream as she went on a full out sprint towards me. I stepped over so Spot wasn't in the way and let Rocket embrace me into a friendly hug. (What else was it suppose to be) I couldn't believe that I was seeing my best friend for the first time in months. We hugged for a moment or two and pulled apart, not knowing what to think of anything anymore.
"Oh my goodness Rocket. I've missed you so. " I looked at her with tears in my eyes. How I wanted to turn back time and go with her back to the Lodging House instead with my father. It was all my fault. How could I have done this to my friends? How could I have been so idiotic to not follow my friends advice?
"What's wit yer accent?" Rocket asked. "Its all proper and crap."
"Oh sorry." I said as my cheeks grew to a rosy red. "I've been talking like this for such awhile that I have no idea how else I'm suppose to talk."
"Oh, well hanging out wit us fer awhile will get yer accent up and going." She smiled. She soon felt a tap on her shoulder and looked at a Bambie who's face was so full of happiness.
"Bambie!" I ran to her and hugged her as if the world was going to end. I hadn't seen her for awhile so it was different. "Aren't you in school?"
"Yea but Ise dropped out. School isn't my thing. And plus, Ise missed ya too much." She grinned as we hugged once more.
"What happened to David?"
"Youse mean Davey?" I nodded. "He's 'round here somewhere. He decided to go to school somewhere by here where he's can see me and sell some papes." I wasn't paying attention to anything she just said because I looked over to the door and saw Queenie and Merp entering. "Youse paying attention?"
"Yes of course I am." I lied. "David's seeing papers here and selling you." I felt someone hit the back of my head. "What?" I turned around to see Spot. Yet again, I was mesmerized by his eyes. I didn't even care if people were surrounding us. Spot pulled me to him by grabbing onto my waist and pulling me into an electrifying kiss that I have never experienced before.
After a couple of minutes later I was pulled away from Queenie and Merps smiles. They pulled me to the other side of the room as Spot was taken to the other to talk to the guys. I smiled at them knowing what exactly happened between them and their supposed 'loved' ones.
"Ise missed ya kid." Queenie said as she messed up my hair. I only smiled at her still knowing that she could kick my ass.
"Same goes here. What's been going on? Wese hoird dat youse were at your old mans house." Merp asked.
"Yes I was with my father, but there are other things that I would like to talk about."
"And what would dat be?" Merp asked.
"How you and Spot broke up?" Then I turned to Queenie. "Or how you and Skittery have been doing?" I looked at them, their mouths opened wide, wondering on how I knew. "What? Do you honestly think that Spot would kiss me with his girlfriend by the door?"
"Well someone's got a brain." Queenie said as she flicked my head. I wanted to scream out 'ENOUGH WITH THE ABUSE!' but I knew better then to yell at her. "Skitts and I are togedda, and ever since youse been missing, wese been togedda. Ise guess youse missing made us tink bout what would happened if one of us went missing, and how we would end up like Spot."
"What do you mean? End up like Spot?"
"Well here's da ting. Da night youse went missing he showed up at me house trying to get me back. Well he finally got it dat youse and him were meant to be. So ever since dat day he's been looking fer youse. And one day, he said he talked wit yas, but all youse did was kick him out. He didn't understand, and ever since dat he's been da most depressed leader ever. More depressed den Queenie over here." Merp said as she nudged Queenie in the stomach.
"Oh. I swear, he had to leave. I didn't want him to go but his safety was at risk. I didn't want to see him get hurt. You have to believe me. I never wanted him to be sad and depressed, I wanted him to be safe. I would've ran away but my father really had me on lock down." I started to shake severely not knowing what was happening.
"Sweetz calm down goil. Didn't youse see da mans face? He's head over heels for you. Now go back ova dere and get yer man." Queenie said. I turned around to see Spot staring right back at me. He motioned towards the window to get to the roof and I nodded. He went up first to make it seem like he needed thinking space and then without getting noticed I went up too. I made my way up to the roof and went to the corner where Spot had first asked me out. I felt arms around my waist and I held my breath. It was too magical to be happening. It had to have been a dream. I turned my head to face him and I received a light but gentle kiss on the lips.
"I've missed you." I confessed.
"Ise missed youse too. And deres sometin Ise gotta get off me chest." Turning around to face him worrying if something was wrong. "Ise neva wanted us to end. And so I'm asking fer another chance wit yas."
"Sp-Spot. I've changed a little bit."
"If youse changed it must be fer da good. Deres no way an angel like youse could change fer da worse." I smiled at his compliment but it soon faded as I thought of my 'whore' nights with my fathers friends.
"No. Listen to me please." My voice grew shaky and quiet. "My father beat me up. And sometimes instead of beating me up he'd have me sleep with a few of his friends. It didn't mean anything. I just had to get away from the bruises and cuts for a couple of nights. They meant nothing to me, and now I regret not sleeping with you, cause Id rather lose everything to you then to one of my fathers friends."
"Youse know what Sweetz?" I looked into his eyes. "Ise don't care bout any of dat. All Ise want is to be wit youse, even if dat means no touching." I smiled at his efforts.
"Who said I didn't want any touching?" I said as I grabbed his face and brought his lips onto mine. It wasn't a kiss to show that I was a whore, it was to prove to him that he was the only one who could hurt me from now on. We pulled apart and we smiled at each other. Our eyes shared a hidden conversation that no one will know. (well except you readers!) His eyes shared a sense of comfort, with a touch of protection.
"Wese togedda now?"
"Yes, we're together. On one condition though." He looked at me confused.
"Whats dat?"
"Don't hoit me too bad." I said as I tried using the newsie lingo, but it didn't go as well. He smiled at me and said,
"Goil, youse don't hafta worry bout me hoiting youse." He leaned in and gave me a kiss that I knew was from his heart. I too, kissed him back showing him how much I cared for him, and how much I needed him as well. We both stayed on the roof in each others embrace, not caring what people were thinking. The only two people I have to think about and worry about are the people on this roof.
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Sucky ending I know. But it's the end. I'm sorry it sucks so bad…….oh well. Please review and tell me how bad it sucked. Wait a minute. Don't do that, I'll cry.
SpotMUSE:: She really will
Me: Yea I will, I worked a little bit on this so it better be good
SpotMUSE:: Try months on the story
Me: But two days on this chapter
SpotMUSE:: Yea, dats true
Me: So please review, cause I love reviews
SpotMUSE:: Don't stop reading yet, shes gonna threaten in 3.…2.……1.…
Me:: And if you don't, ill never write anything again
SpotMUSE:: Told ya
Me:: Shut up
Please review, please? :'( Review for the boys of New York City~!
3 SaMi~!
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To my regular's:
Thanks for reading it, it must've been torcher. I would thank you individually but my hands are numb and my dad's trying to sleep……sorry