Frozen: Unwanted Caller

Hey guys. Long time no post, I know. Sorry. But I recently got some GH tapes from a excellent site. They are tapes of when Jason went through his accident in 1996 (a little bit before too, Jason Q wasn't half bad actually). And needless to say, my attention has been elsewhere. Its 3 eight hour tapes I think, and I am having a ball. So posts might be a bit slow for the next few days. I figure I'll watch them again and again until I can recite half of the lines. Can I just quickly say how freaky some stuff is? No Taggert. No Scotty. Robin is there, and very nice. Mac has screen time (and is going out with Katherine Bell, I was shocked). Emily is going through the preteen years (so cute!). Reginald has long hair. Ned is Eddie Maine (continually). Lois is on (love the cute brooklynn accent!). Lets see what else... Oh, Lily is there. I got to see the reception to her wedding to Sonny. There are more Stone montages then you would believe (he had recently died I guess). It is so damned funny. I can't believe it. And the best part is AJ. Its Sean Kanan. I must say, I like him way better then Billy Warlock (great actor though). And he and Jason actually LOOK like brothers (who'd a thought?). ANYWAY, this is going on forever. Sorry, I'll be quiet. I just had to tell you. At the time that these were playing I was like 6 so, I never saw it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Sonny's Island

That was it. She was done with everything. She didn't have to sleep with that worker anymore. She didn't have to live like this anymore.

All it would take was one call to Jason. He could make this better. He would come get her. If he didn't want to, then she would use their baby. One last favor to the mother of his almost child. She didn't want to have to do that though. The death of their child was the worst thing that had ever happened to her.

But now she would do anything to get away from this island.

No matter what the cost. She was in the room where she had been going with that man. With his cell phone. She punched in Jason's number. The one she knew so well. One last time.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Elizabeth's Studio

Elizabeth had gone out about twenty minutes ago. She said that she wouldn't be gone long. But she hadn't even wanted to go in the first place. He had insisted. She shouldn't let her gallery go to hell just because he dropped into her life.

You didn't do things like that to the ones you loved. He wouldn't let her. She loved her gallery, he knew it.

He could tell a lot of things about her now. Little things most people wouldn't notice. Like when she was critically going over her paintings she would stick a tiny bit of her tongue out. Just the tip. Out of the side of her mouth. And while she was cooking she had a eternal battle going with her sleeves. They would fall down and get in the way, so she would roll them up. But within ten minutes they would fall down again.

And oddly enough it only made him love her more.

He heard his cell phone ring, bringing him out of his thoughts. The question was who would be calling.

"Morgan." he said slowly, unsure.

And the one voice he had been assured that he would never hear again. The one voice that he couldn't bear to hear. The one he never wanted to hear, spoke.

"Jason? Oh baby, I am so glad I can hear your voice!" Came Courtney's bubbly voice. How was it she was so happy to hear him, but her voice made him want to run into a corner and undo everything Elizabeth had helped him with?

This was why he had wanted to choose dead instead of Elizabeth.

"Jason?" Courtney said again.

He wanted to yell, scream at her. Tell her that he had never loved her. That he hated her now. That he was in love, that he had never fallen out of love really. To hurt her like she had hurt him. But he didn't. He just responded slowly and quietly. "Yes."

"Jason! I miss you so much. Jason I need your help." Courtney said, jumping right into the real reason she had called.

SHE needed HIS help? After everything? His fist clenched to his sides, her voice ringing in his mind.

"What?" he asked through clenched teeth.

She kept on talking without noticing any difference. "I need you to get me off this island Jason. Sonny is keeping me prisoner."

He didn't say a word, sensing that she wasn't done.

He was right, "I hate it here Jason. Please? Get me out of here." Courtney pleaded.

Jason didn't want to deal with this. She had no right to call. Jason heard the door open behind him. Elizabeth walked through the door.

She knew immediately that something was wrong. Jason was tense, his hand was a fist by his side. The other hand was gripping his cell phone with such tightness she was amazed it hadn't broken. Who could he be talking to?

"Jason, whats wrong?" She said as she crossed the room to him.

Courtney heard Elizabeth on the other side of the phone. "You couldn't wait could you? I haven't been gone a month practically! You jerk. How could you do this to me? We are engaged Jason. I was going to have your baby. And now you're with her!?" Courtney screeched into the phone.

Jason snapped. "Shut up Courtney!" he screamed back into the phone. His wall was going up. Both Elizabeth and Jason could feel it. Brick by brick. Word by word. He was pulling himself back into his safety zone.

He had been wrong. It wasn't worth this. This pain. He knew it would be back. That it had to be back. It was never too far away. He had been a fool. Staying in his own world of no feelings was better. No one was worth this.

But he wouldn't mess it up again. No.

He was staying this way. Nothing was going to bring him out of this. He wouldn't let it. He wasn't going to go through this again. Not for anyone or anything.

Not even Elizabeth.

And she knew it. One look at his face, and she knew it.



Hehe, poor Jason. He was just fine before I started writing stories! Come on guys, review! Just know that if you read my other stories, its going to be a while maybe. But expect something by Sunday for sure. I promise. REVIEW!