Frozen: I Run To You
HEY! Long time no talk. Sorry about that. No one complain at me though. Okay? Thanks for all of the great reviews last time! You are all the best. I'm going through some serious GH withdrawl. I miss my show so much! But everytime I watch it I get the overwhelming urge to puke. Which is sad. At this point I like only one thing. And that is that Jason and Courtney are broken up. I can't even say I'm too pleased with Jason right now. He isn't the guy I fell in love with at age eight. Yeah, you read right. Eight. See? Its been a long time love affair with him. He was (and still is) what I daydreamed about in boring classes. And not what you're thinking, you dirty minded people! I would come up with my own plots. Basically I have a million GH fanfictions in my head. All of which have played out and re- written. I've got some odd ones though. Stuff I could never even write because it is just so out there. Such as Susan Moore stealing a baby from the hospital and passing it off as her own, namely, Jason. And his real parents are Luke and Laura. Funky stuff, hu? LOL, this is getting long. So I'll shut up.
Also, this is my FIRST attempt at a songfic chatper. Let me know how it goes, okay? The lyrics will be in ~[lyrics]~.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Bridge
Courtney had called. She had pulled her same old tricks again. Was he that predictable now? Had he really changed that much? He hadn't thought too much about this. Or maybe he had. Maybe he had over-analized it so much he could no longer see the facts.
She knew what buttons to push. She knew what to say and how to say it. There was a time, one he liked to pretend wasn't too long ago, that no one could predict him. No one knew what to say to him because they didn't know how he would react.
~[I can see we're thinking 'bout the same thing
Yes I see you're expression when the phone rings
We both know theres something happening here]~
But how was it that now they did? Courtney knew. And Elizabeth knew.
He didn't know what was worse.
He didn't want to think of either of them. The one who stole his soul and the one who wanted to give him the the world. Courtney took him. Plain and simple. She took Jason Morgan. And she knew how to hold on. She wasn't even here. But he didn't know how to let her influence go. Was it influence?
Or was it their past?
He had once prided himself on being a man with no past. He had no errors or enemies at one time. He had made them quickly though. But for a few months maybe. He was what so many people wanted to be. A newborn in a man's body.
He built his wall. One so high that he thought no one would ever tear it down. Not even Robin had been able to tear it down. She had tried. She had even made a dent. But the moment she betrayed him, the wall got thicker. And Carly. God, she had gotten damn close. He had let his wall crumble down. And she and Sonny had betrayed him.
The pain was so bad that the wall was built again, higher, thicker, indestrucable.
But it hadn't stayed that way long. Elizabeth had come stumbling into his life. Literally. She had almost fallen on him, had she not seen the body in the snow.
Jason shook his head and looked out in at the darkness below. He didn't want to think about all of this. But he had to.
~[A wound gets worse when it's treated with neglect]~
Elizabeth.
She was what had made him fight. She was....
What was she to him?
A more than friend? A person he liked? Someone he loved? Someone he needed? A painter who had saved his life one night in the snow? He didn't know. But he knew what he wanted her to be.
His.
That was it. He had finally thought the truth. He wanted her. But he couldn't let Courtney and the past go. And he couldn't let himself get hurt again. Would she hurt him? She hadn't in so long. He hadn't really let anyone. Jason Morgan wasn't gone. He was hiding. He was watching another person go through the motions and waited to see if he should return.
Jason Morgan took what he wanted. Jason Morgan didn't change. He didn't use tact, or lies, or secrets, or try to ease the blow of the truth. Some people thought that made him cold. So be it. But that wasn't the case. He was telling you what was going on. Without the baised feelings, or the vendettas, the person attachments. He could see a situation for what it was, and call you on it.
Jason Morgan had no room in his life for people like Courtney. So, simply getting out of the little shell he had been hiding in was all that was needed. This Jason didn't know how to let Courtney go. But Jason Morgan did.
His mind was made up.
She had asked him what he had wanted. And now it was time to answer that question.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Elizabeth's Studio
~[Well, don't turn now, there's nothing here to fear
You can talk to me
Talk to me
You can talk to me
You can set your secrets free, baby]~
Elizabeth stared at him. He had come back. He was here. "Jason." Was all she said to him. He needed to do the talking here. She could see it in his eyes.
"I ran because I didn't know how to let it go. I couldn't stop caring about Courtney's words." He started with a deep breath. He was slightly aware that this might not make too much sense to her. But he didn't care. It was worth a try.
Elizabeth watched him. There was something about his eyes.
Something familiar.
"I changed. But then I realized I hadn't really. I had just let other people turn me and make me what they wanted. The Quartermaines had tried, but I had no ties to them. I had no love or loyalty for them. So I left. But this time, it was people I loved trying to change me. So I let them. But not really."
Elizabeth narrowed her eyes. This wasn't making a world a sense.
~[Dusty words lying under carpets
Seldom heard well must you keep your secrets
Locked inside hidden deep from view]~
"I hid myself. I went away and let some other version of me get changed. But I hadn't really changed because I was just below the surface. Waiting to see if it was worth it to come back." He took a deep breath, "I wasn't before. It is now though. You make it worth it."
Elizabeth smiled, tears forming in her eyes. He was making sense now. He was saying everything that she had wanted to hear.
~[Do I seem all that hard - is it all that tough?
Now I've shown you all my cards well isn't that enough
You can hide your hurt
But, there's something you can do
You can talk to me
Talk to me
You can talk to me
You can set your secrets free baby]~
"I didn't know how to let her and everything else go. The person I let myself change to wasn't strong enough. But now I am. Jason Morgan, the one that hid for so long, he can. She isn't a part of me anymore. I can't promise that hearing from her won't affect me. But I can promise to give it time. And I can promise to run to you instead of from you when it does. All I need now is for you to say that its okay. That I didn't mess us up again." Jason said with slight fear in his eyes. There was no need for the mask right now. Not with her.
~[Though we lay face to face and cheek to cheek
Our voices stray from common ground
Where they could meet
The walls run high to veil a swelling tear
Let the walls burn down, set your secrets free
You can break their bounds 'cause your safe with me
You can lose your doubt 'cause you'll find no danger here]~
"You couldn't make me go away again even if you tried with everything in you. I love you Jason. And I always will. Theres nothing you can do to change that. I understand why you ran. And I understand everything you just said. Its okay. Everything is going to okay now." She said. Slowly she reached up and touched his cheek gently. He was looking at her with such love in his eyes. And her eyes mirrored his. "I love you. You are a part of me."
Jason smiled. "I love you too."
She smiled back at him and pulled him into her arms. This is how they were meant to be. Happy and in love.
~[I can see that expression when the phone rings (I can see you runnin') And I can see that we're thinkin' 'bout the same things
(Well I can see you runnin') Is it all that hard - is it all that tough
(All the way back home) Well now you've taken all my dreams
Isn't that enough
Well, I can see you baby...I can see you runnin' Talk to me]~
Nice hu? I fixed it for them. We're on the home strech here people, almost done.
I hope you liked the song. It just reminds me so much of Jason. I thought it would be a good time to use it.
Talk To Me by Stevie Nicks (fell in love with her around the same time as Jason!)
REVIEW PLEASE!
HEY! Long time no talk. Sorry about that. No one complain at me though. Okay? Thanks for all of the great reviews last time! You are all the best. I'm going through some serious GH withdrawl. I miss my show so much! But everytime I watch it I get the overwhelming urge to puke. Which is sad. At this point I like only one thing. And that is that Jason and Courtney are broken up. I can't even say I'm too pleased with Jason right now. He isn't the guy I fell in love with at age eight. Yeah, you read right. Eight. See? Its been a long time love affair with him. He was (and still is) what I daydreamed about in boring classes. And not what you're thinking, you dirty minded people! I would come up with my own plots. Basically I have a million GH fanfictions in my head. All of which have played out and re- written. I've got some odd ones though. Stuff I could never even write because it is just so out there. Such as Susan Moore stealing a baby from the hospital and passing it off as her own, namely, Jason. And his real parents are Luke and Laura. Funky stuff, hu? LOL, this is getting long. So I'll shut up.
Also, this is my FIRST attempt at a songfic chatper. Let me know how it goes, okay? The lyrics will be in ~[lyrics]~.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Bridge
Courtney had called. She had pulled her same old tricks again. Was he that predictable now? Had he really changed that much? He hadn't thought too much about this. Or maybe he had. Maybe he had over-analized it so much he could no longer see the facts.
She knew what buttons to push. She knew what to say and how to say it. There was a time, one he liked to pretend wasn't too long ago, that no one could predict him. No one knew what to say to him because they didn't know how he would react.
~[I can see we're thinking 'bout the same thing
Yes I see you're expression when the phone rings
We both know theres something happening here]~
But how was it that now they did? Courtney knew. And Elizabeth knew.
He didn't know what was worse.
He didn't want to think of either of them. The one who stole his soul and the one who wanted to give him the the world. Courtney took him. Plain and simple. She took Jason Morgan. And she knew how to hold on. She wasn't even here. But he didn't know how to let her influence go. Was it influence?
Or was it their past?
He had once prided himself on being a man with no past. He had no errors or enemies at one time. He had made them quickly though. But for a few months maybe. He was what so many people wanted to be. A newborn in a man's body.
He built his wall. One so high that he thought no one would ever tear it down. Not even Robin had been able to tear it down. She had tried. She had even made a dent. But the moment she betrayed him, the wall got thicker. And Carly. God, she had gotten damn close. He had let his wall crumble down. And she and Sonny had betrayed him.
The pain was so bad that the wall was built again, higher, thicker, indestrucable.
But it hadn't stayed that way long. Elizabeth had come stumbling into his life. Literally. She had almost fallen on him, had she not seen the body in the snow.
Jason shook his head and looked out in at the darkness below. He didn't want to think about all of this. But he had to.
~[A wound gets worse when it's treated with neglect]~
Elizabeth.
She was what had made him fight. She was....
What was she to him?
A more than friend? A person he liked? Someone he loved? Someone he needed? A painter who had saved his life one night in the snow? He didn't know. But he knew what he wanted her to be.
His.
That was it. He had finally thought the truth. He wanted her. But he couldn't let Courtney and the past go. And he couldn't let himself get hurt again. Would she hurt him? She hadn't in so long. He hadn't really let anyone. Jason Morgan wasn't gone. He was hiding. He was watching another person go through the motions and waited to see if he should return.
Jason Morgan took what he wanted. Jason Morgan didn't change. He didn't use tact, or lies, or secrets, or try to ease the blow of the truth. Some people thought that made him cold. So be it. But that wasn't the case. He was telling you what was going on. Without the baised feelings, or the vendettas, the person attachments. He could see a situation for what it was, and call you on it.
Jason Morgan had no room in his life for people like Courtney. So, simply getting out of the little shell he had been hiding in was all that was needed. This Jason didn't know how to let Courtney go. But Jason Morgan did.
His mind was made up.
She had asked him what he had wanted. And now it was time to answer that question.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Elizabeth's Studio
~[Well, don't turn now, there's nothing here to fear
You can talk to me
Talk to me
You can talk to me
You can set your secrets free, baby]~
Elizabeth stared at him. He had come back. He was here. "Jason." Was all she said to him. He needed to do the talking here. She could see it in his eyes.
"I ran because I didn't know how to let it go. I couldn't stop caring about Courtney's words." He started with a deep breath. He was slightly aware that this might not make too much sense to her. But he didn't care. It was worth a try.
Elizabeth watched him. There was something about his eyes.
Something familiar.
"I changed. But then I realized I hadn't really. I had just let other people turn me and make me what they wanted. The Quartermaines had tried, but I had no ties to them. I had no love or loyalty for them. So I left. But this time, it was people I loved trying to change me. So I let them. But not really."
Elizabeth narrowed her eyes. This wasn't making a world a sense.
~[Dusty words lying under carpets
Seldom heard well must you keep your secrets
Locked inside hidden deep from view]~
"I hid myself. I went away and let some other version of me get changed. But I hadn't really changed because I was just below the surface. Waiting to see if it was worth it to come back." He took a deep breath, "I wasn't before. It is now though. You make it worth it."
Elizabeth smiled, tears forming in her eyes. He was making sense now. He was saying everything that she had wanted to hear.
~[Do I seem all that hard - is it all that tough?
Now I've shown you all my cards well isn't that enough
You can hide your hurt
But, there's something you can do
You can talk to me
Talk to me
You can talk to me
You can set your secrets free baby]~
"I didn't know how to let her and everything else go. The person I let myself change to wasn't strong enough. But now I am. Jason Morgan, the one that hid for so long, he can. She isn't a part of me anymore. I can't promise that hearing from her won't affect me. But I can promise to give it time. And I can promise to run to you instead of from you when it does. All I need now is for you to say that its okay. That I didn't mess us up again." Jason said with slight fear in his eyes. There was no need for the mask right now. Not with her.
~[Though we lay face to face and cheek to cheek
Our voices stray from common ground
Where they could meet
The walls run high to veil a swelling tear
Let the walls burn down, set your secrets free
You can break their bounds 'cause your safe with me
You can lose your doubt 'cause you'll find no danger here]~
"You couldn't make me go away again even if you tried with everything in you. I love you Jason. And I always will. Theres nothing you can do to change that. I understand why you ran. And I understand everything you just said. Its okay. Everything is going to okay now." She said. Slowly she reached up and touched his cheek gently. He was looking at her with such love in his eyes. And her eyes mirrored his. "I love you. You are a part of me."
Jason smiled. "I love you too."
She smiled back at him and pulled him into her arms. This is how they were meant to be. Happy and in love.
~[I can see that expression when the phone rings (I can see you runnin') And I can see that we're thinkin' 'bout the same things
(Well I can see you runnin') Is it all that hard - is it all that tough
(All the way back home) Well now you've taken all my dreams
Isn't that enough
Well, I can see you baby...I can see you runnin' Talk to me]~
Nice hu? I fixed it for them. We're on the home strech here people, almost done.
I hope you liked the song. It just reminds me so much of Jason. I thought it would be a good time to use it.
Talk To Me by Stevie Nicks (fell in love with her around the same time as Jason!)
REVIEW PLEASE!