A/N: what do you think of the songs in the chapters? Are they good or would
the story be better without?
A/N again thank you for the reviews! Keep them coming!!!And Jayde, feel free to help me anytime. Lol. Have fun reading the next chapter!!!
A/N: ow yeah this one goes out to one of my friends, who's almost always the first to read and like my stories :P Wiezy thank you!!!
People ask if I'm in love with you
Cause I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself.
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes
(Christina Aguilera - Loving me for me)
Oh no! He's coming over. I wasn't ready to face Jess yet. I didn't even know what I wanted. And I looked terrible. One quick look at the clock learned me that I had about five minutes before he would be here. I grabbed my favourite sweater and tried to pull it over my head while brushing my teeth. Note to self: not a good idea. I threw the sweater in the washingmachine and took another one out of my closet. Too soon the bell rang, and I ran down the stairs, still trying to button up my pants. I was already shouting "Hey J..." when I realized this wasn't Jess. It was...
"Dean" I quickly put a smile on my face. "What are you doing here? Did we have a date?" The smile he had had upon his face dissapeared. "Can't I just come around without us having a date?"
No. Not now. Not when Jess could show up any second. "Course you can" I smiled again and tried to hid my nervousness. "But Lane is coming over" All of the sudden I saw Jess appear out of nowhere, and I prayed that he would notice Dean and leave. Dean noticed my stare, and followed it to the point where Jess stood. "Ah...I see...Lane..." His voice sounded hurt and he turned around to leave.
But there Jess came to my rescue. "Hey Ror" He smiled at me. "Lane dropped by at the diner. She said she couldn't make it to your place tonight. Something with her mom and bibleclass..." He handed me the cup of coffee. "She bought you coffee to make it up to you" I hoped Dean would buy it, but he still had some doubts. "Why did she come to you instead of going straight to Rory?" Again Jess had an answer ready. "She knew Rory would be dissapointed, so she decided to bribe her with coffee" I couldn't help smiling. "Yes I am very bribable with coffee. Thank you for bringing it to me Jess"
He obviously felt I wanted him gone, and one second his eyes showed the hurt he felt. He thought I had chosen Dean over him. I tried to give him a reassuring smile, but he didn't return it this time. With a mumbled "See you around Rory" he left.
Well...at least one person was happy Jess was gone. Dean put his arm around me and guided me into the livingroom. "What are you doing?" He stood in front of the television and took a video out of his pocket. "Since Lane isn't coming over, I can stay and keep you company" He put the video in the recorder and sat down on the couch.
I didn't have a good reason to send him away so I just sat down next to him. "What are we watching?" He put his arm around me again and pulled me close. "Lord of the rings" I sighed inwardly. How was it possible that after more than a year of dating Dean still didn't know what I liked?
After nearly four hours of boring myself to death the movie was finally over. Dean kissed me once again and told me he had to go home. He was working tomorrow, and he had an early start. I assured him it was no problem and kissed him once again before he left. I missed something in his kisses. It was not like it wasn't any good, I just missed...passion.
I almost couldn't wait for him to leave, and as soon as we said our goodbyes I hurried upstairs towards my computer.
COFFEELVR: Jess are you there?
COFFEELVR: I'm so sorry!
BADBOY: had a nice night with your boyfriend?
Oh help. He was really pissed off at me. My fingers hovered above the keyboard for a while.
COFFEELVR: he made me watch Lord of the Rings for the seventh time...does that say enough?
BADBOY: that guy really doesn't know you does he?
COFFEELVR: I swear I didn't know he was gonna show up. But well...I didn't know that about you until five minutes before you did either.
BADBOY: I should have stayed at the diner?
What did I have to say? I didn't know. So I decided to keep it light.
COFFEELVR: no...I craved for coffee, like you said. You saved my life.
BADBOY: I swear...you've got coffee flowing in your veins Gilmore
COFFEELVR: you say it like it's a bad thing :P
BADBOY: so...
COFFEELVR: yeah...
BADBOY: are you breaking up with Dean?
Am I? I didn't know yet. I knew I liked Jess, but I didn't know how I felt about Dean.
COFFEELVR: I don't know...things with Dean are nice and easy.
BADBOY: and with me they're horrible and difficult?
COFFEELVR: definitely not horrible, but yeah...they're difficult.
BADBOY: why?
COFFEELVR: can we talk?
BADBOY: we are
COFFEELVR: not like this. IRL.
BADBOY: I'll bring coffee
COFFEELVR: I'll keep Dean away
BADBOY: see you
COFFEELVR: see you
A/N again thank you for the reviews! Keep them coming!!!And Jayde, feel free to help me anytime. Lol. Have fun reading the next chapter!!!
A/N: ow yeah this one goes out to one of my friends, who's almost always the first to read and like my stories :P Wiezy thank you!!!
People ask if I'm in love with you
Cause I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself.
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes
(Christina Aguilera - Loving me for me)
Oh no! He's coming over. I wasn't ready to face Jess yet. I didn't even know what I wanted. And I looked terrible. One quick look at the clock learned me that I had about five minutes before he would be here. I grabbed my favourite sweater and tried to pull it over my head while brushing my teeth. Note to self: not a good idea. I threw the sweater in the washingmachine and took another one out of my closet. Too soon the bell rang, and I ran down the stairs, still trying to button up my pants. I was already shouting "Hey J..." when I realized this wasn't Jess. It was...
"Dean" I quickly put a smile on my face. "What are you doing here? Did we have a date?" The smile he had had upon his face dissapeared. "Can't I just come around without us having a date?"
No. Not now. Not when Jess could show up any second. "Course you can" I smiled again and tried to hid my nervousness. "But Lane is coming over" All of the sudden I saw Jess appear out of nowhere, and I prayed that he would notice Dean and leave. Dean noticed my stare, and followed it to the point where Jess stood. "Ah...I see...Lane..." His voice sounded hurt and he turned around to leave.
But there Jess came to my rescue. "Hey Ror" He smiled at me. "Lane dropped by at the diner. She said she couldn't make it to your place tonight. Something with her mom and bibleclass..." He handed me the cup of coffee. "She bought you coffee to make it up to you" I hoped Dean would buy it, but he still had some doubts. "Why did she come to you instead of going straight to Rory?" Again Jess had an answer ready. "She knew Rory would be dissapointed, so she decided to bribe her with coffee" I couldn't help smiling. "Yes I am very bribable with coffee. Thank you for bringing it to me Jess"
He obviously felt I wanted him gone, and one second his eyes showed the hurt he felt. He thought I had chosen Dean over him. I tried to give him a reassuring smile, but he didn't return it this time. With a mumbled "See you around Rory" he left.
Well...at least one person was happy Jess was gone. Dean put his arm around me and guided me into the livingroom. "What are you doing?" He stood in front of the television and took a video out of his pocket. "Since Lane isn't coming over, I can stay and keep you company" He put the video in the recorder and sat down on the couch.
I didn't have a good reason to send him away so I just sat down next to him. "What are we watching?" He put his arm around me again and pulled me close. "Lord of the rings" I sighed inwardly. How was it possible that after more than a year of dating Dean still didn't know what I liked?
After nearly four hours of boring myself to death the movie was finally over. Dean kissed me once again and told me he had to go home. He was working tomorrow, and he had an early start. I assured him it was no problem and kissed him once again before he left. I missed something in his kisses. It was not like it wasn't any good, I just missed...passion.
I almost couldn't wait for him to leave, and as soon as we said our goodbyes I hurried upstairs towards my computer.
COFFEELVR: Jess are you there?
COFFEELVR: I'm so sorry!
BADBOY: had a nice night with your boyfriend?
Oh help. He was really pissed off at me. My fingers hovered above the keyboard for a while.
COFFEELVR: he made me watch Lord of the Rings for the seventh time...does that say enough?
BADBOY: that guy really doesn't know you does he?
COFFEELVR: I swear I didn't know he was gonna show up. But well...I didn't know that about you until five minutes before you did either.
BADBOY: I should have stayed at the diner?
What did I have to say? I didn't know. So I decided to keep it light.
COFFEELVR: no...I craved for coffee, like you said. You saved my life.
BADBOY: I swear...you've got coffee flowing in your veins Gilmore
COFFEELVR: you say it like it's a bad thing :P
BADBOY: so...
COFFEELVR: yeah...
BADBOY: are you breaking up with Dean?
Am I? I didn't know yet. I knew I liked Jess, but I didn't know how I felt about Dean.
COFFEELVR: I don't know...things with Dean are nice and easy.
BADBOY: and with me they're horrible and difficult?
COFFEELVR: definitely not horrible, but yeah...they're difficult.
BADBOY: why?
COFFEELVR: can we talk?
BADBOY: we are
COFFEELVR: not like this. IRL.
BADBOY: I'll bring coffee
COFFEELVR: I'll keep Dean away
BADBOY: see you
COFFEELVR: see you