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A/N: if anybody can help me with ideas just email or review! And could someone please explain how I can make my enters work on ff.net? Whenever I type something in word it appears in blockformat on ff.net and I hate that! I also would like to know how I can make something appear bold, underlined or italic. Thanks! Now...have fun reading the next chapter!
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"it was just perfect. It felt like I had just been kissed for the first time. Really kissed I mean" She cast a quick glance at him before looking down again. "I'm scared Jess...with Dean I was in control. And...when you and I...I just freaked out. For the first time I could imagine myself becoming like my mother. And I don't want that..."
He seemed to think about that for a minute, and then nodded, to show he understood. "So" He tried to keep his voice steady. "You're staying with Dean..."
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He was already halfway to the door when she stopped him.
"Jess...no. That is not what I meant..."
"Then what do you mean?"
She didn't really know the answer to that and took a step towards him. "I'm not staying with Dean. It's not fair. I don't love him..."
He almost couldn't believe his ears. She was dumping Dean. For him! Right? This meant she was his, right?
"And...you, me? Us?"
She shrugged. "I don't know yet. I need some time. I don't want to end up in a relationship with you, and end up doing things that I regret."
She saw the hurt look on his face and sighed. "I didn't mean it like that...it's just..."
"I understand"
"You do?" She didn't seem too sure about it.
"Yeah" He nodded and smiled.
"And you're not mad?"
He shook his head and gave her a quick kiss. "I know you're scared of ending up like your mom, and I know I can try to convince you it won't happen but you just won't believe me. So I won't bother. You need time to sort things out...well I'm not going anywhere."
She kissed him. A short, light kiss that turned out a lot more passionate then either of them had planned. When it ended, he was backed up against the door, panting slightly. Her kisses were intoxicating. Tasting her, exploring her mouth with his tongue, he quickly became addicted to her taste. He wanted to kiss her again...and again and again, until they were both breathless and sweaty. And then he wanted to push her down on the bed. Show her just how much he wanted her.
**whoahhh stop right there Mariano...the girl just told you that she was afraid of you going too fast and now you're thinking of having sex with her**
Jess opened the door and stepped upon the porch. He smiled a little. "Take all the time you need. And if you need me, as a friend, just call."
She hugged him and held him tight. "I will. Thanks for understanding Jess"
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"Hi Taylor. Is Dean here?"
Taylor nodded. "He is in the back. But he is working, so don't steal too much of his time!"
Rory smiled and walked into the back. This was gonna be hard. She didn't want to break up with him when he was working, but she knew that if she didn't do it now, she probably would end up not doing it at all. And that wasn't fair to Jess.
"Rory. Hey!" Dean gave her a kiss, but Rory turned her head so he kissed her cheek instead of her mouth. He frowned and looked at her.
"Is there something wrong?"
"Dean..." She took a deep breath "we have to talk..."
"Here? Now?"
"Yeah..." She sat down on a pile of boxes and looked up at him. "Dean...I'm really sorry, but I don't love you anymore."
His jaw tightened. "It's Jess isn't it?"
She wanted to be friends with him, and decided to be honest. He had always treated her right, apart from his jealousy, and she hoped he could forgive her if she was honest.
"Yes. I've fallen in love with him"
"I knew it! I knew his whole friendthing was just an act! That guy is no good Rory! He will just sleep with you and dump you like trash in the morning."
"No he won't!"
"How do you know?!"
"Because I've already slept with him!" She didn't mean to say it, but it came out in the heat of the argument. As soon as she saw his face she regretted saying it.
He threw down his apron and walked out of Doose's. She ran after him, Taylor following her. He was shouting something, but neither of them paid attention. Dean just ran over to the diner, and stormed inside.
"Where is he?! Where is that guy?"
Luke tried to calm Dean, but he wouldn't listen. He grabbed the hem of Luke's shirt and looked as if he was going to punch him. "Where is he?!"
"Are you looking for me?" Jess leaned against the counter, looking relaxed. He knew he could take Dean on if he had to. He knew Dean knew that too. So he didn't expect there to be a fight.
Without a warning Dean attacked him. His first punch surprised Jess, and he stumbled over his own feet. A napkin lying on the ground did the rest of the job. Jess slipped and his head hit the counter. He fell down on the ground and blood formed a pool around his head. His eyes were closed, his face pale, and he didn't move.
A/N: if anybody can help me with ideas just email or review! And could someone please explain how I can make my enters work on ff.net? Whenever I type something in word it appears in blockformat on ff.net and I hate that! I also would like to know how I can make something appear bold, underlined or italic. Thanks! Now...have fun reading the next chapter!
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"it was just perfect. It felt like I had just been kissed for the first time. Really kissed I mean" She cast a quick glance at him before looking down again. "I'm scared Jess...with Dean I was in control. And...when you and I...I just freaked out. For the first time I could imagine myself becoming like my mother. And I don't want that..."
He seemed to think about that for a minute, and then nodded, to show he understood. "So" He tried to keep his voice steady. "You're staying with Dean..."
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He was already halfway to the door when she stopped him.
"Jess...no. That is not what I meant..."
"Then what do you mean?"
She didn't really know the answer to that and took a step towards him. "I'm not staying with Dean. It's not fair. I don't love him..."
He almost couldn't believe his ears. She was dumping Dean. For him! Right? This meant she was his, right?
"And...you, me? Us?"
She shrugged. "I don't know yet. I need some time. I don't want to end up in a relationship with you, and end up doing things that I regret."
She saw the hurt look on his face and sighed. "I didn't mean it like that...it's just..."
"I understand"
"You do?" She didn't seem too sure about it.
"Yeah" He nodded and smiled.
"And you're not mad?"
He shook his head and gave her a quick kiss. "I know you're scared of ending up like your mom, and I know I can try to convince you it won't happen but you just won't believe me. So I won't bother. You need time to sort things out...well I'm not going anywhere."
She kissed him. A short, light kiss that turned out a lot more passionate then either of them had planned. When it ended, he was backed up against the door, panting slightly. Her kisses were intoxicating. Tasting her, exploring her mouth with his tongue, he quickly became addicted to her taste. He wanted to kiss her again...and again and again, until they were both breathless and sweaty. And then he wanted to push her down on the bed. Show her just how much he wanted her.
**whoahhh stop right there Mariano...the girl just told you that she was afraid of you going too fast and now you're thinking of having sex with her**
Jess opened the door and stepped upon the porch. He smiled a little. "Take all the time you need. And if you need me, as a friend, just call."
She hugged him and held him tight. "I will. Thanks for understanding Jess"
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"Hi Taylor. Is Dean here?"
Taylor nodded. "He is in the back. But he is working, so don't steal too much of his time!"
Rory smiled and walked into the back. This was gonna be hard. She didn't want to break up with him when he was working, but she knew that if she didn't do it now, she probably would end up not doing it at all. And that wasn't fair to Jess.
"Rory. Hey!" Dean gave her a kiss, but Rory turned her head so he kissed her cheek instead of her mouth. He frowned and looked at her.
"Is there something wrong?"
"Dean..." She took a deep breath "we have to talk..."
"Here? Now?"
"Yeah..." She sat down on a pile of boxes and looked up at him. "Dean...I'm really sorry, but I don't love you anymore."
His jaw tightened. "It's Jess isn't it?"
She wanted to be friends with him, and decided to be honest. He had always treated her right, apart from his jealousy, and she hoped he could forgive her if she was honest.
"Yes. I've fallen in love with him"
"I knew it! I knew his whole friendthing was just an act! That guy is no good Rory! He will just sleep with you and dump you like trash in the morning."
"No he won't!"
"How do you know?!"
"Because I've already slept with him!" She didn't mean to say it, but it came out in the heat of the argument. As soon as she saw his face she regretted saying it.
He threw down his apron and walked out of Doose's. She ran after him, Taylor following her. He was shouting something, but neither of them paid attention. Dean just ran over to the diner, and stormed inside.
"Where is he?! Where is that guy?"
Luke tried to calm Dean, but he wouldn't listen. He grabbed the hem of Luke's shirt and looked as if he was going to punch him. "Where is he?!"
"Are you looking for me?" Jess leaned against the counter, looking relaxed. He knew he could take Dean on if he had to. He knew Dean knew that too. So he didn't expect there to be a fight.
Without a warning Dean attacked him. His first punch surprised Jess, and he stumbled over his own feet. A napkin lying on the ground did the rest of the job. Jess slipped and his head hit the counter. He fell down on the ground and blood formed a pool around his head. His eyes were closed, his face pale, and he didn't move.