AN(Ninsg): hallo! I hope I didn't annoy anyone with my 'being away for four weeks'. You won't hate me right? You had a nice chapter from c-r-l btw so you must be happy. I had an amazing time in Germany(for work) and another part of Germany(for vacation) and I have also been invited to come to America. And I WILL!

Anyway we're both back and I got to write the new chap, which is going to be.... umm dunno, I'll see when I write it.

Ow and if you have quotes, any at all, mail us, please, that would be sooooo appreciated.

C-r-l: will you start your fic already?! It is your turn you know...

Kai/Rei: *both nod*

Ninsg: yes sorry, just the disclaimer and then I'll be off.

Disclaimer: ever heard of FANfiction? Good! Then you know the drill.

All: - _ - *

~ Different: chapter four~

~Dear diary,

I know I don't write like this often, but now I feel that I need to, because important, awful, things happened.

I thought that things wouldn't be that bad, meeting my old teammates again. I was wrong. Not only did we get into a fight right away, I was named to be a traitor, by someone who used to be one of my best friends.

However I could have seen that coming though. I would meet them again. Hadn't it been then, it would have been at the tournament.

Kai helped us out, being his usual self of course, but still, he helped us you know. I thanked him later that evening, but he just hmphed. After that I told him he was being cold and that he needed friends. That we tried, but that he somehow turned us away.

I said WE tried. I tried harder, but he doesn't know that. He is to busy trying to be alone.

It was really hard for me to say such a thing, especially to a cold person like him.

Besides that I 'talked' to Kai, I...I also have been unfortunate to... ...to have my bitbeast... my bitbeast... well it's kind of... gone.

Kevin tried to steal Kenney's data, but Kenny caught him red-handed. I battled Kevin to settle things, but I lost control.

I was, I don't know, not focused. And Drigger just...left.

Everyone is very supportive, all except for Kai who named me weak for not being able to control my own bitbeast. Maybe Kai is right, maybe I am weak for letting Drigger slip away that easily. All I know is that I have to get him back. I need Drigger even though my friends tell me otherwise.

Rei~

Rei closes the small book he was writing in and puts it in a duffel bag, which he swings over his shoulder. When he walks past all the bedrooms, he looks at his friends whom were still sleeping.

Today he decided that he would get his bitbeast back, no matter what. His eyes rest on Kai again as he passes his own room.

Weak, he figured, was something Rei wasn't. He just had one moment of weakness. He would get Drigger back and show everyone that he was very capable to blade.

Especially Kai

"Where's Ray?"

"He's not in his room."

"Yes but where could he be?"

"Maybe he's practicing."

"He doesn't have a bitbeast, perhaps he's somewhere alone trying to figure things out."

"And leave us without alone like that? I don't think so."

"He left a note!"

"What does it say?"

"That he went to search for Drigger."

"We've got to find him"

*whacks writersblock* Yes I know, this wasn't even romantic in the slightest sense. I AM SOOOO SORRY *pleades for people to keep reading*

But I hope you like the way the chap was made out of, with the diary and all and the he/she perspective.

Well anyway, I will leave CRL to write something far superior then I just did kay? kay!