Chapter43#

"goodbye mom"Lauren gave Amy a hug as Amy got in the limo with Bruce.

"Goodbye everyone"Bruce and Amy called.

"come on Lauren we'll get your bags out of the car"Maxine said.

"Thank you for watching Lauren"Maxine said as she handed Kyle a bag.

"Oh no it's fine you let Lila tag along with you"Lily said taking another bag.

"Come on mommy let's go"Lila said pulling Lily's coat sleeve.

"ok Lila just wait"

"NO WE WANT TO GO NOW!!"Lila said pulling harder.

"OK OK"Lily and Kyle got in the car Lauren told her grandma goodbye then got in as well.

When Lily,Lauren,Lila and Kyle got home Baby greeted thme at the door.

"Lily you have a phone call"Donna called.

"Ok"Lily walked over and took the phone.

"Hello?"

"yes"

"yes"

"yes"

"Um......Maybe I I guess......"

"yeah I can do it"

"OK"

"thank you"

"Goodbye"

Lily hung up the phone and turned to Kyle.

"That was sloan Kettering"

"what did they want?"

"me"

"Who could blame them? tell them I saw you first"

"No They offered me double what they did the first time"

"Oh... you said no....right?"

"Kyle this is a big chance for me and Lila"

"what?"

"Well I decided to take it this time"

"Lily....what about me?"

"Come with us"

"NO I am staying here either stay with me or go to new york without me"

"Why are you making this hard?"

"Because I want to stay here"

"Kyle this is all I ever wanted you Lila and the best job I was ever offered"

"I know but all I ever wanted is here you and I like St Mikes"

"Please just come with me"

"No"

"Kyle don't make me pick again I can't do it"

"Lily if it's that hard for you to pick then you don't love me"

"No I do I just need this job"

"Lily if you love me half as much as I love you you will stay here"

"Kyle you know I do"

"Not anymore"

"what does that mean?"

"you know what it means"

"Kyle.....please"

"Pack your bags and go to new york because I love you too much to make you stay"

"my life is in new york"

"My life is here"

Lily nodded "fine"

"FINE THEN KYLE YOU TELL ME WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!JUST SIT HERE AND DIE POOR BROKE WITH A LOUSY GO NOWHERE JOB??!?!?!"

"I'm done fighting with you Lily just stay here dang it why do you haft to be so grumpy always wanting more"

"you're you're right I always want what I can't have"

"exactly"

"I want you"

"...........I....."

"I'm going to pack my stuff"

"Lily"

"Kyle I've got no chioce"

Kyle knew he had no right to ask Lily to risk her future to stay with him but he wanted to stay here.

Lily loved Kyle and wanted to stay but she had more then just herself to think about she had Lila.

"Donna I'm going out"Kyle called grabbing his jacket.

"But...."Donna was gut off by a slamming door.

***~~~*~*~*~*~*About an hour later*~*~*~*~*~*~~~~***

"Donna where did Kyle go?"Lily asked.

"to club o 96 down on fourth and park about two blocks that way"Donna pionted.

"Ok thank you for everything"

"I'll miss you"

"I'll miss you too and so will Lila"

"why do you need Kyle"

"I wanted to give him this in person"LIly held up her engagement ring.

"so it is really over this time?"

"yeah it is"Lily sighed.

"well goddbye"

"yeah if you are ever in new york look us up"

"I will"

*~*~ at Bar down the street*~*~

"I mean she never really love me I don't think but I can't force her to stay"

Kyle sat drunk telling Heather his sad story.

"yes but Kyle I would stay for you"Heather said.

"Yes I know you would"

"KYLE?!!"Lily had come in and could not help it but scream.

"Lily what do you want?"Kyle aksed.

"Kyle you're drunk"

"so?"

"I thought you quit"

"I thought you quit too"

"quit what?"

"Moving from Ny to me Ny me"

"Well anyways here" Lily handed Kyle her ring.

"Lily...."

"goodbye it was nice knowing you"

"are you sure about this chioce once you leave don't bother coming back"

"fine"

As Lily turned to leave at that moment Kyle turned to Heather and asked her to marry him.

"I was crazy to love her I want you you are meant for me"Kyle said to Heather.

"I love you I'll gladly marry you"Heather replied.

Lily just shook her head turned and left.

'I was stupid to think he would ever truly love me and grow up' Lily thought.