Chapter44#
"I want to go home mommy"Lila whined.
"we are not going back"
"WHY?!?!"
"daddy is a jerk"
"but...b....but daddy loves us"
"No he doesn't"
"Maybe not you but he loves me"
"LILA!! do you know where daddy is??he is at home in bed with ANOTHER woman"
"....."Lila dropped her head.
"Oh sweetie"Lily lifted Lila's chin to look at her.
"There will be other guys"
Lila smiled a little and nodded.
"come on that is our flight"Lily took Lila's hand and they borded the plane.
"I bet aunt Josie will be happy to see us"Lily said trying to cheer Lila up.
"She is not my real aunt"
"yeah but close"
"why do we call her josie??her name is josephine"
"it's shorter"
"oh"
"Lila things will get better from here on out I promise"
"yeah"Lila said softly not believing her mother at all.
Lila fell asleep and Lily woke her up when they landed in NY.
"LIL!!"Lily ran to give Josie a hug.
"Hey Josie"
"Hello"
"Lila come say hi"Lily encouraged.
"HI honey om my gosh you got so big since I last saw you"
Lila just stood holding her mom's hand looking around with saddest eyes ever.
As much as Lily denied it this was killing her Lila was sad and so was she.
"Lila sweetie go get our bags ok"Lily said.
"OK"Lila sighed.
Lily looked as upset depressed and worn out as Lila.
"Lily are you ok?"Josie asked.
Lily could not help it and began to cry.
"oh it's him isn't it?"Josie asked meaning Kyle.
"I...I just want to...be with him"Lily sobbed.
Josie looked at Lily feeling sorry for her.
"I didn't realise it till now I don't want sloan kettering and I don't want double the money I just want to be with him"
"well then go back"
"I can't"Lily said sobbing harder.
"why?"
"He...he is..marrying....SOMEBODY else"
"oh"
"I'll move on and be ok"Lily said wiping a tear from her cheek.
"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that"
"But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that"
"I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were"
"well I will go down with this ship I won't throw my hands up and surrender"
"there will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be"
"I know I left to much mess and destruction to come back again and I cause nothing but trouble i understand if you won't talk to me again"
"But if you live by the rules that it's over and I'm sure that that makes sense"
"well I will go down witht his ship I won't throw my hands up and surrender"
"There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be"
"and when we meet and I'm sure we will all that was there will be there still"
"And I'll let it pass and hold my tongue and you will think that I've moved on"
"I will go down with ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender"
"There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will.....be"
~white flag~ by *Dido*
"I want to go home mommy"Lila whined.
"we are not going back"
"WHY?!?!"
"daddy is a jerk"
"but...b....but daddy loves us"
"No he doesn't"
"Maybe not you but he loves me"
"LILA!! do you know where daddy is??he is at home in bed with ANOTHER woman"
"....."Lila dropped her head.
"Oh sweetie"Lily lifted Lila's chin to look at her.
"There will be other guys"
Lila smiled a little and nodded.
"come on that is our flight"Lily took Lila's hand and they borded the plane.
"I bet aunt Josie will be happy to see us"Lily said trying to cheer Lila up.
"She is not my real aunt"
"yeah but close"
"why do we call her josie??her name is josephine"
"it's shorter"
"oh"
"Lila things will get better from here on out I promise"
"yeah"Lila said softly not believing her mother at all.
Lila fell asleep and Lily woke her up when they landed in NY.
"LIL!!"Lily ran to give Josie a hug.
"Hey Josie"
"Hello"
"Lila come say hi"Lily encouraged.
"HI honey om my gosh you got so big since I last saw you"
Lila just stood holding her mom's hand looking around with saddest eyes ever.
As much as Lily denied it this was killing her Lila was sad and so was she.
"Lila sweetie go get our bags ok"Lily said.
"OK"Lila sighed.
Lily looked as upset depressed and worn out as Lila.
"Lily are you ok?"Josie asked.
Lily could not help it and began to cry.
"oh it's him isn't it?"Josie asked meaning Kyle.
"I...I just want to...be with him"Lily sobbed.
Josie looked at Lily feeling sorry for her.
"I didn't realise it till now I don't want sloan kettering and I don't want double the money I just want to be with him"
"well then go back"
"I can't"Lily said sobbing harder.
"why?"
"He...he is..marrying....SOMEBODY else"
"oh"
"I'll move on and be ok"Lily said wiping a tear from her cheek.
"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that"
"But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that"
"I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were"
"well I will go down with this ship I won't throw my hands up and surrender"
"there will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be"
"I know I left to much mess and destruction to come back again and I cause nothing but trouble i understand if you won't talk to me again"
"But if you live by the rules that it's over and I'm sure that that makes sense"
"well I will go down witht his ship I won't throw my hands up and surrender"
"There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be"
"and when we meet and I'm sure we will all that was there will be there still"
"And I'll let it pass and hold my tongue and you will think that I've moved on"
"I will go down with ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender"
"There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will.....be"
~white flag~ by *Dido*