Ok me no own Harry Potter or the songs or whatever. I get it.

Songs: (in order of appearance) Unwell- Matchbox Twenty (20?)

Perfect- Simple Plan

Born in a Prison-John Lennon

"Ok, you seriously need to calm down," Hermione told Harry after he had blown up at her yet again, it was the week after Christmas and everyone was sitting in the living room at 12 Grimmauld place. "Here, take my cd player and a cd and go listen to it, maybe that'll calm you down." She said indicating the cd player she had next to her. Harry, who was still in a huff went over and flicked through Hermione's cds. "Hey I didn't know there was a band called Sirius." Harry said holding up one of the cds. " There isn't, I just put the names of the people the songs on the cd remind me of on there, I still haven't found enough songs for you. Harry took a cd and the player and went upstairs for a while. Sirius, who had been listening to the conversation, was burning with curiosity at to what was on his cd. He made sure he paid attention when Hermione explained how the cd player worked to Mr. Weasley and that night when everyone else was asleep he snatched Hermione's cd player and found the cd with his name on it. He did as Hermione had explained and suddenly heard music blare out of the earphones and Sirius almost dropped them in surprise, Harry sure liked to play the music loud. After turning down the volume a bit he settled down and listened to the songs.

Unwell matchbox twenty

All day staring at the ceiling

Making friends with shadows on my wall

Sirius realised that he had spent an awful lot of time in the room alone with Buckbeak.

All night hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep

Because tomorrow might be good for something

'Tomorrow's good for what, cleaning more of this stupid house…' Sirius thought to himself

Hold on

Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown

And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

But he wasn't crazy, was he?

I know right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired

I know right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public

Sirius could remember walking after he had escaped from Azkaban muttering to himself, "gotta find Harry before its too late got to find him…"

Dodging glances on the train

He could remember going down to the platform with the others, worrying that someone would recognise the big black dog.

And I know, I know they've all been talking about me

People talking amongst themselves in the streets about him when he'd escaped from prison, "did you hear about that escaped convict, Sirius Black?"

I can hear them whisper

And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me

" he's not James, Sirius!…" "I'm not sure you are…sometimes, the way you talk about him, it's as though you think you have your best friend back!" "But sometimes I think Ron's mum's right and Sirius gets confused about whether you're you or your father Harry."

Out of all the hours thinking

Somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I know right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired

I know right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep

Sirius remembered the prison guard telling Fudge something "its always the same," he'd said, "he's at Hogwarts"

Pretty soon they'll come to get me

A picture of the dementors surfaced in Sirius's mind…

Yeah, they're taking me away

Sirius suddenly remembered the dementors taking him away from the blasted apart street…

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I know right now you can't tell

But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see

A different side of me

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired

I know right now you don't care

But soon enough you're gonna think of me

And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be

How I used to be

Well, I'm just a little unwell

How I used to be

How I used to be

I'm just a little unwell

Sirius was just about to turn the cd player off, thinking that there was only one song, when suddenly the next song started.

Hey Dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according

To plan? Sirius remembered the look of fury on his dad's face when he had told him he was in Gryffindor…

Do you think I'm wasting

My time doing things I

Wanna do?

But it hurts when you

Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good

Enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all

Sirius suddenly saw James and Lily in their ruined house…

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

'God, I wish I could go back and change things…'

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be

My hero?

All the days

You spent with me

Now seem so far away

Sirius remembered James and the others wreaking havoc at Hogwarts

And it feels like you don't

Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good Enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing' alright

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

Nothing's gonna change

The things that you said

"I can't believe you betrayed them Sirius"

Nothing's gonna make this

Right again

Please don't turn your back

"Please Remus…you gotta believe me…"

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be Perfect

The music stopped and it cut to the next song.

We're born in a prison

Raised in a prison "yeah this stupid house…"

Sent to a prison called school

We cry in a prison

We love in a prison

We dream in a prison like fools

Wood becomes a flute when it's loved

Reach for yourself and your battered mates

Mirror becomes a razor when it's broken

Look in the mirror and see your shattered fate

We live with no reason

Kicked around for no reason

Thrown out without reason like tools

We work in a prison

And hate in a prison

And die in a prison as a rule

Wood becomes a flute when it's loved

Reach for yourself and your battered mates

Mirror becomes a razor when it's broken

Look in the mirror and see your shattered fate

We live in a prison

Among judges and wardens

And wait for no reason for you

We laugh in a prison

Go through all four seasons

And die with no vision of truth

Wood becomes a flute when it's loved

Reach for yourself and your battered mates

Mirror becomes a razor when it's broken

Look in the mirror and see your shattered fate

Sirius couldn't help but agree with the song. 'These muggles do have some sense what life's like…' he thought to himself as he turned off the cd player. He quickly put it back in Hermione's bag and went to bed.

A/N ok I know only three or so songs. If you ever find a song that reminds you of any of the Harry Potter characters send the title and the artist to me in a review. It might be in the next chapters…

Thanx gopherisgood!

p.s. thanks to Elvira 379 for the one song… thanks jotta *slap* bad alien! (inside joke)