Title: Vacation love
Author: Sayatara
Rating: PG (Might change later)
Pairing(s): 2+5
Warnings: Shonen ai, AU, OOC, language
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing
Symbols:
'talking'
//toughts//
communication through the vid phone
~flashback~
~*~ scene change
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//Home finely. Home. But it doesn't feel like home anymore. I've only been gone for tree weeks and so there has changed so much that my own home doesn't feel like home anymore// He putted his bags down. //But that isn't a surprise,I've changed so much. I guess I just have to get accustomed to the cars driving by and the city lights instead of the stars//
He looked around his flat, everything was still the same except for the plant in the corner wich looked rather dead. He heard the cars outside //Nothing has changed here . It feels like the whole world should have changed. But nothing has.//
He had been on vacation and now he was back he couldn't shake the feeling that there was something wrong. Or maybe not wrong but different. //I wanna see him again//
He shook his head. //We said goodbye, anything else would be confusing.// He felt tears burning in his eyes.
//But still I wanna see him again.// He stared at the door of the living room wondering if he could turn around, buy a ticked and go back. //I can't do that, I have to work tomorrow.// He reached for the door. //Work, back to the scrapyard, back to Hilde. Why would I want that?// He decided that he could unpack his bags later and walked to the couch and turned the television on, his thoughts wondered while he stared at the tv.
//I've been happy here before why wouldn't I be happy now? I've always loved it here and it has no use to keep thinking about things that could be, but aren't. I should just move on.//
He closed his eyes and visions of soft touches in the sand entered his mind and he could swear that he could hear the melodic laughter of his love. //How can I miss him I've only known him for two weeks.
It's not fair, I've never wanted someone so much as him and he lives on the other side of the globe. He said that I've to forget him. But why would I want to?//
He sighed, got up and walked to the bedroom and dropped down on the bed. He took his shoes off and turned them and saw the sand falling from them. He let the memories come over him.
~He was here a week now and he felt bored. he knew it was a bit strange to be bored at the fist vacation he'd been on in years, and he knew it was his own foult. But at the moment he wondered why he'd ever agreed on going on vacation, it was something he didn't need.
He was perfectly fine at home with his friends. Where he knew what to do at night and where he knew what he would do what he would do after he woke up.
It wasn't really that he didn't like it here and if he was here with someone he knew he would have loved it here. But he was alone and he missed his friends.
All he did here was walking on the beach and sometimes at night in the woods. This wasn't like him and he began to feel restless.
Why didn't he just go out at night, he heard that the parties where really cool and that they had one of the biggest disco's on the planet here.
So *why* didn't he just go out. He didn't know, and he began to feel really stupid.
Hell he was here and he was here alone. So what, he never needed anyone to have fun and you should never look an given horse in the mouth.
Duo would go party once again.
//What the... what the hell was I thinking. I'm send on a paid vacation, to a land I've always wanted to go and in a city where you can party all night. Why the hell have I been home the past four nights, what a waste.//
Now he knew that he would go out, he felt a familiar excitement that he hadn't felt for a while. The feeling you get before you're going out, if you still have to pick out you're clothes and you don't know for sure where you'll go.
// Why haven't I been out more lately I love to party and last year I couldn't get enough of it and now I almost didn't liked it anymore. And sure I had a lot problems this year and I didn't felt very happy but going out used to make me happy.// It was true that he hadn't been out much because he had had a lot to deal with but he also had he told himself that he was to old to go out.
He laughed. //To old to go out to go out, he was only twenty two. How can you be to old to go out when you're only twenty two?//
//Maybe this vacation is good for me, maybe I did needed it.//
He went to his closet to pick out clothes to wear that night but he couldn't find anything he liked so he went out to buy new clothes. After four hours shopping he found a combination he liked and went back to the hotel.
He'd bought a silk dark purple tank top, two dark yellow embroied dragons cralwing over it, it made his almost violett eyes look even more intense. //Wow wait 'till Quatre sees this he will be so jalous maybe I should buy the one with one dragon embroied in deep blue on a purple shirt for him.//
His pants where black leather, nothing special except for the dark yellow stiches. // I'm luckey I found these, it was the last pair and they mach perfect with the shirt.//
He wondered a while if he should go out for dinner, but decided against it, it felt better to eat at home before you're gonna party. A hour later he was ready to go and he really was excited, he couldn't imagine that he hadn't had this feeling for months.~
He shook his head. //Yes, I guess that this vacation had been good for me.//
He stood up and went to prepare himself for bed. But his mind wondered off again. // What shall he be doing now. Probably dancing, he loves to dance. I hope I'll once see him again.// He was brushing his teeth. //probably not we haven't even exchanged phone numbers. I wish we had, not that it would be of any use. It's not like we could see each other any time soon. But it would have been nice if I had a way to contact him.// He lay down on the bed and pulled the covers over his head.
// We decided that it was better if we wouldn't exchange numbers. It's for the best, whatever the best may be.// He sighed.
//It's good to be back.// He thought scornig. // Oh, the irony in it all. First I don't want to go and then when I'm back I don't want to be back// He closed his eyes. // Well it has no use to have self pity. I have to work tomorrow, so I'd better get some sleep.//
The last thing he saw before he fell asleep where the onix eyes of his love.
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Yay I finished it! I hope u liked it! ^-^
I write more if you liked it, so tell me if you want to read more.
English is not my mother language so if you see mistakes (And I'm sure you will -_-;) please tell me! I WILL correct them!
I hope you'll review and remember flaming people is not nice!
Author: Sayatara
Rating: PG (Might change later)
Pairing(s): 2+5
Warnings: Shonen ai, AU, OOC, language
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing
Symbols:
'talking'
//toughts//
communication through the vid phone
~flashback~
~*~ scene change
~~~~***~~~~
//Home finely. Home. But it doesn't feel like home anymore. I've only been gone for tree weeks and so there has changed so much that my own home doesn't feel like home anymore// He putted his bags down. //But that isn't a surprise,I've changed so much. I guess I just have to get accustomed to the cars driving by and the city lights instead of the stars//
He looked around his flat, everything was still the same except for the plant in the corner wich looked rather dead. He heard the cars outside //Nothing has changed here . It feels like the whole world should have changed. But nothing has.//
He had been on vacation and now he was back he couldn't shake the feeling that there was something wrong. Or maybe not wrong but different. //I wanna see him again//
He shook his head. //We said goodbye, anything else would be confusing.// He felt tears burning in his eyes.
//But still I wanna see him again.// He stared at the door of the living room wondering if he could turn around, buy a ticked and go back. //I can't do that, I have to work tomorrow.// He reached for the door. //Work, back to the scrapyard, back to Hilde. Why would I want that?// He decided that he could unpack his bags later and walked to the couch and turned the television on, his thoughts wondered while he stared at the tv.
//I've been happy here before why wouldn't I be happy now? I've always loved it here and it has no use to keep thinking about things that could be, but aren't. I should just move on.//
He closed his eyes and visions of soft touches in the sand entered his mind and he could swear that he could hear the melodic laughter of his love. //How can I miss him I've only known him for two weeks.
It's not fair, I've never wanted someone so much as him and he lives on the other side of the globe. He said that I've to forget him. But why would I want to?//
He sighed, got up and walked to the bedroom and dropped down on the bed. He took his shoes off and turned them and saw the sand falling from them. He let the memories come over him.
~He was here a week now and he felt bored. he knew it was a bit strange to be bored at the fist vacation he'd been on in years, and he knew it was his own foult. But at the moment he wondered why he'd ever agreed on going on vacation, it was something he didn't need.
He was perfectly fine at home with his friends. Where he knew what to do at night and where he knew what he would do what he would do after he woke up.
It wasn't really that he didn't like it here and if he was here with someone he knew he would have loved it here. But he was alone and he missed his friends.
All he did here was walking on the beach and sometimes at night in the woods. This wasn't like him and he began to feel restless.
Why didn't he just go out at night, he heard that the parties where really cool and that they had one of the biggest disco's on the planet here.
So *why* didn't he just go out. He didn't know, and he began to feel really stupid.
Hell he was here and he was here alone. So what, he never needed anyone to have fun and you should never look an given horse in the mouth.
Duo would go party once again.
//What the... what the hell was I thinking. I'm send on a paid vacation, to a land I've always wanted to go and in a city where you can party all night. Why the hell have I been home the past four nights, what a waste.//
Now he knew that he would go out, he felt a familiar excitement that he hadn't felt for a while. The feeling you get before you're going out, if you still have to pick out you're clothes and you don't know for sure where you'll go.
// Why haven't I been out more lately I love to party and last year I couldn't get enough of it and now I almost didn't liked it anymore. And sure I had a lot problems this year and I didn't felt very happy but going out used to make me happy.// It was true that he hadn't been out much because he had had a lot to deal with but he also had he told himself that he was to old to go out.
He laughed. //To old to go out to go out, he was only twenty two. How can you be to old to go out when you're only twenty two?//
//Maybe this vacation is good for me, maybe I did needed it.//
He went to his closet to pick out clothes to wear that night but he couldn't find anything he liked so he went out to buy new clothes. After four hours shopping he found a combination he liked and went back to the hotel.
He'd bought a silk dark purple tank top, two dark yellow embroied dragons cralwing over it, it made his almost violett eyes look even more intense. //Wow wait 'till Quatre sees this he will be so jalous maybe I should buy the one with one dragon embroied in deep blue on a purple shirt for him.//
His pants where black leather, nothing special except for the dark yellow stiches. // I'm luckey I found these, it was the last pair and they mach perfect with the shirt.//
He wondered a while if he should go out for dinner, but decided against it, it felt better to eat at home before you're gonna party. A hour later he was ready to go and he really was excited, he couldn't imagine that he hadn't had this feeling for months.~
He shook his head. //Yes, I guess that this vacation had been good for me.//
He stood up and went to prepare himself for bed. But his mind wondered off again. // What shall he be doing now. Probably dancing, he loves to dance. I hope I'll once see him again.// He was brushing his teeth. //probably not we haven't even exchanged phone numbers. I wish we had, not that it would be of any use. It's not like we could see each other any time soon. But it would have been nice if I had a way to contact him.// He lay down on the bed and pulled the covers over his head.
// We decided that it was better if we wouldn't exchange numbers. It's for the best, whatever the best may be.// He sighed.
//It's good to be back.// He thought scornig. // Oh, the irony in it all. First I don't want to go and then when I'm back I don't want to be back// He closed his eyes. // Well it has no use to have self pity. I have to work tomorrow, so I'd better get some sleep.//
The last thing he saw before he fell asleep where the onix eyes of his love.
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Yay I finished it! I hope u liked it! ^-^
I write more if you liked it, so tell me if you want to read more.
English is not my mother language so if you see mistakes (And I'm sure you will -_-;) please tell me! I WILL correct them!
I hope you'll review and remember flaming people is not nice!