Title: The Heat Within Series.
Genre: Romance, Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama – you name it, I've got
it!
Keywords: NJO, Jaina Solo, Kyp Durron.
Details on The Heat Within Series: So far, my intentions are for this
series to contain eleven short stories, which should be around ten to twenty
pages long. I have tentative plans for each story. Some of the tales will occur
immediately after the one before; some won't. I will be posting each story in
its entirety and also pasting a summary for the next part. I hope you enjoy!
Acknowledgements: Thank you to my beta-readers, JainaDurron,
Mirax_Jade and obaona!
You
three are wonderful, especially since this is my first K/J fan fiction story.
Thanks to the K/J index for reminding me that I had never written any K/J!
Author Notes: I welcome any constructive comments! Thanks for the
feedback in advance! I'm renowned for not finishing my longer stories, so I
thought I would take a different approach to fic-writing and instead, draft
short stories.
Important Message: I disregard most of the NJO with this story. This is
completely AU. The only things I really followed were Kyp tricking Jaina into
blowing up the world ship (etc), Anakin's death, Ben's birth and Mara's
disease, Jacen's experience with the Vong in Traitor, Tenel Ka becoming
Queen Mother, and the Yuuzhan Vong taking Coruscant. I'm sure I've forgotten to
list something, but you get the picture. Kyp and Jaina aren't exactly friends,
but they are not enemies. Any events that happened in Dark Journey (like
Jaina becoming Kyp's apprentice) did not occur. In my story, Kyp and Jaina have
previously only had scant interaction, but they already conflict against one
another. The Yuuzhan Vong are steady advancing throughout the galaxy, taking
every world they come across. The New Republic continually has to retreat, and
the Hapes Consortium is being flooded by refugees. If you have any questions,
please let me know!
Part I – More Than You Know
Summary: After months of captivity under the will of the Yuuzhan Vong,
Jaina Solo is finally rescued by a most unlikely saviour. However, freedom from
torture sees Jaina confront a whole new realm of thought when he comes to a man
who once betrayed her.
~~
Bang. Thump, thump.
Jaina's bloody body was thrown to the floor in disgust, only to be kicked in
the ribs twice once they were sure she was truly beaten. The sound of her head
hitting the clanging metal ricocheted off the walls of her tiny cell. The sound
assaulted her ears in rhythm with the lurching of her stomach, so much so that
she nearly lost consciousness then and there if it hadn't been for her stubborn
Solo pride.
The Yuuzhan Vong surrounding her laughed callously, their feet scuffling only
centimetres away from her bruised head and torn hair. The chief interrogator
had held her up, merely five minutes ago, by her brown locks, feet swaying in
the damp, rotten air. Her mouth had been gasping for air, opening and closing
like a fish out of water. The interrogator had lost interest in his little game
and flung her against the wall, a fistful of hair still remaining in his hand.
Jaina's eyes had trembled as the hair was placed in front of the Vong's nose
and the scent inhaled forcefully.
She hadn't realised it at first, but then the truth hit her in a wave of cold
air, chilling her to the bone. The Vong's facial features were that of
pleasure. He delighted in her smell, partially, Jaina assumed, because of how
foreign she was to him.
Now she was lying face down on the floor, the patterns of the metal beneath her
traced on her left cheek. Her eyes were closed, her head throbbing from pain
and loss of blood, totally immobile and waiting for the next step. Would the
chief interrogator want to take further pleasure in her? Would that mean
sending his minions away, or would they watch as he brutally pinned her against
the wall and took her screaming for mercy?
None of what she described to herself occurred. The chief interrogator muttered
something gutturally at a lower-cast Vong, and before Jaina knew what was happening,
they had left her cell. She didn't dare move for ten minutes. It was only after
she caught a whiff of the hot meal the Vong left in front of her that her limbs
would finally respond. Putting immense pressure on her hands, she dragged
herself into a sitting position, her numb legs folding beneath her. Grabbing at
the plate that held her food, she scooped the green sludge into her palm,
opened her mouth, and let it trickle down her sore throat. It hurt to swallow
and she winced inwardly. Nevertheless, she repeated her movements until all the
sludge had been mopped up.
Unable to support herself anymore, she fell to the floor as gently as she
could. The frozen metal beneath her made her limbs seem even weaker. She
couldn't remember how long she had been here, but like all torture sessions, it
felt like forever. She didn't think she could even walk anymore, and the Force
was useless when it came to healing her injuries. The food the Vong provided
barely kept her alive, and that was satisfactory to them. She couldn't hope to
have enough energy to heal herself.
For days, she had wondered when the rescue would come. But nothing came, except
the daily visitations from the Vong interrogators that ran like clockwork.
Often, she thought of her mother and father. Even more so, she tried to reach
for her twin's strength, to feel his signature in the Force soothing her. Once
in a while, she even tried to picture Jagged Fel and his reaction to her
disappearance. He was always smiling. Why did he have to smile? The galaxy was
in flames and she wasn't out there, fighting. At least he had the opportunity
to kill the Yuuzhan Vong.
Jaina had been frightened to admit it to herself in the beginning, but now she
realised the reality of the situation. If a rescue hadn't come already, that
meant that they didn't know where she was. She was lost to them, and probably
presumed dead. Another Solo child dead. Another casualty.
Would no one try to beat the odds and find her? Did she now belong to that
chief interrogator? Jaina Solo, ace pilot and only Solo daughter. A dead
persona.
She let a shuddering, ragged breath into her lungs and rolled to the side,
curling into a small, protective ball. Closing her eyes, she tried not to
imagine the darkness hugging at her every curve. Instead, she pictured a day
when the usual schedule would not apply and she would be free of her prison.
~~
Jaina was awoken suddenly to the familiar sound of activity outside her cell.
That, in itself, was not unusual as the Vong interrogators were far from
stealthy. However, her internal clock said that she had barely been asleep for
four hours, while her usual rest period was, at most, ten hours.
Rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand, she pulled herself towards a mouldy
wall, leaning against the slime and gathering what reserve she could before her
gaze met her enemy. Her heart beat quickly and she almost feared that it would
jump out of her chest in nervous anticipation - as it always did when the Vong
entered her cell. It was enough to fill the silence now present.
Parallel from her, she heard the creaking of the steel door as it was flung
open. No light entered the room, which had lead Jaina to the conclusion, weeks
ago, that she was deep underground. Closing her eyes, she sunk into the junction
between the wall and the floor, hoping that this loss of sleep wouldn't be a
normal occurrence. A new schedule would kill her, she knew.
Heavy footsteps vibrated the floor beneath her. They strode gradually towards
her, and she expected to be pulled up by the collar of her tattered flightsuit.
The individual stopped in front of her, lifeless.
Jaina sighed. "Do with me what you will," she spat, pouring as much venom into
her words as she could.
"Is that a promise?" The tone was one of sarcasm, though Jaina was too happy to
notice.
Opening her eyes, a large figure loomed in front of her, cloak enveloping his
form. Jaina couldn't see well in the darkness, a fresh wound having just opened
up beside her right eye, but she already knew who it was. If the dark, rich
voice wasn't enough to make her senses fly off the scale, he was already
bending down to carefully fondle her bruised skull. Kyp Durron. Kyp had come to
save her. He had been the last person she expected to come after her.
Smiling, she said, "You'll have to get it in writing, Durron."
He almost laughed, but his amusement was subdued when his fingers skipped over
the large, infected wound on the back of her head. She hissed in pain, but
watched as his brow furrowed in some sort of emotion and his jet black hair
fell over his smouldering green eyes.
"They really did the job well, didn't they?" His voice had a calming effect on
her. He was the only one who had spoken to her civilly since she was caged in
this cell. Kyp's attitude was surprising. He was being almost…human.
Removing his cloak hastily, he wrapped it around Jaina as best he could. She
clung to the depleting warmth of the material.
Looking her in the eye, he spoke to her with absolute seriousness. "I'm going
to get you out of here, kid. You're in a bad way, though, so I'm going to need
to concentrate while I heal you with the Force."
Jaina nodded. Her lips were cracked and broken, but she wet them with whatever
saliva she had left. "You can't heal me completely, Kyp," she gasped. "It would
take too much strength."
Force knows why she was concerned for his safety. Perhaps it was because he was
her only way out of here.
"While your worry for me is touching beyond words, Jaya, I'm going to need you
to walk. You're not slacking on this job," he reasoned, touching his heart
before using her pet name.
At his words, she felt repulsed. She never slacked on any job. Damn Kyp Durron.
He was getting under her skin again, and he was supposed to be playing the part
of her saviour. His attitude made her regret the first few words she had used
to speak with him. He was pompous and arrogant, and while her capture had
nearly killed her, she didn't forget his past transgressions – namely, his
treachery and lies.
"Are we going to work together, or are you going to wait for the appearance of
your Vong buddies?" Kyp remarked. "The one I took down outside your cell isn't
going to stay stiff forever."
Jaina's eyes glistened. "Do it, Durron," she ground out.
"Thank you, my lady."
At that, she gritted her teeth.
Jaina jumped instinctively as one of Kyp's hands came to rest on her bruised
left shoulder, and the other one lay flat against her stomach. She almost had
the thought to blush. Heat emanating from Kyp's hands rushed through her veins
and made her blood pulse faster. Surprised, she sucked in a deep breath, eyes
wide and trapped with Kyp's stare. Healing energy from him flowed into her,
warming her form from the inside out.
In the pit of her stomach, a fire burnt her insides. Pleasure washed over her
as her most serious injuries disappeared from her body. The corners of Kyp's
mouth tugged at her reaction, as if she had never been so intimately connected
in a healing trance. She sighed, and felt like the weight of an entire world had
been lifted off her shivering shoulders.
She blinked, and for a moment, she thought she saw Kyp's eyes shift colour to a
fiery red. In that second, she was unable to breath and dizziness swept through
her, but in the next, it was all gone.
Carefully, Kyp's hands fell away from her body and to the floor, as he
attempted to retain composure. He had exhausted himself in the healing. His
chest heaved up and down, and Jaina felt like he was purposely making a show.
Without even registering her actions, Jaina placed her hand on his thick hair.
"Where are we, Kyp? Are we underground?" Her words become a husky murmur.
"Yes. This planet is a forest world located far away from New Republic space,"
he replied.
She removed her hand. "What are you doing here?"
He lifted his head and his eyes met hers. "I made a promise, Jaina."
"Tell me later?" she questioned.
"If we survive, you bet, kid."
Giving her his hand, he helped her rise to her feet, cautiously avoiding the
areas which continued to give her pain.
"Don't call me kid, Durron," she scolded.
Kyp grinned. "Whatever you say."
With Kyp's help, Jaina managed to make her way to the entrance of her cell. She
didn't bother to look back, or even spare a glance for the gory sight that was
the defeated Vong at her feet. For the next few minutes, as Kyp raced her down
corridor after corridor, she came across more than a dozen Vong half-skinned by
an unknown weapon. If it hadn't been for her background, her stomach would have
been in her throat.
She gestured mildly towards the fallen Vong, which only made her side burn even
more. "Your handiwork?"
Jaina doubted she would ever forget his simple, eloquent reply. "They were in
my way."
Kyp was a dangerous man. Like a rancor in the trapped shell of a peace-loving
bantha.
The air soon became fresher to Jaina's nostrils, and she felt like she hadn't
breathed good air for years or seen a radiant sunshine at work. It was her only
indication that they were close to the surface. However, Jaina pushed that thought
away and focused on the fact that they weren't being chased. It was a case of
the opposite. Every Vong in the entire base seemed unconscious.
"Kyp." He didn't acknowledge her. "Kyp," she repeated, almost out of breath
from her running, "no one is following us."
"Jaina, that's a good thing," he said, sounding mildly irritated.
"No," Jaina exclaimed, stopping immediately. "This is too easy. It's a trap.
Two Jedi prisoners are better than one."
Kyp turned around to face her completely. "This base is small, Jaina. It was
used as a shelter during the days of the Empire. There aren't many Vong
assigned here. They only want to maintain the planet, not colonise it."
"Will you listen to me for one moment?" Jaina's face reddened.
"If it's a trap, we'll deal with it later. My ship is more than a day's walk
from here." His grip on her hand tightened. "You just have to trust me."
"That is something I can't do."
In response, he continued to pull her towards the exit.
~~
"Cover your eyes. If you expose them to the sunlight straight away, they'll
sting. It will feel like your eye-sockets are being burnt out," Kyp instructed.
Jaina covered her eyes with her hand without protest. She allowed Kyp to whisk
her away from the cave-like entrance of the base, all the while wondering when
the Force would alert her to the presence of blaster fire.
Jaina used to like forest worlds. Yavin Four, where the Jedi Temple had been
established, was a world populated by all kinds of flora and fauna. However, as
her legs gave out again and she fell to the ground, rocks harassing her ankles,
she scowled. Kyp's reassuring arm was around her waist merely a second later,
hauling her back to her feet and wordlessly insisting that she continue. Her
bones ached, her legs felt like they were bordering on numbness, and if he
hadn't been for his hand, she knew she would have crumpled to the ground and
stayed there as long as fate permitted.
It felt like they had at least travelled a kilometre when Kyp finally
encouraged her to sit down beside what felt like a solid object. Jaina
hesitated, but sat quietly, her chin dropping to her chest.
"It's a log," Kyp informed her. "We've been travelling for half an hour, so if
you take it slowly, you can start adjusting your eyes to the sunlight."
She nodded, bringing her left knee up to support her chin while she worked her
shoulders to get rid of the kinks. Pain shot down her spine, but she made sure
to block it from her mind.
Evidently Kyp sensed the sting her actions caused her. "It's going to take
another session of healing until you feel like you can move anything properly.
Right now, you're running on adrenalin. It'll catch up with you sooner or later
and knock you down."
"I feel like I've been run over by the Falcon already," she answered,
exposing her eyes to the light for the quickest second.
"Be prepared for the second round," he warned her, shuffling around their new
"campsite".
"How do you know so much about…my eyes, everything?" As soon the question left
her lips she regretted it.
He sighed, plopping down beside her. "The mines."
Jaina nodded. For minutes they sat in silence, whilst Jaina's eyes slowly
became accustomed to the bombardment of light. It was a difficult task getting
used to seeing the sky again, but it was one that she took about joyfully
doing. The cell had been the complete opposite of her current surroundings. It
had been a tool which the Vong had used to control her and beat her into
submission. The prison environment had always felt harsh to her, but lately,
she had imagined that the walls were caving in on her day-by-day.
It was frightening how close she had come to death. That was not to say that
they would get off this world. Already, Jaina knew that she had a day's walk
ahead of her until they were on relatively safe ground. If she had to die, she
was glad that she would at least perish with a companion, despite that person
being the traitorous Kyp Durron.
"Are we safe here? Won't they send out search parties?"
"Night will be upon us soon. It would be foolish for them to attempt to find us
in the dark. They know how good Jedi can hide," Kyp responded.
"We never used to hide," Jaina exchanged, her gaze catching his. A moment of
fierce protection for the Jedi Order flooded through them.
"No, Jaina, we did not."
"Desperate times…" Jaina whispered, looking away from him and up towards one of
the fluffy, white clouds hanging in the fading blue sky.
"Desperate measures," Kyp echoed, playing with a patch of dirt beside him.
Jaina pursed her lips into a thin line. "What are you really doing here, Kyp?
What promise would you make that would make you endanger your own life?"
Kyp chuckled, presumably at some private joke. "Jaina, you know how forceful
your father can be. He made everyone promise to get you back. He nearly tore
strips off everyone he saw when you didn't return, and then, after two months,
he slowly began to accept it. Despite what everyone thinks, I like Han. I
couldn't see him accept his daughter's death when I knew it wasn't true."
"How did you locate me?"
He hesitated. "I would prefer not to tell you. I left many carcasses in my
wake."
"Then, it's true." Jaina tiredly shifted until she was lying on her side,
looking down, refusing to face his inquisitive look.
"What's true?"
"They think I'm dead, don't they?" Jaina had meant for her voice to be
stronger, but any intensity in her tone drained away to leave the bruised,
frightened girl that was underneath.
"Yeah, some. Others continue to insist you're still alive since they haven't
felt your death through the Force," Kyp admitted.
He was being honest with her, at least.
"Kyp, if we're safe here, could you please leave me alone for a while?"
"Goddess, I don't think that's a good idea. You don't know what forms of aggressive
wildlife hang around these parts," he argued, though he was already getting to
his feet. "Your injuries have made you vulnerable."
"Kyp, what part of me politely asking you to get out of my way don't you
understand?" She shouldn't have taken an angry tone with him, but she was near
breaking point and didn't want him hanging around to taunt her for all her
weaknesses, like she knew he would.
"Fine, fine. If you get eaten by some creature who thinks you'll make a perfect
entrée, I won't even look sideways," he retorted with as much sarcasm as he
could muster. "But, Jaina Solo, you remember this and remember damn well.
Without me, you're not getting off this planet."
"Sithspit! Go and sit over there on that rock if it will soothe that chauvinistic
attitude you're sporting!"
"I just might!" True to his word, he did. Jaina huffed and switched the side
she was laying so she didn't have to watch him. As she did so, a pain shot
through her that made her freeze, tongue between teeth.
Kyp Durron had gotten her so angry that the fierce pain of her injuries was
returning. She hated asking him for any help. It brought him such satisfaction
that she was sure he would boast to her father until they were both past the
ripe old age of sixty. That was partly why she kept silent, not knowing if Kyp
had already sensed her discomfort through the Force. She didn't want his hands
once again touching her, acting like they knew her. In truth, they knew nothing
of her.
She shivered self-consciously, feeling the eyes of a certain male Jedi Master
scanning her back. She squeezed her eyelids closed as she felt Kyp's gaze
travel down even further. If she'd had her strength, she would have put him
straight right then and there, but strangely, she did not even speak. Her eyes
glistened over as she lie there as still as she possibly could, calming her
breathing.
He must have thought she had fallen asleep because he began to talk to her in a
tone Jaina had never heard.
"You know, Jaina, rules were meant to be broken. Same can apply to promises. I
don't know why I kept this particular pledge. Force knows you hate me for what
I've done," Kyp paused in his musing. "I came here to take you back home. I
know that means seeing me again and reminding yourself that I'm this unruly
scoundrel, but I share traits with you that no one else you know does. There's
no giant distance between you and me in the grand scale of things. If you took
the time to realise that, we wouldn't have to spend our time taking a bite out
of one another."
Jaina lay on the forest floor for quite some time after that, preventing
herself from falling asleep. She fooled herself into thinking it was because of
the light shining in her eyes and the pressure on her ribs, but her mind
refused to stop running through Kyp's words as if she were reading them like
writing on a wall.
~~
Night had fallen by the time Jaina was awoken by the familiar discomfort of a
hard surface. Jerking her upper body into a sitting position, she removed the
culprit from beneath her: a stray stick. Sighing, she collapsed back onto the
dirt, rolling around until she lay on her back looking up at the sparkling
stars. For someone who had been imprisoned for two months, she felt remarkably
healthy, despite the loss of weight around her ribcage. She assumed that Kyp
had initiated another healing trance once she was dosing, which could account
for why she had experienced one of the best rest periods she'd had in months.
It was probably for the best, but that still didn't dismiss the fact that he
had not asked to touch her again. Privacy, Jaina realised, meant a lot to her,
especially now. In Vong captivity, there were no such things as modesty. She
would have preferred Kyp to act like a gentleman, but even she wasn't a big
enough fool to believe that he would transform over a short period.
Thinking about Kyp, Jaina glimpsed out of the corner of her eye to the rock he
had previously claimed. He wasn't there. It was just like him to respect her
wishes once she was unconscious and not before then.
However, before, when she had faked sleeping, Jaina had almost thought that
something had changed within Kyp. Even the slightest snap of a twig could alter
the dynamic of the forest. More than likely he was back to his arrogant self,
which only made Jaina more curious to see what attitude he harboured beneath
his tough exterior. She shouldn't be interested in such things, but then again
she was always the rebellious one.
She knew she was avoiding the most important subject on her mind since her escape
from the Vong base. Everyone she knew believed she was dead, just like her
brother, Anakin. The only difference was they had no evidence of her death,
which was neither here nor there. For an instant, she felt like she was off the
hook. Her responsibilities had been passed to another. It only took another
second for something within Jaina to respond with a slap in the face. Deep
down, she sometimes wished that she was a normal, young woman, but wishing was
all it was. She was fighting for and defending something bigger than her,
bigger than the Jedi Order, and on the same scale as the importance of the
entire galaxy. It wasn't something easily forgotten.
A tree rustled behind her and Jaina's body moved with graceful agility, pulling
herself to her feet first and then making a grab for the log.
Kyp emerged a second later, looking amused at her defensive stance. "I see
you're feeling better," he observed. "I took the opportunity to heal you once
more. My healing isn't long-term, but it'll do for the moment. Once we get you
back to the base, you'll be in a bacta tank for a few days."
"Thank you," Jaina murmured and attempted to be sincere in her gratitude.
"Here," Kyp said, passing her the handful of ruby red berries in his right
palm. "It's not much, but you need nutrition. I tried a few myself with no ill
effects."
Jaina played with the berries in her hand before returning to her place beside
the log. "I was hungry."
Kyp nodded and assumed a sitting position a few paces opposite her. "I guessed
so. You have been asleep for some time."
Jaina's gaze returned to the stars, specifically the pale moon. "The night
doesn't look young." Looking Kyp in the eye, she said, "Any trouble from the
Vong? You would have woken me up had there been?"
"Yes, of course," he responded, dismissively. "I was careful not to leave you
alone for too long. I only travelled to the next clearing, which is barely a
good five minutes away."
They sat in silence eating their respective berries, occasionally disposing of
the hard sections they could not manage to chew. The berries weren't enough to
cease the rumbling of her stomach, but surely Kyp had rations on his ship.
"Are you cold?"
Jaina shook her head, yet unintentionally, she reached for Kyp's cloak, which
was lying beside her resting place, to ward off any chills. He smiled faintly.
"I – I wanted to tell you something, Durron. Kyp," she corrected herself
quickly, stumbling over the words as if every syllable was hard for her to
pronounce. "I didn't think I was going to escape. The Vong had me successfully
caged this time."
"What did they want with you?" Kyp interjected, brashly.
"Information - the usual."
Kyp considered this. "After two months, they should have known that any
information you provided them would be out of date."
Jaina twisted her lips in a bitter expression. "Exactly. It was only a short
time before I had extended my welcome."
"They wouldn't kill you," Kyp insisted, shaking his head. "You're a Jedi twin.
Much more valuable as a sacrifice to the gods."
"Look around." Jaina gestured. "We're on a backwater planet. Why wasn't I
imprisoned on a World Ship?"
"Too obvious."
"Perhaps." Jaina hesitated before continuing, her face a mask. "You were the
last person I expected to rescue me. We don't exactly have a good track
record."
Kyp's eyebrows rose, his eyes round and large in the moonlight. "Should I be
offended by that?"
"Why do you have to take everything as an insult, Kyp Durron?" Jaina retorted.
"Well, what else am I to expect from you, Jaina?" Kyp had already begun to get
to his feet, dusting the grass of his clothes, jaw clenched. Spinning around,
he walked to the other side of the clearing.
"There you go again!" Jaina shouted, heatedly. "Brushing me off! Not one for
small talk, are you? On the other hand, what was I thinking? You don't care
about anyone. You never did. It's all this cleverly disguised façade."
Using the Force, he threw a stray log out of his way, and halted its airborne
path by embedding it in the ground. The earth was thrown up around the wood,
the layer of grass torn down the middle. His fist clenched until it was a
deathly pale white.
"You never think before you speak, do you, Jaina? Are you incapable of doing
even that?" Kyp's voice rose until it matched Jaina's level.
"Am…I…incapable?" she repeated very slowly, her tone bordering on screeching.
"No, you're the one incapable of caring for anyone but yourself. They call that
selfishness, Durron, selfishness."
"Oh," Kyp replied mockingly, shrugging his shoulders. "You would know about
that, wouldn't you?"
"Don't even try and turn the tables on me. I know your games," Jaina answered.
"Actually, I've been a subject of your games many times."
Raising his hand, he extended his index finger, pointing at her and glaring
blaster bolts. "Since you seem to have an answer for everything, you tell me
this. Why did I come after you? If I were so selfish, so back-stabbing, so
uncaring, why would I save you from those hideous beasts back there?"
"Here's a hint. It wasn't so I could hear the endless drawl of your whining."
Jaina felt his words sting.
"Obviously," she commented, seemingly offhandedly, "this little expedition of
yours is going to benefit you somehow. I doubt you're out here because you've
decided, for once, that it is the right thing to you." She laughed cynically.
"You doubt the true meaning behind me rescuing you?" Kyp asked, strolling back
over to her. "Fine. Doubt this."
In the blink of an eye, he was sitting beside her and pushing her down to lay
right under him. The normal Jaina would have had the mind to struggle, but this
side of her personality seemed to combat every aggressive movement Kyp made
with a gasp of shock. Her eyes widened even further as she felt Kyp's breathing
vibrant against her flightsuit, and it was not until Kyp purposely intertwined
their legs that she was able to have any say in their latest activity.
However, her body's chosen response was to whimper and almost curl against
Kyp's muscular form. Pushing herself further into the dirt, the pressure on her
hip became immense as Kyp stopped supporting his crushing weight, and instead,
travelled up her body towards her face and lips, all the while rubbing their
bodies together in jerky, irregular movements. The coarse texture of his hands
caressed her cheek, and to her surprise, he was amazingly gentle. His touch was
so swift and delicate that before Jaina knew it, the dishevelled hair blowing
across her face was tucked behind her ear and his breathing was rippling across
her skin, making her shiver uncontrollably.
His lips were tentative at first, and it was only until Jaina tilted her mouth
and encouraged his tongue entry into her mouth by taunting him with her own,
that his efforts became exploratory. Enormous amounts of heat rushed through
Jaina. She was almost positive that from her cheeks down to the tips of her
toes, her skin was a bright red. Within her, she felt the heat return to the
pit of her stomach, and each time Kyp moved, she felt the flame burn. Cupping her
head with his palm, he nudged his lips against hers in a sensual rhythm that
Jaina mindlessly followed. His tongue swirled inside her mouth, brushing
against hers in steady strokes at the pace he set. This combination made her
head spin. Her lips were so dry that it astonished her how Kyp was able to make
this kiss feel so… good.
In need of breath, Kyp ended the kiss as quickly as it had been initiated. Both
were reluctant to move. Resting his forehead against hers, his green eyes
stared at her and then became distant, as if they were seeing past her flesh.
Jaina's lips were puckered from the kiss, and whether it was her imagination or
not, she felt like she could still feel the pressure of his lips on hers. She
exhaled, and in the silence of the night, it was a booming sound to her ears.
As always, Kyp looked like he was in control, despite the newfound passion
dancing in his eyes. Jaina moaned at the weight that was digging her into the
ground, but it seemed like that didn't even phase Kyp's stare.
Coolly, he told her, "I care, Jaina."
Kissing her lips lightly for the quickest second, he added, "More than you
know."
Soon after, he removed his weight from her and strode back over to his section
of the clearing. His appeal to her was painfully clear with every step.
Sitting up, she placed a hand against her chest, feeling her heart beat
rapidly. She glanced down at Kyp's cloak, which was still protecting her
midsection. In frustration, she threw the material away, its warmth unneeded.
Jaina had all the heat she needed to burn a star for decades.
~~
Jaina felt numb. That was the best word to describe what grew inside her. She
wasn't denying the kiss Kyp Durron had given her, but she hadn't quite accepted
the reality of what had occurred. She could not grasp nor identify the emotions
Kyp had left within her. She didn't even know whether she would welcome another
kiss or embrace from the green-eyed Jedi Master. Kyp, like her, also seemed to
be focusing on something else.
For the moment, Jaina considered it a better idea to concentrate on their
plight. If clear feelings for Kyp Durron emerged, she would deal with them. If
he tried anything, she would wipe that lop-sided grin off his face.
She smiled to herself, as she pushed through the forest brush. She ducked every
so often to avoid a stray leaf that headed in her direction. Kyp walked ahead
of her, cutting the branches with an old-fashioned metal blade. Occasionally,
he would whisper a curse.
His effort to clear a path for her gave her time to think. According to Kyp,
they could make their way to the ship in half a day if they didn't stop for
rest breaks. Out of necessity, Jaina had agreed, despite the angry cramp that
was now developing her side. She definitely wasn't as fit as she had been months
ago. Perhaps she was wiser, though. The day of her capture had been mixed with
an endless number of errors. It was her arrogance and boldness that had lead to
her downfall.
At the time, she had been flying with one of the smaller New Republic squadrons
on deep space patrol. They had encountered a Vong corvette and several
coralskippers. Jaina had irrationally demanded that they engage the enemy
before they had time to prepare a defence. It was supposed to be a pre-emptive
attack, but it mirrored more of a slaughter. She had been taken along with her
wing mate. As far as Jaina remembered, her X-Wing had been damaged beyond
repair. Her wing mate, meanwhile, had perished before he was extracted from his
vehicle.
Jaina hadn't known E'tel well, but very quickly she had recognised what a good
man he was. He had a family on the Bothan homeworld, who probably now continued
to mourn their loss. By some trick of fate, she had survived. The Yuuzhan Vong
had been gentler with her – if such a thing was possible. The first month of
her capture were spent on that corvette in what passed for their brig. Her
transfer to this isolated planet had been completely unexpected.
She could easily understand why people had given up on her. In time, maybe she
could understand what feelings had driven Kyp to risk his life. Was he right?
Did she give him enough credit?
Jaina glanced ahead to watch Kyp kick a rock away from their path. He was
breathing hard, slashing and chopping rhythmically every few seconds. The
further they walked, the more hurried his pace became.
"Jaina, I can feel your eyes on me," Kyp said tiredly. "What is it?"
"You're tired." It was an unintelligent response.
"We can't stop. I realise your probably ravenous right now. Once we reach the
ship, I'll take out my emergency rations."
A few minutes of silent walking stretched by unbelievably slowly.
"You're tired, aren't you?" Kyp's voice was filled with soft concern.
"I think I'm going to need that bacta tank more than I realised," she admitted.
"Talk to me to make the time go by."
"I was commissioned with a new ship."
Jaina raised an eyebrow. "Commissioned? Who did you bribe this time?"
"Shipmasters are not employed for their intelligence," Kyp quipped.
"What class?"
"Even you would be impressed," Kyp commented. "Delta class, type 180. It
accelerates into hyperspace without throwing you against the back of the seat."
"You're right. I am impressed. It's a good model, known for its
manoeuvrability."
"Jaina, you're not piloting us off this rock," Kyp scolded.
"I can fly rings around you," Jaina insisted. "Do you want proof? You should
have brought Threepio along to calculate the odds."
"With him as a passenger, I would have been detected even before I entered this
system," Kyp quickly responded. "I mean it, you know. You're not piloting.
You're exhausted, and with your wounds, you've already done enough."
"I don't see why I should listen to you."
"Stop being obnoxious, Jaina. It's my ship," Kyp told her.
She shrugged slightly. "Captain's choice."
Changing the subject, Jaina said, "Has my brother met anyone special?"
"I don't keep up with the Skywalker family gossip column," he grumbled. "I've
seen him with the Queen Mother and Danni Quee."
"Oh." Jaina swiftly added, "He does need someone to lean on."
"People often do," Kyp replied, seeming disinterested. "I learnt that in the
mines, a warm body sometimes keep you safer than a damp corner."
"What were the women like in the mines?"
"Most were subservient to a man of higher status." He paused. "They weren't
warrior women. They had been through too much to care anymore."
"And you?"
"Did I have relationships with them? Is that what you want to know?"
"Do you think I would truly care if you had?"
"No," Kyp answered finally. "I did not have relationships with them. I might
have shared my heat and body with a few, but I was never committed to any one
of them. The spice mines orphaned me. I will never forget being alone. It is
the lowest feeling, Jaina."
"I have been alone before," Jaina piped up, stubbornly.
"No, you've always known that your family are out there somewhere. I'm talking
about knowing that you have no connections."
"Your brother…" Jaina started to say.
Kyp interrupted her by raising his hand. "Zeth became an Imperial. I murdered
him like one."
"Blood is blood," Jaina exchanged. "It is a stronger tie than most things."
"I have no one to share that tie with, Jaina." Kyp's voice was more neutral
than normal.
"So did my father. He made a life for himself, though."
"Han is a very lucky man," Kyp countered.
They continued walking until the sun was high over their heads, shining down
over them with a brilliance that lit the entire landscape. Jaina's eye first
caught Kyp's ship through the bushes. Its metallic exterior glimmered,
directing a powerful glare into her eyes. She covered her face with her hand,
squinting as Kyp calmly typed the entrance code into a keypad beside the door.
The door swished open, cold air greeting them suddenly. Kyp ushered her in, but
Jaina did not miss the hand that lay faintly on his blaster as his eyes scanned
the clearing.
Once inside, Jaina had to admit that the ship's interior was very comfortable.
It almost looked like a small cruise liner until her eyes met the doorway to
the bridge. At a quick glance, she found a more than suitable co-pilot's seat
stationed next to the pilot's chair. The ship wasn't on the scale of a
coralskipper, yet it wasn't as compact as a normal NR war cruiser.
Kyp brushed past her. "She's mine, Jaina Solo, so don't go getting any ideas,"
he told her, cockily.
"What? That means I can't ram her into the nearest worldship?" Jaina replied
sarcastically.
Jaina was rewarded with a glare.
"There's the mess." He pointed to the first left down in the corridor.
Jaina nodded and went to search for the previously mentioned rations. She
located her prey in one of the cabinets. The food sachets had been randomly
shoved into the small storage space with no regard for order or organisation.
In a manner which would have ashamed her mother, she ripped the food packets
open and practically devoured the freeze-dried meals. They weren't much for
flavour, though they never left a soar taste in her mouth. The liquid she
gulped down, on the other hand, was tangy. It took her a moment to realise what
exactly she was drinking before she became repulsed. Bothan Enowan juice was
not for the faint-hearted, or for those with a thin stomach-lining. She threw
the container aside, and continued looking for something that at least
resembled water.
Jaina was interrupted by the sound of the twin engines engaging. Jaina braced
herself against the counter top, knowing that gaining altitude was difficult
for any ship. She silently waited until they levelled off, which indicated they
had been released from the planet's gravity field. That sign never came.
Instead, something impacted against the ship's hull.
"Jaina, get up here," Kyp boomed over the intercom. "We've got trouble."
The ship swayed and twisted trying to presumably avoid the fire originating
from their attackers. Several times before Jaina reached the cockpit, she was
thrown against a wall. Eventually, she stumbled into the copilot's chair,
groaning loudly as her side hit the dashboard.
Clutching her hip, Jaina managed to form a sentence. "What have we got?"
"An ambush, it seems," Kyp said. "Damn Vong fight dirty."
"They fight like Vong. What's your point?" Jaina's fingers flew across the
control board, immediately assessing the situation. With half a dozen
coralskippers on their tail, escaping could prove to be a problem.
"Give me control of the helm. I'll lose them," Jaina demanded. "You take the
weapons."
"You're not fit to pilot."
"You want to fight or you want to die?" Jaina stared at him seriously. "Don't
argue with me!"
Kyp growled obstinately. However, without protest, he switched chairs with
Jaina, allowing her to gain control of the helm and force his ship into a roll.
Jaina's stomach flipped and dizziness swept over her, blurring her vision. She
blinked repeatedly and sat up straighter, ignoring the strain on every single
muscle in her body.
She then noticed that her reflexes were slower and that her grip on the
controls was loose, almost non-existent. Her eyelids felt heavy as she felt
exhaustion overtake her body. Kyp didn't seem to notice the way she struggled
to keep awake, or for that matter, how much energy it took for her to move the
joystick back and forth to dodge the plasma fire. Months of malnutrition had
made her bones weaker, coupled with the fact that her injuries had reduced her
to a broken, flimsy doll. The adrenaline had stopped pumping and she felt like
she could collapse.
Inhaling a breath, Jaina focused on the energy within her – the mystical energy
that was the Force. She knew she did not have enough strength to maintain a
deep connection to the Force, but she tried to draw on as many strands of
energy as she could. In the back of her mind's eye, her hand tightened around
the joystick and the pressure on her lungs and joints receded somewhat.
"Kyp, eliminate one or two. Give me the chance to break through the atmosphere
of this planet," she gasped, near breathless. Her eyes continued to remain on
the view screen in front of her.
Kyp complied with her orders. His hands gripped the controls of the many small
gun turrets on the exterior of the vessel. Jerking the controls, his fingers
pressed the fire button repeatedly, causing red wildfire to emanate from the
vessel and collide with the forefront coralskipper. Kyp repeated his actions,
this time clutching the controls even stronger than before until his knuckles
turned a shadowy white. His second round of fire destroyed the damaged
'skipper. However, his intended second target refused to fall the same way.
Increasing its speed, the 'skipper began to loop wildly, sending spirals of
plasma fire careening into the port shields. Jaina grunted, straining to feel
the Force within her, and responded by cutting the engines to half-speed. At
its rapid acceleration, the coralskipper swept over their heads in a battle
run. Kyp targeted the craft, bursting the fighter into orange-red flames.
Whatever was left of the coralskipper soared in a dive towards the planet's
surface.
"The Vong are juvenile flyers," Jaina muttered. "They always fall for the same
old trick."
Jaina kicked in the engines suddenly. Her eyes bulged as she was thrown back in
the seat, her chest aching wickedly. The Force pumped within her and she
clutched to it desperately, afraid that she would soon black-out. Kyp's ship
strained as Jaina forced it free of the planet's atmosphere at maximum
velocity. Despite the loss of two, the remaining coralskippers still followed.
"Prepare to jump to hyperspace," Jaina commanded.
"Are you intent on destroying my ship? Jumping to hyperspace now so close to
this world's asteroid belt will tear apart the engines!"
Jaina eyed him with a mischievous smirk. "What happened to the Kyp Durron who
took risks?"
"He retreated once I put you in the pilot seat."
"Kyp, just do it. We're too bulky in comparison to the coralskippers. They will
reach us if we don't jump to hyperspace."
Jaina knew she was correct. Kyp thought it over for a second, scowled, and
initiated the hyper drive. It took a few moments for the drive to kick in.
Smoothly, the ship entered hyperspace, the stars soaring past them in a
dazzling array.
Jaina grinned, and fell back against the chair, exhausted. Kyp's scent
permeated the fabric of the pilot's seat. Obviously, he must have spent many
long hours keeping a vigil over the controls of his ship. Jaina admitted that
she loved testing crafts to their limits, especially those belonging to the
overprotective Jedi Masters and scoundrels. Men were obsessed with their ships.
Involuntarily, her eyelids closed and she began to drift off.
Kyp looked towards her once he had finished checking the readouts. He sighed
and shook her shoulder gently. "You should at least rest. I'll lend you my
cabin. Once I've finished here, I'll come back there and tend to your wounds
with the emergency medical supplies."
"No, I want to stay here," Jaina protested. "Back there, I once again felt
sparks run through my veins."
"You'll be feeling nothing if I don't force you to rest before they dunk you in
the sithspawn bacta tank."
Opening her eyes, Jaina drew on the last of her energy to lift herself from the
chair. Tiredly, she stumbled to the threshold of the cockpit, her hands leaning
on the dashboard and walls. She almost collapsed when she passed Kyp's chair,
but his hands were around her in an instant, supporting her. Glancing at him,
her brow furred.
"Kyp," she addressed him. His green eyes focused on her. "It's strange. I don't
usually feel the heat within me when I'm just flying."
Without even clarifying what she meant, she wrapped her arms around Kyp's right
bicep. Her feet were useless, and she dangled off him. Regardless of her
uncomfortable position, she was unconscious before they even left the cockpit,
leaving a very confused Kyp Durron to drag her through the ship.
~~
They arrived at the New Republic's main base less than a week later. Kyp's
ship, The Dauntless, was able to dock almost immediately after receiving
word of the crew it carried. Despite Jaina's tender injuries, which were still
in need of further treatment, she was the first one to depart as soon as the
docking clamps were in place.
Leia, Han, Jacen, Luke, Mara, and little baby Ben stood assembled in front of
the dock in a tight semi-circle. Kyp leaned against the junction between his
ship and the dock, watching the group silently. Jaina approached them, and Kyp
could almost sense the hesitation in her step. Han was the first one to come
forward, embracing his daughter tightly and picking her up off the ground.
Jaina laughed. The sound barely reached Kyp's ears. Kyp noticed Jaina wince as
Han lowered her to the ground, which prompted further explanation on her part
about her treatment during her capture.
Next, Jaina embraced Leia, who was, by this time, shedding more than a tear or
two. Similarly, Jaina's reunion with her brother continued in the same manner.
Kyp could hear Leia sprouting off questions about Jaina's weight, the thinness
of her face, and her very predominant cheekbones among other things. Kyp turned
away to re-enter The Dauntless just as Jaina's eyes widened at Ben's
latest growth spurt.
Behind him, he faintly heard a voice call him. Surprised, Kyp spun back around
to face a fast approaching Han, who was followed by Jaina.
Han's next comment caught him unaware. "Kid, thank you for saving my daughter."
Han yet again surprised Kyp by clasping a hand on his back and drawing him into
a sloppy embrace. Slapping Kyp's cheek good-naturedly, he grinned. "You're all
right in my book, kid."
"Thanks, Han," Kyp responded, nearly speechless.
Jaina stepped out from behind Han. Oblivious to her father, her eyes met Kyp's
for a moment. In Jaina's clear eyes, he saw gratitude combined with a hint
of…mystery.
Jaina smiled at him. A true, gracious smile.
"I like your ship," she commented teasingly.
"I like it, too," Kyp replied. "She'll miss having a good pilot fly her,
though."
"I'll come by and baby-sit."
Pursing her lips, Jaina added, "Thank you for saving my life, Kyp, at the risk
of yours."
He nodded in response.
Han gently placed an arm around the waist of his only daughter and the two left
to rejoin the Skywalker/Solo clan. Kyp, on the other hand, returned to his
ship, or more specifically, the captain's chair.
He knew he would be seeing more of the bright-eyed Jaina Solo.
~~
[Fin]
Next up: Part II – Just Following Orders
Summary: Luke Skywalker asks Kyp to fly into the Unknown Regions with
Jaina in a search to find a woman who knows the weakness of the Vong, and who
has a weapon that could destroy them. However, the gifts this woman possesses
are yet to be revealed.
