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Hell Releases, losing Sanity.

By Sisilaya

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Chapter 6; Drain

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"Mine.. now and forever my love"

Shock brought her back to reality, what had she done?

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Talk to my troubled brain

if you can feel my pain

so much hurting that's living in my head

now I can barely breathe

and now my heart's disease

and my name and my life has been stepped

on and on' no no!

you made fool out of me

there is no way out

I'm going down the drain

the name of God in vain

you pushed me I'm insane

dissolution is knocking on my door

can't stop my bitter tears

oh take away my fears

body and soul is blown up into pieces

oh! cry out!

I want to be free

dry out! I want to know truth

* let me drain my feelings out

lough like a drain, my emotions scream

let me drain!

so I can't speak my mind

ANATA SAE MO blind

I am left in a land with just solitude

has this become my fate

who's next be your bate

vicious cycle repeating on and on

cry out, I want be loved

dry out, I want see dreams

cry out, I want to be free

dry out, I want to know truth

-- Drain, by X-Japan.

Battousai slid off her and stood up slowly, his crimson hair covering half of his face, causing a shadow to go over his eyes, but the flaring emerald eyes still glowing through them as a sly grin formed on his lips. He watched Kaoru on the ground, curled up to a ball and crying softly. The girl was his now, and no one would change that, unless they'd want to end up decapitated with their head on a stick.

She watched as Kenshin got up to his feet, staring down at her, she felt so small and vulnerable and.. used. Why did it have to happen? It kept running through her mind. That's when she saw the emerald eyes again, glowing dangerously, it almost made her panick and she curled up to a ball slowly, tears starting to run down her face. It was like a nightmare that she screamed for to wake up, but never would. She then heard him gasp and looked up at him, fear clearly shown through her eyes. He stared at her with his eyes wide.

He looked down at her and then looked over at the window.. maybe he could just drag her through the window and take her away from this place.. back to Kyoto.. He licked his lips unknowingly as plans raged through his mind of what he could go with her. But when he looked back at her his heart made a jump, causing him to step backwards a bit in shock. It wasn't Kaoru laying on the ground anymore.. but Tomoe! Her deep brown eyes filled with tears as she looking up at him, a large wound from her left shoulder till her stomache that cut right through her body leaving a large gap from when he.. killed her, her kimono stained in her blood as you could see the fresh bleeding flesh. He closed his eyes, but when he opened them again it was Kaoru again.. what the hell happened?! We're his eyes playing tricks on him? He then snapped out of it and shook his head, pulling on his gi and hakama he walked out of the room without saying a word, shocked, he just wanted to get out of there for the moment. Leaving Kaoru clueless on the futon.

She watched as he stormed out of the room. What the hell was going on? First he raped her then he suddenly stormed out like he had seen a ghost..? Maybe he regretted what he did.. a little hope filling Kaoru's heart. (AN: foolish girl *whistles*) She wiped the tears from her cheeks and curled up again, her private parts were burning like hell, only making her feel worse. She grabbed the blanket beside her and threw it over her, cuddling up in it as she burried her face in it, the events were still freshly burned in her mind (AN: wow.. 4 min have passed.. Ahem.). A soft sobbing was heard from under the blankets..

He stood there on the veranda, staring up at the blue sky.. was it all just a hallucination? He could have sworn.. but it still looked so real. He shook his spiky crimson hair un the sun, he hated the sun, his eyes were too sensetive for them. That's why he always killed at night. He was a nightcreature. He didn't feel bad for what he had done to Kaoru... still... he felt this aching inside his soul, it almost felt like guilt. Yes, -almost-. He shook his head and walked over to the little bathing house, a hot bath would set his mind clear again.

She sat up in the bed, reaching over to her kimono that was dumped on the side of the futon she got up half and pulled the kimono around her tightly, she felt ashamed and disgusted. When she was about to lay down again she saw a big red spot on the matrass, it was her blood... he had taken her virginity after all. Suddenly she felt like crying again as tears welled up in her eyes. She then opened her kimono slightly and looked down... red stains of dried up blood walked down her legs. She then pulled the kimono tightly around her and ran of to the bath house, crying.

He heard footsteps nearling fast, and rather hard. He knew from the rhythem of the footsteps it was Kaoru, he had been observing her for years, after all. He grinned and dunked himself under the water, the room was dimly lit so you weren't able to see anything below the water level of the bath. As predicted, he felt a body slide into the water, seeing a delicate foot on the wooden floor of the bath, Kaoru's foot, soon to be followed by her... body.

She ran off to the bathroom, opening the door she looked around to see if no one was there. "No one... good." She stepped in silently and closed the door behind her, walking towards the bath. She opened her kimono and let it slid to the ground, standing there bare now. She then placed a foot in the hot water. typical, the water should have been cold by now, she used it this morning. Standing in the water with her leg she let the rest of her body slide in, her shoulders relaxing as the hot water relaxed her musles. She closed her eyes and sighed deeply, till they shot open again when she felt two strong arms wrap around her waist, she gasped as she then felt a body pressed up against her back, red bang hanging over her shoulder. Her eyes went blank, not again...

He watched as her body sunk further into the water, her then frowned and used his stealtily ability to move under the water without one wrinkle seen at the surface. Once behind her he quickly grabbed her around the waist, like a hunting spider lunging and grabbing it's prey. He could feel her musles freeze as he moved up from out of the water till his hips, his hair clung to his face and back. He pressed his body up against her back, he could feel her heart beating fast, she still hadn't moved. Oh this was gonna be amusing.

Her mind then alarmed her, she had to get out of there! Starting to struggle she called out his name and screaming rape so hard it was like a grizzly bear was sitting on her (AN: Don't ask..). But within a few seconds she was bend over and firmly pinned to the side of the bathtub, Kenshin bend over her and letting his weigth rest on her so she couldn't get up. She was stuck. Shimatta (Damnit).

He had pinned her to the ground as soon as he heard her scream, no body was ruining his plan even if he had to go hard on her for that. He bend over her and whispered in her ear, his voice annoyed and half growling, a voice that came to you when your last second had come. "Don't make me rip your tongue out Kaoru... you wouldn't want me to do that. now would you..?" He softly nibbled at her ear, making Kaoru shiver. Good, as long as she stayed so scared of him she would do everything he said like a lap dog... cause all she was, was just a weak puppy. He then looked outside, it was getting dark. Strange, didn't Sanosuke and Yahiko came over for dinner? Oh well, the less they were around the better. He hated acting like he was the sickning Rurouni anyway. He then bend over the whimpering Kaory again nuzlling her neck before getting up and out of the bath, casually starting to dry himself with the clean towel Kaoru and folded up there for herself. After he was done the threw the towel at her, it landing on her head, causing most of it to get soaked in the water. He then turned around, his face neutral from any emotions.

"Be done and dressed in 7 minutes, exactly. Or I'll come to get you out myself."

With that he shut the door behind him and left Kaoru there, tears trickling down her cheeks. She was terrified.

-- TBC

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