Beckham7 - Hey I'm sorry my chapters are so short, I can only write as much as I think, which isn't much , I promise I'll make them longer but I'm shit at keeping promises so what the hell. O and 2 of the stories I've written (I wouldn't really call them stories though, they're only a chapter each) apart from 'How could he love me'(that was my sister's attempt at writing one), well the other 2 stories r based on things that have happened to me but changed slightly (only slightly) to fit with Lily. Thx for reviewing!
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That was before……oh crap, why does it keep making me remember, I want to forget, forget it ever happened, forget what James Potter did to me.
Anyway….different subject, must not think of that…..hamsters! I had a hamster once, until Petunia trod on it. I think Joel (wooooo!!! Random name! A bit like my personality, that's a bit random too)(my hamster) was the one who got me through the first 2 years of my pain….dam I'm back to the subject I was trying to avoid.
Well that thing that I try to avoid has left me broken, I could never be the same again even if I tried. It haunts me every second of every day, I cannot sleep because of it, and that's why I want to end my life…when I'm dead the memory can no longer come to me, I will be free!
a/n hey look! I actually got something right!- I can't keep promises, this is even shorter than the last one. Well I do keep promises but only ones where the person trusts and relies on me to keep it….coz I could never break someone's trust