Disclaimer: I don't own KKJ. But I really want Access and fin to be mine!!
A/N: I love ACCESS!! I LOVE FIN!! KAWAII!! Especially with the adult version of Access! I love him at the first sight on manga. Still I like him in anime, but I like him more more in manga! Hehe, review please! This is for Access and Fin's lover!
By Irisgem
" Shinji! Shinji! Wake up! You might be late! " The dark purple head wife shouted. I could hear the footsteps of my mother that was a routine all morning. Before she held the doorknob, I got out of my room, with a complete preparation.
" I am ready, okaa-san. " She was stunned with a gap mouth. Was it so odd for me to wake earlier?
" Would you like to have some breakfast? " She offered kindly, watching my unusual behavior.
" No, I would go to Natsuki's apartment. " I walked to the refrigerator and took a sip of my milk. With a simple kiss on cheek and greeting, I left the house to Natsuki's apartment.
I could feel a change with me. I was in jealous. I shouldn't be like this. I was used with Fin's rejection, why couldn't I being persistent as before? I slapped my cheeks softly and hit the button that caused a ringing tone.
I saw the fine woman that stood at the door. She hadn't lost her charm as ex-Jeanne, the reincarnation of Jeanne d' Arc. " Ah, Access, what brings you here this earlier? " She asked with a joking tune.
I became a cheerful teen again. There were still persons, who remembered me as the black angel, Access Time.
" Nothing, just want to see your happy life and your pretty daughter. " I spoke gleefully. She replied my playing words with a soft laugh. No wonder Chiaki felt in love to her.
" Come in. Natsuki hasn't got up. You come too early. " She moved aside to let me in." With some gratitude, I came and met Chiaki on his chair with some coffee that let out hot misty air.
" Do you have your breakfast already? " the chestnut head woman asked politely while she was walking up stairs, to Natsuki's room.
" No! I would like some pancakes please! " I saw Chiaki sighed at my statement. " Don't you get bored with the same food that you swallow all days? "
" Of course not." He shook his head helplessly. Suddenly I could feel a bad feeling for Chiaki. I didn't know why, there were something that changed in him.
" Chiaki, ( I stopped calling him Sindbad since he was no longer the fabulous thief. ) Is there something wrong with you? " I stared lingered innocently, not allowing any forbidden expression to slip out.
" Huh? "
" Shinji! I have said thousands times that I DON"T WANT TO WALK WITH YOU!!! Why couldn't you understand such a simple sentence?! " The beautiful angel voice was too loud and deafened my sensitive ears. I thought it went same for Chiaki.
" Hehehe..I just want to walk with you, Natsuki. " I sweat dropped as I watched her letting out such a dangerous aura that might explode any time. But it never made me gave up on chasing her. I was used to beaten up by her hurt punch. She was still strong even for girl. No, she was no longer a little girl. She was twelve this year. Her body started to develop very well that could attract every man, even me.
Umm..but I had fallen in love with her long time ago. I even proposed her when she was just given birth. Every one might think that I was crazy, but I was reincarnated with Access' memory. Wasn't it natural for me to act like that? And the disappointing thing was Natsuki didn't bring Fin's memory with her. And I should start over on getting her heart.
" I'm sorry, Shinji. From now on, I could not walk with you anymore." She looked a bit sad. With a lowered head, she said something that I really didn't want to hear.
" I would walk with Miwari-kun from now on. "
Maron and Chiaki seemed in surprised. Maron almost dropped her tray of cups of teas when Chiaki spilled his coffee on his trouser.
" Natsuki?!" They both shouted at the same time then stared me with worried expression.
I had prepared for this, but still was hurt.
" So? I won't stand between you. I just want protect you then! Please? " I pleaded cheerfully. Deep inside me shattered into pieces.
She sighed deeply and crossed her arms in front of her chest. " Even if I say no, you will still follow us, won't you? " I hugged her playfully. She looked startled though. " Thank You, Natsukiiiii!!! " Still Maron and Chiaki gave that "look". I pretended, as if I didn't look at them.
It was quite crowd for a morning walk. Celcia walked on the left of Natsuki and Miwari-kun on Natsuki's right while I was walking behind them with Toki. I glanced at the two years younger boy beside me. I could feel his dangerous glare at Miwari-kun. No wonder, we both fell hopelessly in love with Fin.
" Shinji, why are you letting her? "
" Hmm?" I responded him simply.
" I thought that my only rival is you, but there is still another person. Are you really protecting her? " He looked in anger as if he would like to break every things that stood in his way.
" If she could find her happiness in Miwari-kun, why we bother her? Do you want to take her happiness with force? She would hate us, you know. " I tried to answer without looking at him. I was afraid he would know that I was also hurt.
" Shinji.." He was deep in thought to understand my words. We were once rival but no longer. We were both the ones, who lost the angel of our love. Sometimes Celcia watches for us. She gave a gleam face, which resting sympathy on us. We had to be strong to protect Natsuki.
" Chiaki, have you prepared to go to work? " The wood color head walked toward her husband with a certain charm. She got no replies, but all of Chiaki's things were still at the apartment. She wondered worriedly and searched for her beloved.
" Chiaki? Chiaki?! Chi.." The orbs that once shined with happiness glittered with shock. The blue headman lied unconsciously on the floor of living room, closing his sapphire eyes.
" CHIAKI!!" Maron ran hurriedly with trickle of shining tears fell from her face. She held Chiaki's body with the thrust of pain on her chest. " Please be strong! " She soon put the telephone to Nagoya's hospital.
( Too many movement of view, isn't it? )
Natsuki's POV ( for a while ^_^6)
" ?....Where am I? "
All I could see was the thick mist and myself. I hated to be alone. Where were all people?
" Mother? Father? " I still got no reply. My own voice echoed limitlessly. I was getting scared.
" Shinji?! Celcia? Toki?! " I didn't know why, now I really needed Shinji at my side. He was the first person that appeared inside my head. I wondered why I wasn't calling for Miwari-kun.
Suddenly I could feel a sound and blurry shadow. " Shinji?! "
Then I gazed at the amethyst orbs that twinkling with passion and hope. He looked like Shinji, but not Shinji. He had longer hair that reached his feet. He looked so mature as Shinji was. There was a pretty deep purple jewel that shaped oval on his forehead. I also could see the pair of wings on his back. His long traditional Japanese clothes were so weird, still fitted on him. My heartbeat was palpitating faster.
I just knew him. Somewhere that was far beyond of my grasp.
" Who..are you? " I stuttered as he smiled at me.
" Have you forgotten of our past? " His smile grew bitter. It hurt me somehow. I would like to make him happy without any reason.
" Who are you? " I asked him again.
" It was something that you should remember when you were ready. " Soon his form was emerged with the mist. I tried to hold him, but soon he was gone. I almost cried but no tears fell. Then I heard another voice. It was harsher.
" NAGOYA!! " I jolted on my chair.
" Ah, yes?!" I saw the teacher was holding the chalk. I also understood that he was angry when I saw his face. I tried to melt his anger by laughing soft but foolishly, and it ended with vain.
He pointed his finger to the outside of class. I felt helplessly to defend myself that I was sleeping during the class. Thus I walked outside with Miwari-kun's gaze on me. When I saw his face, I couldn't feel anything. Didn't I fall in love with him?
Then I saw a teacher ran along the corridor to my class in rush and whispered something to my nasty teacher. He suddenly called me in and asked me to follow him to office.
" Your father is suddenly ill. You may come home earlier. "
I stared my teacher with stunning look. I couldn't believe what I just heard. "Father? " I ran from school, ignoring my bag and books in my class.
* What has happened here? Father? Mother? *
" EHHHH?! She went home earlier?! " Toki and I questioned Miwari-kun at the same time.
" Yes, I have a request. " He looked at me solemnly. " I have a course today, so I couldn't go to Natsuki. Could you bring her bag? You live as her neighbor, right? "
Without thinking further, I just agreed his request. " Yes, I will. "
Then I brought her bag and hurriedly ran to Nagoya's hospital. There were Celcia and Toki behind me, leaving the green head boy behind.
* Fin, Please wait for us! *
" Where is Nagoya's room? " I asked the receptionist of this enormous hospital, panted hard. She searched for files and looked intently. "Number 607 "
We ran for lift. I couldn't wait this long. I ran up the stairs with two bags. " Shinji!! " I could hear Celcia's voice. I ignored as I ran with diamond droplets of sweat fell.
" Chiaki!! " I opened the door with a 'BANG' sound dumbly. I hoped the nurses would not get angry and expel me out. Maron and her lovely daughter watched me with tears in their eyes. Natsuki glared at me for my rudeness.
I rubbed my back head with mourning face. " I'm sorry. Is Uncle Chiaki fine? " I walked toward the laid body. Just when Natsuki meant to open her mouth, Maron stopped her child and spoke in pain, " He isn't fine. The doctor doesn't know whether he would gain his conscious or not. "
" His illness is...? " I was getting worried. I couldn't let my ex- partner to die. " It is.. a cancer. " Maron started to cry again. Natsuki put her hand on her crying mother's back.
It was suddenly raining. Why everything was so gloomy? " Don't worry. He would be fine. Because he was Sind..."
" Shinji!!" Maron warned me with worry eyes. Natsuki watched us in doubt.
I covered my mouth and accused myself for my careless act.
" What are you trying to say? "
" Natsuki, it is just a past. " I nodded as an agreement with the reincarnation of Jeanne.
" BUT MOTHER! " Suddenly another click sound was heard. Toki and Celcia were standing there with agony face.
" Natsuki, you should go home. You still have a class to attend. " The lovely wife stood up.
" But who would accompany you? I want to be with father too. "
" Natsuki. Aunt Miyako and her husband would come. Go. Home. " She suppressed her sentence. It meant it would be useless to debate more. She turned her head to me.
" Please take her home, Shinji. Could you do this one thing? Please take care of her for this day. "
" Yes, Auntie. As you wish."
When Natsuki was out of the room and I was in front of the door, she murmured with low voice that only me could hear.
" Don't tell her anything. She should regain something by herself. Then she would remember your love, Access. "
I smiled sadly. " It would be useless though she regain her memory. She has another life to go on. " Then I closed the door that became a limit gate between us.
" Shinji. "
" Yes? "
" What are you trying to say just now? "
I stared her. I had my promise not to speak it out. " Natsuki, it is just a past. A past would not bother your future. Can't you let go that topic? "
" But I think there is something I should know. I feel like a stranger in my own family. I hate that. " I tried to touch her but I cancel my action. I could not do any console because Natsuki never loved me.
" You still a member of Nagoya family. The past of them doesn't make you out of their lives."
I took a step further than her. " If you would like to know then you should remember it by yourself. "
" Remember? How could I? Am I knowing their past when my childhood? " I smiled meaningfully. She suddenly changed her expression from doubt to shock.
" Shin..ji? "
" Yes? "
" I was dreaming this afternoon during the class. I ...met you. "
" Natsuki? "
" But he wasn't really you. He was like an angel with same color of your eyes and your hair. And he was wearing a kimono. His hair was longer. "
My heart seemed to stop. She remembered the old me? No, it couldn't be. "Natsuki, you were just dreaming. " I pretended as it was nothing, but failed.
" You lied!! You don't think you could fool me with your word, do you?! I could read your respond! Shinji!! "
Before I knew, we had arrived in front of her apartment. This meant a chance. "Natsuki, You. Are. Just. Imagining. Thing. I know it is a shock to know your father illness. Here, take your bag and go sleep. I would pick you up tomorrow. " Then I hurriedly went to my apartment and closed the door. Her voice was ringing though.
" SHINJI!! "
I rested my body behind the door. " It isn't the right time. Not yet. I'm sorry, Natsuki. "
I could hear she closed the door hardly. She would wake all neighbors. I was also too tired and went to my own slumber. Yet it was hard to forget things that happened today.
" Kami-sama, what should I do now...?"
* Access, the black angel. *
" Huh? " I blinked as I heard voice.
* There is a way to cure him. *
" How?! What should I do? "
* You would know when time comes. *
" How could I know? "
* Tomorrow, come to the roof of hospital. I shall grant my power, with a sacrifice of you. I need a messenger for my miracle and I can't leave my place yet. With the occurrence that happened nineteen years ago, I lost a lot of Holy Power. Do you understand what that means? *
"...It means I should leave Fin Fish? "
* ..Yes. *
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No review..sigh. Well, I'm writing this for fun though. But still be happier with review. PLEASE! REVIEW!
A/N: I love ACCESS!! I LOVE FIN!! KAWAII!! Especially with the adult version of Access! I love him at the first sight on manga. Still I like him in anime, but I like him more more in manga! Hehe, review please! This is for Access and Fin's lover!
By Irisgem
" Shinji! Shinji! Wake up! You might be late! " The dark purple head wife shouted. I could hear the footsteps of my mother that was a routine all morning. Before she held the doorknob, I got out of my room, with a complete preparation.
" I am ready, okaa-san. " She was stunned with a gap mouth. Was it so odd for me to wake earlier?
" Would you like to have some breakfast? " She offered kindly, watching my unusual behavior.
" No, I would go to Natsuki's apartment. " I walked to the refrigerator and took a sip of my milk. With a simple kiss on cheek and greeting, I left the house to Natsuki's apartment.
I could feel a change with me. I was in jealous. I shouldn't be like this. I was used with Fin's rejection, why couldn't I being persistent as before? I slapped my cheeks softly and hit the button that caused a ringing tone.
I saw the fine woman that stood at the door. She hadn't lost her charm as ex-Jeanne, the reincarnation of Jeanne d' Arc. " Ah, Access, what brings you here this earlier? " She asked with a joking tune.
I became a cheerful teen again. There were still persons, who remembered me as the black angel, Access Time.
" Nothing, just want to see your happy life and your pretty daughter. " I spoke gleefully. She replied my playing words with a soft laugh. No wonder Chiaki felt in love to her.
" Come in. Natsuki hasn't got up. You come too early. " She moved aside to let me in." With some gratitude, I came and met Chiaki on his chair with some coffee that let out hot misty air.
" Do you have your breakfast already? " the chestnut head woman asked politely while she was walking up stairs, to Natsuki's room.
" No! I would like some pancakes please! " I saw Chiaki sighed at my statement. " Don't you get bored with the same food that you swallow all days? "
" Of course not." He shook his head helplessly. Suddenly I could feel a bad feeling for Chiaki. I didn't know why, there were something that changed in him.
" Chiaki, ( I stopped calling him Sindbad since he was no longer the fabulous thief. ) Is there something wrong with you? " I stared lingered innocently, not allowing any forbidden expression to slip out.
" Huh? "
" Shinji! I have said thousands times that I DON"T WANT TO WALK WITH YOU!!! Why couldn't you understand such a simple sentence?! " The beautiful angel voice was too loud and deafened my sensitive ears. I thought it went same for Chiaki.
" Hehehe..I just want to walk with you, Natsuki. " I sweat dropped as I watched her letting out such a dangerous aura that might explode any time. But it never made me gave up on chasing her. I was used to beaten up by her hurt punch. She was still strong even for girl. No, she was no longer a little girl. She was twelve this year. Her body started to develop very well that could attract every man, even me.
Umm..but I had fallen in love with her long time ago. I even proposed her when she was just given birth. Every one might think that I was crazy, but I was reincarnated with Access' memory. Wasn't it natural for me to act like that? And the disappointing thing was Natsuki didn't bring Fin's memory with her. And I should start over on getting her heart.
" I'm sorry, Shinji. From now on, I could not walk with you anymore." She looked a bit sad. With a lowered head, she said something that I really didn't want to hear.
" I would walk with Miwari-kun from now on. "
Maron and Chiaki seemed in surprised. Maron almost dropped her tray of cups of teas when Chiaki spilled his coffee on his trouser.
" Natsuki?!" They both shouted at the same time then stared me with worried expression.
I had prepared for this, but still was hurt.
" So? I won't stand between you. I just want protect you then! Please? " I pleaded cheerfully. Deep inside me shattered into pieces.
She sighed deeply and crossed her arms in front of her chest. " Even if I say no, you will still follow us, won't you? " I hugged her playfully. She looked startled though. " Thank You, Natsukiiiii!!! " Still Maron and Chiaki gave that "look". I pretended, as if I didn't look at them.
It was quite crowd for a morning walk. Celcia walked on the left of Natsuki and Miwari-kun on Natsuki's right while I was walking behind them with Toki. I glanced at the two years younger boy beside me. I could feel his dangerous glare at Miwari-kun. No wonder, we both fell hopelessly in love with Fin.
" Shinji, why are you letting her? "
" Hmm?" I responded him simply.
" I thought that my only rival is you, but there is still another person. Are you really protecting her? " He looked in anger as if he would like to break every things that stood in his way.
" If she could find her happiness in Miwari-kun, why we bother her? Do you want to take her happiness with force? She would hate us, you know. " I tried to answer without looking at him. I was afraid he would know that I was also hurt.
" Shinji.." He was deep in thought to understand my words. We were once rival but no longer. We were both the ones, who lost the angel of our love. Sometimes Celcia watches for us. She gave a gleam face, which resting sympathy on us. We had to be strong to protect Natsuki.
" Chiaki, have you prepared to go to work? " The wood color head walked toward her husband with a certain charm. She got no replies, but all of Chiaki's things were still at the apartment. She wondered worriedly and searched for her beloved.
" Chiaki? Chiaki?! Chi.." The orbs that once shined with happiness glittered with shock. The blue headman lied unconsciously on the floor of living room, closing his sapphire eyes.
" CHIAKI!!" Maron ran hurriedly with trickle of shining tears fell from her face. She held Chiaki's body with the thrust of pain on her chest. " Please be strong! " She soon put the telephone to Nagoya's hospital.
( Too many movement of view, isn't it? )
Natsuki's POV ( for a while ^_^6)
" ?....Where am I? "
All I could see was the thick mist and myself. I hated to be alone. Where were all people?
" Mother? Father? " I still got no reply. My own voice echoed limitlessly. I was getting scared.
" Shinji?! Celcia? Toki?! " I didn't know why, now I really needed Shinji at my side. He was the first person that appeared inside my head. I wondered why I wasn't calling for Miwari-kun.
Suddenly I could feel a sound and blurry shadow. " Shinji?! "
Then I gazed at the amethyst orbs that twinkling with passion and hope. He looked like Shinji, but not Shinji. He had longer hair that reached his feet. He looked so mature as Shinji was. There was a pretty deep purple jewel that shaped oval on his forehead. I also could see the pair of wings on his back. His long traditional Japanese clothes were so weird, still fitted on him. My heartbeat was palpitating faster.
I just knew him. Somewhere that was far beyond of my grasp.
" Who..are you? " I stuttered as he smiled at me.
" Have you forgotten of our past? " His smile grew bitter. It hurt me somehow. I would like to make him happy without any reason.
" Who are you? " I asked him again.
" It was something that you should remember when you were ready. " Soon his form was emerged with the mist. I tried to hold him, but soon he was gone. I almost cried but no tears fell. Then I heard another voice. It was harsher.
" NAGOYA!! " I jolted on my chair.
" Ah, yes?!" I saw the teacher was holding the chalk. I also understood that he was angry when I saw his face. I tried to melt his anger by laughing soft but foolishly, and it ended with vain.
He pointed his finger to the outside of class. I felt helplessly to defend myself that I was sleeping during the class. Thus I walked outside with Miwari-kun's gaze on me. When I saw his face, I couldn't feel anything. Didn't I fall in love with him?
Then I saw a teacher ran along the corridor to my class in rush and whispered something to my nasty teacher. He suddenly called me in and asked me to follow him to office.
" Your father is suddenly ill. You may come home earlier. "
I stared my teacher with stunning look. I couldn't believe what I just heard. "Father? " I ran from school, ignoring my bag and books in my class.
* What has happened here? Father? Mother? *
" EHHHH?! She went home earlier?! " Toki and I questioned Miwari-kun at the same time.
" Yes, I have a request. " He looked at me solemnly. " I have a course today, so I couldn't go to Natsuki. Could you bring her bag? You live as her neighbor, right? "
Without thinking further, I just agreed his request. " Yes, I will. "
Then I brought her bag and hurriedly ran to Nagoya's hospital. There were Celcia and Toki behind me, leaving the green head boy behind.
* Fin, Please wait for us! *
" Where is Nagoya's room? " I asked the receptionist of this enormous hospital, panted hard. She searched for files and looked intently. "Number 607 "
We ran for lift. I couldn't wait this long. I ran up the stairs with two bags. " Shinji!! " I could hear Celcia's voice. I ignored as I ran with diamond droplets of sweat fell.
" Chiaki!! " I opened the door with a 'BANG' sound dumbly. I hoped the nurses would not get angry and expel me out. Maron and her lovely daughter watched me with tears in their eyes. Natsuki glared at me for my rudeness.
I rubbed my back head with mourning face. " I'm sorry. Is Uncle Chiaki fine? " I walked toward the laid body. Just when Natsuki meant to open her mouth, Maron stopped her child and spoke in pain, " He isn't fine. The doctor doesn't know whether he would gain his conscious or not. "
" His illness is...? " I was getting worried. I couldn't let my ex- partner to die. " It is.. a cancer. " Maron started to cry again. Natsuki put her hand on her crying mother's back.
It was suddenly raining. Why everything was so gloomy? " Don't worry. He would be fine. Because he was Sind..."
" Shinji!!" Maron warned me with worry eyes. Natsuki watched us in doubt.
I covered my mouth and accused myself for my careless act.
" What are you trying to say? "
" Natsuki, it is just a past. " I nodded as an agreement with the reincarnation of Jeanne.
" BUT MOTHER! " Suddenly another click sound was heard. Toki and Celcia were standing there with agony face.
" Natsuki, you should go home. You still have a class to attend. " The lovely wife stood up.
" But who would accompany you? I want to be with father too. "
" Natsuki. Aunt Miyako and her husband would come. Go. Home. " She suppressed her sentence. It meant it would be useless to debate more. She turned her head to me.
" Please take her home, Shinji. Could you do this one thing? Please take care of her for this day. "
" Yes, Auntie. As you wish."
When Natsuki was out of the room and I was in front of the door, she murmured with low voice that only me could hear.
" Don't tell her anything. She should regain something by herself. Then she would remember your love, Access. "
I smiled sadly. " It would be useless though she regain her memory. She has another life to go on. " Then I closed the door that became a limit gate between us.
" Shinji. "
" Yes? "
" What are you trying to say just now? "
I stared her. I had my promise not to speak it out. " Natsuki, it is just a past. A past would not bother your future. Can't you let go that topic? "
" But I think there is something I should know. I feel like a stranger in my own family. I hate that. " I tried to touch her but I cancel my action. I could not do any console because Natsuki never loved me.
" You still a member of Nagoya family. The past of them doesn't make you out of their lives."
I took a step further than her. " If you would like to know then you should remember it by yourself. "
" Remember? How could I? Am I knowing their past when my childhood? " I smiled meaningfully. She suddenly changed her expression from doubt to shock.
" Shin..ji? "
" Yes? "
" I was dreaming this afternoon during the class. I ...met you. "
" Natsuki? "
" But he wasn't really you. He was like an angel with same color of your eyes and your hair. And he was wearing a kimono. His hair was longer. "
My heart seemed to stop. She remembered the old me? No, it couldn't be. "Natsuki, you were just dreaming. " I pretended as it was nothing, but failed.
" You lied!! You don't think you could fool me with your word, do you?! I could read your respond! Shinji!! "
Before I knew, we had arrived in front of her apartment. This meant a chance. "Natsuki, You. Are. Just. Imagining. Thing. I know it is a shock to know your father illness. Here, take your bag and go sleep. I would pick you up tomorrow. " Then I hurriedly went to my apartment and closed the door. Her voice was ringing though.
" SHINJI!! "
I rested my body behind the door. " It isn't the right time. Not yet. I'm sorry, Natsuki. "
I could hear she closed the door hardly. She would wake all neighbors. I was also too tired and went to my own slumber. Yet it was hard to forget things that happened today.
" Kami-sama, what should I do now...?"
* Access, the black angel. *
" Huh? " I blinked as I heard voice.
* There is a way to cure him. *
" How?! What should I do? "
* You would know when time comes. *
" How could I know? "
* Tomorrow, come to the roof of hospital. I shall grant my power, with a sacrifice of you. I need a messenger for my miracle and I can't leave my place yet. With the occurrence that happened nineteen years ago, I lost a lot of Holy Power. Do you understand what that means? *
"...It means I should leave Fin Fish? "
* ..Yes. *
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No review..sigh. Well, I'm writing this for fun though. But still be happier with review. PLEASE! REVIEW!