The Letter
Hey Dad,
Dad, now there is a word I haven't used lately. Hmmm… Whose fault might that be? Stop, I know what you are thinking. You have no idea what I am talking about. I am merely telling the truth through out this letter.
I don't know if you even care about me anymore. After awhile I myself stopped caring. How can you understand this? The man with the innocents of a child. I envy that innocents so terribly you cannot even imagine. My innocents was slain the moment I realized you weren't coming back.
I know you want to put this down right now. What kind of nonsense is this? The kind of nonsense a father listens to. Just hear me out all right?
I once thought you were amazing. I used to think you understood my feelings. I believed you loved me. I don't see these things possible anymore. How amazing can someone be if he abandons his family? How can you know how I feel if you knew what it did and still does to me? How is it possible for you to love me if you left me with nothing and no acknowledgement that you do? Prove me wrong if you can. I would be delighted if you could.
Mom, Gohan, Pan, everyone; they are all affected by your leaving. Do you know how many nights my mother, your Chi-Chi, has cried over you? Gohan and Pan can barely take it. Do you care about them anymore? Your friends can't stand not having you around anymore either. Did you even consider any of these things?
Where is the hero? Where is the one I looked up to? Does he exist anymore? Oh Hell for all you know I could have been dead. You would never have found out. Well I am alive, if this is what you call living. I have become gothic because of everything that has happened to me. I find comfort in only the pain and the darkness. Are you happy? Is that what you wanted for me? Does that make you happy?
The next thing and last thing I have to say, you won't believe after everything you have read. I write this out of truth and pure curiosity. There is no emotion behind these words. My emotions died with my innocents. Rest assured, I don't hate you anymore. But I no longer love you. There is one more thing I am willing to admit…
I miss you…
Goten O o (water droplets, If you can't guess what from you truly are stupid…)
O
Hey Dad,
Dad, now there is a word I haven't used lately. Hmmm… Whose fault might that be? Stop, I know what you are thinking. You have no idea what I am talking about. I am merely telling the truth through out this letter.
I don't know if you even care about me anymore. After awhile I myself stopped caring. How can you understand this? The man with the innocents of a child. I envy that innocents so terribly you cannot even imagine. My innocents was slain the moment I realized you weren't coming back.
I know you want to put this down right now. What kind of nonsense is this? The kind of nonsense a father listens to. Just hear me out all right?
I once thought you were amazing. I used to think you understood my feelings. I believed you loved me. I don't see these things possible anymore. How amazing can someone be if he abandons his family? How can you know how I feel if you knew what it did and still does to me? How is it possible for you to love me if you left me with nothing and no acknowledgement that you do? Prove me wrong if you can. I would be delighted if you could.
Mom, Gohan, Pan, everyone; they are all affected by your leaving. Do you know how many nights my mother, your Chi-Chi, has cried over you? Gohan and Pan can barely take it. Do you care about them anymore? Your friends can't stand not having you around anymore either. Did you even consider any of these things?
Where is the hero? Where is the one I looked up to? Does he exist anymore? Oh Hell for all you know I could have been dead. You would never have found out. Well I am alive, if this is what you call living. I have become gothic because of everything that has happened to me. I find comfort in only the pain and the darkness. Are you happy? Is that what you wanted for me? Does that make you happy?
The next thing and last thing I have to say, you won't believe after everything you have read. I write this out of truth and pure curiosity. There is no emotion behind these words. My emotions died with my innocents. Rest assured, I don't hate you anymore. But I no longer love you. There is one more thing I am willing to admit…
I miss you…
Goten O o (water droplets, If you can't guess what from you truly are stupid…)
O