Hey people, it's me again and I just started a new fanfic! Yay! If you
liked my previous one then please read this one! This one is about Ryou
and Malik (who will be Yami Malik, Marik, Ishtar, whatever you call him.)
Marik will be the hikari in this one. It will contain yaoi between
Ryou/Malik and slight between Bakura (Yami Bakura)/Marik (the hikari).
Also mentions of suicide and depression. On with the fic, enjoy! ^_^
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh.
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Beautiful. You look so beautiful. Truly an angel. A beautiful angel, but then again who's heard of an ugly angel? But you are beautiful. An angel among demons. You really are. Or is that just a description of a hikari? Well not mine. My hikari's just as dark as I am. But then how is he my light? Okay, now I'm just getting distracted! Getting back to you.as I was saying your beautiful. That ever present smile, those gentle eyes and pale, pale as porcelain face. That little ivory hued face radiates your purity, your innocence, your happiness. You are beautiful Ryou Bakura. Watashi Tenshi. I wistfully think to myself, but then chuckle at the thought. Like you'll ever be my angel. You both turn to me.
"What's so funny Malik?" I shake my head and dismiss the thoughts. "Nothing." My hikari and my tenshi turn back and continue to talk. I mentally sigh and wish you were mine, but your not. I look back at my book and gaze at the passage I was reading.
"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace fro day to day To the last syllable of recorded time And all our yesterdays have lighted fools. The way to dusty death, out, out brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more: it is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury Signifying nothing."
Ha! If life could only be that simple. If only suffering was that little. If only Macbeth had seen our lives then he wouldn't complain. But it doesn't matter, he died. At least he had the sense to die in action. If only that could of happened to me, if only I too could die. I almost yearn to feel pain rip through my body and be left lifeless. To close my eyes and never open them again. After all that's what death is, isn't it? Eternal sleep, that's what I want. The sound of laughter makes me look up. I see you laughing, that beautiful laughter. Laughter that reminds me of wind chimes. Wow where did that come from? Wind chimes?! But returning to death. Well do I really want to death? I mean death would mean that I could no longer see you. So I guess I really don't want death. Death seems out of my reach anyways. The closest thing to death would be me being sent to shadow realm, but even then I would still be alive, and that's not what I want. As much as I like the shadow realm, spending an eternity there isn't quite favorable. Spending forever in oblivion can get quite boring after awhile.
"I should go now Marik." I see your slim body slowly rise. My hikari gets up too and nods. I look up from my book and get up as well. "Oh but Ryou, it's raining." Large fat drops of rain splatter onto the cement pavement. "You can stay until the rain stops." I say quietly and I feel your inquisitive eyes face me. "No it's okay; I live close by so I should be fine, but thank you for the offer." We both nod and you wave good bye before running, your snow white hair fluttering behind you as you run, covering your head. I see the sky light up as lightning streaks across the darkened sky, lighting it briefly. Soon the rumble and clash of thunder follows, making a deafening growl.
"Hope he doesn't get fried by lightening." I roll my eyes at my hikari's dry comment. "You know the chances of getting hit by lightening are very slim Marik." I close the door and block out the growl of thunder. "Expect the unexpected." I shrug and return to my book, my mind still on your flying form. **************************************************************************** **************** Okay well, that's chapter one so far! How do you like it? Please review; I welcome any kind or reviews with open arms, even flames. As you could probably tell this one was in Malik's POV, although the next one is in Ryou's. I will update when I can, but until then please read and review!!! Thank you and Ja ne! ^_^
Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh.
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Beautiful. You look so beautiful. Truly an angel. A beautiful angel, but then again who's heard of an ugly angel? But you are beautiful. An angel among demons. You really are. Or is that just a description of a hikari? Well not mine. My hikari's just as dark as I am. But then how is he my light? Okay, now I'm just getting distracted! Getting back to you.as I was saying your beautiful. That ever present smile, those gentle eyes and pale, pale as porcelain face. That little ivory hued face radiates your purity, your innocence, your happiness. You are beautiful Ryou Bakura. Watashi Tenshi. I wistfully think to myself, but then chuckle at the thought. Like you'll ever be my angel. You both turn to me.
"What's so funny Malik?" I shake my head and dismiss the thoughts. "Nothing." My hikari and my tenshi turn back and continue to talk. I mentally sigh and wish you were mine, but your not. I look back at my book and gaze at the passage I was reading.
"To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace fro day to day To the last syllable of recorded time And all our yesterdays have lighted fools. The way to dusty death, out, out brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more: it is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury Signifying nothing."
Ha! If life could only be that simple. If only suffering was that little. If only Macbeth had seen our lives then he wouldn't complain. But it doesn't matter, he died. At least he had the sense to die in action. If only that could of happened to me, if only I too could die. I almost yearn to feel pain rip through my body and be left lifeless. To close my eyes and never open them again. After all that's what death is, isn't it? Eternal sleep, that's what I want. The sound of laughter makes me look up. I see you laughing, that beautiful laughter. Laughter that reminds me of wind chimes. Wow where did that come from? Wind chimes?! But returning to death. Well do I really want to death? I mean death would mean that I could no longer see you. So I guess I really don't want death. Death seems out of my reach anyways. The closest thing to death would be me being sent to shadow realm, but even then I would still be alive, and that's not what I want. As much as I like the shadow realm, spending an eternity there isn't quite favorable. Spending forever in oblivion can get quite boring after awhile.
"I should go now Marik." I see your slim body slowly rise. My hikari gets up too and nods. I look up from my book and get up as well. "Oh but Ryou, it's raining." Large fat drops of rain splatter onto the cement pavement. "You can stay until the rain stops." I say quietly and I feel your inquisitive eyes face me. "No it's okay; I live close by so I should be fine, but thank you for the offer." We both nod and you wave good bye before running, your snow white hair fluttering behind you as you run, covering your head. I see the sky light up as lightning streaks across the darkened sky, lighting it briefly. Soon the rumble and clash of thunder follows, making a deafening growl.
"Hope he doesn't get fried by lightening." I roll my eyes at my hikari's dry comment. "You know the chances of getting hit by lightening are very slim Marik." I close the door and block out the growl of thunder. "Expect the unexpected." I shrug and return to my book, my mind still on your flying form. **************************************************************************** **************** Okay well, that's chapter one so far! How do you like it? Please review; I welcome any kind or reviews with open arms, even flames. As you could probably tell this one was in Malik's POV, although the next one is in Ryou's. I will update when I can, but until then please read and review!!! Thank you and Ja ne! ^_^