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"There's A Fine Line Between Love And Hate"
~MyStErIoUs RaMeN*~
"Marriage? And Kagome could be leaving!? I Don't Think So! Sango and Miroku Strike Back!"
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Inuyasha was gently slumbering as the morning rays shown on his face highlighting his tanned smooth skin. His lips were shaped in a small smile. He was on his back as Kagome was cuddled to his side with her head snuggled into his neck leaning over him. He slowly opened his eyes and blinked a few times. He let out a small yawn and drowsily slipped out of bed trying not to wake the girl. New questions flooded his mind but he wanted nothing to do with them at the moment. He kept wondering about the whole marriage thing. Yes, he was admitting to himself that he might love Kagome but . . Marriage? That was a different thing entirely and everyone knew it.
"Inuyashhhhaaaa?" a drowsy voice called out behind him. He spun around.
"hmm?"
"what's wrong? You seem stressed I can already tell" Kagome said sitting up acting concerned.
"oh umm . . nothing . . go back to bed . . you look tired." He said trying to straighten his face to make it look normal rather then freaked out.
"umm I don't think so! Tell me right now!"
"ummmm no"
"yes"
"no"
" ya huh!"
"na ah!"
"ya huh!"
"shut up both of you!" Sango had grumpily sauntered into the room woken up by their two year old fighting.
"na ah . . ." he mumbled under his breath.
"No what the hell is wrong with you two?"
"Inuyasha is stressed and he won't tell me why!" Kagome protested as if it were the most unfair thing in the whole world.
"fine damnit if it is that fucking important I'll tell you!" Inuyasha scowled.
Kagome clapped her hands happily, ignoring his fowl language, ((in which I love SO much!)) that she had succeeded and listened intently with Sango on what his 'issue' was.
"Look I am just a little freaked because we are going to have to get married soon and I REALLY don't think I am ready." He said keeping a straight face.
"Oh . ." Kagome acted a little surprised.
(* I thought he liked me . . or maybe even loved me . . and now he wants to go? I admit I am not ready either but I think it could work out! We seem to get along . . wait . . no . . he can go . . I could care less!*) Kagome thought sadly.
"well is it bothers you that much I will talk to our parents today. Maybe we can get them to set us FREE" she was starting to get miffed and made sure the word 'free' was emphasized. Though she continued to keep an emotionless face like Inuyasha. He dumbly nodded and walked to his room deep in thought.
Sango continued to stand there wondering where in the hell everything went wrong. Miroku and her had worked so hard! AND THERE WAS NO WAY IN THE SEVEN HELLS OR HEAVENS THAT IT WAS GOING TO GET SCREWED UP NOW! NO WAAAAAAAY!
Without warning like a crack of a whip, Sango spun on her heals and ran out of the door. She sprinted to Miroku and almost suffocated him when her body came in contact with his chest waking him up rudely.
"Miroku it is a disaster!"
"which one died!?" Miroku sat up frantic.
"worse!"
"what could be worse than that!?"
"THEY ARE GOING TO SPLIT UP THE MARRAGE!"
"oh no they aren't! ! ! !" Miroku cried savagely.
"We have done too much and THEY OBVIOUSLY LIKE EACH NO! NO! NO! NO! IT IS NOT ENDING THIS WAY DAMNIT! ALL THEY WANT IS A FEARIE TALE LIFE AND IT IS SITTING UNDER THEIR NOSES!" Miroku added with vengeance. Without a word she jumped off of him and he ran with her determined to get to the bottom of this. Miroku went to talk to Inuyasha while Sango went to talk with her younger sister.
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"Inuyasha . . please maybe I can help!"
"You can't help monk! This is my business and my business alone!" Inuyasha retorted as the conversation was getting more heated.
"But Inuyasha! You might have something going with Kagome and you don't know it! Would you really want to lose her!? Imagine a life without her! She is willing to be with you! Isn't that enough!?" Miroku protested obviously not giving up soon.
"Don't you understand!? That is what I am afraid of! If I get to close she will just want to get rid of me like everybody else!" Inuyasha was obviously starting to get too angry to catch his words before he said them. But he didn't seem to care. In truth he wanted other people to know how he felt so he didn't have to keep the burden of being the only one who knows.
((Next lines stolen from t.a.t.u the Russian musical band . .they are great! Along with No Doubt!))
"Everyone needs to leave me alone! Don't you get it!? I do things the wrong way! I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does! But that doesn't work for me! Everyone judges! I have a heart! And it can be broken! And I am not willing to take that!" Inuyasha cried out and slowly backed away just to sit on the edge of his bed and for once try to calm his nerves.
(* did I really have to tell him that?*) Inuyasha thought in a very depressed way. He was becoming more and more depressed as the years went on. Lonelier and Lonelier he got being hurt more and more by everyone and everything. Finally he learned to live with it. But he was the only one who lived it. No one understood him and everyday he would take the time to scold himself for who he was and wonder where his life went wrong. 'when I was born' would always be the answer. And that little nagging voice in his head would only confirm it more. What everyone had said to him came back too.
~~~FLASH-BACK~~~
"OI Kagome wake up!" Kagome's eyes gently opened as she got up too.
"I can't believe we fell asleep!"
"Ya well it was your damn ear rubbing wench!"
"Ya well you seemed to like it that is why YOU fell asleep! So don't blame your need of attention on me you . . you stupid dog! That is all you well ever be! Some mangy mutt!" Kagome yelled with an angry blush.
Inuyasha winced at that . . That cut him deep.
"ya well . . you're right! That is all any one has ever called me! So I guess that is what I am! A mangy mutt! Some half and half! It's bad enough that I have to be stared at because people can't just get past the looks but even demons look down upon me because I'm not full! I am just a 'half breed' half of any great thing any one has ever done! I'm just some nothing that's all! Oh don't look at the half breed he'll curse you! Oh don't look at him because he's DIFFERENT! He's not human so he has no FEELINGS! Well save it Kagome just save all that crap for someone else because I've been hearing it my whole life and I am sick of it!" he stormed off to his room leaving Kagome blinking stupidly with a blush of embarrassment not realizing what he had to go through. Then she felt guilt. Guilt for what she had said and what memories she had stirred up in his mind.
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that still made him shift uncomfortably. He never really knew if she really meant that even to this day. His mind was a clutter and he HATED it. He swore to himself that he would never hold the hand of another girl. It hurt too much. Though, he would never admit it. But here, he had already broken that promise to himself. He found himself falling in love with someone who would leave him. It hurt enough when he was insulted by the other princesses when he already got it from his family. He couldn't bare to imagine marrying a girl like Kagome and having her dump him in a fit of hatred toward the poor guy.
It was the one sensitive subject in his system that drove him mad. It was such a nice feeling to know you were in love but a terrible one to know how it all would end.
"I didn't know . ." Miroku whispered uncomfortably. He walked to his new friend and sat down next to him.
"You are right . . I don't know . . how you feel . . and I shouldn't judge. I am just saying . . maybe she wouldn't do that. But isn't a love that might come worth it?" Miroku added.
"I dunno I don't have experience in the matter damnit!"
" well . . I will leave you now . . I wish you luck with your decision. But .. . the opinion I have is that you should give it half a chance before throwing it out of the window" With that said Miroku nodded and strode out of the door.
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"But Sango! I thought he liked me!"
"Have you ever stopped to think that maybe he is insecure of the matter?" Sango asked calmly.
"Well yes . . but . ."
"no . . no 'buts'. I happen to know he is very sensitive about it and you have to be gentle about it because he has gone through A LOT and when I say ' a lot' I mean it more than anything." Sango said interrupting her younger sister. Kagome nodded and told her sister she had to talk to him. Whether anyone liked it or not. She knew Inuyasha wasn't * delicate * It was a change and people go through it differently.
"Inuyasha?" she knocked on the door. She heard a faint 'come in' and she took a deep breath before opening the door.
"I am so sorry Inuyasha!" she wailed throwing her arms around him letting her emotions take the better of her. He gasped when she made contact with him but cradled her close.
"It is all right Kagome . . we will get through this . ." he said in her ear as she nodded into his chest. Without thinking twice she picked her head up and pressed her lips against his. He didn't expect that. He was used to the whole awkward situation before they actually kissed. But he like it. It was really nice. And for once he didn't think 'what if . .' he just accepted it and enjoyed it while he could. Who knew what tomorrow would bring? But who cared anyhow? Ignorance is bliss anyway. . .. most of the time . .
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well there we go! Sorry it took so long . . you know homework crises. . . anyway ya it will be updated A HELLUVA LOT QUICKER! Especially because my inspiration is back on TV! YAY! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE HIS VOICE! He is so hott! AHEM Anyway! Sorry if this chapter sucked and that it was short it will be better. Flame! Review Whatver!
Arigato!
Ciao!
~MyStErIoUs RaMeN*~
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""A Sorta Fearie Tale ""
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"There's A Fine Line Between Love And Hate"
~MyStErIoUs RaMeN*~
"Marriage? And Kagome could be leaving!? I Don't Think So! Sango and Miroku Strike Back!"
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Inuyasha was gently slumbering as the morning rays shown on his face highlighting his tanned smooth skin. His lips were shaped in a small smile. He was on his back as Kagome was cuddled to his side with her head snuggled into his neck leaning over him. He slowly opened his eyes and blinked a few times. He let out a small yawn and drowsily slipped out of bed trying not to wake the girl. New questions flooded his mind but he wanted nothing to do with them at the moment. He kept wondering about the whole marriage thing. Yes, he was admitting to himself that he might love Kagome but . . Marriage? That was a different thing entirely and everyone knew it.
"Inuyashhhhaaaa?" a drowsy voice called out behind him. He spun around.
"hmm?"
"what's wrong? You seem stressed I can already tell" Kagome said sitting up acting concerned.
"oh umm . . nothing . . go back to bed . . you look tired." He said trying to straighten his face to make it look normal rather then freaked out.
"umm I don't think so! Tell me right now!"
"ummmm no"
"yes"
"no"
" ya huh!"
"na ah!"
"ya huh!"
"shut up both of you!" Sango had grumpily sauntered into the room woken up by their two year old fighting.
"na ah . . ." he mumbled under his breath.
"No what the hell is wrong with you two?"
"Inuyasha is stressed and he won't tell me why!" Kagome protested as if it were the most unfair thing in the whole world.
"fine damnit if it is that fucking important I'll tell you!" Inuyasha scowled.
Kagome clapped her hands happily, ignoring his fowl language, ((in which I love SO much!)) that she had succeeded and listened intently with Sango on what his 'issue' was.
"Look I am just a little freaked because we are going to have to get married soon and I REALLY don't think I am ready." He said keeping a straight face.
"Oh . ." Kagome acted a little surprised.
(* I thought he liked me . . or maybe even loved me . . and now he wants to go? I admit I am not ready either but I think it could work out! We seem to get along . . wait . . no . . he can go . . I could care less!*) Kagome thought sadly.
"well is it bothers you that much I will talk to our parents today. Maybe we can get them to set us FREE" she was starting to get miffed and made sure the word 'free' was emphasized. Though she continued to keep an emotionless face like Inuyasha. He dumbly nodded and walked to his room deep in thought.
Sango continued to stand there wondering where in the hell everything went wrong. Miroku and her had worked so hard! AND THERE WAS NO WAY IN THE SEVEN HELLS OR HEAVENS THAT IT WAS GOING TO GET SCREWED UP NOW! NO WAAAAAAAY!
Without warning like a crack of a whip, Sango spun on her heals and ran out of the door. She sprinted to Miroku and almost suffocated him when her body came in contact with his chest waking him up rudely.
"Miroku it is a disaster!"
"which one died!?" Miroku sat up frantic.
"worse!"
"what could be worse than that!?"
"THEY ARE GOING TO SPLIT UP THE MARRAGE!"
"oh no they aren't! ! ! !" Miroku cried savagely.
"We have done too much and THEY OBVIOUSLY LIKE EACH NO! NO! NO! NO! IT IS NOT ENDING THIS WAY DAMNIT! ALL THEY WANT IS A FEARIE TALE LIFE AND IT IS SITTING UNDER THEIR NOSES!" Miroku added with vengeance. Without a word she jumped off of him and he ran with her determined to get to the bottom of this. Miroku went to talk to Inuyasha while Sango went to talk with her younger sister.
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"Inuyasha . . please maybe I can help!"
"You can't help monk! This is my business and my business alone!" Inuyasha retorted as the conversation was getting more heated.
"But Inuyasha! You might have something going with Kagome and you don't know it! Would you really want to lose her!? Imagine a life without her! She is willing to be with you! Isn't that enough!?" Miroku protested obviously not giving up soon.
"Don't you understand!? That is what I am afraid of! If I get to close she will just want to get rid of me like everybody else!" Inuyasha was obviously starting to get too angry to catch his words before he said them. But he didn't seem to care. In truth he wanted other people to know how he felt so he didn't have to keep the burden of being the only one who knows.
((Next lines stolen from t.a.t.u the Russian musical band . .they are great! Along with No Doubt!))
"Everyone needs to leave me alone! Don't you get it!? I do things the wrong way! I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does! But that doesn't work for me! Everyone judges! I have a heart! And it can be broken! And I am not willing to take that!" Inuyasha cried out and slowly backed away just to sit on the edge of his bed and for once try to calm his nerves.
(* did I really have to tell him that?*) Inuyasha thought in a very depressed way. He was becoming more and more depressed as the years went on. Lonelier and Lonelier he got being hurt more and more by everyone and everything. Finally he learned to live with it. But he was the only one who lived it. No one understood him and everyday he would take the time to scold himself for who he was and wonder where his life went wrong. 'when I was born' would always be the answer. And that little nagging voice in his head would only confirm it more. What everyone had said to him came back too.
~~~FLASH-BACK~~~
"OI Kagome wake up!" Kagome's eyes gently opened as she got up too.
"I can't believe we fell asleep!"
"Ya well it was your damn ear rubbing wench!"
"Ya well you seemed to like it that is why YOU fell asleep! So don't blame your need of attention on me you . . you stupid dog! That is all you well ever be! Some mangy mutt!" Kagome yelled with an angry blush.
Inuyasha winced at that . . That cut him deep.
"ya well . . you're right! That is all any one has ever called me! So I guess that is what I am! A mangy mutt! Some half and half! It's bad enough that I have to be stared at because people can't just get past the looks but even demons look down upon me because I'm not full! I am just a 'half breed' half of any great thing any one has ever done! I'm just some nothing that's all! Oh don't look at the half breed he'll curse you! Oh don't look at him because he's DIFFERENT! He's not human so he has no FEELINGS! Well save it Kagome just save all that crap for someone else because I've been hearing it my whole life and I am sick of it!" he stormed off to his room leaving Kagome blinking stupidly with a blush of embarrassment not realizing what he had to go through. Then she felt guilt. Guilt for what she had said and what memories she had stirred up in his mind.
~~~END OF FLASH-BACK~~~
that still made him shift uncomfortably. He never really knew if she really meant that even to this day. His mind was a clutter and he HATED it. He swore to himself that he would never hold the hand of another girl. It hurt too much. Though, he would never admit it. But here, he had already broken that promise to himself. He found himself falling in love with someone who would leave him. It hurt enough when he was insulted by the other princesses when he already got it from his family. He couldn't bare to imagine marrying a girl like Kagome and having her dump him in a fit of hatred toward the poor guy.
It was the one sensitive subject in his system that drove him mad. It was such a nice feeling to know you were in love but a terrible one to know how it all would end.
"I didn't know . ." Miroku whispered uncomfortably. He walked to his new friend and sat down next to him.
"You are right . . I don't know . . how you feel . . and I shouldn't judge. I am just saying . . maybe she wouldn't do that. But isn't a love that might come worth it?" Miroku added.
"I dunno I don't have experience in the matter damnit!"
" well . . I will leave you now . . I wish you luck with your decision. But .. . the opinion I have is that you should give it half a chance before throwing it out of the window" With that said Miroku nodded and strode out of the door.
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"But Sango! I thought he liked me!"
"Have you ever stopped to think that maybe he is insecure of the matter?" Sango asked calmly.
"Well yes . . but . ."
"no . . no 'buts'. I happen to know he is very sensitive about it and you have to be gentle about it because he has gone through A LOT and when I say ' a lot' I mean it more than anything." Sango said interrupting her younger sister. Kagome nodded and told her sister she had to talk to him. Whether anyone liked it or not. She knew Inuyasha wasn't * delicate * It was a change and people go through it differently.
"Inuyasha?" she knocked on the door. She heard a faint 'come in' and she took a deep breath before opening the door.
"I am so sorry Inuyasha!" she wailed throwing her arms around him letting her emotions take the better of her. He gasped when she made contact with him but cradled her close.
"It is all right Kagome . . we will get through this . ." he said in her ear as she nodded into his chest. Without thinking twice she picked her head up and pressed her lips against his. He didn't expect that. He was used to the whole awkward situation before they actually kissed. But he like it. It was really nice. And for once he didn't think 'what if . .' he just accepted it and enjoyed it while he could. Who knew what tomorrow would bring? But who cared anyhow? Ignorance is bliss anyway. . .. most of the time . .
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well there we go! Sorry it took so long . . you know homework crises. . . anyway ya it will be updated A HELLUVA LOT QUICKER! Especially because my inspiration is back on TV! YAY! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE HIS VOICE! He is so hott! AHEM Anyway! Sorry if this chapter sucked and that it was short it will be better. Flame! Review Whatver!
Arigato!
Ciao!
~MyStErIoUs RaMeN*~
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Buyo!!!!!!!!!!!!