Whoa, really dark. It's a twisted Kikyo one shot about her telling what its like to be…well, her. This was done when I was in a horrible mood. But it's kinda cool so I'll post it anyway. Please Review!
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Loneliness? You want to know loneliness? You can't even began to understand the pain I feel…the pain of one who gave up all she had for that which is out of her reach. To be without family, friends…to be without a very soul.
Let me show you…
…Its Horrible…like a nightmare from which you can't wake. You wander the world alone and forlorn, watching the time go by for those around you, but for you it will forever remain still. And you can cry, you can scream, pound your fists till they bleed but no earthy means will ever be able to express your pain…and, slowly, you will fall into darkness. Feelings become numb; emotions are lost. Twisted memories of love are merged with fresh born hate for the living…you will crave revenge from those who have done nothing against you. Madness will lurk behind every corner and shadow will darken every hope. Where will you go? You will go to the last place your dead heart could remember. And there you will find a place to sink your nails and all the torture and pain will be let loose. Bitter and dark…you will wish to claim the lives of the living, no matter how innocent. And then when the dust settles and the blood coats your cold hands, what will you do? What did you prove? Nothing…yet you cannot let her walk off with what should have been yours. That is a level of unfairness that is barely human, even to your dark point of view. So you will search for the one who once brightened your days in a sad attempt to claim some lost meaning for this 'life'. And you will only find truth. And truth is pain. And you will want to end this pain. But this boy…he is your last hope. So you will take him with you, after all, this is what you suffered for. But no, he is bound to the girl whose eyes reflect the same soul you once had. And by her side he will stay. So you wish to end her. To get what you want. But every last shred of your wisdom knows what will happen if you walk that path…so you don't, for his sake, for your sake. And you walk on…forever alone…
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Like I said, very dark. Well they say writing is a good way to help stress and stuff…oh well, please review! ^-^